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Kaoru was still staring at the message, his cheeks tingled from the feeling of flaring up with blush. He and Kojiro had been dating for 4 months and he had just asked him out on his second date. His thumbs hovered over the letters as he was mentally saying yes but his body was in a state of giddiness or embarrassment.
“Kaoru? I told you no phones at dinner.”
He was brought out of his state by his mother who was sitting diagonal to him. She watched him close the phone and set it down in his lap as he picked up his chopsticks.
“Uh, sorry.”
“Why are you all red? Is it a girl?!”
A small pang of sadness hit Kaoru in the heart as he was forced to remember that his mother is homophobic. She would always tell him how she dreamed of having grandchildren and how she would take the family name and such. Kaoru could do nothing but sit in silence as he debated telling her yes or avoiding the question all together. Luckily, his father sitting across from him saved him.
“Come on, if it is a girl he could be too shy to say.”
His father looked at him and gave him a reassuring look. He was the only one in his family who knew that Kaoru was gay and he accepted him with open arms.
“Oh alright, but perhaps I can meet her one day.”
His mother beamed as his entire moment was ruined thanks to her. He continued eating quietly as he thought about what he would say to Kojiro when he was finished.
He was in his bed with a stuffed animal in his lap as his thumbs hovered over the characters again. Kaoru was certainly no master of words and it could be hard for him to come up with something to say. He thought about how Kojiro would react to whatever he said and if he was just as nervous to send the first text. His eyes scanned the message again, trying to see how hard the other thought about his words before sending it.
“Can we go out tomorrow? Like on a date? My treat.”
It felt too casual to be something that Kojiro would fuss over. Kaoru typed in a message and read it over and over, trying to figure out what the hell he should do.
“Yea but where are we going (o_o)”
He decided to play casual like Kojiro seemed to do and hit send - he threw his phone across the bed immediately after and stuffed his face into the poor plushie. His phone buzzed again with another message only seconds later.
“Idk i didnt think u would actually say yes. Where do u wanna go? And what time?”
Kaoru couldn’t let go of his breath now. Kojiro never cared about time, so why did he want a time now?
“We could go to the mall and u could pay for my stuff （╹◡╹）♡ also idc abt the time but i wanna go later in the day so there isnt too many ppl. Maybe like 6?”
Kaoru was only half joking with the paying part. He was fully capable of buying his own things but who actually likes spending their own money?
“Ok. Ill meet u at the usual skate park and we can go from there. See u.”
Kaoru sat in a bit of shock. Was Kojiro actually going to pay for his stuff? He fell onto his back and stared at the fan on his ceiling, watching it spin and trying to focus his eyes on only one of the blades. He thought about what the next day would be like and prayed that his anxiety wouldn’t make him look like a fool.
Kaoru glided down the street that was just before the skatepark that he and Kojiro would always go to. He had been anxious for the entire day and got ready at 12 pm just to sit there and wait as his anxiety increased. It was finally time and now he could feel his heart beating out of his chest. He made his way to the entrance of the park and saw Kojiro standing near the edge on his phone. He almost thought about turning back around and going home when he saw him. Kojiro looked up and saw Kaoru near the park, waving at him and walking to the sidewalk. Kaoru quickly came to a stop when he was only mere feet away from hitting Kojiro, popping his board up and catching it in his hand.
“Hi bestie, I haven’t seen you since Friday.”
“It’s Sunday? It’s only been like one and a half days.”
“So? I missed you.”
Kojiro wrapped his arms around Kaoru’s waist and pulled him in closer. He turned his head to see if anyone was around, and when the coast was clear he gently gave him a kiss. Kaoru was melting at all this sudden stimulation - it was a horrible idea to wear a sweater. He kissed Kojiro back as his face burned severely from his anxiety.
“You’re clingy. Cmon lets go.”
Kaoru was able to break free from his boyfriend’s grasp and place his board back onto the concrete. Kojiro soon followed, placing his board next to the other’s and getting on. When they began their journey, Kaoru felt himself relax a bit. Kojiro’s presence alone would quell his anxiety and make him feel…better. He sailed through the wind and as they were getting near the mall he silently took Kojiro’s hand into his. Kojiro showed his big stupid smile to him and Kaoru could feel the happiness and warmth from the idiot across from him.
“You dumb Gorilla!! I got it!! I’ll pay for it!!”
Kaoru tightly held a huge black rabbit plush in his arms as Kojiro was trying to take it from him and look at the price tag. They gently fought over the plush until Kojiro let it go and gave up.
“Fine. I’m buying you food though.”
“You can buy me food but I’m buying everything else that I want, this is only the second store.”
Kaoru quickly made his way to the counter to pay before Kojiro changed his mind and used his real strength to take it from him and buy it. He allowed the worker to scan the plush and he quickly took out his wallet and placed the money on the counter. He got his change back and took the rabbit before Kojiro could even make it to the front of the store. It was also partially so quick because Kaoru didn’t want to show the desperate blush that covered his face when he realized that he liked being pampered. They walked out the store and it was there that Kaoru saw a new boba shop that had opened in a previously empty space. Kojiro noticed the shop as well and saw this as an opportunity to buy his boyfriend something.
“Let’s go. I’ll get you some.”
Kaoru sighed in an attempt to show that he was annoyed - though it was a bit obvious that he was enjoying every second of this date.
“Wanna go to my place? I don’t want this day to end so early.”
Kojiro said as the two walked out of the mall with a few bags between them. Kaoru was fumbling a bit with the new keychain he bought for his phone and was yet again hiding his embarrassed face.
“Sure. I have to be home by 9 though cause my mom wants to ‘talk’ to me.”
“About what?”
“I don’t know and it’s making me nervous so I try not to think about it.”
“Kaoru, sweetheart, the keychain isn’t gonna fit. You have too many on there.”
“Shut the fuck up. I’ll make it fit.”
“That’s what she said.”
“Die.”
“I love you too.”
Kaoru stuffed his phone and the keychain into his pocket as they placed their boards on the ground to start heading to Kojiro’s house. It was already 8 pm so they had to make it there quickly if they wanted to spend any time together.
Once inside the warm house Kaoru plopped down onto the couch with a sigh. He was tired from both his brain giving him a hard time that entire day and walking around for 2 hours at the mall. Kojiro soon followed and sat next to him, making the couch dip and forcing Kaoru closer to him.
“Damn fatass, don’t take me down with you.”
“Do you not want to be in my sweet embrace and on my lap or are you that scared?”
Kaoru almost took what Kojiro said as an insult, which he obviously had to fight back.
“I’m scared? I’ll show you scared wimpy ass gorilla.”
Kaoru used his hands to push Kojiro back onto the couch and bit and he brought his leg over his legs to sit on his lap. Kojiro could only sit in shock at how Kaoru was suddenly so confident and found that he should insult him more often.
“Ha, you’re scared cause you didn’t think I’d actually do it huh?”
“I’m afraid but I don’t mind. Not in this position.”
It wasn’t until the end of Kojiro’s sentence that the embarrassment settled over Kaoru again. His face became red and he had no way to hide it this time. Kojiro laughed as he watched Kaoru realize the situation he was in. He gently brought his hand to Kaoru’s face and brushed some of his hair away to see him better. He traced his hand slightly on his jawline, noticing how sharp it was.
“Are you trying to romance me?”
Kaoru broke the silence when it became unbearable to sit there and take the touching.
“Maybe.”
“Well it’s working.”
Kojiro brought his thumb to Kaoru’s bottom lip and pulled down a bit. The hole where he usually had his lip piercing was visible when he was this close up.
“Can I kiss you?”
“What the hell kind of question - come here.”
Kaoru pushed forwards and found himself latched onto Kojiro’s lips. He shifted his body a bit to be more in his lover’s lap. Kojiro wasn’t expecting this behavior from Kaoru at all, though he wasn’t complaining. He gently sucked on the other boy’s lip, drawing out the tiniest moan from him. When he heard the moan, he was shocked. He could tell Kaoru was too, as he pulled away and covered his mouth.
“Oh my fucking god…”
“If it’s too much for you we can stop.”
“…is your mom home?”
“…no…”
Kaoru’s heart began to beat out of his chest again. Was today finally the day? Were they about to have sex for the first time together? He didn’t know if he would be able to handle the embarrassment but he was always willing to do anything with Kojiro. He enveloped his lips into Kojiro’s yet again, only this time with his mouth open. Kojiro could taste the typical cherry chapstick that the other was wearing as he brought his tongue into his mouth. He felt the metal ball run across his tongue from Kaoru’s most recent piercing. He rested his hands on small hips as he was starting to find his ground. Apparently Kaoru was just feeling bold today, as he took Kojiro’s hand and brought it under his sweater so he could touch him. He was lucky that Kojiro was experienced, as before Kojiro was known as the local fuckboy who would fuck anything that moved. To say that Kaoru was envious of all those girls was a severe understatement. Kojiro took the invitation and brought one of his hands up to Kaoru’s chest. It was there that Kojiro had found himself a surprise, he had to stop swapping spit with Kaoru to make sure that what he was feeling was correct.
“You got your nipples pierced?!?”
“Five months ago. I didn’t tell you because I thought you would find it weird. Don’t go too hard, I still have a few months before they’re done healing.”
Kojiro pinched the small nub gently, sending Kaoru reeling back from the touch. He was very obviously sensitive and Kojiro knew that he had to take advantage of this fact. As Kojiro took his sweet time playing with his boyfriend’s nipples, Kaoru was biting his lip to the point of almost breaking through the skin to keep himself from moaning. He knew that if he opened his mouth at any given moment he would let out his embarrassing sounds.
“Can I…”
Kojiro used his other hand to slightly lift up Kaoru’s sweater, leaving it there until he got consent. Kaoru nodded his head and had no idea what he was about to get himself into. The second that his nipples were exposed Kojiro latched onto one of them. Kaoru could no longer hold himself back as he moaned loudly into the air, having another wave of embarrassment hit him hard. He cupped his hand over his mouth quickly and forced it shut, breathing rapidly and heavily to substitute for the moans. He could feel waves of pleasure shoot down his entire body, it became harder to hold himself up. When Kojiro let go of him, he used one of his hands to bring Kaoru’s hand from his mouth.
“I wanna hear you. Don’t be shy.”
Kaoru nodded slightly while breathing deeply to recover from the abuse to his chest. Kojiro kissed him gently, placing his hands on the other’s hips again. They fell right into place, almost as if they were made for his hands to be there. They kissed softly as both of them had growing erections from the actions they had before. Kaoru could feel Kojiro’s bulge against his ass, it was almost too much. He began to gently grind on it, liking the feeling of it on him. Kojiro hissed out a breath as his hands quickly moved down to grab ahold of the ass riding him. He brought himself to Kaoru’s neck, licking a spot then deciding that’s where he was going to leave his mark. He sucked on the skin, Kaoru moaning quietly has the rode on Kojiro’s clothed dick and had his neck taken care of.
“Kaoru…can we take them off…”
Kojiro spoke, out of breath from the friction. Kaoru’s heart dropped into his stomach, but in an oddly good way. He was excited to finally do it with Kojiro but he was very obviously nervous. He hooked his thumbs under the waist of his jeans and began to pull down.
Until his phone started ringing.
Across the room the phone buzzed and played the song that he set to go off when his mother called. Panicked, he looked at the clock above the couch they were on.
9:07
Kaoru was supposed to be home already.
“Shit, hold on Kojiro.”
He quickly scrambled off of the couch and Kojiro to get to his phone. When he looked at the name in the little window he was somewhat hoping it was a scammer. Of course, it was his mother. He hesitantly opened the phone and put it up to his ear.
“Hello-“
“KAORU! WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED TO TALK TO YOU! I TOLD YOU THIS!
“Mom look-“
“Aie boy, you NEVER listen! Hurry up and get here before you aren’t allowed to leave the house for 2 weeks!”
“Fine. I’ll be there soon.”
“Bye.”
“Bye.”
It took every fibre of his being to not smash his phone on the ground when he shut it. He quickly turned to Kojiro who look a complete mess and desperate.
“What happened?
“I have to go. Shit. I was so excited too.”
“I can tell.”
Kojiro nodded to the now faltering erection poking out from Kaoru’s pants. Kojiro got up to see Kaoru out. They hugged for a second before Kaoru peeled himself off.
“Y’know what, is your mom gonna be here tomorrow too?”
“No she won’t be back until Wednesday.”
“Tomorrow morning. I’ll be here. If not and I’m grounded, sneak in tomorrow night from my window. I’ll see you.”
Kaoru pulled Kojiro’s face to his and quickly gave him a kiss. He released himself from the hug and opened the door right behind him.
“Bye, I love you!”
“I love you too, goodnight!”
“Good night!”
Kaoru was already out the door and sailing through the streets on his board. His anger boiled deep down in his stomach.
He was so close
So so so so close.
As he was passing by a car, he finally got to see himself in his reflection. He was a complete mess. His chapstick was tinted and smeared all around his lips. His sweater was askew and his hair was sticking up in places that it wasn’t before. He took a quick second to fix himself up so that way his mother wouldn’t suspect too much as to what he was doing. Obviously nothing was more important than her.
“Kaoru! Where the hell did you go?! Especially this late at night?!”
Kaoru stayed silent as he closed the front door behind him. He was trying his best not to just start screaming at his mom the way she did to him. He could have been getting railed by his boyfriend for the first time but no, she had to talk to him for whatever reason.
“Hello? Answer me! And look at me when I’m talking to you!”
Kaoru finally turned around and looked his mother in the eye. She was almost a foot shorter than him and he certainly thought about taking her down.
“Yes, Mother?”
“Where were you?”
“Do you need to know?”
His anger spoke but the rest of his being knew that it had fucked up the second he finished his sentence.
“Sakurayashiki Kaoru. I don’t know who the hell you think you’re talking to, but I know it’s not me.”
She began to approach him but her expression shifted to one of anger to a bit of shock. Kaoru panicked, did he look too messy? Did he have something on him that screamed Kojiro?
“Kaoru…is….is that…”
It wasn’t until she got closer that he could see she was looking at his neck. He then remembered that Kojiro had sucked on his neck only minutes ago, and the bruise must have not developed when he had seen himself. He froze, having nothing to say because how could he cover this up at all? It was too late.
Shit
Shit
SHIT
FUCK
“Kaoru. I’m not going to be talking to you any further. Apparently you’re out there…playing around. Oh my…not my son no…”
She still stared at the hickey in horror, like she had never seen one before. He was still frozen, trying not to visibly freak out and run away.
“Kaoru. You’re not leaving this house for the next 2 weeks. It might even be longer than that. I will talk to your father about what we’re going to do with you.”
He felt like crying. He can’t believe he was cockblocked and caught by his mother all in the same night. He went right past his mother and up the stairs to go to his room. She said nothing as she was going to send him up there anyways.
“Oh, and leave your phone.”
Kaoru nearly chunked it at her when he turned around and put it on the end of the stair railing. He continued again up the stairs and quietly closed his door when he was finally inside. He calmly went over to his dresser and opened the lowest drawer. He pushed through the clothes and found his old burner phone that he had bought in case of situations like this. He opened it and luckily it still had battery, as his charger was downstairs. Immediately he went to Kojiro’s number and wrote out his message as fast as he could.
“Kojiro, if you don’t recognize this number its me Kaoru. I’m busted. She saw the stupid hickey on my neck and she said that I might be grounded for more than 2 weeks. I still want you to come tomorrow night. Possibly even this night. If you decide to come then be here at 4 am. Both my parents will be asleep by then since they have work early. I love you”
He sent the message and placed the phone under his pillow. He was too tired to be angry now, as he always had a way to go behind her back. He lay in his bed and closed his eyes, hoping that Kojiro would come tonight and give him what he wanted.