Chapter Text
(August/29th/2024)
"So..."
"I heard your new song" Junkyu smiles cheekily, leaning against his desk.
Mashiho on the other side of the screen can see Junkyu's smugness
"Oh, really?" He raises a brow
"And what did you think about it?" He sits against his bed's headboard with the laptop nestled nicely on his lap
"Oh I really loved it." Junkyu nods "You did so well and your voice and dancing was amazing. But yaknow... I already expected that from you. what I didn't expect was the lyrics and theme..." Junkyu's smile widens
"Also couldn't help but notice... you picked some pretty tall girls to dance with..." Junkyu bites his lip
"Tell me...what was your inspiration?" He giggles as if he didn't already know.
Mashiho grins mischievously, knowing full well that Junkyu already knows the answer.
He plays along anyway "Oh, well, you see... It's a secret."
"Aww Mashi just tell me I wanna hear it from your mouth"
Junkyu whines
Mashiho chuckles, shaking his head "Stop whining you already know that it was about you"
Junkyu blushes dramatically and playfully runs off screen. Mashiho hears Junkyu giggling and assumes Junkyu is rolling around like a fruit cake on his bed.
A laugh sputtering out. "You're ridiculous" he says, his grin taking on an amused look. "Stop acting like a fool, the other members are gonna think you're loosing your mind"
Junkyu goes back on screen and sits back down at his desk again, his hair slightly messy from rolling around all giddy. "The other members are mostly asleep by now."
Nodding with a small smile on his lips Mashiho replies "That's true. But what about the others that aren't asleep?"
"Jihoon, Hyunsuk, Jaehyuk and Asahi? they're probably busy with each other" Junkyu rolls his eyes knowing those two couples are probably getting down tonight.
Mashiho's eyes widen in shock, before breaking into a fit of laughter. "What?? What are you imagining?"
"What? you left the group before Hyunsuk and Jihoon started having sex. Now every other night I'm hearing them getting at it in the other room" Junkyu shakes his head pouting
"Stop! I don't need that mental image" Mashiho stands up, covering his ears with his hands.
"Well I have to suffer through it in real time hearing them! Jaehyuk and Asahi are way better at keeping quiet because I've only heard them once but even so, if I have to have those images in my head, so do you" Junkyu states
Mashiho glares at Junkyu through the screen. "Fine! I'll suffer through the mental images like you have to" He grumbles flopping back on his bed dramatically. "I hate you though" He jokes.
The Korean boy just laughs loudly making Mashiho shake his head again
"Anyway, how's everything else going? besides Hyunsuk and Jihoon traumatizing your 'innocent' mind?"
Junkyu slowly settles down
"Everything meaning Treasure's activities or me specifically" He asks resting his cheek on his palms and his elbow on his desk top
"Both I guess. How's Treasure doing with the upcoming schedules and everything?" Genuinely caring about the group's activities. Mashiho was curious
"Well the groups been doing good in promotion and views lately. Going crazy just hit 100mil, Me, Jihoon and Jaehyuk got a little take with Levi's and the fans seemed to like it but yaknow everyone has been on a chill down after Junghwun's dad passed." Junkyu sighs
Mashiho's face softens at the mention of Junghwan's father. "Yeah." He says softly. "I talked with Junghwun the other day after hearing the news... how's he doing? He's not pushing himself too hard, right?"
"No I think he's not pushing himself, if he was we'd all help, but right now he is taking a break, he's at his mom's house and yaknow just working to heal." Junkyu says looking down a bit sad
Mashiho nods, understanding in his eyes. "That's good. He needs to focus on himself right now." He says gently. "And you're all being supportive, which is great." He pauses for a moment, then asks softly, "But how are you doing, Junkyu and I mean for real."
Junkyu looks up at the screen "Oh I'm fine..."
"really miss you though..." Junkyu says softly
Mashiho's eyes soften and he gives Junkyu a gentle smile. "I miss you too." He says softly.
"...A lot."
Junkyu blushes "yeah...I could kinda tell by the lyrics of your songs"
Mashiho huffs and looks down, chuckling along softly. "It's... pretty obvious." He mumbles, before looking back up at Junkyu.
Junkyu giggles "Yeah but It's okay, I did the same thing when writing my songs"
The shorter boys expression heats up, his eyes filled with desire as he stares at Junkyu through the screen. "Yeah and you write masterpieces when you do that."
Junkyu blushes "Your songs are masterpieces too! but anyway..." Junkyu changes the subject modestly
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"Have you um...had any hook ups recently?" Junkyu asks a bit embarrassed but it's normal for them to ask this...
Mashiho hesitates for a moment before answering honestly. "Not really. I mean, I've fooled around with a few chicks, but nothing serious. only a few make outs but no sex" He admits, looking down shyly. "What about you?" He asks softly, looking back up at Junkyu. "Any...
The kpop idol laughs softly "The usual...don't have much options open but a few days ago Hyunsuk and Jihoon had a fight. Jihoon came to me sense Hyunsuk was refusing to sleep with him that night and Hyunsuk told Jihoon to just fuck me instead hah.." Junkyu laughs a bit bitterly
"I wasn't really into it so I just offered him a blow job and he excepted. but other then that nothing" Junkyu picks at his desk
Mashiho's expression darkens as he listens to Junkyu's words. He bites his bottom lip, eyes narrowing with a bit of jealousy and anger. "Oh..." He says softly, looking away from the screen for a moment. "Junkyu..."
"Hm" Junkyu looks up a bit longingly
Mashiho's expression becomes unreadable. "You... you wanted to help him right? So he... he didn't pressure you or anything? Because if he did..." He trails off
Junkyu's eyes widen and he quickly shakes his hands "No, no it was fine. I agreed it's not like Jihoon did anything wrong. He didn't pressure me. You know Jihoon wouldn't do that.. even when he's being an asshole..." Junkyu laughs awkwardly
"Okay... good." Looking back at Junkyu with a gentle expression. "I just... I don't want anyone to pressure you into anything, okay? after all I was the one that told them to help you when you need sexual relief...but if they're not helping you and they're just using you to get their own relief then I won't hesitate to call all of them and scold them"
Junkyu looks at Mashiho flushed "no you don't have to do that. That would be SOOO embarrassing." Junkyu insists hugging his koala pillow
Mashiho pouts a bit, leaning back in his bed. "Well then promise me you'll tell me if any of them pressure you or use you. I mean, I trust them but I also know how pushy some of them can get..." He says softly, giving Junkyu a puppy look.
"I promise. geez you're so cute when you're protective" Junkyu rolls his eyes, clicking his tongue.
Mashiho grins, sticking his tongue out at Junkyu. "I can't help it. I just want to make sure you're okay, that's all. And that you're getting the release you need."
Junkyu blushes embarrassed "Well I can say the same about you!" He pouts "Beside...I get off fine with just my hand. it's not a big deal..."
Mashiho's grin fades again, his expression turning more serious. "Junkyu...you know that's not the same. Handjobs aren't the same. And I know you need more than just that."
Junkyu laughs nervously "No. Handjobs are fine. it's not like I'm some sex addict. it's fine. besides I don't want the other members to fuck me because of pity that I don't have anyone... Junghwun, Yoshi and Doyoung get along just fine without sex, so I should too..." he says picking at his desk again
Mashiho sighs, leaning forward to look at Junkyu through the screen better "That's not the same thing. for one you're not Yoshi, Junghwun and Doyoung. you need physical touch from time to time. And you don't need them to pity you, you know that right? I'm sure they all want to help you in their own way too."
Junkyu looks down with his brows pushed together..
"Yeah they'd want to...but only when they can't have sex with their real partner... It just feels...icky...like I'm a back up plan for their boner... When Hyunsuk's not in the mood, Jihoon comes to me. when Asahi's not in the mood Jaehyuk comes to me. when Jeongwoo and Haruto wanna explore they call me in for a three-way...but ONLY when they want to explore... it's not like I'm anyone's first choice" Junkyu vents his feelings to Mashiho on the screen without really thinking....
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