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Shin woke up in the middle of night hot and frustrated. It was the third night the rest of the family slept in the dirt hideaway (Option K on the list of optional places to stay) and his room was caved in when they got here. He had to share a room with Noi instead of having a room of his own and it was going as well as he anticipated–which meant it wasn't going very well at all, actually.

Noi was excited to share a room with him, slapping him on the back and telling him it was just like those times they stay in motels together in jobs. That was the first sign that this was going to be bad–those nights were the worst nights of his life, he woke up incredibly sexually frustrated being so close to Noi in what she claimed were "pajamas."Typically, Noi wore sleep shorts that were tight on her thighs and short. They barely held her ass in, and sometimes when she bent over the curve of her ass showed. And on top she'd sleep in a sports bra, something soft and lightly colored so when she jumped on his bed in the morning because he slept through the alarm, he got to see her nipples pressing through her shirt, looking painfully soft. Practically inviting him to run his palm over her breasts.

But now, because the hole they were sleeping in had thin walls and little ventilation, Noi ditched the tiny sports bra and little shorts. Because the only higher beings that were interested in him were devils, devils that loved pranks and acting selfishly, Noi wore just a small cropped t shirt and panties to bed. It was amazing how even though the cropped shirt was less fitting and more fabric. it managed to send him up the wall the first time she came into the room they shared, soft hair bouncing around her shoulders, telling him she was excited for the sleepover. It was a blessing that he was already sitting in bed with the covers pulled high on his waist, so that she couldn't see how excited he was about the sleepover.

She looked infinitely more fuckable, sexier than he'd ever seen her before, maybe because she looked so casual, like this is what she'd wear if he finally got some courage to ask her out and she was spending the night.

Tonight, like the last two nights, she came over to his side of the bed in her little cropped Slipknot shirt and gave him a hug around the shoulders before turning off the lights and crawling into her own bed and falling asleep immediately.

Thus came the second problem in knowing that he was damned: there was no privacy in this damn meerkat manor. He couldn't get away and get some time to himself even if he really needed to, and while that hasn't happened yet it was only a matter of time. With Noi walking around like this and nothing to take his mind off of her he was getting restless and a little snappy. Like this morning when she tried to crawl into his bed with him, mewling that she had a nightmare. He wanted to spoon her and have her go back to sleep in his arms, but instead he had to pat her on the back and then turn away from her, curling so that she didn't see how fucking hard he was. Nothing would make this entire situation worse for him then if she found him hard as a rock in their cramped space together, trying to comfort her.

He rolled in bed and heard Noi mutter his name in his sleep, breathless. What was she dreaming about, Shin wondered. In her dream was he dying, killing with her, sharing a meal? Hopefully, if there was any sort of solace for his soul and pent aggression, her dream about him was sexual; hell at this rate he'd settle for even kinda sexy. See how she liked it, and maybe she could be the one squirming for once. Noi could dream of him in a fucking maid costume or something for all he cared, but as long as there was some justice for the dreams he was having ten feet apart from her, he'd be happy. Well, as happy as he could be.

The next morning he woke to the usual Noi jumping on his bed and cheerily waking him up with no suspicions that she was going to find something that she might not want to find.

"Morning, Senpai! I was thinking that if we had nothing to do today we could do some sparring, we haven't trained in so long. I bet I could beat you three times in a row."

"We'd bring the entire hideout down if we sparred in here," He groaned, trying to catch up to her. While the thought of wrestling her to the ground was incredibly tempting, it would probably leave him worse off. And he wasn't kidding about the whole place collapsing. Noi took out an entire section of the floor the other day by stomping on a spider.

"But, Senpai," she pleaded. Ugh, he loved it when she begged. "I'm so bored and no one wants to do anything here. I'm going to rot away in here."

"Maybe we can thumb wrestle or something later."

"Really?" Noi gasped and then laughed. "Then if I win you have to buy me ice cream when we get out of here!"

"Sure," he said, rolling away from her. "And if I win I get the bedroom tonight. I want some alone time. You'll sleep with Ebisu or something."

Noi laughed. "Deal, but don't be sorry when you're buying me ice cream!" He heard the bed creak and assumed she left to go find food or something. No, Noi was standing by the foot of her bed, back turned to him, topless. Her hair was down her back and shook gently as she bent down to slide her panties off and put on a new pair, these ones a bright red lace. She'd never worn the color before that he could remember and it thrilled him to see her slide them on and pull the little bits of lace down her perfect ass so it laid flat. She then was moisturizing her legs, propping one up on the bed, ass turning out slightly, and then the other. Noi flipped her silky hair over her other shoulder and he glimpsed the curve of her breast as she rubbed the other leg.

He was so going to win the thumb war today.

Shin should have known that the gods weren't done with him yet. Instead of having this thumb war in a neutral, non-sexually charged room like the dining room they had it in their bedroom. Though it wasn't as if he hadn't thought of her bent over the dining table or anything, screaming his name. Noi insisted that they thumb wrestle on her bed, citing that her bedroom was the only one she could sit in comfortably because she was so much taller than the others. Which was true, he has to give it to her. The ceiling was taller in here than the other rooms, so at the very least she wasn't cramped. But still, now that we're sitting on her bed, looking at each other like they were inexperienced lovers unsure what to do next. It was stupid, really, because he had a laundry list of the things he wanted to do to her.

"Ready, Senpai?" Noi asked with a grin.

"Yeah," he sighed, focusing. He needed to win this or he was going to possibly, actually explode. "Do you want to count or should I?"

"You're just mad because you owe me ice cream," Noi sang as she followed behind him.

"Something like that," he agreed. "Do you know whose in charge of dinner tonight?”

“Me," she said confidently. "I'm going to make mushroom lasagna."

"How long does that take, do you think?" He asked carefully.

"Ha! You're hungry today aren't you, Senpai? Probably an hour or so. Why do you want to redeem yourself?" She leaned into kissing distance to prod him.

"The opposite. I have a headache and am going to lie down. I'll be out for dinner," he said and turned, giving her a small wave. Don't follow me, don't follow me, don't–

Noi's hand clamped him on the shoulder. "I can help your headache just let me–"

"No," he snapped, flinching away from her touch. Her hand fell between them and he felt a stab of guilt. "I'll see you for dinner."

"Yeah," she said softly. "See you."

Shutting the door, Shin finally dropped his shoulders. He didn't want to be harsh towards her, especially when she was just trying to help. It was his lack of privacy. The stress. The proximity, seeing her half naked all the time and she didn't even think about how freely she showed off her body. It was infuriating. It was addicting. It was going to destroy their friendship and partnership if he let it go on.

Months ago, maybe a year ago, now, he tried to stop masturbating to Noi on account that if she ever found out he'd be horrified and it only fueled his lust to turn their friendship into more than friends. He wasn't sure if Noi actually wanted that or was just incredibly comfortable with him so he tried his best to be distant romantically but still emotionally friendly. So the fact that he had to run back to their–his– bedroom to jerk off quickly so he wasn't a dick to Noi anymore was nothing more than taking a loss. An embarrassing, messy loss. But what else was he to do–by the end of their time here she'd hate him.

Locking the door to their shared room he slid into bed with some toilet paper he snagged on the way back. This is so stupid, he thought as he pulled his belt out of his pants and hung it on the corner of his wrought iron bed frame. Still he slipped his hand into his pants and was already hard. He pulled himself out of his boxers, dick aching, hot and overly sensitive. Taking a deep breath and lying on his side, away from Noi's bed and facing the wall, he closed his eyes and tried to relax a little. If he was going to have to do this he might as well be less begrudging about it; he'd likely get more out of it. He slid his hand down the shaft and immediately thought of Noi, eagerly grasping and pawing at him, wanting to take over. In his fantasies, he let her, she could do whatever she wanted to him. He palmed his other hand over the gland of his cock, the sensation making him bite his bottom lip from moaning.

Running his hand back and forth he rocked his hips and thought of Noi doing this, smiling and kissing the head of his cock, her lips running over him, her wet tongue soon after. Sometimes in his fantasies she was so excited she rode him so quickly he came within seconds of imagining what it would feel like to be buried deep inside of her. But today's fantasy was dedicated to this morning as he watched her put those little red lace panties on, the way she made sure they laid flat. He wanted to rip them off of her immediately, pulling at her clothes and pinning her on the bed so he could fuck her. It would be a desperate thing, maybe he wouldn't even get to pin her down but instead just bend her over the bed, pushing those fucking panties aside. He bit down on his lip again, feeling frustratedly close. One of his hands groped in the blankets for that toilet paper and he hoped it was easily accessible. He wasn't sure how much longer he could last.

The door opened and Shin knew it had to be Noi because it was definitely locked and she definitely just walked in, breaking the lock probably without even noticing.

He pushed his dick into his pants with the sudden cold fear of being caught literally dick in hand, lying still as his heart beat so quickly he wanted to throw up. There was a lingering lightheadedness that he wanted to just pull the covers back and invite her in. Maybe she would slide in and help him finish; he shuttered with the thought.

"Senpai," Noi said softly into the room. "Dinner's ready."

"I'll be right down," he called from the blankets.

He heard her sit down on the bed. "I'll wait for you. I was really worried about you, how's your head? Do you need me to heal you?"

“No,” he said immediately, finding her moving towards his head as if she was going to touch him. “No, I’m fine. I’ll meet you down there.”

“I’m worried about you, Senpai. Are you–”

“Noi. I said I’ll meet you downstairs and I meant it.”

He felt the bed creak and heard her leave the room, saying nothing. He should have apologized then but he said nothing.

Noi avoided him for the next three days, treading around him so carefully that she was almost a ghost. She came to bed later than he did, slipping into the room completely silent despite her size and strength. Woke up before him and didn’t wake him up. She still sat next to him for meals–because if she didn’t everyone else would know something happened between them–but she didn’t talk to him much during them. When it was his turn to cook she ate it and thanked him for it and then went to bathe with Ebisu without offering any help in the kitchen after. Normally, she’d be drying dishes as he washed, wiping down the table they ate at. And it made sense why she was avoiding him; he was a total asshole to her and repeatedly told her that he needed space. Now, he was getting it. He had tons of time alone and away from her, more than he ever wanted, but it didn’t help anything at all. He still had dreams of fucking Noi, but now she was mad and cheeky with him, making him work for it. Shin’s subconscious managed to manipulate her coldness to him as something of a kink and now it just made him all the hotter for her. And it didn’t help that he wasn’t actually able to get off the other day and was now just walking around with so much sex tension that if she sneezed while making eye contact with him he’d probably cream his pants.

“Shin,” she called over to him as she crawled into bed. It was later than when he came to bed and he was still awake, thinking about had badly he was fucking up their relationship. “Are you awake?”

“Yeah,” he said as he rolled onto his back. It was the first time in years that she called him by his first name.

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what I did, but if you tell me what I did I won’t do it again.” She spoke into the darkness. “I didn’t mean to do whatever it was, I didn’t even know I did it until it was too late.”

“You didn’t do anything,” he breathed out. “Don’t apologize. It’s my fault for being so short with you. I’ve been under a lot of pressure lately, and living with…so many people in such a small space has been hard on me. And,” he laughed darkly, as if it was the source of all of his wrongs. “I have this fucking knot in my shoulder that feels like the fist of Chadumdara himself.”

“I can help with that, at least,” Noi said eagerly.

“What?” Shin asked stupidly into the darkness of their room.

There was a creak in the bed and Noi was sitting on the edge. “Roll onto your belly and I’ll rub your neck. It’ll help. I’m really good at backrubs, my hands are really strong and I know all the muscles.”

“I bet you are,” he licked his lips nervously. “But–”

“No butts, roll over.”

Shin, like a fool rolling in his grave, turned to lie on his belly, adjusting his already hardening cock against his leg. He wasn’t wearing a shirt because it was a thousand degrees in their warren so when her hands gripped at his back he was completely caught off guard by the feeling of her hands on his bare back. It was electric and went right to his dick as he sighed a little.

Noi made a little noise that sounded like amused displeasure. “Your back is so dry,” she said. “One sec.” She slid out of the bed and he heard the soft pad of her feet on the floor back and forth. “Oh-kay, Senpai, this might be a little cold.”

She put her hands on his shoulder blades and pressed down and away on his back and his body twitched like she wounded him. Would he really be able to handle her rubbing him? Maybe he should quit while he was ahead.

“Where is it?” She asked in a low voice as she ran her hands up to his spine and then gasped as she felt it. He had to bite his lip down from moaning, not just from her pressing the knot with her thumb but hearing her own little gasp in the darkness. His dick throbbed, impatient and feeling neglected. “Hold on, I need to sit on your ass so I can get a better angle.”

The weight of Noi sitting on his hips, pinning him to the mattress felt better than anything she was doing to the knot in his neck. Maybe he wasn’t the complete laughing stock of the devils that he was able to have the feeling of Noi’s hands on his neck and on his hips. He could memorize it, commit the feeling of the way her thighs felt as she straddled him.

“Ah, there it is,” Noi muttered in the darkness, pressing it. He gasped and felt his muscles relax under her. “It’s so hard!” she told him, impressed. “So big.”

He gave a weak noise of reply as she chuckled and added: “really, I’ve never really felt one this big before.”

“Noi,” he said her name with a sigh. He was going to ask her to stop speaking in double entendres but the willpower to reprimand her was shrinking as she rubbed his neck. She wasn’t lying when she said that her strong hands and knowledge of anatomy was a benefit.

“Roll over,” she told him. “I’ll rub it from the front because I think it's closer to your clavicle. I can’t reach this way.”

Shin shook his head, quietly mortified though his dick seemed to like the idea. “This is fine, really. Or you can be done, you’ve done enough.”

“No, I want to make you feel better, Senpai,” she pawed at his shoulders. “Accept some help for once.”

“But–”

“No butts,” she said again. “Let me help you.” She started to roll him as he protested again.

There was a brief moment of clawing silence before Noi exclaimed into the darkness: “whoa!”

“Yeah, listen I can explain–”

“Is this why you’re so stressed out, Senpai?” She bounced on his lap in the dark and he grabbed her hips, feeling the lace of her panties under his fingertips, the pressure of her crotch pressing into him. It took everything not to just dig his fingers into the dimples of her hips and buck back into her hips.

Instead, he swallowed hard before asking her politely not to bounce on him again.

Noi ignored him, like she was wont to do on most days, especially when she felt as if she was winning. "Senpai, you know I can help, right?" She leaned down, her breath on his cheek. "I can help you relax a bit, I don't mind."

"You really don't have to," he said immediately, embarrassed.

Noi shook her head, hair tickling his face. "No, Senpai, I want to help you," she said softly. "Help me with what to do and I'll do it."

Shin leaned forward, grabbing Noi by the neck and brought her forward, kissing her. She softened and kissed him back, threading her fingers into his hair as he pulled her closer. He could have kissed her forever but his dick was impatient, overly excited for what to come next. Using his strength he rolled Noi onto her back; he heard Noi gasp in surprise, heard her grin through the dark. Of course she'd like it a little rough. He was in love with her, after all.

Ripping at her shirt he threw it on the floor, eagerly running his hands over her breasts in what could only be called self-indulgent if it wasn't for the fact that he could hear Noi panting in the darkness, too. He bit her neck as he pinched her nipple and she sighed so sharply he almost lost himself right there.

"Be more quiet," he told her. "The walls here are so thin." Noi made a noise again, not quieting down at all. "Noi," he kissed. "I really don't want the rest of the family knowing what were–"

"Everyone thinks we've been doing this for years," she shrugged under him.

"But I would still like to keep this between us."

"Wow, Senpai, I didn't take you for such a romantic." Noi laughed as she teased him.

Shin rolled his eyes and went to gruff out that he wasn't a romantic, and he wasn't overthinking this, either. It was just that he wanted this for so long that if someone knocked on that door or they fell through the floor because this place wasn't built for the two of them to fuck in, he'd lose his mind. But Noi kissed him, shutting him up and reminding him that he was here now with her, finally after so long he had her in his bed.

Noi reached down and touched his dick through his pants, the heat of her palm as she touched him made him a little weak in the knees. God, did he really want her this badly? Of course he did, he'd been pining over her for years now and she was finally here in his bed with him.

"Take these off," Noi told him between kisses.

"Take these off," Shin fired back, breaking the kiss for a moment as he tried to peel his pants and boxers off as quickly as possible.

"Make me," Noi told him and he could hear her love of competition peeking through. "Or take them off of me."

Shin sighed as if he was given a task he hadn't been rehearsing in his mind for literal years now. What a burden to have to take these off of Noi, he thought with a wry smile.

"Guess I'll have to make you want to take them off" he told her and bent down between her thighs. They were strong and warm and could probably kill him quicker than he'd know it. She was still the strong Noi he cleaned with, even if right now she was panting under him and touching him and kissing his neck.

She giggled, surprisingly girlish and hot as he kissed her inner thigh, arching her back. He bit down on her thigh, closer to her pussy and she shut her legs so quickly it took the wind from him. "Sorry," she breathed in a voice that made it clear she wasn't.

He gripped the outside of her thighs, bracing her open for him and kissed the flat of her pussy through the thin lace. She gasped and fluttered, clenching her thighs but Shin's hands on her held her open. He pulled at the lace with his teeth, it was already soaked through and he wanted to taste her for real, hear the nosie she actually made when he kissed her pussy. But, Noi was too competitive for him to just give in like this. It had to be a game, he had to win even if that meant that both of them really won in the end.

"Noi," he said, mouth pulled away from her just enough that he was able to talk. "I bet I can make you take these panties off yourself."

"Oh yeah?" She challenged. "Well I bet that I can make you take them off of me before I give in."

"I'll take those odds," Shin agreed. Running the flat of his tongue down her. The fabric was thin enough that she shoved her hips forward into his face. Sitting up for a moment he ran his fingers up the length of her, pulling at her nipple idly. Noi sighed and arched her back against him.

"Oh I see you're playing dirty," Noi teased.

"I'd never." He dropped back down to her thigh and kissed it as he palmed her, feeling how wet she was. Were they going to fuck tonight? Did he have protection for this? Getting Noi pregnant the first time they'd have sex would be a little embarrassing, especially when the mission should have been focused on finding En, not fucking Noi. The family would never let them live it down.

He bent his neck and started to pull at her panties with his teeth, running his tongue over her, kissing her thigh. It has the intended effect: Noi within seconds was sighing and whining, shifting her hips and trying to get him to touch her more directly. She was so sensitive right now it was almost impossible not to tease her; there were very few things he loved more than knowing she was squirming and panting. And doing this because of him? He could barely hold back.

He bit the softest part of her inner thigh; it was still rock hard muscle but had a little bit of give, just enough for him to sink his teeth into.

Noi screamed.

"Hey," he reminded her. "Keep it down."

Noi laughed flustered. "Senpai, i–"

"Unless you're about to tap out I don't want to hear it," he told her bluntly. Mostly because well, he'd lose the bet if he let her talk.

She moaned in response to him."I'll never tap out," she mumbled.

"Oh yeah?" He dipped his hand underneath her panties for a moment. She was so wet already and her knees gave in a bit when he touched her. So hot. Was there really no way that he could fuck her? He wanted nothing more than to be able to stop the fight aching in his core by burying himself inside of her finally. Pulling his hand out of her red paintes, he cocked his head and looked down at her. Even in the dark, as an outline in the shadows, she looked amazing. Her thighs were spread open for him, held wide by his knees as he leaned down and kissed her pussy again through the drenched lace. She squirmed, giggled. My wallet, he realized, triumphant. A few days before the whole thing fell to shit he was going to go to a bar to go home with someone and it never worked out. He was so tired after that job that the thought of being in bed for a reason other than sleeping made him vaguely nauseous. He ended up going home and showering, falling asleep on the couch in the living room and woke up to Noi poking his face. He was never so grateful to have been too tired to fuck in his entire life. Shin used the flat of his tongue again against her and Noi's hips jerked forward into his face, her thighs spreading a little more. She let out an impatient sigh, one that he knew well. It was the same sign she made when she was getting ready to concede. Thank Chadundara. He almost wasn't going to make it.

She squirmed again and he waited to hear her call off the bet, running his tongue over her in flat strokes patiently. Her hips shifted into him and he could feel her frustration, she was panting and whimpering but still not giving in.

"Such a sore loser," he told her, clicking his tongue.

"I could do this all day," she panted.

"I can't," he sighed. His fingers pushed her panties aside, desperately wanting to tear them off but knowing that if he didn't win this Noi wouldn't know what to do and she'd get frustrated. And a frustrated Noi probably wasn't the best for a room with walls this thin. It was more difficult than it should have been to slip his fingers into her panties, the lace tight and soaked, making it harder to separate from her. He rubbed her for a moment and then pushed his first finger into her slowly, giving her time to adjust. She gasped and moaned his name, arching her hips up. Grinding her hips against his finger, trying to push him farther inside of her. He wanted to laugh at her desperation, how it paled in comparison to his despite her being clearly needy and rapt. If he could see her beautiful face right now she'd probably look blitzed right now. Shin slipped another finger inside of her and palmed himself through his boxers, trying to take the edge off.

"Ok, ok," Noi said with a pant. She tapped the bed for emphasis. "You win, Senpai. You should have won a long time ago but I was hoping that you'd want me enough–"

Shin cut her off. "Noi," he sighed sadly. "Do you think I haven't wanted you this whole time?" He slipped his fingers out of her and grabbed her hand, putting it on the tent in his boxers. She giggled and grabbed at it, making him curse. "I want you so badly it fucking hurts."

"Then have me," she said simply, rubbing her hand over him.

Noi didn't have to tell him twice. He crawled out of bed and grabbed his wallet, found the condom and dropped his boxers, putting it on immediately. His heart was beating a little faster in his chest than he realized, his head was a little flustered. Was Noi really waiting in bed for him, waiting for him to come back and fuck? What a dream come true.

Coming back to bed, he grabbed Noi's panties and pulled them off so quickly it was almost like they were never there in the first place. He ran his fingers over her, her arousal making his thoughts narrow to just one thing. Noi. Nothing else mattered, nothing else would matter. Never again.

He stretched over her, kissed her on the mouth as he lined himself up with her entrance.

"Shin?" She said softly. "It's my first time." There was a long pause. "I just thought you should know."

"I know," he breathed immediately, then regretted it. "I mean, I'll understand. I'll take care of you, Noi." He found her hand in the dark and squeezed it.

"You always do," she said and kissed him.

He smiled, held her close and pushed inside of her. Noi made a noise of surprise and jerked away from him. Her body clenched around him, her thighs pinning him in place as she froze underneath him.

"It's ok," he told her, trying to keep the moan out of his voice. As much as he was sure this was uncomfortable for her, her grip on his cock and the relief he felt from being inside of her was almost otherworldly. "We're gonna take our time. Just relax."

"I thought it wouldn't hurt this much," she admitted in a quiet voice. “Or that I'd like the pain.”

"We can stop," he told her. "Do you want to stop?"

"No," she breathed. "I've wanted this for so long, too, that I–" she laughed awkwardly. "I just never thought that it'd be this uncomfortable. I thought people were making it up. I'll be ok; I want to keep going."

He nodded, pushing a little deeper inside of her. Again, Noi gasped and froze. When she loosened up again, Shin pushed deeper again, deciding that about half of his cock would be more than enough for now. It was greedy to want more when it could hurt Noi.

She loosened up under him.

"Ok?" He asked her.

"Ok," she told him.

"I'm going to start, uh, thrusting now. If that's ok," he said awkwardly. It was weird to say it aloud but he didn't want to be moving too quickly for her.

"Yeah," Noi agreed immediately, kissing him. "it is."

His fingers dug into the soft curls of her hair, pulling her mouth closer to his as he started to fuck her slowly. She whimpered against his mouth, holding onto his shoulders, ducking her head and burying it into his neck. Noi demured, her spread legs beginning to close around him a little more, gripping onto him.

"You ok?" He breathed. He hoped he sounded a little more in control of himself than he really was. Trying so hard not to ravage and crash into her hips in the way he really wanted to. But he didn't want to make it sound like a pained chore, either. Whatever she was comfortable with, whatever she wanted.

"Yeah," Noi's voice sounded small. "It's finally starting to feel better."

"Good," he muttered against her cheek, kissing her. Her hand travelled down to where the two of them were joined and she grabbed the stalk of his dick.

"Senpai," she said slowly, "are you not all the way inside of me?"

"No. I didn't want to overwhelm you or hurt you or–"

"You were going easy on me?"

Shin stopped thrusting and looked down at her in the dark. Did she think this was a competition, a bet? Something one of them could actually win?

"Noi," he said flatly. "I'm not going to hurt you or do something you're not comfortable with. I told you I'd take care of you and I–"

Noi grabbed his face and pulled him down into a kiss. "I think it's sweet. But you don't have to worry, Senpai. I want you to enjoy this as much as I am."

Shin swallowed hard, feeling his dick throb inside of Noi with every word she said. Carefully, Shin pushed his hips further into her, feeling her tighten and sigh as she held onto his back.

"I'm enjoying this," he promised her. "Maybe even more than you are."

It wasn't even an exaggeration to say that. His core was tight with desperate anticipation, the feelings of her lips pressed on his mouth and the heat of her strong body under his was mind numbing. Noi wrapped tighter around him and pulled him a little deeper inside, changing the angle and he buried himself deeper inside her with. He groaned, his hips fucking her a little less rhythmic. It was so easy to fall drunk to the feeling of her being there, her hands on him, her legs wrapped and holding onto him.

Noi sighed and shifted, moving away from him and snapping him back to the moment.

"Sorry," he slowed down, opened his eyes and peeled himself off of her chest. "I should have been–"

"Don't apologize," she interrupted him and gave him a long kiss. "I was just adjusting. I love yo–I mean…" Noi trailed off awkwardly.

Shin kissed her, held her ever closer.

"Noi, I love you too. I love you so much, Noi, I've wanted to tell you for so long. I–" he kissed her as he came, cutting himself off as he almost blacked out from the intensity. He wasn't planning on coming this quickly, he thought distantly. He was trying to hard not to just fuck Noi like this, immediately fall into a hot, panting mess. But hearing her say that she loved him, being able to say it back to her? It was too much, he didn't stand a chance.

Noi giggled against him as he pulled himself away from her and kissed her once more.

"Hold on," he muttered as he pulled himself up and out of her, climbing off of the bed. He came back a moment later and found her thighs tipped back together, knees touching. "how are you feeling?" He asked her, running his hands down her thighs.

She shivered. "I'm ok, mostly a little sore."

He nodded, hands now opening her thighs. "Wha-what are you doing?"

"I'm going to make you come," he said simply, pushing down her thighs. Thankfully she gave way and didn't clench up or he'd be caught in her grasp. Not really the sexiest thing to be caught in your lovers' thighs like that. He gripped her hips in his hands, her knees falling against his shoulders as he dipped his head.

"Ah, ok," she said quietly, twitching as his mouth touched her. Noi gasped, overly sensitive.

He smiled, his tongue finding the knot of her clit in the swelling of her pussy and flicked it once, testing how she'd react. She nearly jumped, shaking the bed.

"Careful," he reminded her before licking her pussy in a long, flat stroke.

"Just a few minutes ago, you were the loud one, Senpai," she panted at him as he ran his tongue along her clit. "Not fair."

"It's not," he agreed. "I don't play fair."

Shin pushed his finger gently inside of her and she gasped loudly, hips bucking under him. His other hand held her hip crease and kept her hips pinned as he nipped the bud of her clit with his teeth. Her leg started shaking next to his head as she moaned in such a way that he started to get hard again. Gently, he pressed his finger against the soft spot of her and rubbed it with the pad of finger as he ran his tongue over her. Noi shuddered as she came hard, body rolling as she shook the bed. It was magnificent; somehow getting her off felt better than himself getting off. She called his name and dug her hands into his hair harder as her legs and body clenched all around him. Finally, as a panting and wet mess, Noi let go of him. Kissing her one last time he found his way back up to holding her and kissed her on the forehead. Noi settled into his arms nicely, sleepily, happily. Like she should have been there the whole time and could have been, even though the bed was small when it was just one of them. Soon, he'd get up, get cleaned off for real, drag her bed over so they could spend the night together. They wouldn't be able to sleep like this every night or professionalism be damned, but tonight was ok. Everything was ok right now.

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Shin woke up before Noi and crawled over her, finding his pants and shirt in the wreckage of their clothes last night. Noi was still sleeping peacefully, immediately moving into the space where he just was with a blissful sleepiness. Her hair was over her face, he brushed it away before kissing her on the cheek and leaving to go find some instant coffee. It was shit ration coffee, but it was better than nothing, he thought to himself as he hummed down to the kitchen part of the bunker. In the kitchen, Ebisu sat with her back to the door at the table, playing with her dolls of the family. He frowned, looking over and seeing she had two dolls–one of him and one of Noi, lying on top of each other under a napkin.

"Noi, I love you too. I've loved you forever, I'll love you forever, Noi, Noi–" she said in a rushed whisper.

"Hey," he said in a sharp voice, taking the dolls away from her. "Stop, it's weird."