Archive of Our Own

It was going to be one of those days, he could tell.

Hakuri suppressed a grimace as he downed another glass.  What was this, the fourth or fifth in an hour?  Soya was making him drink a lot of water and constantly checking in on him, so he knew what to expect.  He swiped his mouth with his sleeve as Soya grinned and pat him on the head.  His stomach was tight with it all- he hadn't even been able to eat today with how much water he'd been forced to take in.  Soya had cornered him in the morning and bullied him all day, somehow finding the time to relentlessly shadow him despite all of his normal duties.  It'd been a while since he was forced to wet himself, so it made sense that they'd cycled back to this particular game.

Hakuri rubbed his swollen belly as the water sloshed around and winced as his body protested when he stood up to follow Soya out the warehouse door.  Still, it was better than being hit. The last few days had been extra brutal for some reason, maybe something to do with all the extra effort Soya had been putting in lately.  He was used to Soya's mercurial moods, but they'd been extreme the past few days.  Father had been demanding of Soya, so Soya had taken it out on him.  That was nothing new. What was new was Soya's promises that they'd get to have "fun" soon, then thrashing him while yelling about love and not being appreciated enough by anyone.  Then crying in his arms for some reason.

Hakuri sighed miserably as he followed in his big brother's shadow.  Whatever this reward was needed to come soon because he probably couldn't take much more of Soya's love.  He was in shambles even now just trying to keep up with his brisk walking pace.  Soya was practically buoyant today so maybe there was some hope?  He couldn't even bring himself to wish for that.  What would come, would come.  His immediate fate was already sealed anyway.

"Wait here," Soya commanded cheerfully before disappearing into the dark doorway of the family dojo.

Hakuri sat down on the steps and let himself slump forward.  Soya would probably be in there for a while, so he had to do his best with the one task that was given to him- he probably wouldn't make it, but he had to try.  He honed in on the sounds of his siblings training and distracted himself with self-hatred to ignore the pressure slowly building in his lower half.

He shouldn't be so ungrateful for what Father and the rest did for him.  Even Soya was being kind in his own way. He just wished he could stand tall with the rest of them instead of being this useless punching bag that had to humiliate himself to be worth anything at all.  He felt like a stupid child when Soya forced him to wet himself like this.  But wasn't that just who he was?  A kid so helpless that he should probably still be in diapers because of how often he pissed himself.  Already 17 and still needing to go in his pants because his brother bullied him away from the bathroom.

Hakuri squeezed his legs together when the first urge to go came- there were at least two hours left in the sparring session.  Soya would brutalize him if he went now instead of letting him watch.  And he also had no intention of interrupting the session to make a mess in front of everyone, though his siblings wouldn't mind because they'd seen him wet himself plenty of times already.  But Hakuri just couldn't bring himself to have an accident in full view of their mocking gazes today- this should stay between him and Soya.  His big brother was the only one who he could be this shameful for.  It was his own fault anyway.  He was so weak that Soya tried to make up for everyone else ignoring him, and this was the result.

He moaned softly as another urge to stand up and pee came and went.  He was in real trouble if he had to go this bad before everything he'd just drank worked it's way through.  The image of himself just letting go to wet himself here flashed in his mind: it would feel so good.  No, wait, he could just take his dick out and let the piss run down the steps... he squirmed a little as his body signaled he needed to go again.  He couldn't, not yet.

Hakuri turned his thoughts away from the growing need.  He was so pathetic to be reduced to this, holding his pee in while everyone else was working hard for the Rakuzaichi.  And he couldn't even do that much right.  He was definitely going to have an accident soon...maybe right here... another urge, stronger this time.  He could let out just a little, right?  Just to ease the pressure.  He wasn't going to make it the whole session at this rate, and if he didn't want the whole family to watch him soak his pants, then... it would be OK to go a little bit right here.  Right?

He took a deep breath and focused hard.  Just enough to make himself damp without showing should be enough.  His breath came out hot as a warm dribble became a spurt against his inner thigh.  Just a little... not much more... another spurt of piss and that was it.  But one more would feel great.  He wasn't showing yet, only one side of his underwear was wet.  He checked to make sure no one was around and adjusted himself so his dick was pointing to the other side and let go again.

"Haa..."

The frustration of letting the drabs of pee out was doing something strange to him.  He felt his cock twitch and start to stiffen as he released another small stream.  It was the promise of relief he couldn't have yet getting to him, surely.  He looked down to double check- no signs on his pants yet.  No one could tell that he'd been peeing himself here on the steps.

He absently reached down and brushed his hand against his growing erection.  The thought thrilled him.  No one would know even if he did it out here in broad daylight.  Feeling bold since he was alone, he stuck his hand down his pants and squeezed his dick before letting out a solid stream.  He gasped as he wet his hand through his underwear. This would show if he wasn't careful, but it felt so good somehow...!  He wanted to let it all out right here.  Right now.  Just go and feel the warm shame soak through his pants while everyone else was busy.  But Soya would kill him.

Hakuri managed to hold back from having an accident by quickly teasing himself until he was too hard to pee any more.  Damn, this was uncomfortable.  He wanted to go so bad- going a little had only made it worse.  But that was for Soya and whatever he was planning.  How long had it been now?  Would he be out soon?  He'd have to pee himself in the dojo for real at this rate, assuming he couldn't stay hard at least.  He kept fondling himself while keeping an eye out for signs of other people.  Why was this so exhilarating?  He hated wetting himself.  But doing it right here in secret, soaking himself without anyone knowing... letting it all go where anyone could find him... it turned him on.

"What are you doing?"

He practically jumped out of his skin when Soya loomed over him from behind.  His brother's intense expression made him shiver as he struggled to pull his hands out of his pants.  Soya smiled at the guilty panic that must be showing on his face- he was totally caught.

"So lewd.  You're fine with doing it anywhere, huh?  Do you need Onii-chan that badly?"

"N-No, I just..." he trailed off and tried to suck in his gut to free his hand.  No good, he was too full with so much more to let out.

"Stand up, Hakuri~"

He knew better than to try to delay or protest, so he meekly obeyed and let Soya turn him around. His cheeks flushed red as Soya slowly looked him up and down.

"Your hand's stuck.  What were you doing here on the steps like that?  Tell me."

His brother's voice was eerily calm.  Hakuri carefully weighed his options as fast as possible- honesty would probably have the least painful outcome.  Physically, at least.  "I was... touching myself," he admitted quietly.

"Hmm.  Where anyone could see you?"

"...Yes."  He hung his head to avoid Soya's fearsome gaze.  Soya was getting excited for some reason, which was both relieving and terrifying.  He felt himself start to soften as anxiety overpowered the heady feeling from just a moment ago.  Another badly-timed urge to go almost made him lose it on the spot.

"I see~  Well, lucky for you, Onii-chan finished early today.  So we can go have fun together right now!"  Hakuri flinched but couldn't bring himself to meet Soya's gaze.  He didn't want to know what fresh hell was in store for him, not when he had to focus on not wetting himself.  He was only mildly surprised when Soya undid the button to his pants and yanked them down.  He tried to ignore the sounds of a group of estate servants walking behind him while Soya inspected what he'd been doing.  Why was he so attentive to detail today of all days...?!  Soya didn't even wait for the servants to pass by before grabbing his crotch and squeezing his damp underwear.  What did his face look like right now?

"Hey Hakuri, were you peeing yourself?"

He flinched again but said nothing.  He couldn't speak when every possible answer would probably lead to a beating.  Instead, he gave the barest of nods.

"You have to go that bad?  You could have just came in to the dojo and done it there, you know!" Soya laughed.

"I-I... can't," he said nervously.

"It's fine, everyone's already seen you have accidents.  Why don't we do it right now?  It'll feel good to let it all out, right?"  He finally looked up in alarm to see Soya's teasing smile.  He could go here and get it over with, but...

"Please, no. I don't want that."  Soya surely had bigger plans.  He wouldn't work so hard for a reward just to make Hakuri have another accident in front of the family like so many times before.  And unfortunately, he was right.

"Well then, we'd better get going before you make a mess!"  He yelped when Soya squeezed his crotch again.  "Keep your hand like that until we get to the car.  Don't want you having an accident before we get there," Soya said cheerfully as he started down the steps and dragged him along.  Hakuri did his best to keep up without tripping over his pants as they slid down around his ankles in full view of the estate.  He managed to stumble along fairly well- moving helped to lessen the pressure to go.  The condescending pity of his younger siblings and the staff hurt a little, but in a distant way.  It wasn't the first time he'd been seen like this and it wouldn't be the last.  At least he had his underwear on this time.

He kept holding himself as instructed as he fully softened while Soya led him to the estate garage.  Were they going to do it in there?  That didn't seem special enough to explain Soya's behaviour.  It wouldn't be the first time for that either.  

Suddenly, a horrible thought occurred to him.  He shuddered and nearly had his accident right there.  They were leaving the estate to go somewhere- THAT was what Soya had worked so hard for this week.  He'd somehow gotten permission from Father to get driven into the city.  Hakuri started to sweat.  What the hell was this about?  What was out there that they couldn't do here?  He briefly considered pretending he couldn't hold it anymore and ruining things before Soya got to have his "fun", but the beating from that would probably put him inches from death without stopping anything at all.  This was going to happen, whatever it was.  He could only brace himself.

Soya practically shoved him into the back seat before settling in beside him, sticking close despite the ample room available.  The driver didn't acknowledge their disheveled state with even the barest hint of emotion before confirming if they were ready and starting the car.  He was definitely a professional, all right.

"It's been a while since my brother was off the grounds, so go a little slow," Soya said as they pulled out onto the long private drive.  The driver nodded and Hakuri looked at him in mild panic.  Soya knew he was struggling to hold the pee in already, so why...?  His skin prickled when Soya side-hugged him and bent down to whisper loudly in his ear: "Do your best, Hakuri~".

So this was the game.  Soya would watch him struggle and fail before they even got to the destination, making a mess all over the expensive interior.  Father would be furious with them both!

"How far away is it?" he asked weakly.

"About an hour.  You can hold it, right?" Soya replied with a loving smile.  Hakuri didn't have a reply.  He just leaned into his brother's embrace and consigned himself to his fate.

The first half hour went quickly despite his apprehension.  It had been years since he saw anything outside of the estate, so the sheer novelty of unfamiliar scenery was enough to distract him for a while.  He ignored Soya's doting chuckles and glued his face to the window to watch it all fly by.  But soon enough the extra water he'd had earlier caught up with him.  

He found himself shuffling and squirming in the seat as the pressure built up to a dangerous degree.  He regretted peeing himself earlier- his underwear was still too damp to soak up anything else.  Soya just laughed softly and watched him.  He groaned and gripped himself in a panic when a few drops spilled out as the car turned on to a rough stretch of road that not even the most experienced driver could manage without a few bumps.  He panted hard and squeezed, begging himself to keep it in as a few spurts were jostled out into his hands.  His face burned but he couldn't do anything except will himself to stop peeing.  After a few tense seconds the flow cut off and he was left with just a small bit pooled in his hands. Thank god- but he couldn't relax or it'd all be for nothing.  Hakuri thought for a moment before conceding to practicality and dumping the pee he'd collected into his pants.  It would leave a spot, but it was better than getting it on the car's interior.

"Do you want some help?"

He side-eyed Soya, who smiled innocently at him.  Any "help" his brother gave him would likely leave him worse off.  But maybe this was part of the game too?  Soya's face was unusually flushed and eager while staring at him, he thought.  He was getting something out of this without hurting him for once.

"Please, Onii-san."

Soya's grin widened.  "Anything for my cute little brother.  Leave it to Onii-chan~"  Hakuri twitched when Soya started to tease his cock right there in view of the driver.  He'd made the right call, apparently- but at what cost?  

To the driver's credit, he didn't react at all as Soya stroked and teased Hakuri's dick through his wet underwear.  He didn't even so much as blink when Hakuri found himself moaning under his brother's touch in the back seat.  Hakuri was hard in no time from the lightest touches with how sensitive he was.  Soya's breathy chuckle tickled the top of his head as he started to melt into the feeling of his brother's fingers toying with him.  The pressure of needing to go kept building but he was too hard to pee just in time.  His belly bulged out as he gave up on holding back and let his brother's caresses keep it all at bay.

"Try not to cum or you'll have an accident, okay?  Hold out for a little longer."

He nodded and balled his fists.  So unfair.  He had to go so bad that it was starting to hurt to keep it in, but Soya only cared about humiliating him before he could even wet himself.  He closed his eyes and pretended he was in his bedroom instead of a bumpy car as best he could.  He just focused on Soya's rough fingers sliding up and down his dick, squeezing here, ghosting there... so, so unfair.  He bucked his hips and bit his bottom lip as the unusually gentle touches threatened to tip him over the edge.

"Hey now," Soya laughed as he shuddered and thrust himself into his huge palm.  Hakuri heard himself whine but decided he didn't care.  The need to pee right now was getting scrambled with the need to cum and he was getting close to not caring which one happened.  Both.  Now .  Wait, no, neither... not yet...

"We'll arrive in fifteen minutes, young masters," the driver said dryly, as if he didn't have two brothers being absolute disgraces in his car.  Hakuri barely registered Soya thanking the man as his thoughts frayed into hopeless shards.  God, he couldn't hold out that long.  He needed to go.  Needed to cum.

"Onii-san... I can't..." he groaned.

"You have to, Hakuri.  Here, let's take this out."  Soya pulled Hakuri's wet underwear down so his cock stood up at full attention.  He convulsed when Soya slid his finger around the tip.  "Haa, you're so sensitive.  Look at all that precum..."

Hakuri looked down with watery eyes to see Soya idly smearing the clear liquid all over the head of his cock.  He was leaking all kinds of things right now but none of them were enough or what he really wanted.  His hips rolled and bucked against the pleasure, all but begging for more.  Soya nibbled on his earlobe and started to give him a proper handjob at last.

"If you cum and make a mess, Father will be very disappointed in you, you know," Soya said.  He groaned- he knew.  He'd probably never be let out of the house again, much less off the estate.  But he had to GO.  Or cum.  Which...?  His eyes unfocused and he let his head loll to the side as eroticism and the need to pee melded into a single desire for release.  To hell with decency and shame.  He didn't care.  It hurt, it felt so good, he wanted it to be over so he could think again and be as close to human as his family let him get.

"Haa... Ah...!"

He started crying out while Soya mercilessly teased him with light strokes.  Just a little faster, a little more pressure and he could be free.  He bucked desperately into that huge hand but Soya refused to let him find catharsis.

"Onii-san, please..."

"Not yet.  Onii-chan's helping you be a big boy right now so be good, okay?"

He completely missed the eager joy in Soya's expression as he was edged to the brink and made to stay on the maddening edge of release.  Come on, just a little more... he needed to let this out...!

"We've arrived."

The driver's voice was lost in the haze.  He only moaned needily when Soya stopped touching him and leapt to obey when he was told to get out of the car.  He stood there trembling with his pants down around his ankles and dick hanging out for the world to see while Soya took his sweet time confirming some details on when to come back for them.  Just one good stroke and he'd-

Soya stretched casually then beckoned him along.  "Come on, Hakuri.  We're almost there.  Keep touching yourself but don't cum yet, okay?"

This was torture, but of course he did as instructed.  He used his own precum to slick himself up and jerked off as he was led towards some small, dark building at the top of a hill.  Every step up the short flight of stairs to the entryway jostled his heavy belly and reminded him of how much he needed to piss all over right where he was.  They were right there in front of the door but Soya was taking too long to fish out the keys and unlock it- he wasn't gonna make it.  His breaths came out hot and raw as he tightened his grip.  He could just cum then piss right here.  Soya wasn't helping any more so what could he do?  He was gonna cum here and let his brother punish him however he wanted.

"O-Onii-san, I'm-"

Soya grabbed his wrist and denied him again .

"I told you, Hakuri. Not yet."  He started to cry as Soya finally got the door open.  Why?  Please.  Please .  He didn't care who saw him or how it happened, he needed to go.  He needed to make an idiot out himself.  Embarrass himself in front of whoever Soya wanted him to- whatever it took to finally find release.  

Soya pushed him over the threshold into the empty house and he snapped.  Here.  Now .  He used his left hand to clumsily stroke himself- but Soya stopped that too.  No!

"Onii-chan, please!  I need to pee!" he sobbed. "PLEASE!"

Soya breathed out a satisfied sigh and stroked his hair.  "There we go. That wasn't so hard, was it?"

He looked up in confusion as his brother brought him into a hug and squeezed him close.

"Good boy, Hakuri."

"What do you...?"

"It's ok now.  Onii-chan will help you."  He gasped as Soya finally touched him once more and roughly jerked his cock.  Once, twice, and he was shuddering in his brother's arms.

"Cum as much as you want, Hakuri.  Onii-chan's here for you.  Always."

He couldn't comprehend what was happening but it didn't matter.  Soya was letting him cum all over his pants as they stood there in the entryway.  Finally.  He was cumming and couldn't stop.  Soya held him tight and kept jerking him past the point of pleasure but Hakuri never once considered asking him not to.  He only knew that he was clinging to his brother and crying out for him as he devolved into a pathetic shivering mess.  Some relief at last, at long last...!

"Wow, Hakuri~ You had so much in you! Onii-chan's impressed."  

The high felt like it lasted for ages before he finally started to climb down.  He panted and nuzzled into Soya's chest as the glow slowly faded.  His knees were so wobbly he couldn't stand without help- he'd never felt so satisfied.  But there was still more in him that needed to come out.

"Onii-chan, I'm gonna-" He felt himself start to crack as pee spurted out before he even finished softening.  He gripped Soya's arms in panic. "I'm-!"

"Ah, already? Let's get you to the bathroom."  Soya tugged his arm and tried to shove him towards an open door.  Another splatter of pee came out as his dick swung.  

Hakuri swallowed hard as painful reality set in.  The toilet was only a few steps away.  Relief was so close.  But… "I can't make it," he whispered.

And with that, he finally broke.

"Haa... HAA...!"

Hakuri moaned loudly in sheer pleasure as he stood in place and let it happen.  The day's worth of piss burst out of him and hit the floor with a loud hiss, immediately flooding the floor around them.  He was having an accident at last.  

He couldn't help but look down at the thick stream coursing out of him as it splashed noisily on the ground.  How had he held so much for so long?  He'd never stop at this rate.  He tried to force more out at once but he was already pissing as hard as he could.  He spared only the briefest thought for what the cleanup would be like as he reveled in the feeling of finally, FINALLY finding full release.  It was the best accident he'd ever had.  Wait, really?  Was he enjoying... never mind.  He let the racket of the mess he was making drown out the intrusive thoughts while Soya watched in silence.

Eventually, after what felt like hours, the flow started to slacken and taper.  He sighed in contentment as it thinned and with a few more spurts, ceased at last.  

Footsteps splashed through the puddle and he found himself being kissed tenderly.  "You did well, Hakuri."

Soya's surprisingly warm voice broke through some of the haze.  Praise?  For him?  He'd lost control right in front of the bathroom but he was still...?

"Onii-chan's really proud of you.  Good job."

Hakuri wavered as his mind cleared.  What was this?  Why was Soya being so nice when he'd lost his mind and made such a huge mess?  "Onii-chan...?"

Soya pulled him in for another kiss before smiling in a way he hadn't seen in years.  "It's OK, Hakuri.  Go get in the bath.  Onii-chan will take care of everything."

He nodded meekly and let Soya ruffle his hair before stepping out of his soaked pants to follow orders.  Soya made good on his promise and Hakuri had one of the most stress-free baths he'd had in ages once he found a bathroom with a tub- this place was surprisingly big in the back.  It seemed familiar somehow but he didn't want to think about why that might be right now.

That sweet smile from his older brother had him feeling a certain way. It was... painful.  He shook his head- there was no point dwelling on wondering what it meant or what could have been.  He made sure to wash himself thoroughly before settling in for a quick soak.  He was used to how these things went by now.  He'd been brought to this place for a purpose and wouldn't be able to relax no matter how unusually kind Soya was being.  So he simply cleared his mind and prepared for the inevitable.  

He stepped out a bit later and returned to the entryway to find Soya had not only cleaned up the mess, but had even laid out some clean clothes for him and started dinner.  Hakuri put on the oversized pajamas -probably Soya's spares- and was overcome with nostalgia for a moment.  He was still so small compared to his big brother, and there was no catching up to him at this rate.  He was already seventeen and still far scrawnier than Soya had been at his age.  Maybe it was for the best, though, he thought as he bunched up the shirt to his nose and breathed in the scent of fabric softener.  He probably wouldn't be as valuable or easy for Soya to love if he grew to the same size.  

Hakuri walked over when Soya beckoned him and sat down at the kitchen table to find another glass of water for him.  Of course.  He sighed a little and obediently sipped at it while watching his brother work the old-fashioned range.  Hakuri belatedly realised that they must be in one of the family's vacation homes as he looked around; it was old, but everything was well-kept in the Sazanami fashion.  He didn't remember ever visiting this one in particular, but it wasn't too different from the ones he'd been taken to as a little kid.  They had places like this all over Japan- beaches, mountains, even some suburbs had a spot to retreat to when life demanded rest away from the family.  For those who earned it, anyway.  This must have been what Soya had been working so hard for.  How long would they be staying here for, anyway?  No one ever seemed to take vacations for more than a few days at a time, so they could be back at the estate as soon as tomorrow.  He wasn't sure how he felt about that.

His eyes were drawn back to Soya as he cursed and seemed to struggle with whatever he was trying to make.  It was strange to see his brutal older brother cooking what could possibly be omurice in a tiny, dated kitchen.  Burning eggs, huh?  Well, no one could be good at everything.  But Hakuri knew better than to comment when his opinion was unasked for so he contented himself with nursing the glass of water while smoke started to pour out of the pan.   

He resigned himself to eating charcoal for dinner and downed the rest of the water. Maybe he could make things easier on himself later if he played along... Soya was being nice now, but his hair trigger temper was dangerous out here.  There probably weren't enough supplies in the first aid kit to patch himself up with if his brother decided to take things out on him again.  Heck he didn't even know if there were any medical supplies here at all.  And by the sound of things, Soya was well on his way to having a minor fit.  Better to be safe than risk Father's disappointment by needing to go to the hospital.  He refilled his glass and sat back down at the table.  

Soya cursed again as he scraped some blackened substance off the pan onto a plate.  Why was Soya doing any of this, actually?  What was the point of working so hard that he nearly broke himself just to come out to his remote, empty place?  And do everything himself, no less!  He'd gone out of his way to make sure there were no staff here for some reason.  What was he getting at?

"Here you go!"

Hakuri blinked when the plate of charred food was set down in front of him with an indulging smile.  Soya leaned over the table and watched him intently, obviously waiting for him to take a bite.  Hakuri obliged and crunched through the hard outer crust to the burnt shreds of egg, rice, and shell underneath.

"How is it?  Did Onii-chan do a good job?"

Hakuri nodded and took a big swig of water.  "It's good, thank you," he replied.

Soya beamed at him and kissed the top of his head before going back to the stove to make his own portion.  Hakuri nibbled away at his brother's failed omurice with ease- he'd eaten far worse things.  Even getting to eat at all was a privilege some days.  As long as he took it slow and drank plenty of water he'd be fine.

Soya sat down next to him and they ate in comfortable silence, each absorbed in their own thoughts.  Hakuri pondered over the three empty chairs around the table while he worked his way through the blackened mess on his plate.  Father would be sitting at the head, of course.  Mother and Tenri would be across from him.  And Soya always sat next to him, just like this.  Back before...

A sudden sense of longing welled up in Hakuri's chest and nearly brought him to tears.

Back before they found out I was useless.

"What's wrong, Hakuri?" He glanced up to see Soya looking at him with a neutral expression before hurriedly wiping his eyes.  He couldn't afford to give the wrong impression.  Just in case, he took a big bite and tried to smile to signal that the food wasn't the problem.  

"Nothing... sorry."

"Come on, you can tell me.  We're brothers, right?"  

He met Soya's gaze- it was even, no hint of anger to be seen.  The nostalgic smile from earlier flashed in his vision.  Something about this place was making Soya much softer than usual.  If this hadn't set off a round of suspicious questioning, then maybe he could safely test him a little to find out what today's limits were.

"I remembered eating dinner with everyone," he admitted.

"Ah, right.  Mother and Tenri used to sit on that side while Father was at the head.  But we only ever ate like that when we were on vacation.  I kind of miss it too."  

Soya's frank response surprised him and dried up the rest of his tears.  He was incredibly different today.  Almost as if he'd gone back to being...

"It's been almost ten years, right?  You were so small!" Soya laughed and ruffled his hair.  "You were pathetic even back then.  Do you remember pissing yourself on me while we were watching a movie?"

And there it was.

"No, I don't..." Vague memories of sitting on a couch with Soya, Tenri, and their mother surfaced but he didn't have any particular recollection of wetting himself at all, much less on top of Soya.  That hadn't started until the bullying picked up a few years ago.

"Hm.  Well, you were basically asleep at the time, so I guess it can't be helped."  Soya's nonchalant response sent chills through him- some long-buried memories he'd probably forgotten for good reason were starting to stir in the back of his mind.  Hakuri thought fast as his brother's expression all but invited him to ask about what happened.  Did he want to know?  Of course not.  But did he have to ask anyway?  

Of course he did.

"...What did I do?"

Soya's face broke into a grin and he rested his chin in the palm of his hand.  "We were all on the couch watching that cartoon movie Tenri really liked.  You climbed on top of me and started to doze with your face on my shoulder.  Then right before the end of the movie, you had an accident."

Hakuri thought of himself crying while a much younger but still-larger-than-him Soya shook him as a big wet spot spread on both of them... Oh.  Right.  His cheeks singed a little as the memory returned to him.  He had done that, hadn't he?  Father and mother had just sighed in disappointment, but Tenri had mocked him for weeks afterwards.  The shame of it all was too much for a little kid to handle so he’d probably forgotten because of that.

"Sorry." It was a bit late and useless, but better than nothing.

"Don't worry about it!  Those things happen.  I still love you."  

He couldn't find any comfort in Soya's reassurance.  He tried to finish his burnt "dinner" instead while something nagged at his thoughts- the phrasing?  Was that it?  "Those things happen"... taken to a vacation home... all the water... His stomach roiled as the dots connected.  

Soya seemed to be waiting for a follow-up, so he asked: "...Onii-chan, what are we doing tonight?"

Soya's eyes flashed with glee when he finally heard the question he'd wanted Hakuri to ask most. "We're going to have fun ," he said.

Hakuri slowly finished up the omurice and drank the rest of his water.  Fun, was it?  He'd have to straddle the edge of delirium and sanity again tonight.  Definitely once, maybe more.  But at least the chance of needing to patch himself up was low.  If all he had to do was wet himself and let Soya fuck him, it was almost a real vacation.  

The heavy thunk of a full glass of water being placed in front of him snapped his attention back to Soya.  His big brother grinned childishly as he nudged the glass towards him before taking the empty plate away.  He drank it down in large gulps and handed it back to be refilled.  If this was the game, then he'd willingly play along.

"Good job, Hakuri~  It's cute when you understand."

He pretended to ignore the praise and started on the next glass, taking his time on it.  If he drank too much too fast then Soya would be disappointed that he didn't have more to let out later- he seemed to want to draw this out as much as possible.  And maybe Hakuri didn't mind that himself, but that was a dangerous line of thought so he stopped thinking altogether.  All he had to care about was getting ready to lose control again.  It was just him and Soya here, so he could go all-out on filling himself up to bursting to make his brother happy.  Maybe the puddle he'd made earlier would seem small by comparison.  Wait, why would he care about that?

The next few hours dragged on as the sun set and Soya turned on the TV to veg on the couch after making some secretive preparations in one of the bedrooms.  Hakuri busied himself with sipping on water and exploring the little place- well, little by Sazanami standards anyway.  It was all one level but sprawled surprisingly far in the back with multiple bedrooms and bathrooms, even a huge dining room.  He knew right away which bedroom Soya planned for them to stay in when he saw futons laid out with protections against bed wetting in the largest one.  Of course he'd want to do that too.  But again, at least this was a reprieve from being beaten or worse.  He could be crying while trying to set a broken bone right now.

He wandered back to the kitchen to refill his glass for the umpteenth time then leaned over the back of the living room couch.  Soya was watching some kind of variety show and laughing at the jokes, paying him no mind at all.  Did he only care if there was an opportunity to hurt or embarrass him?  That should be fine.  The way his stomach was stretching out again was proof enough that Soya didn't have to have eyes on him to find him useful.  So were all the bruises from failed escape and hiding attempts that covered his arms, legs, and torso.  Soya cared a little too much, if anything.

And yet.

Maybe it was because he was in an unusual situation, but Hakuri felt a little petulant.  His brother had overworked himself for weeks and beaten him black and blue just to make him have a few accidents out here in a vacation home?  So he could watch TV while Hakuri stood there like an idiot overfilling himself with water?  He could ruin things, he realised.  Soya would focus everything on him if he peed right here on the back of the couch... He shook his head.  That was stupid as hell.  He'd just get hit for making an expensive mess and have to start all over again.  Hadn't he learned anything from what Soya did to him in the empty warehouses?  His brother always got what he wanted, never minding what Hakuri could actually give.

A familiar pressure started to build again as he refilled his glass a few more times while the TV droned on.  It wouldn't take long for the need to become urgent.  Soya glanced at him a few times with a big smile but seemed content to let him do his own thing.  He was very trusting today, for some reason.  Hakuri's gut twitched in sympathy as the sound of water rushing out the tap reminded him of how full he was.  He was really overdoing it this time and for no good reason.  Soya wasn't watching him at all but he'd still made sure to drink more than earlier in the day.  He was practically swollen with water and pee but still adding more.  He chugged one more glass, refilled for the last time, and sat next to Soya on the couch.  Soya immediately rubbed his belly and pressed on it a little to make him squirm in discomfort.  In a little bit that would be all it took for him to lose it right then and there. ..

"You're a good boy today, Hakuri.  Onii-chan's happy."

Soya was starting to sound like a broken record but he didn't mind.  He'd do anything if he could get praised like this more often- it was so good he almost felt it on a physical level.  Heck, why not try to earn some if Soya was feeling so generous?  He got the feeling that as long as he played along he'd get complimented and doted on as much as he wanted tonight.  He didn't know all the rules yet, but it seemed like if he assumed the role of an obedient, helpless little brother then he'd be safe from violence.  So he scooted closer and leaned against his brother, resting his head on his shoulder.  

"You're so cute!"  

The praise thrilled him in a way he didn't expect and tried to ignore as Soya lavished him with unusually gentle affection.  

"Onii-chan's so happy to have you here~  It was worth talking to Father to let you come along."

Well, that was one question answered.  So Soya really had been doing all that extra work just to earn Father's favour- all so Hakuri could be here too.  He'd better make sure to sound grateful.  "Thank you, Onii-chan."

He winced as Soya's bear hug pressed against some bruises that hadn't faded yet.  Soya really did love him in his own painful and frighteningly unfathomable way.  Hakuri shoved questions about how long they'd be staying for or why this place in particular out of his mind- reminding Soya of what was waiting for them both back home would probably ruin this rare mood of his.  It wasn't quite the same as he remembered, but this was the closest Soya had been to the kind Onii-chan of their youth in ages.  He wanted it to last as long as possible.  Hopefully at least until a few more bruises faded.

They cuddled together as time dragged past and the pressure slowly ramped into need once more.  Hakuri found himself subtly teasing his cock while some strange thrill seeped in and started to heat him up alongside the growing urge to pee.  Normally he only came once a day if Soya let him, but maybe the relaxed atmosphere was getting to him.  He knew that his brother saw what he was doing but it didn't really matter to him.  He kept tapping and swirling his fingers on the head of his cock while imagining how he'd wet himself this time.  What did Soya have in mind?  He'd already had an accident right in front of the bathroom today so that wasn't it.  Did Soya want him to lose it while they snuggled like this?  Right here on the couch?  Did he want him to take his dick out so he could hear the stream hit the floor while they kept watching TV, not even bothering to try and make it to the toilet?  Maybe stand up and let go right in front so he could watch the wet patch spread and piss stream out through the fabric?

"Haa..."

Maybe Soya wanted him to hold it until bedtime so he'd have an accident in the futon.  He could bend him over and fuck him while he wet himself there.  Or maybe it was meant for right here?  There was no way he could keep it all in if Soya took him now though, let alone in a few hours.  He'd lose it almost as soon as his brother thrust inside his ass and started pounding.  He'd pee himself so fast if Soya fucked him with his huge cock right now.

"Haa... haa..!"

He wouldn't make it until it was time for sex anyway, not with how much he had inside and all the water still sloshing in his belly.  He was so full even Soya's oversized pants were almost fitting him properly.  He'd burst and lose it all over the floor again before he even got to the hallway.  He couldn't hold it.

"Feeling good, Hakuri?"

Soya's amused tease only egged him on somehow.  He should be at least a little embarrassed about doing this next to his brother, but after what Soya did to him in the car earlier... Soya was watching him struggle again, but this time from the beginning...

"You're so lewd for your Onii-chan.  So cute~"  

Hakuri squeezed his dick and started to pet his shaft to get it to harden.  He could make a huge mess if he did this right.  Just flood the whole floor with everything he couldn't hold anymore.

Soya gently removed his hand and squeezed it.  "Not this time," he said.

He looked up in confusion after Soya kissed his forehead.  "But... if I don't..."

"Not this time," Soya repeated.  "Just tell Onii-chan when you need to go."

Well, if that's how his brother wanted it, then that was that.  The need remained, though.  Hakuri felt supremely petty as he shuffled in place and let the aimless horniness and discomfort ramp up unchecked.  He couldn't hold on for long like this and he was still so full of water.  He was going to lose it and still have so much left to- oh.  Oh .

His cheeks flushed as he realised what Soya was aiming at.  He was here from the beginning this time and they had a long night ahead of them.

Hakuri tentatively looked askance at Soya while he chuckled at the empty nonsense coming from the TV; Soya lightly squeezed him again but didn't turn to look at him.  Right, from the beginning.  He settled in and focused on his own state to maintain as precise control as he could manage, circling his fingers in the rough palm of his brother's hand.  

He let the first little spurt out during a commercial break to see if Soya would notice.  He flushed when he felt the hot piss splash against his leg, but got no reaction from his brother.  Another spurt, this one a little longer- still nothing.  He subtly squeezed his thighs together and let out one more until he felt it no longer soaking into his underwear.  Soya paid him no mind at all and absently checked a message on his phone instead.  

He waited a little longer before letting out a bigger stream when the show ended- this one left a little damp spot on his crotch.  He swallowed a sigh as his dick twitched against the damp fabric.  He might get hard just from this... if only he wasn't feeling so sensitive and pressured to relieve himself.  He resisted the idea of adjusting himself with his hands and settled for shifting his hips to point the next stream at a drier patch, moaning softly as he made another big wet spot in his underwear.  Unreal, he was already almost soaked and still has so much left.  Soya had to know what he was doing right?

But his brother's attention was glued to the TV.  Thrill gripped Hakuri- he was peeing himself right next to his brother and he was none the wiser.  As long as he didn't get any on the couch, he could keep going.  He let out a daringly long stream as the intro song to some prime-time anime started to play; he pissed himself for a few seconds straight and let it run over his leg and soak into the inside seam of his pants before he scrambled to stop.  Stop ... he couldn't lose it here on the couch...!  He resorted to squeezing himself and curling up to cut the flow.  Soya looked at him in amusement but went back to watching the show as the narrator started to give a bland recap of whatever happened last time.  Hakuri kept his legs pressed together to hide the dark fabric just in case.  God.  Letting it out little by little was making him want to just give in and go right where he was all over again.  But not yet, not yet...

He waited until a loud action scene started up to piss himself again.  He could swear the sound of the pee pulsing out between his thighs was audible over the show, but once again he was allowed to keep his secret.  This one was harder to stop though.  No, he couldn't- he was going- he squeezed and tensed as hard as he could and begged himself to hold on.  Just a little longer.

"Hakuri, do you need to go pee?"

Soya's affectionate voice arrested his attention just as he managed to control himself.  Hakuri realised he'd been pretty obviously having an accident now- his pants were totally damp all over the crotch and down to the thighs while he was practically doubled over with the strain of keeping the rest in.  So much for peeing himself in secret.

But that was part of the game.

"... Yeah," he said softly.  

Soya patted his lap.  "Come here," he demanded.  Hakuri obeyed and climbed on so that he was straddling his brother face-to-face, trying not to look too guilty or excited about what was going to happen.  He gripped Soya's arms a little tightly when he started to kiss him.

"I told you to let me know when you needed to go," Soya murmured before nipping at his lip.

"Sorry, Onii-chan.  I couldn't hold it."

"I know.  You've still got a lot, right?"  He flinched when Soya squeezed his sides- a few extra drops spilled out, but he held on.

"Yeah..."

Soya chuckled as he moved down to kissing Hakuri's neck and rubbing his ass.  "Hold the pee for Onii-chan while he makes you feel good.  Don't touch yourself and leave it all to me."

Hakuri sighed and let himself fall forward while long, rough fingers pulled his pants down and started to poke and prod at his entrance.  Soya took his time to work him up before pausing to open a bottle of lube he'd stashed somewhere nearby.  Hakuri knew his eyes were clouding over with hazy pleasure as his brother kneaded and teased his hole; he could feel himself getting hard all on his own as he clung to those broad shoulders.  But the pressure in him was rising even faster than the lust.

"Onii-chan, I still need to pee..."  He thrust himself onto Soya's first finger a little to send the message. Soya swirled it around in languid circles to brush against Hakuri's insides.  He keened and tried to slide himself on deeper, but one finger just wasn't enough.  He started to bounce his hips in frustration as small spurts of piss escaped.  "I'll have an accident, so please..."

"Guess it can't be helped."  Soya paused to add a second finger then began stretching his hole.  The little shocks of pleasure helped stop the flow and his dick started to harden again, but it still wasn't enough against the overwhelming urge to go.

"Onii-chan, I'm gonna go.  I'm gonna pee," he panted.

"Keep it in, Hakuri."  Soya added a third finger and thrust in and out.  Hakuri moaned into his neck and moved his hips to the rhythm, willing the feeling of fucking himself on his brother's hand to be enough.  His ragged breaths echoed in the empty house as he bounced himself as rough and fast as he could.  He could feel his gut convulsing to get rid of everything he was still holding on to, though.  He'd let out too much earlier and his body wanted to get rid of the rest- it knew he'd drank way too much for anyone to handle, never mind someone with so little control over their own bladder.  

"O-Onii-chan... I'm sorry, I can't-"

"Are you going to have an accident?"

He nodded.

"You're going to pee yourself on your big brother?"

He nodded again and groaned as a little stream started to dribble out.  He was losing it right here, just like a little kid.  

Soya started to stroke his dick at last.  "Even if he does this for you?" he asked teasingly.

Hakuri's senses scrambled in sensory overload.  He had to go!, he wanted to cum, couldn't get hard, feel good?, too much!, need to-

"It's OK, Hakuri."  

Soya's hot breath in his ear was his everything.  

"Go pee."

"HAAAH-"

Hakuri broke and had his second accident.  He half-sobbed, half laughed in relief as he peed himself on top of Soya, flooding his shirt and crotch until it started to splash and pool on him, totally out of control.  This was what his brother wanted, so he had no choice.  He had to pee on Soya just like when they were little.  He buried his face in Soya's shoulder and let it all out in a thick, unwavering stream.  

Soya stroked his head and hugged him close.   "You really held a lot again.  You're going to soak the couch too," he laughed.  "But it's OK- Onii-chan will clean it up.  Just go pee."

It wasn't like he could stop even if he wanted to.  Hakuri adjusted so that he could look down and watch himself wet the both of them- watch his dick twitch with desire as his piss flowed over Soya's growing erection.  Seeing Soya's cock harden while he lost control like this was... was...!  Oh god.  Once he finally stopped peeing himself his brother was going to flip him over and finish what his fingers started.  Soya was probably going to fuck him raw after this.

Was it still part of the game for him to be this turned on by humiliating himself at Soya's whim?  His own heavy breathing and the need to touch himself right now was completely new to him.  Having an accident on his brother's command was doing strange things to his body that he didn't really understand.  This shouldn't feel so damn amazing, but maybe he'd be OK with pissing himself whenever Soya asked from now on.  He had never, ever felt this good before.  

"Mh!"  Hakuri flinched when Soya gently played with his dick while he neared the end.  Just that much was enough to get him to start wishing for more.  Soya was making him feel so good tonight, so... loved.

"Good boy, Hakuri.  Onii-chan's happy you told him when you needed to go~"

The stream finally started to taper off as Soya praised him yet again.  What was this?  Why did hearing those things make him want to feel even better?  Why was he reacting so strongly to something so embarrassing?  He had no idea, and no chance of finding answers any time soon.  He just let himself finish having the accident while Soya toyed with him, promising a little more than last time with the way he was fondling him and whispering so much encouragement.  For the first time ever, Hakuri found himself looking forward to what came next.  He wanted to feel his brother's huge cock slip inside and fill him back up.

Soya took Hakuri's hand and placed it on his sopping wet erection so he finished peeing on his own hand.  His brother's massive cock twitched eagerly under his touch- Hakuri gulped.  This huge thing was going to be fucking him.

"Are you ready, Hakuri?  It's Onii-chan's turn."

"... Please."

Soya's knowing grin didn't even bother him like it usually did.  He simply did as instructed when Soya told him to get on the floor and kneel between his legs.  He definitely didn't tremble in anticipation when Soya freed his erection from his pants and lightly stroked himself, not at all.  He just... wanted it.

"Take it."

Hakuri sat up and started licking the tip just the way Soya liked it.  He gently nibbled on the shaft with his lips covering his teeth the way he'd been taught, paying special attention to the underside to make Soya moan and gasp.  He didn't even mind the taste of his own watery piss while he licked and sucked on Soya's cock- he just wanted to make Soya feel good and maybe get some more praise.  He couldn't wait until the next time he had to wet himself even though it wasn't that far off.

Hakuri let himself moan as he took Soya's dick in to his mouth to start sucking harder.  He was fondling himself now that he could get hard again and working himself up even faster than his brother.  If he did a good enough job maybe Soya would put it in before he came as a reward.  Maybe he'd pat his head and call him a "good boy" again.  Ah, please!  He wanted to feel those nice touches and hear that gentle voice again.  Anything for that.  

"Good job, Hakuri... keep going..."

Praised again!  Hakuri put even more effort in and unhinged his jaw to take as much in as he could.  Surely this would get him some more.  He flicked his tongue and swirled it around the head and shaft while sucking deeply to get those guttural, satisfied groans out of Soya while he stroked himself with vigor.  He wanted this inside him now .  Praise.  NOW .

"You're so good at this, Hakuri... a little more..."

"Mmmgh!"

He squeezed his eyes shut as he found himself cumming on the floor with Soya's dick still in his mouth.  When did he- whatever.  So good.  He was good at this... it felt so good...

Soya looked down on him and sneered.  "Ha ha... You're moaning on my dick already?  Did you just cum?  How pathetic."  

Some of the fire inside him died as Soya returned to normal.  He'd gotten too caught up in his own pleasure to keep playing by the rules, so mean Soya was back.  Damn it.  But he wasn't being hit so it wasn't a total loss.  

Hakuri's brief orgasm completely faded out as he made a ring around the base of Soya's cock with his fingers.  If he did good enough here there might be a chance to salvage things.  He squeezed just tight enough to help build momentum without completely denying his brother's climax as he sucked.  Soya was watching him work with a deeply amused yet pleased expression when he glanced up- good.  He could still go back to the sweet mood if he was serviced well enough.  Probably, anyway...

Hakuri thought hard as he tended to Soya.  So the rules of the game said he couldn't be completely helpless.  He couldn't just totally shut off and leave everything in Soya's care despite what he said earlier- he needed to be cute and weak, but still able to have some control.  He looked at Soya again but he'd tilted his head back to bask in pleasure.  Well, at least this was still going alright.  Hakuri wrapped his lips over his teeth again and sucked hard before abandoning Soya's dick to start sucking and nibbling on his balls.  He normally avoided doing this since it delayed Soya's orgasm and his release from pain, but tonight the rules were different.

Soya's heavy hand landed on his head.  "Ah, good... that's good, Hakuri..."

There it was: Soya wanted to be doted on in return tonight instead of the usual one-sided way they did things.  He had to be a little proactive too.  Now that he knew all the rules, he was safe to finish this up.  Sadly for him, he'd have to wait to get his hole filled though- wait, no, he shouldn't want that in the first place!

He breathed hotly on Soya's crotch and tongued his balls to make him squirm a little; Soya tugged his hair and bucked into him a little bit to let him know he was feeling it.  Hakuri took one in his mouth and rolled it around before doing the same to the other and sucking lightly to make Soya moan- it worked.  He went back to working the shaft with little licks and nibbles again to start over now that Soya was beginning to melt.  Soya put his other hand on his head and started messing with his hair in that way he did when he was getting closer.  Hakuri picked up the pace and took the huge dick in his mouth one more to start working towards the finale.

He started shallow and gradually took more and more in until he was deep-throating.  It was so hard not to gag on this massive thing, but he had plenty of practice ignoring the reflex by now.  He made sure Soya could feel himself hitting the back of his throat with long, deep motions- he didn't like it too fast.  Soya's cock kept twitching and leaking precum for him to lap up and swallow while he worked him up closer and closer, thick and familiar.  He got a good, long moan out of him by lightly biting down and dragging his teeth along the shaft, tonguing hard on the head before lavishing the veiny underside.  Once he heard Soya's breath start to hitch he sucked even harder to build up the orgasm.   

"Hah, Hakuri... so good... Onii-chan's gonna cum..."

A warning?  He must have gotten back on track to Nice Soya.  He smiled and resumed the faster, shallower sucks with his fingers at the base to help things along.  The praise coming back was pretty nice, too.  He guessed.  If he worked a little harder, maybe...!

Soya started to roll his hips and press down on his head- he was nearly there.  Hakuri braced himself and went all-out to take in Soya's whole length with a few massive sucks.

"Hakuri- Hakuri!!"

Soya slammed Hakuri's head down and held it in place as he came.  He choked a little bit as Soya shot directly in the back of his throat but managed to swallow everything with ease; he didn't even have to taste it this time Soya was so far back.  Soya let up after the initial burst so Hakuri could keep sucking him off as he rode out his orgasm.  Carefully, carefully- he hated being overstimulated.  Hakuri just had to prolong the pleasure a little so his brother could keep cumming until he was completely empty.  A few gentle sucks while the thrusting slowed, some flicks of the tongue, a big gulp, and he downed it all.

"Show onii-chan... you swallowed..."

Hakuri obediently opened his mouth to prove he wasn't holding anything back.  He playfully rolled Soya's dick on his tongue as Soya smiled at him and pet his hair- a doting little brother would be a bit of a brat, right?  It was hard to remember exactly how they used to be together, much less apply it to whatever they had going on now.  

Soya was delighted though and cupped his cheeks in his hands. "You're such a tease, Hakuri~  Good job."

Good job.   He basked in the warm praise as he sat back on his heels to let Soya relax.  To his surprise, Soya beckoned him back to his side with a little wave and satisfied grin.  He got up and snuggled where he'd been before on the significantly wetter cushions.

"Onii-chan's going to take care of everything here, so keep being a good boy, OK?"

He didn't have to ask to know what being a "good boy" meant.  Hakuri nodded and nuzzled Soya's shoulder while they sat there and waited while the last dregs of his brother's pleasure faded out into contentment.  He'd made a huge mess by losing it on the couch, maybe even damaged it beyond repair, but if Soya was going to take care of it then he probably had nothing to worry about.  Times like this were the only hints he ever saw to the genius intellect that everyone else claimed Soya had.  Hakuri just knew him as obsessive and far too loving, but apparently he could get his act together when it came to having "fun" with his useless little brother.  

"Hey, Onii-chan..."

"Hm?  What is it?"

"..."

What was he going to ask, "Why do you love me?"  He'd heard the answer to that question thousands of times.  There was something else he needed to hear on a fundamental level.

"Am I good enough?"

Soya paused before laughing out loud.  "What?  No way!  You're worthless.  But that's what makes you so loveable."

Of course.  He shouldn't have hoped to hear anything different- this wasn't really his Onii-chan.  It was Soya Onii-san wearing his younger self's skin for a night.  Still...

He snuggled in closer so Soya could hug him while they sat together in the damp mess.  He could pretend a little longer too.  He'd probably miss this kinder version of his big brother badly when they had to go back to the estate, after all.

Hakuri was shooed away after a few minutes so Soya could clean up.  He sipped on his glass of water while standing in the kitchen, hoping his clothes would dry in time for whatever else they were going to do tonight.  It was getting to be a bit late so he hoped that it wouldn't take too long to get to it.  He absently rubbed his stomach as he filled up on water again- he'd be able to pee again soon, so whatever happened would probably be over with sooner or later.  Not that he wanted it to happen at all, of course.  Feeling good by having accidents while Soya praised him wasn't something he should look forward to.

He quickly lost interest in whatever Soya was doing to fix the couch, so he decided to wander back out into the rest of the house.  It held no nostalgia for him save for being a bit similar to the last one they'd stayed in as a full family.  Everything was pristine, distinguished, and boringly stuffy just like the main estate- like no one had ever lived here even for a day.  That should speak to the servant's skills in keeping things tidy, but he couldn't help feeling just a little bitter.  Who was all this space for?  Him and Soya for however many days he'd be having accidents all over the aged hardwood floors?  He wouldn't be surprised if they were the first people to intrude on this place in months.

He shouldn't be thinking like that, though.  He was a worthless waste of space himself, only good for amusing his family by embarrassing himself whenever he tried to do something.  This house that sat empty most of the year was far more valuable than he was.  He should be disgraced for pissing all over it for the sake of his own-

No.  No matter how he felt in the moment, he didn't enjoy the rotten, worthless feelings that came after.  The only thing that made this different from wetting himself back home was that Soya was being weirdly nice out here.  He shouldn't get carried away just from a little praise because Soya liked to see him humiliate himself.  He was still peeing himself for someone else's pleasure.

... And his own, too.

Hakuri blushed and kicked open the sliding door to a small bathroom a little harder than he needed to.  Fine.  If he had to admit that he got hard as fuck when Soya teased him in the car earlier, he would.  He'd even admit that the catharsis of getting to cum and pee after holding it in for so long was kind of nice when Soya praised him.  But that was it.  It was just finding release after being full that was getting to him, nothing more.  He was just playing Soya's game and not finding it horrible for once.

He glanced at the toilet then refilled his glass from the sink and meandered away.  He probably wouldn't get to use one during his stay here.  Actually, had Soya used one himself yet?  Not like he was keeping tabs, but Hakuri had a sneaking suspicion about what Soya would turn to when he needed to go.

An hour passed in relative calm.  Walking around the house in a loop helped him steady his nerves while his stomach swelled again- he'd really gone overboard earlier if he was starting to feel like he could go a lot again already.  But he kept sipping water because that was the only thing Soya gave him to do.  He'd smiled and waved Hakuri away when he went in to check on the couch situation and it wasn't like he was going to hover around to try and watch the TV from afar.  Man, why did all of the family houses have to be so boring?  There was nothing to do if there was no work to be done for the Rakuzaichi.  There weren't even any toys for little kids stashed away anywhere.  Just empty bedrooms with rolled-up futons and closets, empty office spaces, an empty dining room, empty bathrooms and an empty kitchen too.  He and Soya were the only things even close to having a soul in this place and he seriously doubted that his own was sufficient to count.

The futons spread out waiting for them caught his eye as he passed the bedroom, looking pretty inviting now that the day's events were catching up to him.  He stepped inside and checked them out while scanning the room- it was as boring as everything else here, of course.  He tapped the one closest to him with his toe to hear the crinkle of plastic underneath.  Didn't take much to guess what Soya had planned here, especially with both of them covered with protective measures.  He spared a brief moment of pity for the staff that would be doing the deep cleaning after they left.

He knelt down and got underneath the blanket to sit and draw his knees against his chin.  How long had it been since he could sleep in an actual bed alone?  ...Not worth thinking about right now.  

Hakuri sighed and buried his face in his arms.  This was all a mess.  A pleasant one, but still so damn confusing.  He felt like so many doors were being opened to expose things he never wanted to realize about himself out here, away from all the stress of trying to be useful to everyone.  He had too much time to think.  Honestly, did he really enjoy what Soya was making him do today?

... Maybe.  

He couldn't deny that he'd cum harder than ever before when Soya finally let him find catharsis.  And all the praise was making him feel so good that he wanted to start stroking himself again already.  Even just peeing himself on Soya's lap had been almost like an orgasm on it's own- he was definitely a bit fucked up.  If he wasn't fearing pain, then he was craving release and feeling way too good when he found it.  Relief, pleasure- they were kind of one in the same to him.

Relief and release, huh...

A little thrill went through him while he thought about that.  Maybe it was just being able to let go after holding so much in.  He wouldn't feel the same feeling going just anywhere, right?  Like, if he just peed himself here, it wouldn't do anything for him.  Surely.  He could let out a lot right now but it wasn't a pressing need to go like earlier.  It might not even risk spreading onto the floor.  No one would know except for him if he tried it, just to see.

He could go right here.

Hakuri didn't hesitate to pull his pants up around his thighs.  He didn't even bother to listen for Soya before pulling the blanket up to cover his knees and starting to go.  The quiet sound of pee hissing into the plastic filled the room as he wet the futon, giving him nothing to focus on but the feeling of warmth pooling around him.  So good... it felt so good to just go right where he was.

He flushed as his dick twitched and begged to be touched.  So, he was a freak after all.  But so be it.  He fondled himself and played with the stream out of sight while relaxing into the feeling of deflating a little.  He must be getting used to holding a lot more than usual if he could pee so much without feeling like he had to go.  It had only been about an hour but he was already flooding everything around him again.  

Oh, right- he lifted the edges of the cover just in time before he accidentally soaked them.  So much, too much... the stream was gentle but strong while he listened to himself wet the futon.  If only he could get hard and have a proper orgasm afterwards, sitting in his own mess with no one else the wiser.  Soya wouldn't even know he'd peed himself like this!  It was a secret just for him.

He emptied himself all too soon, letting the rest drip out from his cock to the puddle below with a tinge of anxiety.  He felt like he'd just exchanged some of his dignity for mental clarity and wasn't sure if he was ready to accept the results.  Well, not like he had any dignity in the first place- Soya had already stripped it all away ages ago.  He wouldn't have been able to pee himself on a whim like this if he was anywhere close to human.

Hakuri listened for Soya as he carefully removed himself from the soaked bedding.  He made a beeline for a servant's closet he'd noted earlier and fetched supplies as quietly as he could- the faster he could clean up, the safer.  Thankfully, luck was on his side and Soya remained occupied while he worked.  He was grateful to whatever spirit was looking out for him today that he was able to sop everything up and remove all traces of what he'd done in peace; he even had time to rinse off before Soya found him as he left the bathroom.

"There you are!  Have you been good?  You're still holding it in for Onii-chan, right ?"

Hakuri hoped his apprehension didn't show on his face as he nodded, offering up the freshly-refilled glass of water as evidence of his false innocence.

Soya chuckled with an indulgent smile.  "Did you have a nap then?  It's probably been pretty tiring for you today since you're so weak.  But we're almost done so try to hang in there."

His mouth quivered into an unsure smile as Soya doted on him and led him back to the living room.  He was safe, but not for long.  At least there was only a little more left tonight.  He made sure to drink as much water as he could while Soya held a one-sided conversation with him over the endless drone of the TV.  Hakuri nodded and stayed quiet like a good little brother as he cuddled and listened to Soya meander from topic to topic, letting his voice go in one ear and out the other.  Soya never asked for his opinion- he only had to be there for his needs, usually just as a warm body that couldn't fight back.  He simply smothered a yawn and let himself be lulled into a calm state he hadn't felt in a long time as Soya's unusually gentle little touches distracted him from feeling full once again.  If only his brother could be like this all the time, he thought as Soya teased his hair.  If only.

He was sleepy and plenty swollen again by the time Soya finished ranting at him.  He barely stirred when Soya pressed on the small bulge of his stomach and laughed before scooping him up in his arms.  Hakuri buried his face in the crook of his brother's neck as he was carried back towards the bedroom- just one more bit of "fun" in the bedroom and then the dream of this kind Onii-chan might vanish in the morning.  

"Wake up, Hakuri~"

Soya softly calling his name roused him enough to stay steady when he was put down next to a bathroom sink.  He blinked in confusion before he was handed a toothbrush and they set to work on their nighttime routine.  

He placed a hand on the sink to keep his balance as Soya playfully bumped his hips into him from behind.  Yeah, he was looking forwa- no, he shouldn't be.  Normally he wouldn't want to be fucked before going to sleep.  But the unspoken promise of what was to come had him out of sorts with his sleep-fogged brain not helping in the slightest.  His full belly and the familiar urge to go weren't either.

He was held in place after they rinsed out, Soya gently combing his hands through his hair while he undid their hair ties.  He winced a little as Soya twined a finger though his longest strands of hair and tugged.

"Hakuri, you peed without Onii-chan's permission, right?"

His own shocked, terrified expression stared back in the mirror as Soya's eyes gleamed harshly.  "Wh-What..."

"You drank so much but didn't have an accident yet.  Just tell Onii-chan the truth."

He nodded as he started to shake.  He was an idiot for giving in earlier- now he was done for.

"Where did you do it?"

"Th-the bed..."

For some reason, Soya seemed happy to hear that.  "Oh?  Why did you pee the bed?  Tell me."

Hakuri nervously checked his brother's expression- it was eager.  He was flushed from excitement while dragging out this tortured confession, not even a bit angry.  Hakuri blinked while Soya waited and teased his hair some more.  Was this somehow part of the game too?  Was he allowed to have accidents in secret if Soya could humiliate him later?  Then if he just fudged the truth a little...

"I had to go, but I couldn't make it." he murmured as he looked away.

Hakuri leaned back into his brother's chest as Soya started to caress and work him up.  The hard-on poking into the small of his back made him heat up a little- would they do it here?  Soya could bend him over and take him right there and make him watch his own lewd face...

"Hmm.  Was that all?" Soya asked with a mocking grin.  Hakuri's breath hitched as Soya started to stroke his groin.  "Why the bed and not the floor?  Did you even try to get up?"

He gasped and wriggled when Soya nipped his earlobe.  He was really getting teased too much today...!  "N-No..."

"So you let it all out in the bed, huh?  And didn't want to tell Onii-chan you had an accident.  You're too cute, Hakuri!"  Hakuri flushed when Soya pressed on his stomach and a few spurts of pee landed on the floor.  He covered his dick with his hands and willed himself to stop, barely catching himself before he burst.  "You're already going to have another one soon~" Soya teased.  "Even with the toilet right here."

He side-eyed the old-fashioned toilet down near his feet while Soya kept squeezing him and trying to get him to go.  It would feel great to squat down and pee even with his brother looming over him and mocking him for being so desperate.  But Soya was right- he was going to have an accident on the floor right here.  He couldn't help it if he had to go while he was being toyed with like this.  Sooner or later he was going to break again and piss himself while having to see his own slutty expressions in the mirror as he did it.  Right here, where Soya could look him in the eye while he pissed right next to the toilet...

"You know, Onii-chan has to go pretty bad too."

His whole body flushed when Soya whispered in his ear.  Right.  Soya hadn't gone all day.

"These old bathrooms aren't good enough, so he's held it all day.  Maybe he'll have an accident too."  Hakuri shivered as Soya slid a finger up to his asshole and prodded it- he knew exactly where his brother planned to go when that time came.  Better make it happen soon, before he lost it.  Hakuri wanted to stay horny to make the most of this.  

"Onii-chan, I need to pee again..."

"Good boy, Hakuri.  Let Onii-chan help."

Soya roughly pushed Hakuri down on the cold tile and dragged his hips up so his ass was in the air doggy-style.  He shivered when Soya pulled his pants down and snapped a bottle of lube open to start spreading him apart.  He was opened up surprisingly easily, taking two fingers in at once from the start.

"You're amazing Hakuri~  Onii-chan's gonna give you lots of love."

Hakuri felt himself finish getting hard in an instant.  God, the praise.  The promise of love.  He was gonna get fucked so hard and filled up with everything Soya had- his cum, his piss, maybe even more compliments when he lost control and wet himself again too.  Hakuri shook his hips to let Soya know what he wanted.  Needed .

"Ha ha, alright.  Onii-chan's about to lose it too.  Here we go, Hakuri!"

Stars dancing in his sight, his skin sliding on cool tile, heat burning in his backside.  Soya slammed into him and went full-force right away.  Hakuri let his voice out and yelled with every thrust as his brother pounded his sensitive spot, hitting right where he liked it most.  God!  He could cum just like this.  He was gonna cum and piss himself while Soya fucked him like a toy in the bathroom.  He'd be taken and fucked raw while flooding the little room-

"Onii-chan's- nhngh!"  Soya leaned in deep and shuddered as he came.  "Damn, too sensitive... haah... Your ass is so tight, Hakuri!"  He kept up the thrusts though, clearly having no intentions of stopping.  

Hakuri moaned as the cum shot into him.  He was too full, he wanted to cum too.  His cock was weeping with precum while Soya hitched his hips up to hit even deeper.  He felt himself get jostled and pressured to start pissing with every hit, like Soya was directly bashing his insides until he gave way.  He'd break soon, just as soon as he could cum. 

"Can't hold it."

"E-Eh?"  Hakuri blushed beet-red when Soya suddenly slowed down.   Wait, already?!

"Onii-chan's gotta pee.  Stay still," Soya said.  "Haah..."  Soya stopped completely and sighed in deep relief as he took his first piss of the day.  

Hakuri moaned softly as Soya let it happen inside of him.  He really was being used instead of the perfectly good toilet to his left- Soya was staying hard and pissing just for him.  Putting even more pee inside him despite how much he was struggling to hold.  Hakuri flushed and panted, hot all over as he half-consciously jerked himself off while Soya moaned and filled him up.  

"You feel so good, Hakuri...!"

The sudden praise almost tipped him over the edge.  Soya was peeing in him, a whole day's worth...

"You like being useful right?  You're good at being a toilet.  Onii-chan will use you all the time from now on."

Good at something?  Him?  Even if it was just this, he-!

Soya leaned over and patted his head.  "Good job, Hakuri."

"AH!"

He came in his hand as the praise thrilled him into bliss.  Useful.  Good.  He didn't even mind when Soya laughed at him for losing control already- he didn't have to keep his composure anyway.  Because he was good at something, finally.  He was a good, useful little brother who jerked himself off while his big brother peed in him instead of the toilet!  

Hakuri rode out his climax as Soya filled him up.  His brother had so much after holding back all day that it would take a while to get it all out if he stayed hard... it must be so frustrating for Soya to pee a little bit at a time when he had so much to let out.  He squashed another urge to go while Soya's huge cock pulsed and stretched him.  It was better to just let it go at once in a thick, unbroken stream like he was going to as soon as he softened enough.

"Are you done, Hakuri?  Did that feel good?"

"Yes..."

Soya's cheerful little chuckle echoed a bit as he started to thrust again.  "Onii-chan's not done yet, but he wants to fuck you.  So bear with it for a bit."

Hakuri found himself being eased up so that his back was flat against Soya's stomach.  He imagined it was Soya's dick and all the piss pouring in that was making his own belly bulge out when he started to get railed again.  It was too much stimulation after he just came- he wasn't used to this.  So sensitive!  And he still had to go so bad; he wouldn't be able to hold it back much longer once the glow faded.  He really was gonna pee himself on the floor while Soya fucked him.

"Hakuri, you can go," Soya whispered in his ear.  "Go pee for Onii-chan."

He tried but he was still climbing down from the orgasm.  He keened and pushed , begging himself to go now while he had permission.  He just needed a little time.  He was gonna pee so much but he just needed a little longer!

"Come on, Hakuri.  Go pee while Onii-chan's fucking you.  You can do it."

"Haaah...!"  Soya pounding that spot inside him again was making this take too long.  He was still feeling too good shivering and drooling against his brother.

Soya laughed and fondled his half-hard dick as it flopped uselessly in time with the thrusts.  "Do you need help?  Here, Onii-chan will hold it for you.  Let go, Hakuri."

Please, before Soya's generous mood ended, let him pee himself right here!  He didn't want to have to wet the bed again tonight.  He wouldn't even make it that far if he had to hold it- he'd probably stand there and pee on the covers while Soya laughed at him for being so weak.  Or as soon as he sat down it would all hiss out on the plastic and Soya would make him sleep in it until morning.  He wanted to go now.  Please.

"Onii-chan's close already... go pee, okay?"   

He had to go now before Soya came again, if he wanted to fulfill this fantasy.  What?  Did he really- yes he wanted to piss himself while being fucked like this, used up and ravaged by his brother.  He wanted to empty everything here the floor while Soya fucked him into a sloppy mess! He wanted to have an accident right here just like this!  

"Ah, Hakuri-!!"

He flinched when Soya pressed him close to cum again.  He kept pushing and moaning to release everything but his body wouldn't listen- it was too stuck on feeling good while Soya pumped him full of cum.  Damn it.  He needed to go, so why?  His brother’s short little thrusts to extend his orgasm kept teasing Hakuri and pressing his insides together and making him want to pee so bad and, and..!

"Eh?!"

Soya pushed him back down and held him still.  "Not done yet.  Be good," he panted.

He started to cool off as Soya forced him to stay in place.  Hakuri's breath hitched before turning into a soft, embarrassed moan when he realized what was happening.  Soya was going again.  He had so much left that he needed to use his brother since he couldn't even slide out to use the toilet in time.  But no, Hakuri was the toilet.  He was being filled up and used because that's what he was good for.  He better let go and pee himself so he could hold it all, before Soya finished.

The loud hiss of piss hitting the floor rang in his ears.  There, at last.  He didn't even bother to watch himself have his fourth accident of the day while Soya hummed happily at his disgrace.  He just reveled in the heady feeling of release as the warmth splashed onto his knees and the tile.  To be used while having to go like this, being filled as he peed himself... this was bliss...

He collapsed into a wet pile when Soya finally slid out of him, leaking everything on the floor.  He felt the piss rushing out of his ass even as he kept going himself to soak him from every side, creating a massive puddle that he kept pouring more in to.  He couldn't move even when Soya chuckled and nudged him with his foot while saying something about being dirty and helpless.  It was the truth.  He was just a helpless, filthy, lewd little brother that liked to wet himself and be used as a toilet.

Heavy footsteps splashed away while he laid there and peed on the floor.  Soya was probably going to take care of things again, right?  Sure.  Didn't matter.  He just wanted to let it all out and worry about the rest later.

The next thing he knew he was being picked up and gently chided for dozing off like that.  Soya took him to the larger bathroom and sat him down on a stool to rinse him off, murmuring happy nonsense while Hakuri let him scrub and wash him before guiding him into the tub.  Something about wanting to do this for ages, it being a great experience for them, and having so much more fun in the days to come.  It all sounded like fuzz to Hakuri as he dozed off again while Soya got in behind to hold him.  He was exhausted after cumming three times and... everything else.  The emotional highs had left him feeling drained and empty in truth now that he'd gotten rid of everything.  He didn't have anything left even if Soya was going to hit him for not paying attention- he just wanted to sleep.

Soya was pressing more water to his lips the next time he was roused, babbling something about wanting Hakuri to wet the futon again.  He drank it obediently while he was toweled dry and dressed in a soft oversized kimono.  Could people be damaged by drinking too much water like this?  Whatever, as long as he wasn't getting his bones broken or adding to his collection of bruises.  

He sleep-walked his way to the bedroom under his big brother's guidance and flopped down on the same futon he'd peed himself in secret on.  Not-so-secretly?  Well, it was still something only he knew the full truth of.  A little something all for him.

Soya locked the door shut and turned off the light, sending his consciousness down into the depths.  His kind Onii-chan would be here for a while yet so he had nothing to worry about until he woke up.  At least for the next few hours, he could pretend everything was alright.