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Ridiculous. That’s what this is, this annoying and overwhelming feeling inside me. I find myself pacing the kitchen of my home like a mouse on a wheel. Brenda is coming over any minute and I am struggling to control my feelings about her actions today regarding a new officer at Wentworth. I have never in my life let myself succumb to this feeling, I must be slipping in my old age. Fuck. I hear the knock at the door and and pull it swiftly open, “hello Miss Murphy” , she cocks her head at me in confusion. “Hello Miss Ferguson, are we using formalities today?” I remain tight lipped as I usher her inside. “Would you like a drink Brenda”she nods her head as she hangs up her coat and I walk to the freezer to retrieve the vodka and glasses. “How was the rest of your day “ she asks me. “Rather uneventful, except for one thing...” She looks to me to continue as I place the shot in front of her and arch my brow. “Well, are you going to tell me or should I guess?” I huff and look away, “What’s your intention with Miss Gayle?” She smirked and ran her hand through her hair, “My intentions?” I nod and down my shot, slamming it a bit too hard onto the island. “Joan......are you.....jealous?” She says as she tries to read my face. “That’s absurd, of course not. I’ve never been....that... ever.” She took her shot and smiled as she stalked towards me, “Hmm, well that’s too bad, it would of been hot as fuck if you were jealous” I raised both eyebrows at her and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. “And why exactly is that?”I tried to sound non chalant but I’m not sure I was succeeding, this maddening woman had an uncanny ability to see through my armour. “Well call me crazy, but I like if my woman is a little territorial. I myself am a bit possessive and would go crazy if I saw you flirting with another woman. It’s bad enough I have to deal with you working so closely with Vera.” I widened my eyes in shock, “What? You, I’m sorry, You what?” I stuttered, I had never in my life been at a loss for words until now. She smiled as she shook her head slightly, “Oh Joan, what am I gunna do with you aye?” I straightened my shirt and cleared my throat, “Well I suppose that entirely depends on what you’re planning to do with Miss Gayle” I hated myself for this, I loathe that I have become THAT type of woman, yet here I am fishing for information like a love sick teenager. She grabbed my hands and pulled me close, I raised my chin and pretended there was something interesting on the ceiling. “Nothing is going on with Sherry and I, I was just helping her find her way today. Plus Vinegar Tits assigned her to be my shadow. “ My head snapped down as I cocked my eyebrow, “She what?” Brenda chuckled, “Yeah she said for her to shadow me to get the lay of the land” Damnit Vera! “I see..” She guided my chin with her thumb and fore finger so that I was looking her in the eye, “How could you possibly think I would be interested in anyone when I have you on my arm? I realize this whole relationship thing is new to you, well, a conventional relationship is new to you. I will always do my best to reassure you or talk you down. I’m with you Joan, only you.” Well now I felt foolish, something so pedestrian as a relationship should not be this confounding to me. I’ve been around people a long time and observed how they interact, but never really put any of those observations to practice. I sighed and wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her in resting my forehead on hers, “I apologize, I shouldn’t have gotten upset.” She kissed my forehead while wrapping her arms around my waist, “now doll, you don’t have to apologize for anything. We talked about it and cleared things up, that’s how these things work” I sighed as she kissed my neck and I started pulling her towards the stairs. “You lookin’ to make it up to me babe?” She chuckled, “ If you wish” I purred.
I stepped into the room and immediately started to take off my clothes, I went years without knowing the touch of another person and ever since getting it from Brenda I’ve been insatiable. I can’t get enough of her, the way she smells, the way she feels and god the way she tastes. She stands at the door with her feet crossed leaning against the frame, “well are you going to join me or just observe?” I asked. “Just enjoying the show, love” she said as she started to remove her clothes and throw them onto the dresser. I unclipped my bra and put it on the chair next to me, “Jesus, I’ll never get tired of seeing those tits” I smirked and rolled my eyes, “and they say romance is dead”. She laughed as she pulled me into an embrace, I ran my tongue across her lips and then slid it inside as we fell into a familiar euphoria. I laid back on the bed as she lowered herself to the floor between my legs. “Put those beautiful legs on my shoulders darlin’” , I bit my lip and settled my knees on her shoulder and let my legs fall open. She inhaled sharply and licked her lips, “well you look good enough to eat” she smirked. “Bon appetit” I purred as I threw my head back onto the mattress. I propped myself up on one elbow so I could watch her, she truly is a Devine creature, watching those beautiful espresso curls splay against my ivory thighs. Her tongue was a weapon and I was her most willing victim, she knew how to build me and keep me on the edge until I was panting like a dog in heat. She swirled her tongue around my clit, careful not to touch it as she spread my juices around with her tongue before happily lapping them up. I groaned as I felt my clit throb in need, I put my hand on the back of her head to try and guide her to where I wanted but she knew better. She smirked into my thigh, “Not yet love” she whispered as she spread my labia with her middle and forefinger and flattened her tongue licking from my cunt to my clit in one slow but hard swipe. I bucked as she gripped my thigh with her free hand to hold me steady. She took three fingers and plunged them into my now soaked entrance and started circling my clit with her thumb. “Fuck, Brenda” I sighed, “Is that good babe? Dont’ ever worry that you aren’t everything I need and want. Fuck you taste amazing, I could lick this delicious cunt all day” while I normally loathe when she uses such language, she knows that during sex it actually makes me come the hardest. “Yes, don’t stop , god don’t stop” I begged. “I’m not going to stop until you come all over my face, come on beautiful I know you want to come for me don’t you?” My legs started to shake as I let out whimpers uncontrollably, “oh shit, oh god Brenda, I’m going to come” she smiled as she redoubled her efforts with her fingers and lowered her mouth back to my clit. “ come on baby, I want it right in my mouth, give me what I want” she started to suck gently on my clit and my body seized as the air left my lungs and I felt like everything around me had come to a stand still. My body jerked as the pleasure coursing through me overwhelmed all of my senses and I screamed to the gods for mercy. She stilled her fingers as she withdrew from me, but continued slowly licking all of the juices off of me. She wiped her mouth on the back of her hand as she sat back on her knees, I sat up and grabbed her cheeks to bring her in for a kiss, I tasted myself on her and moaned as she held my head with a fistful of hair. She pulled away and smirked, “My turn baby girl” .