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Part 1 of Coe-Pilot: Starfield Love Stories
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2025-02-06
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Coe-Pilot: The Space Between Us, A Starfield Love Story

Summary:

My Captain finds herself thrust into the Settled Systems in the year 2330 from a most unlikely homeworld: Earth of 2025. A bizarre electrical storm sends a chopper that departed a Washington naval base through a traversable wormhole to crash into a swamp on Jemison in the Alpha Centauri system more than 300 years later. Lilu finds herself beginning a new life as a miner with Argos Extractors, under United Colonies supervision. She's suddenly plunged into a hunt for special Artifacts with Constellation. She meets the man, quite literally, of her dreams in Sam Coe, a former Freestar Ranger turned explorer. But a fairy tale ending is nowhere close, because Lilu is no princess. She's a hardened soldier from a different life. Constellation and the Settled Systems won't know what to make of her. Neither will Sam. Lilu has a lot of painful trauma to overcome and Sam isn't lacking in baggage himself. Our time traveler might just find healing in this new frontier. If everyone will just give her a fighting chance, she could tip the balance towards Constellation's success. And maybe find lasting love with Sam. If they get in her way, they risk their own peril.

No generative AI text or images used in this fan fiction.

Notes:

**No generative AI is used in any part of my writing, from development to publishing. Please do not feed my work or images into any AI without my express permission. "Captain Liluana 'Lilu' McLovin" is my own original character creation; she stands independently of this work, appears in other non-related fan works, and may appear in future original fiction. As such, she is my intellectual property. Please do not use her or images representing her in another work without my express permission.**
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Coe-Pilot is now a multi-part series called Starfield Love Stories. Each part ends at when Lilu crosses through the Unity. See Coe-Pilot 2: Coe-lectric Boogaloo for the continuation of this story.

Ezekiel's appearance has been moved to Coe-Pilot 2.
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FOREWORD

This fan fiction is a wild idea based on my imaginary romance between my Captain and a romanceable NPC (Sam Coe) in a video game (Bethesda's Starfield, released in September of 2023).

I'll be 57 years old at the time publishing the first chapter. I've been playing video games for about 40 years (if you count Pong). I've never had an in-game crush, despite having scores of friends, acquaintances, and social media follows who've had them. To have one now that actually has inspired me to write fan fiction for the very first time is nothing short of phenomenal. Some of it is in part due to the writing for the game: I've spent hours arguing, in my head (ok, sometimes out loud), with my beloved for the things that he said (or rather, what was written for him). Some of these I felt deserved a response. Who better to respond to a (fake) man with obvious baggage? A real life romantic partner who carries equal but different obvious baggage, that's who. Additional commentary felt mandatory. And here I am! Please, please, hold your applause.

My OC is not a one for one of "me". All my video game characters are named "Lilu", it was my childhood nickname. So when we get to the smutty bits, I'm not imagining myself, personally. That's a little uncomfortable. You can imagine whatever you'd like, dear reader. I feel I need to say this, otherwise I get self-conscious when I'm writing smut.

Despite my headcanon ruling the transformative intent of this fan fiction, I do like to root my OC's story in a little bit of plausibility. So, I did some research to see if some aspects were possible, and I was rewarded on the military end. Other wild ideas came from years of watching sci-fi. Source material for plot devices include the following:

The Final Countdown (1980, w/Kirk Douglas, Martin Sheen, and James Farentino) was a favorite film of mine. *spoiler* TL;DR premise was a modern day aircraft carrier in Pearl Harbor passed through what looked like a freak storm, but it was really a portal to 1941 Pearl Harbor.
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0080736/?ref_=ext_shr_lnk

2. The Army has a female active-duty sniper now.
"Soldier makes history as first active-duty female Army sniper"
www.army.mil https://www.army.mil/article/272115/sky_soldier_makes_history_as_first_active_duty_female_army_sniper

3. Women have been in Delta Force since the 1990's, often in clandestine roles.
https://www.wearethemighty.com/military-news/female-special-ops-unit/

My OC/player character's backstory is rooted in a miasma of old headcanons I had from 80s/90s Cold War tv shows and post-9/11 war movies. The Equalizer (80's TV) and Black Hawk Down (Movie 2001) are central here. The fact that I was also raised on sitcoms and TV cop dramas plays no small part in influences, as does my continued avid consumption of movies of many genres... ironically, it is rarely romance unless it involves corsets and waistcoats (I am a big fan of Austen interpretations; Ang Lee's Sense and Sensibility is a huge favorite).

Although this is not really a plot device, I play Starfield to a playlist curated with the music of mainly Nothing But Thieves, Muse, Royal Blood, Wolf Alice, and The Killers. I post a thematic song for each chapter.

I am no artist, so I use virtual photography from the game as "illustrations". None of this is generative AI in any way. This is 100% in-game, photo-mode work. Poses were achieved through some position mods like NPC Markers, plus patience, repetition, do-overs, lots of cursing, and a good bit of luck. Oh, and those quirky Bethesda bugs that occasionally do work out in our favor, praise the powers that be.

My deepest regret is not doing something like this sooner. I find that this has been one of the most rewarding experiences in my adult life, and the best part is that it's FREE to do. In this economy, that means something.

Thank you for taking the time to read this labor of love.

Chapter 1: A Door Can Swing in Two Directions

Summary:

Chapter introduces original character/player character, Lilu McLovin and starts to give a peek into her backstory and her first days in the Settled Systems as a miner with Argos Extractors. The setting is just prior to descending into the mines with Lin and Heller. If one was playing the video game, this would be the setup ahead of the opening quest, where the player's adventure is about to unfold. So is our Captain's adventure. Here we hint at her achievements in the past and a terrifying lurch into a new present where she must adapt to a new world and she still doesn't know what's coming. And neither will you until Chapter two! But we must start somewhere...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text


Starfield logo on a black screen

LILU, THEN:

The whir of the chopper blades was relentless. *whup whup whup whup whup* came the dull thump that she felt more in her chest than even heard. Lilu shouldn't have even taken this mission, she had a bad feeling all along. That she couldn't go with her regular unit gave her the first sense of misgiving. That it was raining like a mother just added to the foreboding. But... she had to get out of the house for a while.

Her and Adam had been doing nothing but fighting lately. Fighting because of reasons that were too many to count. She should never have gotten into a relationship with him in the first place. She was too traumatized, and he was a little too young for her: so easily impressed, a young cop in a small town dating an enigmatic Army sniper, the first female sniper ever to make it all the way to run with Delta Force, and rumored to maybe be a CIA spook on the side. Oh sorry, a member of "Clandestine Services", that's the term these days that made her father, Robert McLovin, now long retired as a CIA field operative himself to return to a Deputy Director role in analysis, scoff with disdain at the diminution of their reputation. "Sounds like you're some sort of concierge for the real spies", he'd grunt with derision. But she grew up around spooks, her dad had her helping him with detonators and C4 when she was a kid, learning how to shoot and defend herself in case a bad guy got into their Manhattan apartment. It seemed inevitable that her life would be spent with a gun in her hand.

And so it came to be. She went to school, then off to the Army against her father’s wishes, where her elite weapon skills, honed since childhood, were quickly recognized. That she would be the "first woman" in many areas may have been a surprise to those who didn't recognize her surname, it certainly wasn't to those who knew of her father. When Lilu McLovin made the U.S. Army Rangers as a Sergeant, it was one thing, but her promotion to Sergeant First Class and her first deployment to a Delta Force detachment made all the military publications and a few smaller feminist/female-leadership focused bylines. The types that enjoyed demonstrating that "women can do anything." It kind of amused her even though she was proud. "See, America, even your daughters can now be cold-blooded, sneaky assassins in the name of patriotism!" But just in case that was some little girl's dream, she had helped pave the way.

Bigger opportunities came along, and she found herself running with a regular unit she felt to be just like family. The whole "Band of Brothers" thing now included a "sister", and they laughed, cried, cursed, and bled together. And as the military feared could occasionally happen with men and women serving together, somewhere along the line she fell in love with someone in her Delta squad, definitely not in the rule book. And also, as the military feared, that star-crossed affair.... well, she wouldn't have ended up with Adam had things not gone horribly wrong.

Speaking of horribly wrong, the turbulence from the storm was really rocking the chopper. Something didn't feel right. It was 1:00am and there blue, white, and yellow sparkling lights swirling in the clouds... was that some sort of lighting? Lilu had never seen anything like it before, like elliptical loops that formed and dissipated to reform again. They were heading into the massive weather event, whatever it was, it was too big to go around and right in their path. The chopper slammed as if it had hit something solid. Lilu gasped with fear and grabbed the “oh shit” handle near her seat, and suddenly...


 

LILU, NOW:

Lilu woke up with a start. The dream again. This time it was just the helicopter dream and not how she actually got here. Nothing else. Not even the mysterious man, the one with the mesmerizing eyes, a man she didn't know who sometimes appeared in her dreams ever since the terrible events that had befallen her in the Army, her brain conjuring him at times to seemingly comfort her, even though she couldn't make out how she knew him… or even IF she knew him at all. This time, the dream was just about the helicopter and the storm and the light, and the fading away of who she was. And it gave way to the abrupt awakening to who she was here and now. A miner for Argos Extractors. The third day of her new life.

She had been found wandering near some of her chopper's wreckage in a swampy environment that she had thought was somewhere not terribly far from home in Washington state. She didn't realize that she had landed, stupefyingly, on another planet. This planet, Jemison, was routinely patrolled and she was enormously relieved when the security force who rolled up on her in this swamp had uniforms on that said UC. She saw the U and part of the "C", but in her fatigued, famished, and injured state, misread it for US. They spoke English and their accents sounded similar to Americans. The clothing looked right. They patched her up and got her to her feet. But as they assisted her out of the swamp, hobbled on one good leg, she stopped cold. They had what could only be described as some sort of airborne shuttle. Later, she would come to understand that this wasn't some elaborate psyop, this was a small spaceship.

The UC, which stood for United Colonies, kept her under observation for almost 90 days in their capital city, New Atlantis, on Jemison, studying her, taking DNA samples, interrogating her. It took them some time to confirm her story before they finally understood that they had stumbled across the prize of all prizes. A real Earthling who somehow was transported across time and space from 2025 to the year 2330. She lacked several DNA markers that the new "space people" had. And had several that they did not. It was as if they had discovered a new species. They immediately set to inoculating her against some of the more common viruses to which they had already developed immunity, although she did catch something that felt like the worst flu she'd ever had in her life. Once they decided she wasn't truly a danger to their society, they realized that keeping her in their headquarters' basement forever would be less than productive. So, they set about finding a place for her where they could keep tabs on her but let her start integrating into the fabric of what was called "The Settled Systems".

Meanwhile, that 90 days, besides the pseudo-flu from hell, was excruciating. She had been ripped away from everything she knew. Her home. Her friends. Her squad. Her father. Her dogs. Her side hustle riding horses for a local trainer. Even Adam, though they hadn't been getting along that well and she'd been thinking of breaking it off with him. Now she suddenly missed him so badly she thought she would die. It's not like this didn't feel like an enormous adventure. It had taken her maybe 2 months before she was fully convinced that what she was seeing around her was real. That there were spaceships and a spaceport, but it wasn't like in the movies with aliens in a cantina. It was much more human and imperfect. Which made it somehow more plausible. She was pretty skeptical most times, it's what keeps a good spook from getting snared. But there was no doubt this was the real deal, and since the UC was pretty adamant that they had no idea how she punched a hole into their universe to arrive there, she believed them when they were just as adamant that they would not be able to send her back home. They had no idea what happened, so re-creating it was out of the question.

So, they sent her to Argos Extractors, under the care of Supervisor Lin, who herself was a military veteran in this new universe. Lin apparently had served in an intergalactic conflict (Good lord, is that what Lilu was going to look forward to now, not international conflicts but INTERGALACTIC ones?) known as the Colony Wars. The UC had confidence in Lin's ability to handle classified information, and Lilu's origins were most definitely classified. The citizenry of the UC would most likely be on edge if they knew there were wormholes taking people away from "Old Earth" and bringing them to "New Atlantis" because couldn't that mean they could also go the other way? Lilu herself, from what the UC was able to find of her service record in ancient archives, had been given a high level of security clearance by the United States government, so they told her they expected her to maintain that level of trust with the United Colonies as they were not that far separated. Even though she had no sworn duty to them to do so, it was inherent in her nature, her upbringing, and her training to do her duty, nevertheless. Plus, it would buy her freedom from that basement holding cell, even though it was somewhat nicer than her first studio apartment. And so she was a miner now. “Dusty” Lilu.

Screenshot image from Starfield gameplay showing Argos mine on Vectera, Supervisor Lin is looking back at Heller and Heller is saying, "Listen to Lin, Boss Lady knows best".

Mining had been pretty boring the first couple of days. How long would she be able to stand it? Maybe there'd be an opportunity for something else later if she asked? Maybe the UC was just stashing her out of the way until they had time to assess what her value was? They had a military and an intelligence wing. Certainly, they could find a use for her somewhere there. Maybe the Argos gig was just to see if she was tractable and would follow orders. Fine, she’d be a good little soldier girl and do what she was told.

Whatever they were after today on the Argos Extractors work queue was something special, Lin said. For a private collector. Or collectors. Something she said she wanted Lilu especially for the job. So, she got ready to go with Lin and Heller, that wiseacre that Lin also seemed to be looking after, but not for the same reasons as Lilu. Heller seemed to be a mama's boy, and Lin appeared to be fond of him in that matronly way. Lilu felt that was a hopeful sign, like she hadn't been totally thrown to the wolves. Maybe today wouldn't be such a bad day after all? But then, that's what she thought when she got on that chopper.

Screenshot of Starfield gameplay, showing Argos mines on Vecterra, Supervisor Lin is looking back at Heller, and Heller is looking at me, saying, "Ah, you're gonna be fine. Your first outing was solid. And let's be honest - it ain't exactly astrophysics."

Lilu was about to find out how one day could change her fortune forever, and open a profound secret for humanity to explore. What happened next was certainly more than she bargained for, that's for sure, but the journey she was embarking upon was one where she wouldn't have changed a thing.

Welcome to the Starfield, Captain.


Chapter 1 Song: Nothing But Thieves - Welcome to the DCC

Welcome to the DCC, Dead Club City
Wake up in the DCC, Dead Club City
All the heaven, all the time
If you dream it, you can have it
If you believe it, it can happen
Welcome to the DCC, Dead Club City
Live
your perfect life

Spotify: Nothing But Thieves - Welcome to the DCC

Notes:

This chapter was revised on 8/22/2025 to correct a few continuity errors, typos, and errors of omission. It remains otherwise unchanged.