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“hey hyun, are you up tonight?”
hyunjin knew that wasn't a good idea. his heart and mind were not in the right place and his body definitely shouldn't be put under such pressure now. he really wanted to be with them, tho. and wrongly, he thought that it was worth it under any circumstance.
so he answered the group chat and walked to their door.
he let them undress him and kiss him and wondered if they would notice. wished they noticed.
he answered all the “what's your color?” questions with the same “green” answer. his mouth let out moans and his foot toes arched. his body reached an orgasm three times.
and yet.
nothing
empty
that's how hyunjin was feeling.
in the beginning, the couple would always tell him to sleepover, but he always rejected it, to avoid catching feelings - ha!. today, tho, by the sigh of chan giving sleepy-under-blankets lino a soft kiss and a “I'll take him to the door, you rest”, he felt like his existence was reduced to nothing.
and yet
nobody notices how he seemed frozen
or how he gave a little jump at chan's touch in the end of his back
nobody noticed nothing
and hyunjin wouldn't be the one to say
he knew they owed him nothing, in the end
so he just walked down the stairs
accepted the kiss chan left in his right cheek
and walked home alone one last time.