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Osha was wearing her old jedi robes that she hasn't worn for six years screaming and crying as she watched the Jedi temple her second home burned and on the ground were the burnt corpses of Sol her old master and father figure, Indara her mother figure and Yord the only friend she had in the order along with so many corpses strewn everywhere.
"this is your fault" - a voice said from behind her, Osha turned around and saw her mothers Aniseya and Koril and they both had horrific burns covering their entire bodies and faces and standing behind them were the other women from her old home the Coven all of them having the same burns covering their bodies and they were chanting " it's your fault" over and over again until it echoed in Osha's head, and she cried out as she felt the burnt skeletal hands come out of the ground and all around her grab her and her felt her clothes and skin start to burn osha screamed in agony as the pain became to much and she blacked out.
Osha woke up screaming and crying, sitting up as straight as a metal plate as she breathed heavily and desperately , in,out,in,out,in,out. and she felt her breathing start to come out slow and steady and after a couple minutes she calmed down remembering her jedi training helped alot, she closed her eyes to try and forget about the nightmare but it was in vain every time she closed her eyes she saw the horrors of her nightmare , she heard a familiar chirp and she looked to the other side of the room to the desk where her adorable repair droid pip sat
*are you okay?* pip chirped worriedly
Osha gave a small smile as she looked at her droid, she loved pip he was her closest friend, she stood up shakily testing her balance before slowly walking over towards the desk and picked up pip in her hands before bringing him up to her face in a quick hug before hold the small pocket sized repair droid out in front of her "i'm fine pip it's nothing new"
Osha said in a dull but sad voice as she returned to her bed and laid on her back . *you were crying and screaming again it must have been really bad* pip replied causing osha to let out a small fond chuckle she took a deep breath before like she always does and told pip about her last nightmare and she knew that the droid couldn't really help but it did help to talk to the droid, she knew that she problaby should see an actual therapist but she could never bring herself to do so and the mind healers at the temple while they meant well hadn't helped. osha sighed laid pip down next to her head and closed her eyes she still had 3 hours until her shift started... maybe she wouldn't have another nightmare.
5 days later osha woke up again luckily this was one of the few times she didn't have a nightmare, she got dressed in her workers uniform and left her room on the trade federation ship she was on and met up with her fellow meknek fillik as he greeted her, fillik was a good friend to her and he even tried to help her when he found her crying that one time she greeted him back while teasing him he smiled and teased back. osha found herself on the outside of the nemodian ship as apparently there was a problem with the ships hull, fillik asked what the problem was, osha responded that she didn't know yet and as they had just fixed the problem they both saw a jedi ship approaching
"friends of yours?" fillik asked
"hope so" osha responded. osha made her way back to her quarters after her shift ended and opened the door to see a face she never thought she'd see again
"Yord!" for the first time in years osha was happy to see someone she considered a close friend yord smiled but his smile was tight and grim something that osha picked up on right away and she got the feeling that he wasn't here to catch up so osha made to stand in front of him at a fair distance which is when she noticed the zygerrian female standing next to him "who's this?" osha asked and the zygerrian introduced herself as tasi lowa padawan learner to Knight yord fandar, osha smiled a bit happy that yord was promoted to knight since he would always talk nonstop about it, she was proud of him.
"what's going on yord?"
the padawan answered her question "last night a jedi was murdered on uedu by a suspect matching your description", osha couldn't belive her ears as she relized that yord was here to arrest her, 'weren't they going to hear her out?' she could at least prove that she was here on the ship last night, "who was murdered?" osha asked as the two jedi exchanged a look silently communicating with each other before turning to her "master Indara" yord answered and osha felt her heart sink as she recalled the nightmare she had a few nights ago and she looked yord in the eyes and said "i didn't do it" she could see the conflict in yords eyes despite the front he was putting on and he responded in a stern voice "we have several witnesses who place you at the scene" ,osha stared at him in disbelief "i was here all day and night yesterday you can ask my crew". the two jedi made no move to leave and osha realized that they had already made up their minds she tried one last time she wasn't going to fight or protest it wouldn't look good for her
"you know that i wouldn't yord" - osha said looking at him with desperation and this time his facade cracked he wanted to believe her but he couldn't he had a job to do so he steeled himself
"i'm sorry osha but it's not about what i believe" yord said pulling out a pair of cuffs and osha closed her eyes in acceptance and she let them cuff her and escort her to a prison ship that was waiting for them, she turned to look at yord, " you're making a mistake" before she was pulled forward by a robot security guard into the ship
ten minutes later the ship crashed with only her on it.