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Title: Shattered Pieces – Chapter 1
Chapter: 1 of ?
Status: in progress
Author: Nerwen Telrúnya
Author’s Email: [email protected]
Pairing: Aldewin(OC)/Thranduil, Thorin/Thranduil
Rating: NC-17 / R
Series: Yes
Genre: Drama/Romance
Summary: What happened to Thorin and Thranduil after the incident in Erebor, and what effects did it have on their respective kingdoms? When Thranduil cuts off all ties with Erebor Thorin realizes how much he depended upon their trade and his people are suffering the consequences and with Thranduil dismissing all acts of communication he decided to contact the prince instead, Legolas.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of J.R.R. Tolkien characters; I am merely borrowing them for a while having some fun too. ~Shifty Eyes~
Warning: angst, self-harm, mental trauma, references to rape/non-con
Authors Note: I decided to make Survival a Series fiction and this will be called ‘Shattered Pieces’ that will have multiple chapters. If you have not read the first fiction 'Survival' then some elements to this fiction you might not understand so I highly suggest you read Part 1 first, although it's not completely required. To those who have already read Survival, I did a little editing to the original story (not much) Anyway I hope you guys enjoy!
I dedicate this fic to all those who have asked for a sequel and gave such positive feedback from the first installment of the Survival Series, this is for you guys! However, I must give a special shout out to XxIrisxX, who has read, and given me such great feedback and encouragement through the process of writing this, I appreciate everything you've done and I hope you enjoy!
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I am opening the new release of “Survival - Part II” with a new name entitled “Shattered Pieces” Inspired by the Otep song, the first chapter will be the song itself. I have rewritten and revised this story as the first time I had so much trouble with updating and keeping on track, it taking turns I didn’t like and couldn’t follow so I decided to re-write it, although the first few chapters will be virtually the same (a few edit’s here and there) the following chapters will be quite different.
The lyrics might seem a bit confusing but it fits well with Thranduil’s state of mind, I highly suggest actually listening to the song/poem as it will probably flow easier.
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And this is how the world died…
And this is how the world died…
(I can hear you judging me)
(I'll hear your confession)
I found the best piece of me…
(Kneel down)
Alone…Shivering in the dark
(Place your face between my thighs)
Three centimeters tall…
(And talk to god)
Eating its heart…
(But you will not feast on me today)
(This is how the world died)
Who will slay this thing?
(I forgive you)
Who will play the butcher and end my suffering?
(I forgive you)
(I fucked the minds of the masses with the fingers of liberty)
This is not a threat
(This is not a threat)
(I'm not perfect, I'm not a beauty queen I'm just me, I'm just me)
We are all…Prisoners here…
(All shapes and sizes, all shapes and sizes)
(I've screamed for all the women I've never been but hoped I would be)
(I'm proud of who I am)
Forever chasing the sun…
(I'm proud of me)
(She bites her trembling mind)
It began as all tragedies do…
(She’s the one)
(Forgive me, forgive me)
With pain and deception…
(If you'll be the paper I' will be the pen)
This is it…
(I've tasted hell and it tastes just like you)
My final plea…
No one is coming to save me…
No one is going to change things…
The answers will not drop from the sky
I will not one day wake with a different disguise…
(No! No!)
The only solution…is revolution
Art is war!
Fight! Fight!
(The odds were always against me)
(Lose weight)
(Clearly think)
(I exist, I exist, I am broken, I am broken)
(I exist, I am broken)
If god is my father…Then I am an orphan
(I am broken)
(I am not a mistake, I’m not a mistake)
(My ancestry is a ghost story)
I'm a prophecy
(My love life is a crime scene)
I'm an omen
(My self-esteem is a string of unsolved murders)
The radio is brainwashing me filling my head with these self conspiracies…
(I am an emotional nightmare)
(I can't hide the pain inside)
(Builder of my own mythology)
Just tell me…
…You're listening…
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Thanks to all how have given me such positive feedback on the original work, I will be keeping the original one posted but I will be discontinuing it in favor of this one, I hope you will like the new and improved version! This is a strange song I realize but I thought it went well with Thranduil’s state of mind, confused and damaged is what I am aiming for I hope everyone likes the future chapters, chapter two will be posted in a couple of days ^_^