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Chapter 1: The Tent
Ron had just left blustering mad at Harry for the things he said. In all honesty, they both were being idiots. So why do I have feelings for them? Most likely years of teenage hormones I still haven't quite figured out. I told Harry to try to sleep it off, that Ron will be back soon. When in reality, I have never seen him that angry before.
A hour has past and still no sign of Ron, I sit on the edge of the bed and look down at Harry as he slept. I wanted to comfort him somehow. It's my fault after all why they fight sometimes. Clearly they both have feelings for me as well. I rub my tiny warm tan hand to caress his hair. Wishing it was somehow helping.
A few days have passed now and we still have no word from Ron. I was getting worried but more for Harry. He walks around the tent like the whole world is on his shoulders. We decided to turn on the radio to see if anything was going on in the muggle world. A song I used to dance to comes on. Before I knew it we were dancing to it. The feelings I had before when Harry was sleeping bubbled up. I try my best to suppress them so I buried my face into Harry's chest. To prevent myself from trying to kiss him.
A week has past now, and I was getting cold. It started to snow this morning. I made us some hot coca and started to cuddle up to Harry more. I miss Ron but he left us all alone. How can I trust a man with my heart who decides to run away? I talked to Harry about how mean his words were and he confessed he knew he was a bit too rough with Ron. That's all my heart needed. But he loved Ginny, right? I know they have kissed from Ginny herself. Perhaps I should push my mind deeper into how to get these horcruxes destroyed.
Another week has past and I caught Harry looking when I was changing my clothes. He faked like he was sleeping but I know he was looking at my bosom and derriere. I'm not sure what I should do with this information. Maybe I should cuddle with him at night and see if he likes it. I can't believe he looked! I mean we have been friends forever. He had plenty of time to confess feelings for me if he had them.