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And here I was lying down on my back
I can’t move
I’m trying
I’m trying so hard but I don’t know if I can do this
But I have to
For my sake, and for my friends’
I’m on the ground
Pain swells up inside me and spreads everywhere
I don’t know the source
The pain, It’s everywhere
It hurts
Somebody help me
My breath comes out shallow and fast
I can feel the yellow pooling around me
There’s nobody here to help
I can feel tears run down my face
I want to give up
I don’t want to be here anymore
But I can’t
And even if I could, there’s nobody else here to carry out the duty I have come here for
Just me and him
Me and Kurloz
I have to stop him
I can’t let him hurt any of my friends
But I’m running out of options
He’s advancing towards me
I try to use my psiioniics
I don’t know why
Maybe to help me get away
Or maybe to stop him from coming closer
Either way it doesn't matter
I can’t use it anymore
I must have exerted my psiioniics
I yell in pain
More pain
That’s all I can feel now
Nothing else except the pain
It’s taking all of my thoughts
All of my energy is being used to be hurt
The pain
Maybe if I just close my eyes
It can all go away
But it doesn't
Nothing has changed
It still hurts and I still haven’t accomplished anything
So much pain
Why did I do that
Why did I try to use it
I am so stupid
Because once I tried
Sharp pains shoot from my head down to everywhere else
Again the pain overwhelms me
Please! Anybody, somebody help me!
I should give up
I can’t take this, It hurts!!
No, I can’t afford to waste time about that
I need to get up, I need to stop him
I try to sand up, more pain
But this time I try to ignore it
I use all of my remaining energy to stand
I can feel my clothes stick to me from my blood
I can feel it running down my face and down my arms
I did It, I stood up
I stumble backwards before standing straight in front of him
I have no plan
My plans all failed
I have no psiioniics
I am at his mercy
He can do whatever he wants to me and I have no choice but to comply
Strange enough, he does nothing
He stares at me
Suddenly, I get this absurd idea
I have no other choice
No matter how stupid and deadly this choice is
I have to
I try to step closer to him, I succeed
I am inches away from him
I look into his eyes
There’s nothing to be seen except rage and hatred
Still, I have no other choice and I will calm down his rage
As well as make sure it doesn't happen again
I do my idea
I hug him
At first he does nothing but stand
Only seconds later he comes back to us
The real Kurloz, void of all the rage he previously had
Tears flood down his face as he hugs me back
Tears come to my eyes as well
I did it
I finally did it
Now that I finished here
I can rest in peace
I doubt I will be able to live after this
I am only a lowblood
He starts to say something but I don’t hear it
Instead black clouds over my vision as I lose consciousness