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Jisung started. “I'll tell you…”
Minho looked closely as Jisung started telling the story, putting a comforting arm around Jisung.
“My last relationship wasn't the best one, my ex, he used me and did things to me that I didnt really like…” He stopped in his sentence, thumbs fidgeting with the red cup in his hands. Jisung lifted his head from Minho's shoulder and looked down at his cup. Thinking back to what he had to go through with his last relationship, worrying if Minho would ever do something like that to him,
Minho put his hand on his thigh. “Jisung I'm here for you, I would never treat you any way you don't like.” Jisung felt the tears starting to form in his eyes, still having regrets about starting this whole thing. He knew he should trust Minho, after all, he was Felix’s brother. Having trust issues after a relationship was not an easy thing to go through, his mind reminded him of when his ex kept telling him he wouldn't ever be loved and no one would ever treat him well. Before he knew it there were tears in his eyes, he tried his hardest to hide them, not wanting to be called a crybaby.
Jisung was brought back to reality and turned to look at Minho before rapidly turning away whipping his eyes swiftly with his sleeve, trying to not be seen crying like this. Minho noticed and became more concerned. He took his hands and put them on Jisung's chin turning his head, seeing the redness in his eyes from the tears lost. “Jisung, baby, are you crying?” Asking but already clearly knowing the answer.
“Here it's okay.”
Jisung wanted to stay strong through all of this but he just couldn't, the comfort Minho gave him made him feel safe and unjudged. They stayed like that for a while before Jisung finally calmed down and his breathing turned normal again. Jisung pulled back from Minho’s chest.
“I'm sorry, I didnt mean-”
Before he could finish his sentence he was cut off by Minho's soft kiss on his lips.
“Jisung, it's okay to cry. You were going through a lot, it's not a bad thing to cry sometimes it makes you feel better. I just want to let you know that I'm always here for you if you want to talk or anything.” Just at that moment, jisung wanted to cry again. He heard those words he had never heard before. Jisung threw himself into Minho’s arms giving him a tight hug. “Thank you, Thank you Minho.”
Later they both walked into Minho's room. Jisung showered first and then he put on Minho's clothes which brought more comfort, he wasn't allowed to wear any of his ex’s clothes because he was ‘too fat’ to fit into them. He climbed into the bed and Minho went to the bathroom after leaving a kiss on Jisung's forehead. Minho came back to a sleeping Jisung, snuggled up with one of his favorite cat plushies. Minho found this so adorable so he just let Jisung hug the plushie, as he slipped into bed trying not to wake up the sleeping person, Jisung made a whining sound. Minho looked over to Jisung and noticed that Jisung wasn't awake, he must have been having a bad dream. Minho watched over him making sure he was okay, stroking his hair lightly. Jisung squinted his eyes and his grip on the plushies was getting stronger, Minho was starting to get concerned, When he heard jisung whine again thats when he decided to wake him up.
“Baby. Baby wake up, your having a bad dream.” Jisung opened his sleepy eyes. Red and bloodshot. “Oh my god, are you okay Sungie!?” he quickly removed the plushie from between them, he brought Jisung close to him rubbing comforting circles on his back. “Sung, can you tell me what you were dreaming about.” Jisung buried his head into Minho's chest. “Mhm.”
“I'll tell you, I was dreaming about one of my exes, they were telling me that you didn't love me, and I didnt deserve someone as perfect as you.” for some reason, Jisung felt almost no emotion saying all of these things. “Sung, look at me.” Minho pulled back and looked at jisung who looked like he was in a daze. “Sungie I need you to listen to me. Don't listen to the voices in your head, I so love you and you are perfect.” Minho pulled jisung into another hug. Minho knew he needed to have a talk with Felix about this in the morning, asking Jisung directly was too risky,
Minho now knew that he was being haunted by his exes. They fucked him and his mind up completely. Jisung rubbed his eyes with his finger. “Minho, I'm so sorry, I'm such a mess. I feel so bad you have to deal with me like this.” not letting any tears fall at this point. He genuinely felt bad. Minho did not reply immediately. “ Baby please, you need sleep. It's already late. don’t worry about anything but sleep.” He spoke softly as he held Jisung close to him. Jisung listened and fell asleep in Minho's arms. Minho sighed again and he watched his lover fall asleep in his arms
The next morning Minho woke up first. looking at the sleeping beauty somehow replaced Minho with the plushie. He laughed at himself as he got up leaving Jisung in his bed. Minho needed to find Felix. Walking downstairs he immediately found him. “Felix!” walking towards him and Felix turned around. “oh morning Min-”
“You need to tell me what happened to Jisung with his past relationships. It seriously left some damage.” He looked straight into his eyes, almost a worried look. Felix looked shocked a bit but then let out a sigh of disappointment.
“Well number one, I think coming to me might be the best option but it seems like you tried asking him. hm?”
“yeah, I did I didn't know his exes were that bad.”
“well…his most recent one was the worst of all.”
“What did he do?” almost sounding angry for hurting Jisung.
“Well it's kinda a long story but I'll make it short. I don’t think you could see it now. but every day when Jisung would hang out with me he would have a bunch of marks around his body. He wouldn't even want to change in front of me because of how embarrassed he would be by his scars. It kept going on, even if I told him to leave him Jisung wouldn't listen to me. until one day when he had Jisung in his house strangled and tied up with a rope. He kept calling him names. Jisung tried to yell for help but no one heard him. Telling him he was useless and a toy.
Honestly, it's really sad. He couldn't recover for months. He'd always come to me when he would break down crying or just remember the moment.
I know you’d never do something like that to him but please just be careful. Jisung is very sensitive and he doesn’t like showing he’s hurt.” Minho looked worried and irritated from hearing all of this. He now knew why he didn’t want him to know that he was crying, he was scared of being called names and judged. “I'm assuming his ex also did more things like this.” looking back at Felix after trailing his mind back to reality. “yeah it was going on for almost a year. Jisung would act like he was fine but he was hurting deep down.” Felix rested his head on his arm on the table remembering well that he did not want Jisung to ever go through something like that again. “By the way, where is Jisung?” raising his head to look at Minho. “oh shit I left him in my room because he was sleeping. I didn't wanna wake him up. I'll go check on him.” Minho quickly rushed upstairs and opened the door to meet a sleeping Jisung. He had changed positions. curled up on Minho's side, still hugging the plushie. Minho admired the sight. Jisung looked so cute when he was sleeping, like a baby. Minho walked closer to Jisung and plopped on the floor. He started stroking Jisung's hair, and that's when Jisung opened his eyes slowly.
“Good morning baby, are you awake?”
Jisung hummed in response, not wanting to get up. “aww does my baby not want to get up.” Jisung's eyes widened and he sat up slowly. “ I'm sorry I didn't mean to take up your whole bed.” getting prepared to face consequences “No no, baby you did nothing wrong. It's perfectly fine if you want to sleep more. Do you want cuddles?” Jisung's eyes lit up with a soft smile, he tugged lightly on the sleeve of Minho's shirt. He nodded at the question. Minho placed himself next to Jisung holding him in his arms just wanting to feel the comfort of his lover, making sure he was okay. Minho gave him a loving kiss on his forehead and he let himself drift off to dreamland.
About 2 or 3 hours later Jisung woke up with a whine. Minho had been sitting on his desk next to the bed getting some work done. As he heard Jisung stopped what he was doing and went to Jisung. “Sungie, are you okay? Did you have a bad dream?” rubbing his cheek with his thumb. “Mmm no, just wan you.” obviously not thinking. Minho smiled and gave Jisung a few kisses on his face. “Baby you already have all of me. Are you hungry baby? Felix ordered us some food.” Jisung wasn't that hungry but didn’t want to sound ungrateful. He nodded.
When they walked downstairs after getting Jisung some clean clothes they saw the pizza on the table. It was about 2 p.m. now, which left Jisung shocked. Why did he sleep so much? The guilt ran through him. what if Minho was upset with him that he had slept so long? He tried to tell himself that wasn't right, and Minho loved him, but the emotions he was feeling were too powerful. He felt a stab in his stomach. He let out a sound while holding his stomach. Minho flinched and turned to Jisung, seeing him holding his stomach. “What's wrong? What hurts?” Jisung lifted his head and hesitated before telling him “I'm fi-“ Jisung started “Jisung don't lie?” He stopped for a little then finally said “My stomach… it suddenly hurts.” gripping tighter on the cloth of his shirt. Just at that moment, Felix walked down the stairs, seeing Jisung gripping his shirt, Felix flinched hard. almost running to jisung taking him from Minho's arms.
“Jisung, I need you to listen to me.” eye to eye with Jisung. “breathe normally, breathe. Remove your hands from your stomach.” Minho just watched, not knowing what to do. Felix guided Jisung to the couch not far from where they were standing. Felix sat next to Jisung and put his hand on his stomach. “here?” Jisung nodded in response. “It's okay, it's okay Sungie.” lightly rubbing around the area that hurts. “Sungie, you okay now?” looking at Jisung “Yeah I think I’m okay. I'm sorry for worrying about you.” not wanting to make eye contact. “Sungie, you know I’m your best friend of course I’m gonna worry about you. it’s not your fault.” Jisung let himself smile. He looked up at Minho who was standing behind the couch. “Are you okay Sung?” waking over to Jisung. “yeah I’m okay.” This time telling the truth
Later that day the couple stayed cuddled up on the couch watching some TV. suddenly Jisung started to feel a pain in his head. He got up and walked over to the counter to get some water. only his headache got worse. He walked back to where he left Minho. “Minho, do you have any painkillers?” Minho, half asleep, fully woke up. “don't worry, my head hurts a little.” Jisuhg didn't want to be a burden and had to live off of Minho. “yeah I'll go get them you just sit down I'll be back in a sec.” leaving a kiss on his forehead. Minho quickly searched his drawers for the painkillers, fetched some water, and returned to the couch. He gave them to Jisung and he took 3 instead of 1. Minho put the pills and water back on the table unknowing that Jisung had taken too many pills than he was supposed to.
It was now nighttime and they decided to go to bed. They got ready and cuddled up closely. but, Jisung couldn't sleep.
“Minho, I can’t sleep.”
“Do you want me to put something on the TV to help you sleep?”
“Minho, I have to tell you something.”
“Yeah? What is it?”
“I took a bunch of those pills when you weren't looking. I didn't think it would do anything but I think I feel the down effects now, you're probably mad at me now.”
“Ji…” trying his best not to get mad. “Baby, I'm not mad, just, why did you do it? Did your headache hurt that much?” he looked at Jisung with worried eyes. “My head felt heavy I thought if I took more it would make it go away faster.” Minho stroked his hair. “Baby it's okay, I'll try to stay up with you so you're not bored.” they both sat up on the bed, still some limbs under the blanket. A moment later, still watching something on the TV, Jisung layed his head on Minho's shoulder and started lightly kissing his neck. “Sungie, what are you doing.” Jisung was lost in thought. “Mm, nothing, just…” Minho knew exactly what he wanted and he slowly layed Jisung down pinning him to the bed. Then Minho started kissing Jisung all over,
Minho could hear the low sighs of pleasure from Jisung. Jisung closed his eyes and let his lover do all the work. “Baby, you sure you want this?” never wanting to do something he didnt like or want.
“Mm, wan you..” he muttered.
“Okay, baby I'll give you what you want.”
Minho put his hand under Jisung's shirt caressing his defined abs. He looked at Jisung for a moment before kissing his soft lips. Kissing harder this time, Jisung split his lips in a gentle moan. Minho took this opportunity to explore the already-known mouth. Minho split from the lips and took off his shirt, he also grabbed the lube and condom from the drawer. “Minho…d-don't use that.” he pointed at the condom next to him on the bed. “But- okay, if that's what you want.” He left a kiss on his cheek.
Minho inserted a finger into him after putting a good amount of lube on it. Jisung’s cock twitched at the feeling. Felt like it's been a while since he felt this full. Minho noticed and inserted another finger in him. Jisung clenched around Minho's fingers to the oversensitivity he felt. Minho made sure to keep a close eye on him making sure he was okay. Minho pushed his finger deeper into him, with an arch of his back Minho knew he was enjoying it. “M-Minho…I want it now.” pulling Minho closer to him. Minho pulled his fingers out, he pushed the tip of his cock to the small hole. Teasing it a bit, As Minho pushed his cock inside he pulled Jisung into a long kiss to take his mind off of the pain. He pushed in softly trying to make Jisung feel his every movement. Jisung whined louder in Minho’s mouth, he felt himself getting full he unconsciously wrapped his legs around Minho’s waist. Minho noticed but didnt do anything, he just kept kissing and licking Jisung's face and neck. Minho started moving slowly inside Jiaung. Against his lips minho muttered, “Shit Jisung you're still so tight.” Jisung didnt say anything. He couldn't say anything, all the sensations he was feeling were making him overstimulated. Talking was the last thing he thought of doing at this moment. Minho released Jisung's lips after a moment so he could be able to hear the sweet noises Jisung would make. A variety of moans and “Minho’s” passed, at this time they were both getting close. Minho started going faster trying to reach Jisung's prostate. As soon as Minho found it Jisung gasped in pleasure. Eyes were starting to tear up and his dick was twitching in pain. Minho knew Jisung was close so he stroked Jisung's magic wand slowly relieving some tension built up in it. At the feeling, Jisung came all over himself yelling out Minho's name. Only a few more pumps were all it took to make Minho come inside Jisungs ass. When Minho pulled out he started at how beautiful Jisung looked with come inside and on his belly, He was truly a masterpiece. Jisung looked up at Minho flushed and panting.
Minho spoke first “Baby how do you feel?” Jisung tried to sit up but failed. “I feel…like I want cuddles.” he pouted as if he wasn't going to get cuddles after. Minho giggled, “Of course, you're going to get cuddles baby. I'll clean you up first though.” Minho leaves the bed to get some clothes and a towel to clean up their mess. When Minho came back Jisung was sound asleep. Minho carried on clearing Jisung and putting comfy clothes on him. He slipped himself next to his lover and hugged him tightly. Minho was happy Jisung to sleep now it was his turn to fall asleep somehow. He kissed Jisung on his head and tried his best to sleep.
The morning came fast, Jisung woke up first, looking at Minho with loving eyes. He snuggled closer to him to feel the comfort. He started kissing Minho's face to wake him up, not wanting to be the only one awake. “Sungie just a minute.” not opening his eyes keeping Jisun trapped under the blanket. “Min~ I wanna get up, I'm hungry.” basically whining into Minho’s ear. “later..” the sleepy boy replied as if he only got a few minutes of sleep. Jisung complied and layed there playing with Minho’s hair, Jisung loved the softness of his hair. He wishes his hair could get this soft. Jisung had dyed his hair a few times. Not his decision, his ex told him he would look better with blond hair. Due to the bleach, his hair was never as soft as Minho’s even though they used the same shampoo. Jisung was thinking about a lot of things at that moment. He didn't realize but he was so deep into thought he fell right back asleep holding a little chunk of Minho’s hair. A few hours later Minho woke up, as he tried to get up he couldn't because someone was holding onto his hair which restricted his movement. “Sungie, I'm awake now, are you still hungry?” layering kisses on the younger's face. Jisung was always a light sleeper, he had to be. He was always awake when his ex would leave him alone at night to go party or he had to wake up early to do something. It was just a habit. “Min..” Jisung sounded like he was crying or had a bad dream. “Baby what’s wrong.” Jisung nuzzled his face into Minho’s chest. “You wouldn't leave me right?” Suddenly Minho's heart dropped. Why would Jisung just say something like that? Minho was starting to get worried that Jisung was thinking about his past relationships even after they established Minho would never hurt Jisung. “Baby we’ve talked about this. You know I would never leave you. no matter what happens.” Minho gave a few more kisses to Jisung's lips as he opened his eyes.
“Mhm I know I was just…thinking.”
“Baby you can talk to me about anything. I'll never make fun or judge you. I'll always love you. My Sungie”
“I’ll always love you too.”
They shared another kiss full of feelings and emotions. more than they could ever say in words.
They were truly perfect for each other.