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After a lot of convincing, Derek is finally letting me help him during his rut. He’s been going through them alone since we got together and his reasoning for not letting me help was that he’s afraid that he might accidentally hurt me.
I understand where the concern comes from because he explained how most werewolves go through ruts with other werewolves that can handle their strength. Another concern is that when werewolves want to bond, they achieve it through biting.
The biting was more of my concern than his, though. When Derek told me he was ready, I could tell that he was worried that I would reject him, like I didn’t want to be his mate. I made sure to express how much I loved him and that I would love to be official mates but with being human, there was a 50 percent chance of me rejecting the bite.
Derek thankfully understood but that mutual understanding makes his rut more dangerous. The Alpha side of him *knows* I want to mate, and it makes it harder to resist biting me.
Of course I want to help with his ruts because I know how painful they are. He’s told me about how his skin feels like it’s on fire while he knots a fleshlight repeatedly until his legs give out. All this happens while I’m not even allowed in the same building.
The fact that Alphas form a knot during their ruts may have also been a huge selling point.
Now that I’m here, seeing Derek like this was worth the wait. We were both naked on his bed, his cock reaching the deepest part of me. Every thrust was powerful enough to rock my entire body. His knot hasn’t formed yet but he was worked up to the point of wolfing out. His fangs presented proudly along with the sideburns and his pointed ears.
Derek held my legs spread with a bruising grip as he fucked into me. Normally he wouldn’t be this dominant and I wouldn’t be this submissive but, in this state, any aggressive movement could provoke him more so there was nothing more I could do besides watch his face as I took it all in. This was only the first day of his rut, so I also needed to save my energy.
The only thing that could be heard in this moment were the squelching sound of my slick and the whimpers and pants of my Alpha boyfriend. “So close,” Derek whined. He bit his lip in concentration as he worked himself closer to the edge. I told him before we started that he didn’t need my permission to cum since this was a special occasion.
The closer he got, the more erratic his movements became. I watched his face closely to see him fall apart on top of me but before he came, his head quickly moved towards my neck. My hand moved by instinct, grabbing him by the hair before he bit me.
Derek stopped his efforts when he felt his hair being pulled but then began fighting against my hand to reach for my neck. He hadn’t stopped fucking me which made it hard to concentrate but I knew I had to think of something before he overpowered the grip on my hand.
I decided my last option was to smack him. I didn’t use all my strength, though it wouldn’t have hurt him either way, but it was enough to make Derek focus enough to realize what he was doing.
He immediately sat up, his eyes widening as he stared at me. I’m definitely not mad at him. I knew he might have trouble controlling himself, so I’ve prepared for a couple of scenarios. “Baby, it’s okay, I...” Before I was able to explain, Derek moved off the bed and frantically put his boxers on.
Confused about what was now happening, I asked, “Where are you going?”
“I need to leave. I can’t trust myself not to hurt you.” I don’t know where he thinks he’s gonna go since this is his loft and he’s in his underwear, but I wasn’t gonna let him get that far. I tried to look at his face, but he was avoiding eye contact. “You’re not going anywhere,” I said firmly to the back of his head. “I’m sorry but I don’t wanna hurt you,” he responded meekly.
As he continued to walk to the door, I realized that he really planned on leaving during his rut. I quickly got out of bed, forgetting that I was fully naked, and yelled his name. “Derek Hale!” I scolded. The authoritative tone in my voice managed to get him to stop walking.
He slowly turned around in defeat, accepting that I wasn’t going to let him leave. Derek took in my body with his eyes. I could tell how much he was trying to control himself since he was still feeling the effects of his rut. I loosely cover my chest with one arm and point to the floor in front of my feet with the other.
“You’re starting to piss me off. Come here,” I demanded.
I could see that despite him being conflicted, he was still painfully hard through his boxers, but I needed to talk to him before I helped him out. Once he was standing in front of me, I pushed down on his shoulder, making him fall to his knees.
From his new height, Derek was now able to fully stare at my cunt. Neither one of us has came but my slick was dripping down and smearing onto my thighs. The smell of lust must have been overwhelming for him.
I grabbed his jaw and guided his eyes to mine. “I know you’re worried about hurting me, so I’ve prepared for this. You know I’ll always take care of you.”
Derek stared at me curiously as his eyes went from worried to curious as I walked to my bag. It was off to his side so he couldn’t get a clear view while on his knees, which worked out for me. I grabbed the item I was looking for and then turned around to face him, hiding the item behind my back.
“Before you say anything…” I feel the need to preface this before showing him what I have. It’s not that far from anything else we’ve done in bed, but I’m worried about how it might affect his pride.
“You know that in this state, you would bite right through a normal ball gag.” Derek’s eyebrows knitted in confusion once I was done talking. “Normal? What do you mean a ‘normal’ ball gag?” he asked.
Deciding not to draw it out any longer, I held out my hands to display a muzzle. The front piece was made of metal, similar to a cage, while the straps were made of fine leather. It was pretty nice quality.
Only the best for my Alpha.
He stared at the muzzle. I could see on his face how hard he was trying to process where this was going. The moment the realization hit, I watched as his whole face turned red. “You want me to wear that,” he said in disbelief. I displayed the muzzle in one hand and reached out to play with his hair with the other. “It’ll help stop you from biting me.”
I smiled softly and he, in turn, scoffed and rolled his eyes. “Don’t pretend like this is for my sake. This is just one of your little kinks,” he teased. He might be half right but the way he said it was way too cocky for someone who was whining 5 minutes ago.
I used the hand I had in his hair to sharply yank his head back. Derek whimpered at the pain from his scalp. “Maybe you’re right. You promised to give me your knot and I think I deserve it. I can ask some other Alpha to breed me if you’d like.”
That got a reaction out of him. I managed to see a flash of red eyes before I landed on my back on the floor. I didn’t have enough time to process the cold floor against my back before Derek pressed his length against my naked cunt. “Put the stupid thing on me already,” he growled.
The glowing red eyes and the authority in his voice would have been enough to intimidate anyone else but I could see past it. I knew he was actually pouting.
I cooed at his outburst and reached out to settle the muzzle over Derek’s mouth and then buckled the leather straps around his head. He was prominently pouting while avoiding eye contact. He tried to seem indifferent to being muzzled but I could tell that it was affecting him.
Once the muzzle was secure, he started rubbing himself against me. He tried to bury his face in my neck again but was blocked so I reached up to comfort him by petting the back of his head. “Good boy, make yourself feel good.”
Derek whimpered at my praise. The front of his boxers were already soaked from my slick and his precum. Every thrust had the head of his cock peeking out through the waistband of his boxer and that along with the friction to my clit, I needed to get him back inside me.
“Let me get on the bed, baby. The floor’s uncomfortable.” He didn’t respond but he allowed me to push him far enough back to stand up.
I got on the bed and once both of my knees were on the mattress, he was behind me. He pressed his chest up against my back and settled the length of his clothed cock against my cunt. He kept trying to thrust his cock fully in like he didn’t remember that he was still wearing his boxers.
He wrapped his hands around my chest and whined. “Please let me fuck you now,” he begged. Like I’m the one who decided to put my underwear back on. But he seemed to be getting hazy again from his rut, so I decided to help him out.
I reached behind me the best I could to help him undress. I didn’t have much freedom of movement with Derek mounting me, but I managed to pull one side of his boxers down and then the front far enough to free his cock. As soon as he was free, he managed to thrust himself fully inside me without any resistance.
I moaned loudly at the feeling. Derek pushed the muzzle painfully against the back of my neck when the urge to bite me became too strong. He seemed to get mad that he couldn’t reach me, so he focused his efforts on fucking me more frantically.
“I don’t care that I can’t bite you,” he started. “You’re still mine. I’ll claim you completely. I’ll cover you with my scent and fill you up with so much cum that everyone will know you’re mine.”
“All yours, Derek. Such a good Alpha for me.” I tried to give him more praise but with him repeatedly hitting my G-spot, it was hard to form any more words.
Finally, I’m able to feel his knot start to form. I could feel how it started to swell against my cunt and how Derek started to need more and more effort to push in. By the time it had swelled almost all the way, Derek stopped trying to force his knot in. “It won’t… It won’t fit,” I hear him whine while fucking me with only the tip.
I tried to push my hips back, but Derek’s swollen knot resisted. “You better make it fit, baby. You don’t wanna disappoint me, do you?” Derek got the message and thrusted his hips harder against me. He pushed his knot painfully against my opening until it managed to pop in.
His knot filling me up perfectly caused me to feel dizzy with pleasure. I clenched around Derek’s cock, causing him to yell out as he came, the pressure being too much on his knot. It was such a euphoric feeling, the way I could feel it twitch with every spurt of cum.
It was an impossible amount of cum and with his knot blocking the way, there was no room for it to escape. It was a new level of fullness that I’ve never experienced before. Derk had stopped whimpering and started panting, telling me that he was coming down from his high.
There was a brief pause before Derek tried to fuck me with his knot again. Between pushing his cum deeper inside me and his knot being too big to move, the feeling was a little overwhelming. I unconsciously lean forward to try to get away from feeling.
Derek growled and put his hands on my shoulders, pulling me back on his knot. I gasped at the sudden movement, and he wrapped one arm around my neck. “Did… Did you just growl at me?” I understand he’s a growly person in and out of his rut, but he’s never directed it at me. “I’m sorry but you can’t go. I’m sorry.”
He fucked his knot as far as he could inside me. That burst of pain and pleasure mixed with his arm around my neck was enough to push me over the edge. My walls pulsed around his cock as he shallowly humps my cunt. He followed quickly after, cumming inside me again. It wasn’t as much as the first time, but I could still fill the pool of cum pushing against my cervix.
Derek led us to lie down on the bed on our side with him still buried inside me. We took a few minutes to rest before Derek spoke up. “I’m sorry If I was too rough.”
Besides trying to bite me, I love it when he gets so excited that he can’t control his strength. The bruises he leaves on my hips and thighs and how he can make me walk with a limp even when he’s not on top.
I rubbed his arm to comfort him. “You weren’t too rough. I like how desperate you get.”
“So, I was good?” Derek held me closer, and I could feel his knot start to throb. “Yes, baby. You were amazing.” The praise made him hump weakly into me. Like a dog wagging its tail. “My good boy,” I continued, “Always making sure I’m taken care of.”
That encouraged him to roll me onto my stomach and straddle the back of my thighs. I could feel his cock buried deep inside me. With his legs resting on the outside of my thighs and his chest against my back, I felt completely caged in.
He started thrusting into me again and I could feel that his knot had deflated enough to be able to take longer strokes. Derek tried to scent my neck but with the muzzle in the way, all he could manage was rubbing his cheek against the back of my shoulder.
I lifted my hips to meet his. His cum started dripping down my cunt with how forceful his movements were. He began rambling as he gets closer to cumming. “Thank you, you feel so good, gonna make you so full.”
Instead of pushing his entire length fully inside me, he left the tip of his cock and squeezed his knot until he came inside me. I was about to complain about him not knotting me but guessed he wanted to give me a break.
When he was done cumming, he rolled off onto his back. Derek tried to pull me closer but instead, I sat up and turned to face him. Now I can properly admire how red and fucked out he is. I gently tug at the muzzle. “Are you ready for a break now?”
Derek nodded weakly as he tried to get control of his breathing again. I unlatched the leather straps and removed the muzzle from his face. I sat on the edge of the bed and pulled Derek closer to finally kiss him. He reciprocated the kiss enthusiastically.
When he started to get too excited, I broke off our kiss to speak. “I trust you to tell me when you need to put it back on, okay?”
“I will,” he nodded. I curled up on his side and kissed his chest. I don’t know how long Derek will need until he’s ready to go again but I need to rest while I have time. I promised to take care of him during his rut and I’m more than happy to take his knot however many times he needs.