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The dying light of dusk filtered through the window as Ame-chan studied in her room. It's been 10 days since KAngel announced she'll ascend back to heaven and become a real angel, and Ame-chan started her internet detox hiatus, with P-chan's suggestion. She glanced up from her textbook towards the holographic seifuku hanging nearby, which now served only as a reminder of why she shouldn't return to streaming just yet, if at all. It was ironic how, now that KAngel was no more, such an outfit was even more relevant to her life, with her beginning to study for her certifications. She quickly learned that there was more she could do in her free time without an internet connection than she first thought. A lot of fun games were still accessible, she could watch anime and movies and stuff on TV instead of on the web (even if she hated relying on normal TV like a boomer), and going on cute dates, therapy sessions, and pity parties with P-chan were still great options, even with her now working during the day.
'Ugh, high-school math is so hard… I forgot basically everything I learned in high school before I dropped out haha.' Ame-chan put aside her notebook and wrote in the physical diary she was gifted at the mental hospital for journaling. It felt different from ranting on her private Tweeter account, but in a good way. Having physical evidence of how she felt always helped her, and this was a much, much better option than the alternative. 'But that's okay! If my P-chan wants me not to be a dumb, uneducated bitch anymore, I need to finish my high-school certs. I WILL make her happy, because I love her so soooo much! Speaking of, I planned something very special for us tonight :) It has three letters and starts with an s ;) I can't wait for her to come back from work. Ttyl!'
Just as Ame-chan has considered whether to call P-chan to check when she'll be back from her new day job, she heard the other girl enter the apartment. She changed in her room into her usual adorable maid outfit, probably making a little secret transformation sequence of her own, before she knocked on the door to Ame-chan's room.
"Ame-chan, I'm back. Can I come in?" The pink-haired girl spoke simply, to which Ame-chan's expression instantly brightened. "Oh, welcome back, P-chan! Yes, of course, come on in!"
As the taller girl entered the room and locked the door behind her, she sat down with Ame-chan on the bed, wrapping her arms around her in a quick embrace. "I'm glad to be back home with you. How are you feeling?" P-chan asked simply, her expression neutral.
"I'm better now that you're here, but my studies are still hard. It's better than just rotting away in my bed, though." The black-haired girl's expression then turned serious. "Hey, P-chan, can we talk a bit about… Everything that happened over the last 40 days?"
P-chan's face split in a frown closely mimicking one of her annoying ':(' stickers, her heart going out to the needy girl, but she nodded. "Of course, we can talk. Is anything wrong?"
"Don't worry, P-chan, it's nothing bad! On the contrary, I wanted to thank you." The former stream moderator’s pink eyes widened, her expression softening as she nodded, signaling her full attention. "You've been very good to me. Streaming was just stressing me the fuck out until I hit my goal. It wasn't good for me. Why should I worry about validation from the nerds and simps online, when you've validated me through it all? You love me, support me, and you've always kept me in check. Without you with me, I'd probably have broken long ago. Thank you, P-chan! Thank you, thank you, thank you!"
P-chan blushed from the sudden shower of praise, her expression brightening. "I-It was nothing. I really care for you, Ame-chan. Why would I want to cause you any harm? I wanted to help you because I love you. I love love love love you! If you did anything bad to yourself, at least without telling me how you feel first, it'd break my heart. Actually, can we talk about that in more detail for a moment?” P-chan asked as her gaze lingered on Ame-chan’s pale arms, particularly noticing a handful of old scars in a rather specific arrangement. Ame-chan instantly understood and nodded without hesitation, her expression turning into an odd mix of solemnity and shame, as well as something inexplicable, which P-chan assumed she couldn't understand without being in the same situation.
“Those… Aren’t recent, are they?” She asked before slowly meeting the other girl’s gaze again, and she vigorously shook her head, her black twin tails swaying slightly with the movement. “You said before that high stress is bad for your blood pressure, so putting two and two together… But we’ve been managing well together.”
“I… Did some bad things in the past, P-chan, things I now regret. As you know, I had a very rough childhood, and I had to go to great lengths to cope with the stress of it all. 'Normal' methods weren’t cu- I mean, they weren't enough. But you’ve been very good to me, and I want to be on my best behavior for you, too. So no, I haven’t been cutting recently. I didn’t feel the urge to do that, and it's all thanks to you taking better care of me than I would on my own.”
“You don’t know how happy it makes me to hear that. And don't worry, you still look just as cute and pretty as hell to me, even with scars. Speaking of… I'm going to need more than just words to truly appreciate your gratitude. You know what to do, right?"
Ame-chan's dark eyes widened at P-chan's unspoken permission, before she nodded. Neither of the girlfriends was willing to say the word out loud, but they had a certain understanding between them. They say *** is a good stress reliever, and it was especially true for Ame-chan. Spending time together, with or without having ***, was P-chan's preferred way to relieve her girlfriend's stress since they moved in together, and it was damn effective, and much better than resorting to her more self-destructive coping mechanisms like drugs and self-harm. "Of course, P-chan. I know exactly what you mean. Just tell me what to do and I'll do it, okay?"
"Okay then… Kiss me, Ame-chan. Let's start there. Kiss me like our relationship depends on how good of a kisser you are," P-chan responded as she stood up from the bed, gently pushing Ame-chan against the nearby wall. The former streamer had to admit to herself that while her lover was often straightforward and sometimes even a bit snappy, she had quite a way with words when she wanted to.
And with that, the former producer gently placed one hand on Ame-chan’s jawline to tilt her head up to meet her gaze, and one hand on her shoulder to hold her in place, before their lips met in a slow and tender kiss. As the kiss gradually deepened, their hands roamed over each other's bodies, teasing and exploring. Ame-chan let her tongue leave her lips and seek entrance in her lover's, which she eagerly accepted, brushing against each other in the pace of their hands.
After what felt like an eternity, their lips parted, the black and the pink pair of eyes meeting in a loving and lustful gaze. "I love you, P-chan. I'll do anything for you, so just let me make you feel good tonight, okay?"
"I love you too, Ame-chan. So, as to what to do next… We should get you out of these clothes right about now. But why don't we make it interesting? Have you ever seen those camgirl streamers who take off their clothes or something with enough Superchats? Why don't we pretend your striptease is one of KAngel's sexy streams, but just for me? I think that could be cool."
"You want me to act like KAngel while I strip for you? Should I put on the costume, or…"
"No, no, just strip out of this outfit, but pretend you're doing a special private stream, for my eyes only. I'll pretend I'm speaking with you through Superchats."
"Ohh, I get it now. You're so smart, P-chan! Let me just take a moment to get back into the groove of things… Okay, let's start the pretend stream! Hey cuties, it's your favorite internet angel here, KAngel! I have a very special show for you today. It's for one person only, so you know how special you must be to gain access to this. If anyone other than my P-chan sees this, noyoudidn'tfuckoff."
"You're special for me, too, KAngel."
"Aww, that's so sweet. You're almost as cute as me, P-chan! Well, it's time to show you what I got." Ame-chan projected the 'manic pixie dream girl' personality as naturally as ever, but they both felt it was more genuine and real. She got to work, slowly unbuttoning and unfastening her pinafore dress, letting it fall to the floor, revealing her lacy black panties underneath. "So, chat, what do you think of these panties? Cute, right?"
"Yes, they are, but I bet you'd be prettier without them."
"Oh, getting cheeky, aren't we? I like that, but don't get ahead of yourself, okay? You'll see everything soon enough." Her hands teasingly moved upwards, over her thighs, abdomen, and onto the ribbon on her shirt, purposefully skipping that spot of growing moisture between her legs. She undid the ribbon, setting it on the nightstand. Then she moved her hands back down to the hem of her shirt, making sure to give her small breasts a quick squeeze along the way. She slowly pulled the shirt up, tossing it carelessly aside. She was now half-naked, with her lingerie still on her, her stomach skinny and flat, and her chest small but shapely.
"Ta-da! Your internet angel is now half-naked on camera! I wonder if this meets your expectations, cutie?"
"What a wonderful show, KAngel. There's only one thing missing… Help me take off my dress?"
"Sure thing. P-chan, I don't think I tell you this enough… This dress of yours is absolutely adorable. You'll look better with it off, though… You always do, dear." P-chan could barely believe her ears. Ame-chan is calling someone else adorable and calling her by a pet name? She must be doing something right.
"I don't think you've ever called me cute so genuinely. Thank you, darling." She smiled, returning the gesture. "Go right ahead."
Ame-chan undid the bow on P-chan's dress, setting it next to hers, then slowly moved down towards the hem, making sure to tease her with her touch along the way, before pulling the dress up and over her head until it hit the floor, revealing her pink lingerie.
"You're so beautiful, P-chan! I really wanna eat you out tonight. Can I?"
After P-chan nodded, Ame-chan pulled down both of their underwear before getting on her knees at the foot of the bed. The pink-haired girl spread her legs, eagerly awaiting Ame-chan's ministrations.
"Mmm, you're so sweet, P-chan… Even down here. I can't get enough…" The former streamer moaned against her lover's lower lips, licking her folds relentlessly.
"Ahh, just like that, Ame-chan… You feel so good…"
Ame-chan continued her ministrations, licking faster and harder, letting the tip of her tongue enter her, moving in and out.
"Oh yes, Ame-chan… You're so good for me…"
"Hehe, and you're good for me too, P-chan! Are you close?"
"Y-yes, I think I am… Oh my god, I'm gonna come, I'm gonna…"
And with that, Ame-chan backed away from her lover's lips, a mischievous smirk on her face.
"W-why did you stop?"
"You silly kitty. There are more positions I want to try tonight. Let's scissor, okay? I want us to come together."
P-chan could barely manage to say a meek "S-sure," before Ame-chan got back on the bed, planting her lips right against P-chan's rather damp ones, beginning to rub them together. "When you go up, I go down. Got it?"
The pink-haired girl nodded, beginning to move in the opposite direction from her lover, seeking more of the delicious friction between them.
"Ahh, P-chan, you're so damn good for me… Oh God…" Ame-chan moaned, approaching the climax of her pleasure.
"Are you close too? Then, let's… Let’s come together, okay?"
"I love you, P-chan! Ahhh!"
"I love you too, Ame-chan! I love love love you too!" The two girls said as they came at the same time, their juices mixing through the point of contact. Ame-chan collapsed into P-chan's arms, their eyes meeting in a loving gaze.
"That was… So good, P-chan! You really know how to please me. Let's take a short break to catch our breath, then get ready for round two, okay? I want to try some of my new toys."
"I think the same. Let's not stop here."
"Just one thing… Promise you'll never, ever leave me, P-chan."
"I could never. I'm always here for you. I'll always love love love you."
The needy, unstable girl that was Ame-chan, as P-chan knew, had some… Less than decent ways to cope before she met her. She knows a girl this far gone can probably never be fully fixed, but P-chan felt like she got pretty close. From quitting drugs after her 1M subscriber stream, to taking a break from the internet… She felt like she'd been with her through and through, and her love and support were really helping keep her in check. Hopefully, one day, she's brave enough to have her own confidence, so both of them could live a semblance of a normal life together. Well, as normal as she can be with all her mental issues, anyway.
"Okay, here it is. This pink vibrator is gonna be so cute on you, don't you think? I bought it just for you."
But she had to focus on the here and now for the time being. And oh lord, was it wonderful.