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The bell had already chimed when they entered, but the sound still echoed faintly in Richard’s ears, like an alarm only he and Cass could hear.
It was too bright in here. Too clean. Too still.
He adjusted his glasses — cheap frames with clear lenses — and tugged the hood of his sweatshirt a little lower over his freshly dyed blond hair. It wasn’t a perfect disguise, but it was enough. Enough to pass. Enough to breathe. Just another tired young dad, not someone who used to move through shadows.
Damian stirred against him, a warm, solid weight secured in the baby carrier strapped across Richard’s chest. The baby’s small fingers clutched the edge of Richard’s sweatshirt, half-asleep, his face calm. At ten months old, he was quiet, observant, and unsettlingly aware. But for now, he slept.
Cass walked beside them, silent and still. She wore an oversized jacket, a grey cap pulled low over her black hair, and dark sunglasses that swallowed half her face. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. She observed.
They moved through the store like ghosts, passing unnoticed among the shuffle of ordinary lives — the hum of carts, the chatter of parents wrangling toddlers, the clink of produce against scales. It was the kind of world they'd never lived in. Not really. Just missions. Just orders. Survival.
Then they turned into the baby aisle, and Richard froze.
It hit like a pastel-colored wall. Diapers, bottles, wipes, bibs. Entire shelves packed with jars and pouches labeled in bright fonts — “chicken and apple,” “pea and pear,” “banana and quinoa.” He stared, overwhelmed. Everything promised something — "organic," "iron-rich," "gentle on tummies" — but none of it meant anything to him.
He picked up a jar, squinted at the label. “Is… sweet potato and lentil okay? That sounds like something a person eats, right? Babies eat this?”
He looked down at Damian, who remained asleep, completely unhelpful.
Another jar. “Spinach and apple? That can’t be a real combination.”
Beside him, Cass tilted her head slightly, examining the shelves as if she were scanning a battlefield. For a second, she looked uncertain too — not because she didn’t know how to handle pressure, but because this wasn’t pressure they’d been trained for.
She stepped forward and crouched to the lower rows, eyes flicking across the packages, then glanced up at Damian nestled in the carrier.
Her fingers hovered, hesitated, then plucked a pouch with carrots and pears, then another — applesauce with oats. She held them up briefly for Richard to see, then set them into the cart with quiet precision.
He blinked. “You think he’ll like those?”
She didn’t speak — didn’t need to. She raised an eyebrow, then nodded subtly toward Damian. A small gesture, deliberate.
Richard followed her line of thought. “Because… he watches me eat oatmeal.”
Cass dipped her head once in affirmation.
He let out a quiet breath, some of the tension easing from his shoulders.
She might not know all the brands, but she knew Damian.
And that was enough.
She added a pack of soft baby spoons, and his hand brushed hers as he took the pouches.
“I wouldn’t have thought of that,” he muttered.
Cass just offered a small, knowing glance — not smug, not patronizing. Just calm. Certain.
Next came the diapers — rows of colorful packs boasting softness and absorbency. Richard grabbed a generic brand, unsure. Cass reached over and selected a pack decorated with ducks, handing it to him without hesitation.
“Right,” he said, tossing it into the cart.
She moved swiftly, efficient and sure. Two more jars, a soft blanket, a set of small socks, and a navy blue hoodie with bear ears on the hood.
He held the hoodie up, a small smile breaking through his stress. “What do you think? Too much?”
Cass tilted her head — a near-microscopic shift. Not disapproval. Just acknowledgment.
He chuckled. “He’s gonna chew the ears off anyway.”
Damian shifted slightly, tiny fingers curling tighter. Still asleep.
They could’ve left after that, but they needed more. Not just for the baby — for themselves.
They headed toward the back of the store, where the real food was. Cans, rice, dry goods. Richard kept his pace steady, scanning the edges of his vision. Every aisle had two ends. Every corner could hide a person.
He reached for a few cans — lentils, chickpeas, tomato soup. Cass brought back rice and powdered milk, placing them in the cart like she was laying out gear before a mission.
“We’re not really picky,” Richard said under his breath. “Not anymore.”
Cass returned with salt, oil, a jar of peanut butter. Functional things. Calorie-dense. Long-lasting. Everything she picked had a reason.
An older man rounded the corner — gray coat, talking to himself as he scanned the shelves. Richard’s hand tensed on the cart, shoulders going stiff. Cass stopped, body motionless for a single beat — assessing. Not a threat. Just a man looking for soup.
But still — Richard’s breath stayed shallow. He hated how fast it came back. The tension. The calculation. Even here.
They passed the produce section, and he forced himself to breathe through it. A normal thing. Shopping. Apples in a bin. He picked one up and turned it in his hand.
“He’ll like these, right?” he asked, softly.
Cass looked at the apples, then at the baby still nestled against Richard’s chest. She gave a small, unreadable nod.
He placed a few in a bag. His hands moved automatically, but his mind was somewhere else — still scanning, still preparing.
They added bread, some oats, instant coffee, a few small bags of trail mix. Simple. Durable. Enough to stretch for a while.
By the time they made their way to the register, the cart wasn’t full, but it felt heavy. Heavy with needs, heavy with this strange quiet life they were building day by day.
The teenage cashier glanced up from the conveyor belt, pausing as her eyes landed on Damian.
“Oh,” she said, smiling. “He’s adorable. How old?”
“Almost one,” Richard answered quickly.
She smiled as she scanned a pack of diapers. “He looks just like you.”
That caught him off guard. His throat went dry.
He smiled, too — thin and practiced. “Yeah. He does, doesn’t he?”
She didn’t mean anything by it. Just a casual comment. But the words echoed.
Just like you.
Cass had shifted slightly beside the cart, already watching the people behind them in line, eyes hidden behind dark lenses.
Richard handed over cash and took the change without looking at the receipt. The girl said something cheerful, but he didn’t really hear it. Just nodded, muttered a thanks.
