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when you breezed into my life all i felt was silence.
day by day we spent together it brought up the glue to bond us.
i watched you become so important to my heart.. secretly hoping you'd lose interest and push me away
but you never did. you fell deeply in love with me and i.. i would back up. watching myself fall back requited.
the world spun at least thrice my dissociations. my head on a pivot to follow you at all times. don't leave my sight or you're just like the rest
the world can be so cruel but yet, you never push me away like i tried for my own defense..
sobbing dirty every 30 moons over your words and soul. you stay with me even still.
is it really you i see in every world? are you my ever after soulmate? please say it yourself.
i cant possible be worth your high appreciation and value. but you look at me with such kind eyes..
how can you see what i cant? yearn for you to tell me what i cant visualize! dont pity me, i deserve more than that claims you.
the world will never give me that one answer, you describe over and over whenever i need it. i will never understand what you dont permit of me.
is it true you're my everything? will you love me in every universe? when we die and come back will we always find each other?
i can see visions that never happened, you're in all of them.
please come find me and hold me tightly, i cant bare being without you my knight..
my always and normal, you never shy away or avoid my eyes. your voice is like a melody in which you sing my name.
ill nest with you in every life, build a beautiful treasure of a home, never to fall away from you.
promise you wont let go? i believe you.
xox