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So, at first it started "innocently", if I can call that such, and Seishin was basically doing the poll, strip dancing you know. At first Toshio didn't recognize him, he just admired the moves and the body of the man that soon he realized was his former friend, and his thingy rose up. After that, when Seishin was done with his performance, Toshio decided to ask him to sleep with him in the private room, by paying ofc, and Seishin at first seeing only money agreed, then he saw who was the one giving him the money and asking for service. Although it's not really like he could refuse anyway if the customer wasn't rude, so a bit awkwardly he got Toshio to the room. At first he started to talk to him strictly about what he wanted to do, who was getting laid here, does he has any kinks etc. Nothing too emotional or anything, until Toshio just decided to pull him closer and pinned him to the bed looking him in the eyes. He thought of having a conversation while having sex. Weird way of surrounder but for him it was the last way he could make Seishin talk and look at him, however he wanted. At least during the work hours. As they finally started to get more relaxed around eachother Toshio said something he could very badly regret: "I love you". Seishin froze for a moment, Toshio looked at him blankly. It was awkward yet again. So Toshio kissed him to get his mind away from what he said and started stripping both him and, already almost naked, Seishin completely naked. First he got lube from one of the drawers, second he got the lube on his fingers and slowly entered Seishin's tight butthole, at first he was gentle not trying to be violent and cause him pain, for not only emotional purpose but also so he wouldn't get kicked out from there. Slowly, he moved his fingers against Seishin's tight walls, making him gasp and whine until he started to ask him for more, although it wasn't as loud as one's asking or even begging for more in a situation like this he sounded almost shy, almost as if Toshio's old, sweet, shy Seishin came back to him. But he figured that Seishin either didn't have much experience, or the exact opposite he had too much bad experience before him and it caused to be so unsure of it. Gently he cupped his face with his other hand and lightly brushed Seishin's cheek. "Is something a matter Seishin?" he asked, almost concerned, but Seishin didn't fall for that, he wouldn't open up in front of him, not anymore. And he stayed silent, not a word, even though he could say it's nothing, that he just doesn't happen to have sex all that often due to something personal, but he didn't say anything. Something was wrong, Toshio already knew what Seishin's prelonged silence meant. "It's alright, don't worry. I'll be gentle." He continued, Seishin was confused. How did he know what was his concern? He squirmed a bit beneath him, while Toshio's fingers continued the gentle assault on his sensitive insides. This time he moaned for Toshio to do more than that, and that was the sign for him that he indeed was ready for it. Slowly he withdrow his fingers from his hole and pured more lube out on his hand and spread it on his member, Seishin hid his discomfort by the thought, the thought that it will hurt the same every other sexual experience here did, that Toshio actually would treat him like a tool, that he lied to him like everyone else, but instead he was met with a lot more gentle entrence of his member inside. Still hurt slightly, but it wasn't unbearable, the slight pain almost being pleasurable as well. Toshio slowly got deeper, anytime Seishin made even the smallest pained sound he stopped and either careased his cheek, kissed his face or brushed his lips and tongue against his neck. Anything to make it more bearable. Finally they started to actually have sex, and to Seishin's surprise, it was actually pleasurable, for the very first time of him working there it actually felt good. He expected Toshio to be especially violent due to what the two of them went through before, but he didn't. Almost as if Toshio wouldn't be angry at him for anything at all. Almost as if they would be a couple in love during actual lovemaking and not some deal, strip club shit for money. He felt almost bad for Toshio to spent money on something he trully could have at home with a lover instead of a whore. But would he be there if he had anyone? Seishin knew such people were coming here too, but he didn't think Toshio was ever one of them. He still felt bad about such possibility, so he asked for Toshio to go harder, to be less gentle, to use him like a doll he was supposed to be in this place, but he didn't listen. It made Seishin confused, he almost started crying but he stopped himself, Toshio could have taken it the wrong way if he would. He really needed Toshio to go harder after a while though, he needed this pleasure of climax and he knew that Toshio needed it too.
After they were done, both of them stayed in the room for a while, Toshio seemed tired so Seishin was willing to let him rest. Normally he would need to get payed for that too, but he counted the money he got for the sex as the money for a place to rest instead. He really hoped Toshio didn't have anyone. As Toshio rested, Seishin started cleaning up after their weirdly passionate fuck.. Actually, he couldn't call it that. It was way too passionate for it to be called in such a manner.. Simply describing it as sex wouldn't really meet how he felt, it sounded neutral, indifferent. But it wasn't lovemaking either, it couldn't be, not in a place like this. With a frustrated and confused sigh he finished cleaning up and layed back on the bed next to Toshio. He started to get hungry, he knew it was like a betrayal but he wouldn't finish job for next 5 hours and he didn't get proper food here. So he decided to bite Toshio's neck, it would have been much easier for him to do so if he wouldn't be so nice to him tonight. "I'm sorry Toshio." He said as he saw Toshio to go a bit paler. What should he do now with him?