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Seokjin is on an extended vacation and is relaxing with all his friends. When the members of BTS (sans Hobi ☹) start talking time really does fly by. Seokjin missed all these. Bickering with Jimin, having profound conversations with Yoongi, getting philosophical with Namjoon, cuddling with Taehyung. But more than all these, he missed his Jungkookie. He missed celebrating Jungkook’s milestones, missed cooking and cleaning, missed teasing, missed just about everything. But for some reason, Jungkook seemed very distant.
See Jungkook had always been possessive when it came to Seokjin. But other BTS members were usually an exception to it. Usually, not always.
The plan for today was to have a quick dinner and leave for their home by 11PM. But 2 bottles of wine turned into 6. Then 8.
Seokjin had a long day, and a longer week. One moment he was laughing at a video Taehyung was showing and next he fell asleep sandwiched between Jimin and Taehyung. Soon Taehyung fell asleep too.
Jungkook was seeing all these like an outsider. He was bitter even before the evening began. He was bitter seeing another man’s hands over Seokjin’s shoulder. He didn’t like other comrades in military chanting Seokjin’s name. He definitely didn’t like Taehyung sitting that close to Seokjin.
Seokjin may have been oblivious towards the feelings Taehyung was still harboring, but Jungkook was certainly aware. Jungkook and Taehyung had a major spat a few days before SOOP. No one was aware of the reason why these two fought. But in the end, they called truce when they realized it would end up hurting Seokjin.
Every other member was sleeping somewhere in Yoongi’s house. But Jungkook just couldn’t move from where he is sitting staring at Taehyung and Seokjin cuddling. He lost his last straw when Taehyung sighed Jin’s name in his sleep. Wordlessly Jungkook walked back home at 4 in the morning.
Jungkook couldn’t understand the reason he was feeling so disappointed in Seokjin. Seokjin, in reality, hadn’t given him any reason to feel this. Seokjin had always been the caring and understanding one. He was just nice to everyone. Jungkook just missed Seokjin a lot and was projecting it wrong.
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Seokjin woke up at 8 the next morning. After finishing this morning rituals, he wondered if he should order breakfast for all and started searching for his phone. His rumbling woke Jimin up.
“Jiminna, do you know where my phone is.”
“Hyung, did you even remember bringing it here? You hardly use it. Might have forgotten to get it. Let me check anyway.”
“It’s okay. I will just borrow Jungkook’s. Where did he end up sleeping by the way?”
“Oh! He went home, I think. Wait let me call him.”
When Jimin unlocked his phone, he saw 3 Weverse notifications. Last one being 1 minute old, saying that he had gone Live.
“Oh Hyung, Jungkook is Live.”
“So early? He did even sleep? Can we see?”
“Of course, Hyung.”
As soon as they saw the Live, they shared a look of disbelief. Why was Jungkook doing a Live so early in the morning, naked?
“Hyung, do you want to send replies to it?”, asking this, Jimin handed over his phone to Seokjin.
Jimin : Good morning.. I woke up.
JK – “I haven’t slept yet.” "Jimin, who is standing beside you in your profile picture. Can’t recognize with mask.", Jungkook continued.
“What’s going on?”, Seokjin and Jimin share a confused look.
Jimin : You have an appointment at 2 PM. Go to sleep.
Jungkook obviously knew who was sending him messages, no matter whose name Army reads.
JK – “Do you want me to come where you are, shall we do Live together.”
Seokjin wondered if Jungkook didn’t know who was sending those messages on his Live, so he shared a selfie:
Jimin : If you see the picture I sent to you, you will understand it.
The entire Live felt strange to Seokjin.
“I think I need to leave Jiminna. I don’t understand what I did wrong. But something clearly seems off with Jungkook. He was behaving odd the entire evening. I have vacation only for another 3 days. I don’t want to leave without clearing things.”
“Take care Hyung. Call me if you want to talk or anything…”, Jimin replied.
When Seokjin reached home, Jungkook was asleep. He only had 3 days left and he still had to visit his parents and brother. So, he wrote Jungkook a note saying that he would be going out and will be back to make dinner for him.
Seokjin was back by evening and had prepared a nice little dinner for the both of them. Jungkook wordlessly came into the kitchen and hugged Seokjin from behind. Inhaling Seokjin’s soft scent – “Hi Hyung. I missed you so much today.”
“I didn’t know you left from Yoongi’s place last night love. Should have woken me up too. I wanted to spend as much time as possible with you. But I have had a really long week and didn’t know when I drifted off to sleep.”
“It’s okay Hyung. Are you done with cooking?”
“Yes. Do you want to eat now Jungua?”
“I am not hungry.”
“Jungua, you need to talk my love. What is bothering you? You have been distant. I get very little vacation. Do we need to be so far away while being together too?”
Jungkook was still very mad. Mad at the world for keeping them apart for so long. Mad at Jin for being over friendly. Mad at his busy schedule. He was just mad about everything and being the emotionally constipated person that he was, he projected it on the one person who cared about him the most.
“Jin Hyung, do you trust me.”
“With my life baby.”
“Then, I want to play with you today.”
“What do you mean by ‘play with me’?”
“I want to tie you up and worship your body.”
Seokjin turned red. What had possessed Jungkook? Whatever it was, who was he to reject Jungkook.
“Jungua, don’t you want to talk. As much as your idea is fascinating, we do need to sit and speak.”
“I understand. But I just need you and just you for some time.”
“Ok.”
“Ok?”
“Ok, lead the way. Let’s go.”
Seokjin expected to be taken to the bedroom. But Jungkook ending up pulling him to his workout room.
“Hyung, remember that Live I did with this pull-up bar?”
“Yes?”
“I want to tie your hands to it.”
“To the pull-up bar? Standing, kinky.”, Seokjin winked.
Seokjin had a bad feeling about how the things were turning out. There was absence. He still couldn’t figure about what this absence was though.
Jungkook tied Seokjin’s arms. Seokjin had injured his arms while training. The injury had healed, but there were still residual pains. But he didn’t object when Jungkook pulled his arms straight and tied him to the bar.
Jungkook lifted Jin’s tshirt and made a makeshift blindfold.
“Hyung, wait here. I need to get a few things.”
“How am I supposed to not wait Jungkookie. You have tied me up remember.”
Jungkook laughed. But it didn’t sound genuine. There was something Seokjin was missing to understand.
Jungkook ran to the kitchen and poured a few ice cubes to a glass. He also went to his bedroom in search of the object they hardly used – vibrator glove.
Jungkook put an ice in his mouth and waited till his lips turned cold.
“You are such a pretty picture Hyung. I am going to kiss you now.”, saying this Jungkook kissed Seokjin neck. Sucked it till he marked it.
“Jungua your lips are cold.”, Seokjin moaned.
“Oh yeah. I will kiss your back now with these same lips”, Jungkook laughed.
Jungkook bit another ice, but instead of waiting for it to melt, he kept it in between his teeth and started kissing Jin’s back.
Seokjin wanted to arch his back to this sensation. But couldn’t do that since his feet were barely touching the ground. “Jungua, cold. Fuck!”
Jungkook moved to Seokjin nipples and rubbed ice on it too.
Seokjin who despises cold was shivering. “Junga, warm me up. Please.”, he begged.
Jungkook just laughed. “Hyung, your pants need to go don’t you think?”, saying this he removed both pant and boxers.
Seokjin felt exposed. The tingling sensation he was feeling grew darker.
Jungkook soon placed himself on his knees and started kissing Jin’s legs. Marking him as he went up. Slowly, tentatively he stated to suck Jin’s cock. His ice torture was still not over. While sucking him, he placed an ice cube around Jin’s rim and started to massage it.
Seokjin couldn’t decipher the mixed feelings. His body was shivering due to cold. His arms were beginning to strain. He couldn’t see. But looked like his cock had a mind of its own.
“Jungua, I am going to cum.”
Just when Seokjin was about to reach peek pleasure, Jungkook replaced his mouth with vibrator glove.
“Jungua, what is it? Why?”, they hadn’t used it before.
Jungkook just laughed mercilessly.
“Jungua, I am going to cum soon. Please touch me. I don’t need to cum in your mouth, but can you touch me.”
“Doesn’t feel nice to not get touched, does it?”
Seokjin started to cry silently. There was absence of love. In every touch he was receiving. He wordlessly came into Jungkook’s gloved hand.
Jungkook was vaguely unsatisfied. But his anger had taken over. His jealousy, possessiveness turned him petty.
Jungkook removed his hands off Jin. But didn’t look like he was in any hurry to remove the blindfold or hands from where they were.
“Jungkook, can you untie me.”
“Not yet darling. I am not done with you.”
“But I am done with you. You are hurting me.”
This snapped something within Jungkook. “Sorry Hyung. I forgot about your injury.”, Jungkook soon untied Seokjin. But the tears he saw in Jin’s eyes stung him.
“Hyung, sorry. Didn’t know your arms were still hurting. Sorry. Let’s take it to bed.”. saying this Jungkook pulled Seokjin’s wrist.
“Jungkook! Stop. Just stop touching me.”
Jungkook’s world came to a standstill. It took him a while to process that Jin wasn’t calling him by any of his nicknames. He realized how big of a fool he was and how much he had hurt Jin by his actions.
Seokjin wordlessly put his clothes on.
“I am leaving. I need space.”
“Hyung stop. Sorry. So sorry Hyung. Please don’t leave. I couldn’t stand you taking pictures with another singer or have his arms around him. Especially didn’t like Tae clinging to you the whole evening.”
“They are my friends. Relationships are built on trust. We have been in a relation for 3 years now and we have been friends for much longer. If anything was bothering you, couldn’t you have talked to me? I won’t even start about your naked Lives. Was it to make me jealous?”
Jungkook hung his head and nodded.
“Why would I get jealous? I love you enough to trust you. I try to reason with everything you do. But I can’t reason with you being so cold. I am not saying we need to break up, but we definitely need a break.”, saying this Seokjin left a shell shocked Jungkook alone.