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I've always had strange feelings for you. Years later, I realized it's love.

Summary:

Throughout the years, Guy and Maz's friendship got stronger. They were always there for eachother. Along the way, however, things went askew.

Maz realized he would look at Guy for too long to be considered normal. He would wake up from domestic dreams with his best friend as a co-star. When he read romance novels, he would imagine having something like that with Guy.

OR

Maz is in love with his best friend. Head over heels.

Notes:

"N-no," I mutter, stumbling my way out of my home. "This can’t be real, tell me it's not real!"

The thoughts of starting a new series swirl in my head like dark clouds over a stormy sea.

"I can't," I say, defiantly shaking my head as tears start pinprick in the backs of my eyes. "I won't."

My nose starts to burn and I rub it harshly a few times. I fall to my knees, the skin becoming bruised by the harsh force of the asphalt. How did I make it all the way to the road?

I'm unsure. Unsure of how I got here, how I was lead to this moment, why these malevolent seeds for thoughts are being watered. I hear footsteps approach me, polished dress shoes coming to a halt in front of me. I lift my head, my vision obstructed by the pooling tears in my latina eyes.

The old man standing in front of me is wearing a sharp black suit, perfectly tailored to fit his body. His gray hair is slicked to the side, managing to not look greasy in the way hair gel typically appears. A golden cane is held up by his left hand, it's shimmer slightly hurting my eyes.

"What ever could be the matter, Child?" His chestnut roasted voice speaks the word as though it is the name he's known me by my whole life. He speaks with such... confidence and class. It makes me want to spill my life long secrets, things I never dared to show the world starting to surface in my mind.

I shove the thoughts aside, instead focusing on the ethereal being infront of me. "I-I..." I immediately stumble over my words, a sob starting to work it's way out of me. "I have thoughts of starting a new series."

His eyebrows furrow, a small frown working it's way onto his lips. "Why is that a bad thing?"

"I have three other series," I confess. "I have plans to finish them! I'm working on the other parts already! I'm not ready for this! The people who read these aren’t ready for this!" My chest is heaving after my frantic words, it moving up and down in much to fast motions.

The old man lightly tilts my chin up and meets my eyes. The sky behind him starts to darken but it's hardly noticeable when his presence is so large and comforting. "You are working on those projects already, yes?"

I answer him, visibly confused. "W-well yes, but-"

He presses a finger lightly to my lips, effectively silencing my words. "Then those will be finished in due time." He removes his finger and I lick my lips, a salty substance being caught in the process. Tears... "You are allowed to bounce from thing to thing, Child. You are allowed to have fun. You started making stories because you felt passion. Don't let your doubts stop you."

With that piece said, he walks away, his cane lightly hitting the pavement every now and again. I don’t bother getting off my knees or turning around to place my watchful gaze upon the stranger.

The dark clouds start to release precipitation, yet I make no movement to leave. The rain is gentle, refreshing. In that moment, a cheesy, 'moral of the story' line clicks in my brain.

Even when a situation seems hopeless and dark, something great can come out of it.

The rain droplets hit my face, trailing down my cheeks to my lips, where they meet my tongue. I smile, for these don’t taste like the very tears I was tasting mere moments ago. Those salt filled things tasted like despair, agony. An added embarrassment upon my already tarnished reputation.

These taste like new beginnings, a fresh start where the side characters can be given personalitys as well as reasons to like and help the main character. I start to chuckle lightly. Though this journey is bound to have its ups and downs, it will all be worth it in the end.

 

Real talk though, I'm American and the recent election is weighing on my spirits. This series is basically a huge ass projection and will contain a lot of negative talk about being in the Lgbtqia+ community. It doesn't represent my thoughts on this community; just my fear of how others perceive me. I've noticed a lot of my writing tends to be kind of dark, so there will be more of a happy theme to some of the stories here. If you have struggled with internalized homophobia or have been outright discriminated against, this may not be for you. (I say this like I'm the Van Gogh of writing lmao. My writing isn't that good so it probably should be fine)

Chapter 1: Eleven and Twelve

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Throughout the years, Guy and Maz's friendship got stronger. They were always there for eachother. Along the way, however, things went askew.

Maz realized he would look at Guy for too long to be considered normal. He would wake up from domestic dreams with his best friend as a co-star. When he read romance novels, he would imagine having something like that with Guy.

If he thought long and hard, he could remember the exact moments when feelings like this flourished.

 

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1. Eleven and Twelve

Wrapping paper was strewn across the living room. Mr. and Mrs. Hamdon sat together on the plush couch, sipping hot chocolate. Kelly was sitting in a corner reading through the instructions of the chemistry set she was given. Maz and Guy sat around the christmas tree, its soft lights glowing on their excited faces.

Maz never really celebrated a holiday like Christmas, considering his father was constantly wasting their money on alcohol; a fact his mother would mutter bitterly about. This year, however, the Hamdons invited him over. He figured he would just be there to entertain Guy and his short attention span, but they suprised him with a stack of gifts.

He almost started crying when he opened them. Every single gift was something he told Guy about. He got a nerf gun, comic books, action figures, and a shiny skateboard. Guy received a matching one.

"Oh my god, dude," Guy yelled, while gripping Maz's arm. "We have skateboards! I'm gonna learn all the cool tricks!"

Maz grinned at him, pausing in his movements of organizing his gifts. "What tricks have you heard of?"

Guy blinked at him, his face going blank. Kelly let out a short laugh. "You want to be a skateboarder and you don’t know any tricks?"

"Everyone starts somewhere, dear," Mrs. Hamdon cut in.

"Your mother is right," Mr. Hamdon said. "Don't look so down Guy, we'll get you a book all about tricks."

Guy's excitement started showing again and he bounded up, running to his dad and hugging him tight.

"Thanks, Dad! I'm gonna practice right now!" Guy exclaimed, running off to his room.

Maz turned to Mrs. Hamdon, wanting permission to follow Guy. "Are we allowed to go outside, Mrs. Hamdon?"

She let out a soft chuckle. "Of course, sweetheart. Make sure you two put on your coats."

The boy raced to Guy and Kelly's shared room, Guy passing him on his way in.

Maz stopped and grabbed his shirt, effectively pulling him to a stop. He raised one of his eyebrows and regarded Guy's outfit.

He wore his red firetruck pajamas and a sheepish expression. Guy then leaped into action, hurriedly pulling on shoes and socks. Maz followed suit.

Guy jumped up, grabbed their skateboards, and raced out with a, "Last one out is a rotten egg!"

"That's no fair," Maz yelled, grabbing their jackets and running after him.

They burst out of the apartment, raced down the stairs, and faced the street. They exchanged a look. Guy's energy started simmer down.

"Where do we start?" Maz asked.

Guy hummed thoughtfully, his face scrunching up. "First we need to learn how to ride without falling. It can't be that hard."

Guy dropped both skateboards on the ground, placing one to the side. He put one foot on the board in the road, hesitantly grabbing Maz's bicep. He put his other foot on the board and bit his lip.

"Now you gotta push me."

Maz laughed and asked, "Aren't you supposed to be able to ride by yourself?"

"This is how you start! Just push me," Guy huffed.

Maz placed his hands on Guy's forearms and started slowly walking. Guy gasped and gripped Maz harder, his lips pulling into a grin.

Maz strolled down the road, progressively getting faster. Guy laughed, his giggles spilling out like sweet nectar. Maz looked at him, admiration in his eyes. He glanced back at the road and his eyes widened.

A large pot hole had Maz stopping suddenly, causing Guy to lose his footing on the board. Maz gripped his arms tighter, hoping to stop him from falling.

Guy stumbled onto the concrete and let out a short scream.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry!" Maz swiftly apologized.

"It's alright, I'm fine." Guy said, letting go of his death grip on Maz's arms.

He let out a sigh of relief, and let go of Guy's arms as well. Guy's eyes flickered between the board and the pothole, mild annoyance appearing.

As quick as the anger appeared, it left, his eyebrows unfurrowing and lips pulling out of their pout. Giddy excitement tugged on his face and he turned to Maz.

"I almost just had my first wipeout!"

"That's a good thing?" Maz teased, lightly shoving Guy's shoulder.

"Of course it is! The best wipeouts come from the best tricks!"

"That was a pretty bad trick then."

Guy let out a laugh that was so loud it could echo, despite Maz's joke being kind of loserish.

"The joke wasn't that funny," Maz giggled.

"I know, I know," Guy laughed. "I'm just so excited! We're gonna be skateboard pros!"

Guy lightly shook Maz's arm with both hands, leaning into his space. He then leaned back and looked at Maz, his large smile making his bright green eyes crinkle. His already rosy cheeks grew stronger in color and the light shimmered on his face.

Maz smiled widely back at him, his heart starting to beat fast.

"Yeah, we are."

But skateboarding wasn't what Maz was smiling about. This laugh was different than Guy's normal laugh. He 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 liked this laugh.

Notes:

Yippie!!!

Context : Maz is one year older than Guy. The numbers are how old they are.

 

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