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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung is always happy. Always. He wakes up with a smile on his face, hopping off his bed to mark his calendar. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
13 September
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Checked off. That means his birthday is tomorrow! Jisung couldn’t wait to see what his members prepared for him and what gifts he’ll get and— and— Jisung just can’t wait! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ His birthday never meant much to him, but after meeting his members it became a lot more special. Even only as trainees, they’d give him the biggest surprises and many gifts - showering him with love and affection. Every single year. Once a year. Which is why he looks forward to it every time! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The happy little squirrel skipped to the bathroom and— Oh. He felt very sick. But he tried to ignore it, maybe he just needs a warm meal. Maybe a nap would be nice. He continued the rest of his morning by taking a hot shower, walking outside of his room to greet his members. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Morning, Sungie. “ a familiar voice called out. Jisung smiled when he realised the voice belonged to Chan.
“ Morning, hyung. What’s for breakfast? “ his speech was a little slurred but still understandable, Jisung clinging onto Chan’s arm.
“ Don’t know, Minho’s out buying groceries. “ Jisung pouted. “ Awh come on, what’s with that face? “ Chan teased, chuckling.
“ ‘m hungry… “
“ Be patient, Sungie. I’m sure he’ll be back soon. “ the leader assured, patting Jisung’s back.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung was wondering if he should tell Chan about how sick he felt. He didn’t want Chan to be too worried about him, nor anyone else. Maybe the sickness will go away over time. Yeah, sounds right. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ ‘m gonna sleep. Still tired… “ Jisung mumbled as he walked off, dragging his feet across the floor.
“ You just woke up. “ Chan laughed softly, “ Okay then, rest well Sungie. “
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung tried to sleep it off. He doesn’t know why he felt this way, especially before his birthday. Although the nap he had felt soothing, until he was called for breakfast. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ With a puffy face and messy hair, he sat down at the table with all the other members. With omegas and alphas in the room, the scent of all pheromones mixing together made Jisung scrunch his nose in the most adorable way ever. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Morning, sleepyhead. “ one called out.
“ Yeah, whatever, just eat. “ Jisung playfully rolled his eyes, picking up his chopsticks.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The table was unusually quiet today. It was always Felix who would be talkative and start all the conversations, brightening everyone’s day but he wasn’t here for breakfast. Someone told him he wasn’t feeling too well. So Jisung decided he’ll be the one to break the silence and awkward tension in the atmosphere. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ So~ Do you guys know what day is tomorrow?! “ he happily exclaimed, a bright smile on his face.
“ Uhhh.. Thursday? “ Changbin questionably answered with his mouth full.
“ Yah, don’t talk with your mouth full! “ Minho smacked the back of Changbin’s head.
“ Yes, that’s right, it’s Thursday! A special Thursday. “ Jisung answered back.
“ A special Thursday? Uhh…. “
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The members were silent as Changbin and Minho bickered, none of them bothered to respond to Jisung. Did they… forget his birthday? No. They’re probably just playing dumb, not wanting to ruin the surprise for Jisung. Yeah, that’s it. Jisung just chuckled, knowing his members very well. He can’t wait for tomorrow! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Night time arrived and Jisung still felt sickness, with an addition of a headache. Hopefully tomorrow, on his birthday, it wears off. ⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The squirrel has been annoying his members all day about “the special day” tomorrow but none of them seemed interested or even cared about what he was saying. Did they really forget? No no, think positive! But he decides to visit Felix, maybe he’ll know! They’re birthday twins after all. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Knock Knock
“ Come in… “ a hoarse voice replied through the other side.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung opened the door to see Felix cuddled up in his blanket with a few stuffed animals, a strong scent of pheromones filling the air. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Lixie? A- Are you okay? “ Jisung asked, worried for his fellow omega.
“ Don’t tell anyone… Ah, my heat is due tomorrow. “ Felix groaned.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Oh. Felix’s heat, is on his birthday. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ O- Oh… “ was all that came out of Jisung’s mouth.
“ Don’t worry about me, Sungie. It’s late, you should head to sleep. “ Jisung nodded, waving Felix a bye with a soft smile as he closed the door.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ No no no no. Why?! He truly loves Felix, they’re basically twins! But why?! Why does Felix’s heat have to be on Jisung’s birthday! What if all the attention goes to Felix? What if Jisung gets forgotten? The thought of them forgetting his birtnday and instead giving Felix all the attention haunts him. No, stop it, Jisung. You’re overthinking again! Tomorrow will go perfect. Don’t worry, Jisung. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Maybe Jisung was right.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung sighed as he plopped onto his comfort space with a groan, his bed dipping due to the sudden weight. Tomorrow will be great. The best day of your life. Don’t worry! Jisung’s heart assured himself, but his mind would not agree. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ It’s like his mind and his heart was having an argument. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
They will forget my birthday.
No, they have a great surprise planned!
Felix’s heat is more important than your birthday.
We are both equally important.
All the attention will go to Felix.
Tomorrow will be a great day, don’t worry!
You’ll be forgotten.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung kicked his bed, face buried into his pillow as he groaned. He was like acting like a little kid throwing a fit because they didn’t get a toy they wanted. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Just sleep, Jisung. Your big day is tomorrow.
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung’s thought kept him up majority of the night. He ended up sleeping at about 4am and woke up late. But a long, deep sleep is just want he needed. He felt fresh and energised, completely forgetting about what happened yesterday and… It was his birthday! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The happy squirrel jumped out of his bed with a big grin, marking off his calender and heading to the bathroom. Makeup means special occasion, so after a warm shower, he decided to do his makeup. He never really did it himself as he often had stylists or even Chan to do it for him. But he was pretty proud of his job. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ After what felt like hours but really was only a few minutes of picking a good outfit, he finally exited his room and— saw his members all gathered. Is this it? The surprise?! Jisung curiously walked over, ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Morning, everyone! “ the brunette wrapped his arms around everyone.
“ Shh. “ one hushed him. Jisung tilted his head,
What’s going on?
Did they…. forget?
“ So uhh— Do you guys know what’s today? “ Jisung said, quieter this time.
“ Yeah, it’s Felix’s heat. “
Oh.
OH.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Fuck, Jisung completely forgot about that and— It seems his members forget about him. Peaking over Chan’s shoulders, he finally picked up the hint that everyone was surrounding Felix. Oh. So that’s why they were all gathered, not because of a surprise…. Changbin held Felix in his arms as all the members were cooing at him and comforting him, pain relievers and water bottles by the side. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Don’t worry Felix, it’ll be okay… “
“ Hurts.. I- It hurts— “
“ Take the pain relievers, Lix. “
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ No. His members did not forget. They couldn't have! Maybe they just…. Need to take care of Felix before they start celebrating. Yeah, that’s… that’s it. Just be patient, Jisung, it’ll all be worth it! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
No.
They forgot.
They forgot your birthday.
They forgot your birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung sighed as he plopped onto the couch as the very end, being as far away as he could from Felix and the crowd. Unlocking his phone, he saw a handful of notifications from twitter, all of which being happy birthday tweets for him. Even STAYs remember his birthday. He couldn’t even get a single “happy birthday” from one member. Just one! ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Not long after, Chan saw Jisung casually scrolling through his phone. His eyes narrowed in disappointment as he sat beside Jisung, ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Jisung. “ Chan called out sternly, Jisung’s attention switching to him.
“ What, hyung? “
“ Are you trying to be selfish?! Felix needs your help - he’s in heat - and you’re just going to sit there?! On your phone?! Aren’t you supposed to be helping your only other omega? “ The alpha whisper-yelled at him, not wanting any of the other members to hear their conversation.
Okay.
I guess Felix’s heat is more important than his birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung could feel tears brimming his eyes. Being called selfish? It hurts more to know that Chan doesn’t even remember. Knowing each other ever since trainee days, guess that didn’t matter. Being Chan’s first maknae. That didn’t matter. It all meant nothing, i guess. He wiped his tears before they could fall. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ I expected better from you, Sungie. But right now? You’re being a terrible friend. “ he said, basically growling, his final words before standing up and leaving the squirrel to sulk.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Chan’s voice played repeatedly through his mind as he sat there in shock and disbelief. Did Chan just say that? Was that even Chan?! The same caring, nuturing Chan that he knew? ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Terrible friend.
Terrible Friend.
You’re a terrible friend, Jisung.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung stood up, brushing past everyone to run to his room. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Huh? What’s wrong with him? “ The dancer huffed, more annoyed than concerned.
Chan sighed, “ Nothing. “
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung curled himself into a ball. Where’s his love and affection he’d receive once a year? On this one special day? Or maybe it’s just that the members don't love him as much as they love Felix. Tears started to run down his cheeks. Maybe he’ll try again in the afternoon or night. When Felix felt better. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
It doesn’t make sense.
How could STAY remember his birthday but not even his own members?
Whatever, Jisung,
It’s just a birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ A few hours has passed and he heard gentle knocking on his door. Just hoping it wasn’t Chan, Jisung responded with a “come in.” while wiping away his tear stained face. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Sungie? “ A gentle voice called out.
Thank goodness it’s not Chan, instead it was Felix.
“ What d’ya want..? “ Jisung mumbled, not wanting to look at his twin.
“ The members and I are gonna watch a movie now that I feel better - the pain relievers really helped - wanna watch with us? “ The sunshine smiled, opening the door further as he let himself in the room.
“ No… I don’t want to. “
“ Awh… But it’s a horror movie, your favourite? “ Felix really tried to convince the squirrel but he wouldn’t budge.
“ No. I said I don’t want to. “
“ Oh, Okay… Are you okay though, Sungie? You don’t sound so good. “
Jisung sighed, “ Fine. I’m just fine. “
“ Okay… You can join us whenever you want to. “ and with a gentle nod, Felix left the room.
Finally.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Fuck. The throbbing headache reappeared. It must just be Jisung thinking too much. Sleep it off. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Just as Jisung was about to sleep, a short figure bursted into his room with a loud voice. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Dude! What’d you do to Felix? He’s upset now because of you! “
I’m upset because of you. You forgot my birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Oh. Of course. Felix. Felix. Everything is about Felix. Felix this, Felix that. Okay. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ I didn’t do anything. “
You were the one who did something. You forgot my birthday.
“ First Chan-hyung told me you ignored Felix and were on your phone while he was in pain, and now you’re going to make him upset? What’s wrong with y— Why are you crying? “ Irritation filled his voice as he asked with little to no concern.
Because you forgot my birthday.
“ It’s nothing, okay? Don’t— Don’t worry. “ Jisung hurriedly wiped away his tears.
“ Is it because i’m yelling at you, huh? Suck it up, dude. Your fault you’re being a brat. Apologise to Felix or be the terrible friend you already are and sulk in here all day. “ the older one huffed.
Where’s my apology? You forgot my birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ And just like that, Changbin left with a loud slam on the door. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Why am I the terrible friend? You forgot my birthday.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ No, Changbin’s right. Suck it up, it’s just a birthday. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ A long nap time is what Jisung needs to feel better. Night time has already approached, meaning his birthday is soon to be over. No “happy birthday” wishes, no surprise, no gifts, no nothing yet. Maybe he could try again? ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Dinner time! “ someone called from the other side.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung got off his bed to the bathroom, washing his face to hide the fact he was crying for hours and re-doing his makeup. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Took you long enough, we were all waiting. “ Changbin huffed.
“ Y- Yeah, sorry about that, guys. “ Jisung took a seat, realising Chan was missing. “ Uhm… Where’s Chan-hyung? “
“ Gone to take care of Felix, his heat has gotten worse again. “ Hyunjin replied.
“ Oh. “ Of course. Felix is everything. Jisung decided to try his luck, “ So uh… Today’s a special day. “
“ Special? Why so? “ Jeongin hummed as he took a spoonful of rice into his mouth.
“ 14th September..? Doesn't it ring a bell? No? “ All the members shook their head. Face it Jisung, they all forgot!
“ Dude, what’s up with you and this ‘special day’ shit?! If it really is so special then just tell us! “ Hyunjin growled.
“ You’re acting kinda weird today, hyung. What’s wrong with you? “ Seungmin hummed, nudging Jisung.
“ Oh… I’m fine. “ the brunette reassures them.
“ Sure you are. “ Minho huffed, rolling his eyes at the younger “ Just eat. “
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung sat blankly on his bed. He hasn’t slept at all. 15th September, 3:57am. Almost 4 hours have passed since his birthday. No one, not a single member has wished him a happy birthday. Instead he was called out for being selfish, acting weird and being a terrible friend. ୧⋆｡˚
Why didn’t they remember?
How did they not remember?
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Day 2 of Felix’s heat. Oh, and also Felix’s birthday. At least he could remember a birthday, unlike his members. He wonders if his members would remember Felix’s birthday though. It would be hysterical if they did remember, but not Jisung’s. ୧⋆｡˚
Goodness, just forget it, Jisung! Your birthday is over, it’s Felix’s special day now.
No… I’m not in the mood actually. Maybe I should just sleep more.
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Knock Knock
“ I’ll get it, “ Chan stood up from the couch and approached the front door, “ Who is it? “
“ Minhyuk. “ he responded from the other side of the door.
Minhyuk? Why is he here?
Chan opened the door, “ Hi, Minhyuk sunbae-nim. What brings you here? “
“ Hey, Chan! I was calling Jisung to tell him happy birthday but he didn’t answer the phone. I ended up being near so I decided to stop by. “ Minhyuk explained.
Jisung? Did he mean Felix? It’s Felix’s birthday, not Jisung’s. Silly Minhyuk.
“ Oh, Felix? He’s down by the kitchen baking if you want him— “
“ Uh— No, I meant Jisung? I already wished Felix a happy birthday. Jisung’s was yesterday. “
Jisung? Birthday?
Jisung’s birthday?
Jisung’s birthday was yesterday?
FUCK.
“ You didn’t forget… Did you?— “ Minhyuk asked, noticing Chan fell rather silent
“ Fuck! “ Chan groaned, “ Well thank you for stopping by, i have to go, bye! “ Chan closed the door on Minhyuk and ran to the living room where all the members were.
“ Jisung, I— H- His— “
“ Dude, hyung, calm down, take a seat. “ Seungmin patted the spot next to him.
“ No, I— Fuck! How did I… “ Chan groaned as he sat next to Seungmin on the couch. “ W- We…. forgot Jisung’s birthday. “ finally, the heartbreaking news was out.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ All the members fell silent, all staring in shock and disbelief. Eyes widened, mouth slightly agape. ୧⋆｡˚
They messed up so badly, and there’s no denying that.
“ J- Jisung’s birthday was yesterday? “ Minho whispered in horror. How could he forget his own best friend’s birthday like that?
“ Fuck… No— No! “
“ W- We can still make it up to him. “ Changbin wasn’t even sure himself.
“ No… I- I messed up so bad. “ Chan buried his face in his hands, “ I called him selfish and I… I called him a terrible friend. It’s all my fault, fuck. “
“ Don’t blame yourself, hyung. “ Jeongin assured, patting Chan on the back.
“ It’s not too late? “ Hyunjin assured as well, but it seemed more like he was unsure.
“ Come on, we’ll— we’ll figure something out. “
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung’s heart hurts. It’s not like he’s been crying for hours and hours straight. Well, maybe. He feels terrible, just terrible. Lost in despair. Both physically and emotionally that he doesn’t feel well. Still nothing from his members. Still a terrible headache with mild cramps and— Oh. Shit. That explains why he was sleeping more than usual, and had a bigger appetite. It explains the sick feeling. His heat. But it’s useless, no one’s here to help him. Felix deserves all the attention he gets. Nothing for Jisung. They’ll all help Felix. Just ignore Jisung. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Arghhnnh. “ Jisung groaned, pain taking over his feelings.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ He picked up his phone, noticing 3 missed calls from Minhyuk as well as a message from yesterday that read : ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
Minhyuk : It’s your special day, Happy birthday Jisung! :) -BTOB
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ At least they remembered. A whole other band remembered but not his own. That gives him an idea… ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Maybe he should visit Minhyuk. Ever since kingdom, he’s gotten close with BTOB and admired them more than anyone. Maybe Minhyuk would help him as his members take care of Felix. He might just do that. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ As Jisung was about to exit the front door, strong pheromones filled the air as he felt someone’s presence behind him.He scrunched his nose, turning around and— Oh. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Happy birthday to you… Happy birthday to you… Happy birthday dear Sungie~ Happy birthday to you. “ The members sang softly.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ The members all stood together, Felix in the middle holding a cake which looked like he’s just baked. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ It was the song Jisung was dying to hear yesterday. He doesn’t know if he should feel glad that his birthday is finally being celebrated, or even more upset that his members have only remembered now. Jisung just stood there in silence. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ H- Hey… We’re sorry we forgot… “ Chan was the first to speak, guilt visible in his voice. “ I really didn’t mean to call you selfish or— “
“ Save it. “ Jisung sternly spoke which caught his members off guard. “ I’m going to Minhyuk-hyung’s place. At least he remembered. Maybe he’ll help me with my heat too— Wait, don’t tell me you forgot my heat is due a day after Felix. “ he hysterically laughed, putting on his shoes and unlocking the front door, but a hand stopped him from doing so.
“ N- No— Ji, please, let us make it up to you! “ Jisung could see tears were glazing Changbin’s eyes, but he couldn’t care less.
“ Suck it up, Changbin. “ Jisung coldly spoke. He dropped honorifics, and repeated exactly what Changbin said to him when he was crying.
Oh how tables have turned.
“ And you know what? Chan? Changbin? Maybe you guys truly were terrible friends for forgetting my birthday! “
“ We all are. We’re all so, so very sorry. Please, Sungie, let us make it up to you. Anything. “ And to Jisung’s surprise, Chan got on his knees. Hysterical.
“ Sungie, please? “ Felix gave him a warm smile, but it was filled with guilt. “ Maybe we could, uh, celebrate our birthday together? “
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Jisung can’t deal with this at the moment. Cramps are getting worse, he just needs to go already. He turned around, opening the front door but before he could step out, he was grabbed by the wrists and pulled back which resulted in a loud yelp from him. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ What the fu— “ Jisung growled, but was pulled into a fond hug by Jeongin.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Okay. That was rare. Jeongin wasn’t very fond of physical affection, not at all. But hugs from Jeongin always felt special to Jisung and it brought emotions out of him. He couldn’t help but to hug back, sobbing into the maknae’s shoulders. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
“ Why? Why?! How could you forget? Why is everything about Felix! “ and Jisung finally spills out his feelings.
“ Shhh… “ Jeongin hushed him, patting his back.
“ Hey, Sungie, please, don’t ever feel like I'm more than you… “ Felix placed the cake aside, joining the hug with Jeongin and Jisung. “ We’re both equally special, okay? “
“ Come on, I'll get you pain relievers, then we can celebrate together? “ receiving Jisung’s nod of approval, Minho walked off to the kitchen to get pain relievers for the omega.
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ Maybe the pain was all worth it… Maybe celebrating with Felix is better. ୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
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