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5:53 am, hotel rooms
Alarm echoed in the room, both found in a deep sleep hugging eachother face to face. Euijoo was the first to wake up, as always; Nicholas has never been a morning person.
He opened his eyes with his arm reaching for his phone trying to stop the alarm, gaining consciousness of a body who did rest only 5 almost 6 hours, thinking heavy about sleeping in the car on their way to the concert venue, as he also got flashbacks about yesterdays events.
Euijoo dissociated staring at a something through the room, until his eyes guided him at the mirror in the ceiling, and every scene that happened in that chair came back to his mind.
He flashed back every detail, every breath and every move Nicholas did there to him last night, with his heart beginning to rush he popped up that bubble of thoughts out of him, turning his head towards Nicholas.
Nicholas was stared, like if he stepped out of a painting or out of Euijoo’s dreams, his hair was fluffy and his skin was soft, the way his lips rested there like they’re asking for a tender kiss, air by his nose being pulled inside to be exhaled unhurried, Euijoo stared at him timeless, asking the world to stop for them so he could stare at him forever.
Times passed with no signs of Euijoo moving just admiring, he nearly forgot about today’s concert, or waking up his real-life painting.
He got close, close enough to admire one last time the way Nicholas looked when he sleeps to give him a good morning kiss. Euijoo kissed him with a feeling of no dash but of warmth, the warmth he feels with Nicholas and only Nicholas.
Nicholas woken up by the kiss, slowly opens his eyes giving to Euijoo a tiny smile similar to a smirk, with his eyes briefly open, pulls Euijoo in depositing him a kiss, a kiss not similar to the one Euijoo gave him before, but the kiss he always gives to Euijoo in the morning, full of cuteness and joy, the kiss he can transmit only in the morning when it feels like it’s just the two of them, the kiss that makes Euijoo sacrifice his 5 more minutes of sleep every morning.
Both got in the shower, together, spending most of their time there playing with the water splashing it at eachother, mixing it with kisses full of care and genuine laughs, washing eachother hairs to later dry them out.
They got ready with no speed moving at their own, chatting and bickering without sense of time. Even so, remembering they had to go downstairs to meet with the rest of the teamies, who planned eating breakfast together.
7:30 am, dining area
All teamies gathered up together, just like a family, everyone eating at his pace, talking about how excited they’re performing in Nicholas’s home country and other things.
Even if they’re with them, you can’t seem to catch them not close, or talking, or staring at eachother, even seated together but talking to different people, they’ve always find a way to be together.
They didn’t force it, it’s just they’re natural being craving to be there with the other, out of habit or out of sense, the teamies said it was something cute they noticed, and even if they try to make a joke out of it they couldn’t seem to catch it. It seemed like everyone noticed it but them.
”Now that I remember, why did you two take so long to come back from the dressings rooms?”
Taki asked to Euijoo, like a puppy asks their mom for more pets.
”I already told you they were fuck-“
Jo covered Yuma's mouth before he could finish his sentence, he knew it was something not mentionable at 7:30 in the morning with all of them gathered together, plus being in a public space.
Jo was often seen third-wheeling them, so it was no news to him what they were, as he confirmed it with a drunk Nicholas. One night he asked him for forgiveness for always being the third wheel with him and “his adorable Ponyo boyfriend” in Nicholas’s words.
Next morning Nicholas couldn't really remember anything from last night, but Jo told himself to never say it to anyone ever.
”There was no need for that you know…”
Yuma replied sulking, moving out of his mouth Jo’s hand. With everyone starting to talk their own theories about what they were doing.
The unfinished sentence of Yuma yesterdays reality got into Euijoo, who started to move his leg above the table out of nervousness, thinking what he knew since when or what he saw or heard, making it difficult to bring an excuse and kill everyone’s curiosity, that was now directed into both of them.
Nicholas being right at his side, moved his hand to Euijoo’s tight, letting Euijoo know he’s with him, looking at him with the sweetest eye-smile someone could ever see.
”Juju had problems with his clothes, so I helped him through, then he helped me with mine”
Nicholas said, relaxing a tensed up Euijoo and them being curious, erasing every path that leaked reality.
They finished up their meal, to later up being taken up to the concert venue. It wasn’t a long trip from the hotel to the venue, but an still tired Euijoo took place in Nicholas shoulder, with Nicholas joining him to sleep resting in Euijoo’s head, both were now sleeping together.
Fuma and Maki where also in the car with them, and a sleeping Maki gave the opportunity to Fuma to take them a picture, ending up in his chat with Nicholas, and the caption “cute” being his last message in their chat.
They arrived at the venue, and as soon as they stepped a foot inside everyone got busy. Rehearsing without and with the oufifts, with the cameras and lighting, soundcheck and filming content for their YouTube channel.
Time passed by quickly, not finding too much space for them to even talk, but stares were not left behind through all of it.
Finally it was time for them to get their makeup and hair done, to later put on their clothes and everything missing. 30 minutes to begin the concert and Euijoo couldn't take his eyes away from Nicholas.
He was the first to get finished by stylists and staff members, so he went to Euijoo with his phone on hand to take a picture of him.
”Juju”
Nicholas said while he hold his phone, taking a picture of unaware Euijoo, laughing at the face Euijoo made when he reacted to Nicholas naming him.
Euijoo was amazed, Nicholas hadn’t looked like this in a long time, he always looks great but this time he looked even more dreamy, stepped out of heaven, baked with the most delicious and tastier spices to look this savory.
Nicholas had this black blazer crop top showing part of his abdomen which accentuated his shoulders, with silky black pants and black boots that made him more taller. He was covered in black, popping out his porcelain skin tone and his overall look, his blonde hair having hints of blue, his eyes being more charming, and his smile seemed easy to bite.
Euijoo opened his eyes as he almost choked from Nicholas looking like if the word ‘temptation’ needed to be a person. Euijoo was two steps to be drooling in his seat while the makeup artist worked on him, trying to gain control over his reaction with Nicholas looking like that, ordering his thoughts about him and what he’ll do later with him, to buff out his needs and desires.
Makeup artist finished up Euijoo, rushing to get his oufift on. When he finished he called Nicholas, who was playing with Harua and Taki random games he had on his phone.
“To the restrooms, now”
Euijoo said, taking Nicholas’s hand guiding them to the restrooms, closing the door behind them, making sure nobody were inside.
“Wait what happ-“
Nicholas was quieted down by a kiss. A kiss full of thirstiness of him, a kiss that begged to get fucked, a kiss that claimed him. Euijoo was deprived from eating him, the moment Nicholas called him for that picture and he couldn’t do anything but to wait to get ready.
Euijoo kissed him hard, biting Nicholas’s lower lip, moving his hand to his jaw to start walking towards a toilet.
”Sit”
Euijoo dropped and Nicholas following right away, he read the room of a needy Euijoo. Now he was seated in Nicholas lap, kissing him so eagerly, rolling his hips opening his legs more, as if the friction between his clothes and Nicholas could make him less desperate.
Nicholas positionated his hands around Euijoo’s hipbones, helping him move better knowing in less that 20 minutes they had to be on stage.
He always found this side of Euijoo to die for. Nicholas always felt his heart beating fast with a heatwave hitting his body when Euijoo did what he wanted at the time he wanted.
When Euijoo was chosen leader he was Nicholas’s first option to be, knowing people followed him and listened to him no matter what; as he was the first to ever experience that.
A messy Euijoo was starting to be in place, his stable breaths started to get lost in the air, making it difficult to continue kissing Nicholas. He moved his hands onto Nicholas’s shoulders, gripping better at him to roll his hips better, moving them with more pressure. Euijoo wanted to feel better the boner he triggered on Nicholas.
Both of their movements were dumb and needy, an Euijoo who wanted to get fucked and a Nicholas who wanted to come.
“Nichol… I really need you”
Euijoo said in his whiny voice, feeling how Nicholas pressured more his hipbones, faking thrusts onto him.
There was something in Nicholas hearing him say he needed him, knowing that Euijoo, the Euijoo everyone every time needs at something needed him so bad like that, always melted him.
“Juju baby, I need you too”
Nicholas replied, remarking the last part thrusting onto Euijoo’s, wishing he could fuck him right now.
“But we have a concert to do”
He added, with his hands on Euijoo’s hipbones making him lower the speed of his hip rolls to stoping them completely, slides his hands to Euijoo’s ass cheeks, spreading them just a little to do one more thrust, causing Euijoo to leave a tiny moan, kissing him to shut him up. Just to play with Euijoo and do him needier.
They got out of the restrooms after making themselves fit to be seen, hearing Maki get hit in the stomach by Fuma to calm down his nerves, knowing it was almost time for stage.
Euijoo got what he wanted, he wouldn’t get up there without kissing his perfect spiced up Nicholas.
The time of being on the stage had come, their songs started to sound as they began to perform, and everytime Euijoo could, he would glance upon Nicholas.
Songs passed by, music banging in every corner, sweaty teamies were catched by everyone’s cameras, fans with a sore throat and a tired voice appeared as the concert kept going.
Kei’s and Nicholas’s part just happened, and Euijoo witnessed how his angel-looking boy was being kissed on the cheek by his elderly. His head filled rapidly with unpleasant thoughts, he couldn’t react in a proper way but to laugh it off.
Euijoo was nervous and angry, thinking how Kei could betray him like that, but then his thoughts redirected to Nicholas. Who was being murdered in Euijoo’s mind.
Nicholas soon approached Euijoo, hugging him by the back as he finished singing, taking out of Euijoo’s ear his in-ear.
”My grumpy juju, you can do anything you want to me back in the hotel, Im completely yours tonight darling”
Nicholas said to Euijoo by the ear, knowing he’ll agree under any circumstances. Even if Euijoo was grumpy, he would agree to anything Nicholas said to him; at the end of it, they’re always there for eachother.
Euijoo felt the hot air of Nicholas spelling hitting at his ear, replying with a pout frowning. That’s the way Euijoo answers with an ‘okay’ when he seems too attracted at the idea, even when he’s grumpy.
Concert finishing, the air started to feel more cold as the heat from dancing and too excited fans were lowering, waving their lasts goodbyes glancing at every fan they could, knowing their hearts were completely filled with joy and sadness from the teamies leaving, seeing them one last time.
The venue was empty now, clock hitting late hours, staff cleaning as they changed to their normal clothes, picking up their own stuff, waiting for the staff that would take them back to the hotel.
They got back to the hotel, sleeping all their way back to it, trying to rest as much as they could, knowing what would happen back at the hotel.
2:01 am, hotel rooms
Teamies arrived at their rooms, everyone doing their own stuff, washing themselves or checking out lunéville reading them crashing out after the concert. But Euijoo and Nicholas were far away from that.
Nicholas opened the door and entered, throwing his bag beside the night table, and a needy Euijoo pushed him to the bed.
Euijoo let his bag slide his arm all the way down, to continue unbuttoning his shirt, taking it off completely to continue with his belt then his pants, letting himself only in underwear.
Nicholas watched Euijoo’s fast hand movements taking off his clothes, he tried to follow him taking off his tank top while moving himself further to the center of the bed, but when he was aiming for his belt Euijoo was already on top of him.
He crawled fast his way positioning himself on top of Nicholas laying him on bed completely, putting his both hands on Nicho’s neck, making a little pressure on it just to begin kissing him badly off.
Smalls pauses were made and little choked sounds were heard from Nicholas trying to follow him at his needy velocity and a tight grip on his throat.
Nicholas moved his hands to Euijoo’s waist, clawing his nails onto his skin and holding Euijoo tight, opening his eyes to watch him from a different angle; Euijoo has always been a tilt headed kisser, and the mirror pinned in the ceiling got its use by a never ending stare from Nicholas.
He observed how desperate Euijoo was, how tight he was holding his waist, his skin turning red from the force he was using, how fine Euijoo’s back looked from a zoned out angle, how he was so big compared to Euijoo.
Captivating his eyes dying to fuck him numb, Nicholas moved his hands onto Euijoo’s ass, also squeezing it hard, making Euijoo bite his lip while he arched his back.
Euijoo moved himself a little bit up, stopping his choking but not his kissing to Nicholas, moving his hand through him and Nicholas to aim for Nicholas’s belt, successfully taking it off.
Nicholas helped him by quickly taking off his pants, now Euijoo was found on his both knees between Nicholas’s head. Hand on his dreamy boy chin and the other resting on his waist.
”Open”
Euijoo said, he didn’t let him open his own mouth completely by sliding his thumb on Nicholas’s mouth.
”Now take off what’s left”
He added, seeing how Nicholas with both hands slowly took down as much as he could Euijoo’s underwear, Nicholas feeling the clothe touching his neck, freeing Euijoo’s leaking-precum boner to the cold air in the room.
Euijoo grabbed his own length and guided it to Nicholas’s mouth, moving the hand that was inside his mouth to his boyfriend’s hair, making deep thrusts into Nicholas throat, just thinking about his own pleasure.
Choked sounds appeared again, whiny sounds from Euijoo were heard, teary eyes beginning to show and an increased speed too. Nicholas was taking him all in, triggering his gag reflex everytime Euijoo thrusted him, leading him deep throat.
After time Euijoo slowed his thrusts, moving the hand that was resting on his waist to Nicholas’s jawline.
”I really love making you choke with my own dick, seeing you with teary eyes and a breathing difficulty melts me straight into your mouth, Nichol”
Euijoo stated wiping away a tear that fell from Nicholas’s eye, stopping completely then thrusting him, remarking the last part to not let Nicholas catch a breath even for a moment, just to mess with him.
Nicholas loved this side of Euijoo, a side him and only him could presence. He loved the way Euijoo transformed into a selfish man when he was needier than before, and time couldn't really matter much, as if the night was eternal just for them to enjoy and mess with eachother.
Eye contact was made, but Euijoo broke it every once in a while closing his eyes like if that would help him leveling the pleasure he was receiving. He doesn't handle how Nicholas takes him even when he’s making almost all the job, Nicholas sucks him in, moving his tongue on a zigzag motion so effortlessly that makes Euijoo whimpering crazy.
His thrusts began to be dumb and out of tempo, arching his back a little moving the hand that was on Nicholas hair to touching the bed, trying to gain a little bit of stability, stopping his thrusts to make Nicholas continue them.
Nicholas was now the moving one, moving his head further to an arched Euijoo, doing it slowly but deep, his tongue was tracing all of Euijoo’s length to finish on his glans with circles, then starting all over again taking him all in.
“Nic-nichol hyung, im so-“
Euijoo said with an unsteady breath and a whiny voice, noticing how Nicholas didn’t continue to move, Nicholas moved one hand to Euijoo’s dick and took it out of his mouth with a loud pop, edging Euijoo.
”Not now babe, you’re not allowed now”
Nicholas said stroking him once hearing him moan of it, messing with him. Nicholas moved his hands to Euijoo’s waist, letting him know to move so he could stand up.
While Euijoo took off his underwear Nicholas positioned sitting on the edge of the bed, putting Euijoo on his knees touching the floor, letting him know what to do.
Euijoo grabbed Nicholas’s hot dick and guided it to his mouth, finishing at his throat. He chokes more than Nicholas, he doesn’t do head more than him so he doesn’t have that much experience, not because Euijoo don’t want to, but he doesn’t have the oral fixation Nicholas has on him.
Nicholas took a deep breath at the feeling of Euijoo’s mouth, tilting his head backwards, laying his eyes on the mirror, again.
He observed every detail of it, how Euijoo utilized almost all of his hand to hold his dick to not loose trace, hearing how Euijoo choked everytime.
”You do it so good baby, keep it like that”
Nicholas said in a low voice turning his head forward to watch him, knowing Euijoo does it dumb and unpracticed.
He prefers it like that, gets him hornier knowing Euijoo doesn’t have that much happened, plus he doesn’t ‘allow’ Euijoo to give him head.
He knows his selfish boyfriend would rather give his hole to suck him, not because he doesn’t like it or something like that, but because he thinks it feels better being inside of him than giving him a blow.
Low humming combined with moans were listened to, Nicholas isn’t a quiet person, but it’s more than Euijoo, who was trying his best to suck him, treating Nicholas length between an ice cream and a lollipop. He was licking all of his dick like a lollipop, then going straight deep to choke like an ice cream.
Nicholas moved his hand to Euijoo’s head, not to push him but to give him small pettings, running his fingers slowly once in a while in his hair.
He didn’t pressured him, even if he wanted a different speed, he won’t say it out loud, but Euijoo could hear him moan louder, knowing the meaning of it. Nicholas also likes torturing himself with an steady velocity.
”Good boy Juju, I’m almost there”
Nicholas mentioned, then moaning loud biting his lip with both canines, and a try-to-improve-velocity Euijoo followed.
Euijoo took him deeper, now moving out of his way his hands and quitting his lollipops movements, taking him straight to his throat sucking him, still choking but being able to hold him a little bit longer, repeating the same movements up and down.
Nicholas’s dick reached once more his throat, pressuring with hand that was on Euijoo’s hair for him to stay there, milking all of his throat and mouth while he let go a moan one last time, taking a deep breath, feeling how Euijoo drank all of his warm cum.
Euijoo cleaned the rest of his lips with his fingers, following the signal Nicholas gave him to get onto the bed. Euijoo adored the feeling of being manhandled by Nicholas, who had his hands full onto his body positioning how he wanted, making Euijoo’s face slam the pillows and his knees digging the mattress, helping himself with his hands holding onto the bed sheets. Nicholas behind him, also on his knees.
Nicholas glaced at Euijoo, all spread open for him, just for him and for him to see. He slid one hand to Euijoo’s ass cheek squeezing it hard then slapping it, seeing how his skin turned red, the other hand caressing his tigh softly, almost like he was too precious to touch him.
Euijoo arched his back and held tight the bed sheets moaning low, sensing how Nicholas was caressing him, and at the same time slapping him hard.
They weren’t a fan of lube since Euijoo liked it that much when it hurt, even so Nicholas tries to do it slowly so it doesn’t cause unfavorable feelings to Euijoo.
Nicholas moved his hand closer to Euijoo’s rim, then with his thumb started rubbing outside of his hole, spitting on it to enter his finger. The breath of Euijoo began to be unseady, sensing how he didn’t take it out just moved it inside, moving his knees to be more opened for Nicholas. He took his thumb out, sliding in his middle finger, moving his other hand to spread his spare ass cheek.
He moved quicker and profound, hearing the melody of Euijoo’s moans and whimpers, noticing how tight he was grabbing the bed sheets that his knuckles turned white.
”Nichol.. please just fuck me”
Euijoo dropped in his peevish voice, trying to turn his face to look at him.
”Not now Juju, you have to wait for it babe”
Nicholas replied, torturing Euijoo in his own game altered his brain chemistry in a way no one could understand.
Second finger was slid inside of Euijoo, now with two fingers inside of him moving in and out, and Euijoo couldn't do anything but to keep making his loud sounds, he didn’t even tried to not be heard.
He always fantasized about his team members hearing them, hearing how Nicholas was doing him just right or how he was asking to be fucked; little did he know some teamies already heard them. They weren’t the only ones up, and a Yuma who got into bed late heard them.
A voice note of them and a ‘Haha, some of us are trying to sleep here, be quiet next time’ appeared on Euijoo’s notifications.
An orgasm starved Euijoo began to appear like if Nicholas fingers inside of him weren’t enough, he moved himself into the fingers, his self thrusts didn't have a tempo nor stability, as he was close to come a third finger was now inside of him, Nicholas moving at the same speed the two of them were before, and his dumb movements weren’t stopped when he started cumming onto the bed sheets.
”Damn Juju, you never fail to amaze me of how needy you can be, I’m not even inside you yet honey”
Nicholas mentioned, slowing his fingers then pulling them out letting Euijoo now it was time to fuck him. Euijoo tried to turned to face Nicholas, but he didn’t let him.
”Nichol..”
Euijoo said in a small voice, showing his discomfort about not facing him.
”You know I don’t like it when I don’t see you”
Euijoo added but not moving from the position Nicholas made him stay.
”Oh juju, sweetie you will see me, don’t worry honey”
Nicholas replied in a sweet tone, sliding his length with one hand outside through Euijoo’s hole, and the other hand was guided into his hair, pulling at it so Euijoo know Nicholas wanted him to be only on his knees.
”Now beg for it”
Nicholas whispered in his ear with a warm sigh, moving his pulling hair hand to his abdomen, making it a back hug for Euijoo to not worry about something to hold.
”Please Nichol, I need you inside of me..”
Euijoo continued. Nicholas entered him all with caution, not moving for Euijoo to get used to it, locating his other hand crossing Euijoo’s upper body, hugging him close.
As soon as Euijoo moved his head giving him the signal to continue he began to move, thrusts were slow but deep, going almost all out to thrust him back in, and a never shutting up Euijoo started to moan once again.
Nicholas with each thrust moved faster, their skin to colliding into the other causing clap sounds, depositing his moans onto Euijoo’s ear, and Euijoo found himself on paradise.
Euijoo always had his kink with Nicholas about him being warm onto his ears, he always bricked up when Nicholas did something that remembered him that he’s warm, even if the action isn't about making him horny it would cause him to.
”Juju look up honey”
Nicholas whispered to him, and an obedient Euijoo looked up, watching through the mirror how he was being straight up demolished by Nicholas.
He increased his velocity, the sound of their skin meeting the other was louder, their bodies were covered in sweat shining with the reflect of the light that the moon poured onto the room.
As Nicholas tried to thrust him better the position got uncomfortable, slowing himself to get out of Euijoo also not hugging him anymore, turning him laying him down on the bed, now facing Euijoo. His needy boy grabbed him by the back of his neck and kissed him, a kiss that expressed how much they need each other.
Not breaking the kiss, Nicholas spread him open by the legs, entering his dick once again locating his hands between Euijoo’s shoulders since he was pulling Nicholas into a hug, and Euijoo tangled his legs on Nicholas’s back.
His thrusts were easier to be further than before reaching Euijoo’s sensitive spot, he was faster and louder, both of them breaking their kiss every once in a while just to let out comfortably their sounds.
Their kisses were messy and they were sloppy, bathed in sweat and hotness, Nicholas’s thrusts were sharp and hard and Euijoo’s kissed were soft and full with feeling.
Euijoo began to claw his nails into Nicholas’s back as he watched through the mirror how Nicholas was fucking him numb, falling for him every time he looked back at the mirror.
They lasted like that a while, drowning in their own pleasure, because in the very end Nicholas was selfish just like Euijoo, just in a different way, one far darker than Euijoo, Euijoo liked it now and fast but Nicholas liked it slow and easy, contrasting at their very own preferences even in something so intimate.
”Hyung… Im cl-close..”
Euijoo tried to said enclosing his knees to Nicholas’s rib cage.
”You can’t come Juju, not now sweetie”
Nicholas replied, stopping his moves and putting Euijoo violently on top of him, now Nicholas was laying on bed and Euijoo was riding him.
”Ride me baby”
Nicholas added, locating his hands on Euijoo’s hipbones squeezing them hard, giving Euijoo the signal to move. Euijoo moved his hands to Nicholas’s chest and started to ride him rolling his hips forward and backwards, rolling with speed, Nicholas doing small thrusts but only when Euijoo was moving backwards for him to be deeper reaching Euijoo’s sensitive spot, everytime causing a big whine come from Euijoo’s voice.
Their rhythm was made, making Euijoo to arch his back when Nicholas thrusted him, both moaning at the feeling of it, never breaking eye contact, the always finished with his pose since it was their favorite. They always liked seeing the other staring into their eyes, watching their reactions and movements.
”Hyung i don’t..”
Euijoo tried to let out, quitting his rolling his going downward to kiss Nicholas, and he positioned his hands down on Euijoo’s ass cheeks spreading them apart, moving his hips thrusting him speedier than they were before, Euijoo interrupting their kisses to hide in Nicholas’s neck, sighing hot onto him mixing it with his sounds close to his ear.
Nicholas was also close, gripping him tighter and looking at the mirror in the ceiling, noticing how good they looked when they fucked, Euijoo’s skin red with bruises from before, their bodies filled sith sweat, their messy hairs and their unsteady breathings.
”Juju honey, can I come inside you?..”
Nicholas asked him, Euijoo nodded knowing either way he’ll do it. Their sloppy sounds were wet, and Nicholas’s thrust had no rhythm, just pure want of wanting to come.
Euijoo cummed on Nicholas’s stomach biting his neck ‘silencing’ his whimpers, and a Nicholas chasing his own pleasure followed him a little later getting him full with his cum.
The air was thick and heavy, they were dirty with liquids and drunk in their own high. Nicholas still inside of him, hugged Euijoo caressing his back kissing his shoulder, and Euijoo did the same leaving small kisses on Nicholas’s neck.
They stayed like that for a while, getting back of their high
”Im too tired to shower”
Euijoo dropped, closing his eyes picturing him already sleeping.
”Well do it in a few hours babe, this time it’s for us and only us Juju”
Nicholas completed, not caring about the stickiness their skins had, or about the time they’re will wake up to, how bad they smelled or how much the room smelled like them, only caring about his Juju.
A too tired Euijoo and already sleeping took place, and a Nicholas who didn't want to move him made them slept like that, hugging and sharing their stickiness with each other.
At the end of the day, Nicholas knew Euijoo will complain about his knees hurting, or maybe his back, or maybe his sore throat; but that made it even better.
Knowing he left traces of him all over his body, and the same for him, knowing Euijoo left traces of his choking and clawing nails made of better, like if they were carrying eachother for the world to see.