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Jimin thinks of himself as someone who has no trouble making friends at all. He’s an open person and friendly. Despite his shyness, he is always able to get comfortable later on, especially if Yoongi are there beside him to help him. That’s why he didn’t think much when he accepted the alpha’s invitation to one of his friend’s party. Jimin knows that it means the party will be filled with people who go to the same university as Yoongi. That also means he’ll be surrounded by people he doesn’t know. But his alpha will be there by his side to guide him through, so Jimin knew that there is nothing to be worried about.
Which is why, it came as a surprise for the omega that he’s crouching down on the bathroom floor right now, hugging his knees and burying his face in his arms as he cries quietly to himself.
The night has started out greatly, with the alpha nuzzling his face on Jimin’s neck, scenting him, and saying how much he couldn’t wait to finally introduce the omega to his friends (Even though Yoongi tells him that they are all a bunch of idiots). Jimin is well aware of the fact that Yoongi never really show any of his friends a picture of him, and with Jimin still in high school, none of Yoongi’s friend has ever seen them together. But the alpha has always worn the omega’s scent proudly.
When they enter the party, Yoongi quickly maneuvered them through a sea of sweaty bodies and towards a less crowded place, where Jimin can see a group of boys sprawling around on the couches. They turned their heads the moment one of them spot Yoongi coming, and when their eyes fell to the small figure behind Yoongi and the alpha finally introduced Jimin, their expression changed into a shock-filled one so quick it was almost comical.
“There’s no fucking way!”
“Hyung! You must have bought him online, right?”
“Just what the fuck are you implying Jiminnie is, Hoseok?!”
The funny reaction he received from Yoongi’s friends that obviously made the alpha annoyed made Jimin giggles.
Jimin met Hoseok, a beta who was a ball of energy with a heart shaped smile. Namjoon, whose alpha’s presence was so strong it almost knocked Jimin out. Jimin faintly recalls him as the alpha Yoongi likes to talk about at times, the alpha with the deep and thoughtful conversation that it frustrates the older alpha to no end. He also smells like the omega with the pretty smile beside him, who Jimin later found out named Jin. There’s a special air of confidence that surrounded the omega as he introduced himself to Jimin.
Despite them teasing Yoongi by being in denial that Jimin is the omega Yoongi has been dating all this time, they were all very nice and welcoming to Jimin, and it didn’t take long for Jimin to come out of his shell and became comfortable hanging out with them. That is, until more people starts joining them. People Jimin knew are outside of Yoongi's regular, small group of friends. Most of them are alphas that may or may not be to rowdy for Jimin's liking. Even a female alpha, who must be a big deal on university (Jimin can smell it) was hanging for a short time with Yoongi.
As more people come and pass by to say hi to Yoongi and talk with his friends, Jimin starts to feel smaller and smaller, which was weird, considering the alpha never once left his side and was always there beside him. If Yoongi needed to stand up from where he's sitting, he would always tell Jimin to come with him, hooking an arm around the omega's waist.
But there were too many people. People who Jimin doesn't know and who doesn’t really think Jimin matters that much.. since Jimin was an outsider. And the realization hits him like a ton of bricks.
Suddenly, the air was too thick and the music was too loud.
"Hyung!" Jimin raised his voice over the music absent mindedly, not sure why he did that when Yoongi was only right there beside him. "Where's the rest room?"
"It’s right across the hall on the left" An alpha Yoongi was speaking to, Jimin faintly recalls him as Jaebum, answered.
"I'll go with you" Of course Yoongi offered him to come with Jimin, but the omega only felt like a burden if he makes the alpha “babysit” him, when Yoongi supposed to have a good time right now.
Jimin shakes his head, "It’s okay hyung! I'll go myself!" Jimin turned on his heel before Yoongi could even protest.
And that’s how Jimin has come to this: crying on the bathroom floor thinking of how much of a kid he realized he is comparing to how cool Yoongi is. He can faintly hear the sound of Russian Roullete playing loudly outside.
It’s stupid. It’s really, really, really stupid. And it’s also childish of him, for crying for something so small like being insecure and the thought only prompts the omega to cry even harder.
Jimin has always been a cry baby, he knows this, but it’s not really his fault that he feels too much. It never actually matter to him, until now.
He thinks of how Yoongi wouldn’t cry at things like these. He's an adult after all.. unlike him.
In the midst of his crying, Jimin almost misses the soft voice calling for him behind the door he's leaning, "Sunshine?"
The omega can’t help but let out a wail at the nickname, the voice of his alpha already doing things to his heart. "Sunshine? Are you in there? Please open the door.. I’m worried"
Unable to hear the distress in Yoongi's voice any longer, Jimin reaches his hand out to click the lock open, and leans forward just enough for Yoongi to open the door and slips inside.
There’s a surprised look on the alpha's face when he sees his baby crouching down on the floor, looking like the smallest thing. The wolf inside him already starting to howl, protect!.
Jimin feels Yoongi kneeling down in front of him and then there's a comforting hand on his shoulder, the other wrapping around his back. "Baby? Baby look at me..”
The moment the alpha removes his hand on Jimin’s shoulder to carefully lift up the omega’s face, Jimin is instantly met with a pair of worry-filled eyes. It occurs to him that Jimin has never seen the alpha so distraught before, and it only makes Jimin cry even louder.
The alpha pulls Jimin into him, shushing him softly and rubbing his back comfortingly. Soon enough, the strong scent of fresh grass and pinewood invades Jimin’s senses, already easing his heart and the omega nuzzles closer into him, wanting nothing more than to drown in his alpha’s scent that gives him so much comfort. "There there baby, you'll be okay.." Yoongi reassures, and Jimin realizes that the alpha has purposely spread his pheromones to calm him down.
It is at times like these that Jimin realizes just how much the alpha understands him, and as strange as it sounds, it made Jimin happy to know that whatever happens, he will always be in good hands. As long as he has Yoongi.
Jimin feels himself being lifted up from the cold floor, and he wraps his legs and arms tighter around the alpha. He hears the alpha speaks softly in his ears before Jimin falls asleep in his arms: "I'll take care of you"
♡
Jimin feels a hand brushing on top of him, fingers dragging on the strands of his yellow hair softly and the omega opens his eyes to see Yoongi. The alpha is sitting on the bed beside him and staring down at him gently.
“Hyung..” Jimin croaks out and Yoongi’s lips break into a smile at how cute he sounds.
“Hey sunshine..”
Jimin blushes. “What time is it?”
“Around 12.. You’re in my dorm now it’s okay.. I already called your mom and she said it’s okay if you stay for the night” Yoongi explains as he drags his fingers to Jimin’s cheek, rubbing it lightly, the action causes warmth to spread on Jimin’s chest. “Are you going to talk now, sunshine?” And then the gentle look in his eyes is replaced by something else, distress, and it makes Jimin’s heart twist. “I was so worried when you cried.”
Jimin begins to sit up so that he can look at his alpha in the eyes better and places a hand on Yoongi’s cheek, “Hyung.. I’m so sorry, I didn’t want to worry you..”
“Did someone give you a hard time?” There’s something deadly in Yoongi’s tone change that startles Jimin as the alpha looks back at him, his eyebrows pinched into a frown and lips curling into a scowl. “Is it another alpha?”
Jimin’s eyes widen and the omega quickly shakes his head, “N-no hyung! It’s not like that!”
The anger in Yoongi’s eyes disappears and the tension in his face fades into concern, “Then what’s wrong, sunshine?”
“I was upset..” Jimin says quietly like he’s afraid of what the alpha would think, pulling back the hand on the alpha’s cheek and adds, “Of myself. For being childish”
He can feel Yoongi frowning at him, “What do you-“
“Hyung..” Jimin whines, not even looking at the alpha anymore, “You’re so cool.. you’re in university and you go to parties and you have cool friends and you’re an amazing person and- and-” Jimin can feel himself tearing up again, “I’m not. So I cried and then when I realized I was being childish for crying I cried harder” He’s sniffling now, and it’s dumb and pathetic and it only makes Jimin wants to cry if not for Yoongi who finally speaks up beside him.
“Jimin..” The alpha’s voice is low and almost demanding that makes Jimin turn to look back at him again, “Are you saying you don’t deserve me?”
Jimin sniffles whilst nodding his head.
“Oh god flower..” Yoongi chokes out, cradling his face in his hands, “Why would you ever think that?” He asks, voice genuinely upset as if he never imagined Jimin to think so little of himself.
“I don’t know, Hyung- I’m hik!” Jimin hiccups, “S-sorry”
Yoongi smiles as he uses his thumb to wipe the tears off Jimin’s cheek, “No don’t be sorry sunshine, you have nothing to be sorry about, my good omega..” Jimin whines at the praise as the alpha pull him closer to his chest. Jimin starts to nuzzle his nose on the alpha’s neck again, just like the time in the bathroom in an effort to calm him down, obviously working as his sniffling subsides and he hears Yoongi speaks, “Do you know why it took me awhile when I rubbed you with my scent back in the car before the party, Jimin?”
Jimin shakes his head.
“It’s because I want everyone to know you’re mine, sunshine” Yoongi says softly, a lot of pride and fondness in his voice that Jimin can feel it in his skin, “I want everyone in the party knows just how much you mean to me.”
Jimin remains quiet as he processes the words through his mind when Yoongi speaks again, “You should probably know this.. that during the times we date, I have never once think I deserve you, Jimin”
Jimin’s eyes widen, stilling in the alpha’s hold, “Why?”
“Well how can I not?” The corner of Yoongi’s lips curled upwards, “You’re always so kind, sunshine. And you have the most beautiful laugh, and sweetest smile. You’re gentle with your action, and you have the voice of an angel. Not to mention, the prettiest omega I have ever laid my eyes on.” And then Jimin hears Yoongi goes quiet, like he’s thinking. “And I’m just.. me”
A small fond laugh escaped Jimin’s lips, “Hyung that’s crazy!” He pulls himself away from Yoongi’s chest so he can look at the alpha in the eyes, “You’re too cool for thinking like that!”
Yoongi scoffs, a hint of smile on his lips, “Then I can say the same to you too, sunshine” Then the alpha starts to cup his face on his hands gently, bringing him closer, “So don’t you ever think so little of yourself ever again, okay?”
Jimin smiles, the tears on his cheeks are dry now and nods, “Okay hyung..” Jimin says, and then when he thinks it’s appropriate already, he adds: “You can kiss me now, hyung”
“Who says I want to kiss you?” Now Yoongi quirks an eyebrow, smirking at Jimin teasingly which makes the omega pouts.
“Hyuuung, You were waiting to kiss me I can-“ Jimin never get to finish his sentence as Yoongi surges forward, crashing their lips together.
Yoongi kisses him hard like he’s been waiting for it since forever. So hard it makes Jimin fall back to the mattress.
“Does my baby need to be doted now? Hmm? My good omega..” Jimin moans at the words as Yoongi starts nipping on his skin, right on his neck. There’s a familiar heat pooling in his stomach and the omega feels his body grow hot all over already.
Jimin loves this. He loves it when Yoongi showers him with praises as he trails kisses down his skin. There’s something good about being praised that makes his insides flutter. Hearing just how good of an omega he is for his alpha fills him with a sense of pride and happiness that keeps him craving for it.
“Hyung..” Jimin pants, his breath shortening when Yoongi slips a hand beneath his shirt to touch the skin there.
“Hmm?” The alpha hums from where he’s sucking on Jimin’s neck which will definitely leave a purple mark tomorrow, before he pulls back his head to look at the omega.
Jimin breaks into a blinding smile, “I love you..”
Yoongi’s lips curls into a fond smile, “I love you too, sunshine.”