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PROLOGUE
Whizzer wasn't always who he was. He used to be shy, skinny and uncomfortable in his own skin. He only wore dresses when he was around his parents and he never wore makeup, it never felt right, it felt like he was pretending to be a person he wasn't and he was.
It wasn't until his 20th birthday he'd come out at transgender and it definitely hadn't gone down with his parents well. His father had shouted abuse and pinned him up by the shirt against the kitchen wall and through gritted teeth hissed 'get out of my fucking house you faggot' all while his mother sat at the table unable to look him in the eyes. Whizzer had managed to get out the grips of his father and left the house crying with only the clothes on his back.
A few years later he'd started testosterone and had managed to buy the cheapest and smallest apartment he could find in New York City. It was on the top floor of an apartment building with no elevator and the apartment was slowly falling apart but the decor was as Whizzer as it could have been. Even though it was his, he didn't feel like it he'd earned it. He'd mainly been able to afford it by sleeping with random rich men he found in bars which had a fetish for trans folks. Of course he sometimes enjoyed the sex, who wouldn't, but most of the time he felt used and unloved, many of the men moaning in his ear while they fucked him into a wall or the sofa and once they'd done with him they'd leave the money on a hotel table and leave muttering something about their wives and how they were completely straight. They even sometimes spent the night with him in the hotel leaving early to sneak back to their wives or back to their normal lives, like nothing had ever happened.
However, that was Whizzer's normal; fucking men and the trying to find a bar or a park bench where he could sit during the day so he didn't have to go back to the dark apartment alone. That was until he'd not been back to his apartment for for 3 days and found himself in a small gay club set on a backstreet in the middle of the city. That was where he'd met Marvin for the first time.