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A Crow
Lucanis learned the skill of observation young. His life has been shaped by the necessity of studying others—watching, waiting, predicting every twitch of a muscle, every flicker of intent before it becomes action. He sees everything, especially in those who don’t want to be seen.
But Rook—
Rook demands to be seen.
She is unlike anyone he has met.
Lucanis has spent years perfecting the art of blending into shadows, of keeping his words measured and his presence forgettable. He is a man of quiet efficiency, of deadly precision. A whisper where others are a shout. But Rook does not whisper. She crackles. She hums. She shines. Not in a way that begs for attention, but in a way that simply is . She moves through the world like a lightning storm rolling across the sky—impossible to ignore, leaving crackling energy in her wake. She laughs too loudly, too freely, often at herself. She throws her head back when she laughs, unguarded, unapologetic, and it unsettles something in him. There is a rawness to it, a sincerity that feels almost reckless. People do not laugh like that, not in his world. Not without cost.
And yet, she does.
Often at herself, as if the weight of all she carries can be turned into something light. He does not understand why she thinks herself worthy of mockery, worthy of teasing words turned inward. He watches her laugh at her own expense and wonders: Does she know how rare she is? How rare this is?
People are drawn to her without realizing it, caught in her orbit like birds to an updraft, pulled into the effortless warmth of her presence, and she does not even seem to notice her power. She speaks as if each word is a thread weaving itself into a tapestry worth listening to, and Lucanis—who has spent a lifetime learning how to be invisible—envies her for it. This ease. This effortless charisma that has never come easily to him. This ability to slip into the hearts of others as if it is the simplest thing in the world. He wonders if it is her magic, her storm-fed power, that lends itself to this magnetism, or if it is simply something else—something Rook .
She has an easy way of finding joy even in the darkest of days, even in the shadow of war, even with the weight of demons and dead gods pressing upon them. He watches her from across the firelight as she tells a story to the others—something exaggerated, no doubt, from the way her hands move with wide, sweeping gestures. He watches the way her eyes glow with humor, the way her curls slip from behind her pointed ears and surround her face like flames, the way her green eyes flicker like candlelight in the dark.
And her laugh—
By the Maker, her laugh .
It is unlike anything he has ever heard. Some laughter is sharp, cutting, made to mock. Some laughter is light and hollow, meant to fill silence rather than mean something. But Rook’s is music —warm, unguarded, something that settles beneath the skin and lingers in the air like the final note of an old melody.
It stirs something deep in him, something restless.
He should look away.
He does not.
And for the briefest moment, as if she feels the weight of his gaze, Rook glances toward him.
Their eyes meet, and Lucanis—whose entire life has been built upon control, upon discipline, upon knowing exactly when to strike and when to retreat—finds himself at a loss.
Because in that moment, with firelight flickering between them and laughter still shaping the curve of her lips, he does not know what he wants more:
To keep watching her.
Or to be the reason she laughs like that again.
Then, one day, he makes her laugh.
It is unexpected, even to him.
Lucanis is not funny —not in the way Rook is, not in the way she spins words into something golden, something that makes people linger just to hear the next line, the next shimmer of glittering wit. His humor is dry, sharp-edged, meant to be wielded like a blade, not offered freely. But something he says—offhanded, not even meant for amusement—pulls a breathless, unguarded laugh from her lips.
And it hits him with a force he is unprepared for.
Like the sting of a blade where he had not expected one. Like lightning crackling too close to his skin.
It is one thing to hear her laugh from across a room, from a safe distance, where he can pretend it does not affect him the way it does. It is another thing entirely to be the reason for it. To see the way her nose scrunches, the way her head tilts back, the way she shines with it, all because of something he has done. Because of him.
And he— Maker —he is not ready for how much he wants to do it again.
Rook wipes at the corner of her eye, still grinning, her laughter tapering into something softer, something just for him. “That—” she breathes, shaking her head. “That was unexpected .”
Yes. It was.
He cannot look away from her.
The firelight catches in her hair, turning it into something wild, something untamed. Her green eyes shine with mirth, with warmth, with something he has no name for. And her smile—
He has killed men for less dangerous things than that smile.
Lucanis is no stranger to danger. He has walked the line between life and death more times than he can count, has stared into the abyss and dared it to stare back. He has faced demons, has seen the worst the world has to offer, has carved a path through it with steady hands and sharper knives.
But this——this feeling curling low in his chest, settling deep and immovable into the marrow of him— this is what terrifies him.
Because there is no walking away from this kind of danger. There is no blending into the shadows when she looks at him like that, when he can still hear the echo of her laughter ringing in his ears. There is no retreating, no hiding, no slipping away unnoticed when he has already fallen this far, this fast.
He is in deep.
And he has never wanted to sink further more than he does now.
A Rook
Rook knows longing well. It is the undercurrent of her life, stitched into the fabric of her being. She has longed for things she could never name, for places she has never seen, for futures that refuse to solidify. She has longed for home, for safety, for something more.
But this—
This is different.
She sits across from Lucanis, a fire flickering between them, its light throwing shifting shadows across his sharp features. He is silent, as he often is, his gaze thoughtful and unreadable. She wonders what it is like, to live so comfortably in silence, to hold his thoughts so close when she spills hers so freely. Lucanis is a locked door she has not yet found the key to, and yet, she keeps trying.
She wants to know what he is thinking. More than that, she wants him to tell her.
The air is cool, the remnants of Weisshaupt's bitter chill still clinging to their bones. The night stretches long, the eerie permanent daylight of the Fade flowing beyond the open window, and yet she feels the weight of his presence more than the cold. It has been some time since Weisshaupt, but the memory lingers—blood and stone, ghosts of a past they barely understand. They had fought side by side, and something had settled between them in those moments, something unspoken but there all the same.
She tries to shake it. It is foolish, this pull toward him. She has always been a creature of impulse, of lightning-quick decisions and reckless charm. But Lucanis—he is deliberate, controlled, a blade honed to precision. She wonders what it would take to make him break that control. She wonders if she will ever see him unraveled.
Her fingers idly trace the rim of her cup, the warmth of the drink seeping into her skin. "You ever think about what you'd be doing if this weren't your life?" she asks, her voice quiet, teasing, but laced with something real. "If we weren't chasing down ancient evils and trying to save the world?"
Lucanis lifts a brow, considering. "No."
She snorts, shaking her head. "Of course you don’t."
His lips twitch, just barely, and she counts it as a victory. She idly wonders what he would look like if he truly laughed. She wishes she could see it.
But then he surprises her. "What would you be doing?"
The question catches her off guard. He so rarely asks about her in return. She laughs, a little too loudly, though there is no one else to hear. "Oh, I don’t know. Maybe I’d be a storyteller somewhere. A bard."
His gaze lingers on her, unreadable, and then: "You already are."
She stills. The words are simple, but there is something in the way he says them, something quiet and certain, something that wraps around her like a tether. It is the way he sees her, the way he always has, even when she is laughing too loudly, even when she is talking just to fill the silence he never minds.
The tension hums between them, unspoken but heavy, and she does not know what to do with it. It is too much and not enough all at once.
She looks away, back toward the fire, and tries to pretend she doesn’t feel the weight of his eyes still on her.
And Maker help her—she longs for him.
Rook doesn’t know what to do. It has been weeks since Weisshaupt, and she can’t fix it. She feels useless in the wake of everything—powerless against grief, against the ghosts that weigh on them all. She is no healer, no scholar, no warrior who can fight an enemy she can see. But she can do something. She can make them a meal, give them a moment where they do not have to carry the burden of everything that came before.
The two resident cooks of their group are otherwise engaged, tonight. Bellara is off with Emmrich on some research tangent, and Lucanis—Lucanis has been carrying the weight of his near-miss with Ghilan'nain like a stone around his neck. She doesn't know how to ease it, so she does what she does best: she throws herself into something with reckless enthusiasm.
It goes terribly.
The stew is scorched to the bottom of the pot, an acrid haze curling toward the ceiling. A tray of bread, meant to be golden and warm, is blackened beyond recognition. Somehow, flour dusts everything —the counters, her sleeves, even a smudge across her cheek. She is making such a mess in Lucanis’ kitchen.
She has watched him cook before. He does it with the same ease with which he fights—with fluid, practiced motion, every action deliberate. There is something mesmerizing about it, the way his hands move, the way his forearms flex when he rolls up his sleeves, the way he makes it look so easy. She had thought, perhaps foolishly, that she could do the same.
Then she hears her name.
Not Rook. Her name. She hadn’t thought he knew it.
She startles, knocking a wooden spoon to the floor with a sharp clatter. Lucanis is standing just outside the doorway to his pantry, arms folded, expression unreadable. The silence stretches between them, unbearable. What have I done?
She braces herself for disapproval. For a sharp quip. For the inevitable truth that she has ruined his kitchen, his meal, his evening.
Instead—
He laughs.
It is rich, warm, and unexpectedly full. Like Antivan brandy sliding slow over her tongue. His head tips down, as if he’s trying to hide it, but she sees it anyway—the dimple that appears in his cheek, the way his eyes glitter in the candlelight.
And Rook—
Rook forgets how to breathe.
She has never heard him laugh like this. Has never seen him look so unburdened. It steals the air from her lungs, knocks her heart sideways in her chest.
Oh, she thinks numbly. Oh no.
Because suddenly she knows what this feeling is, what this aching, impossible thing inside her has been growing into all this time.
She is in love with him.
And she is in so much trouble.