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Who He Used to Be

Summary:

When a powerful curse sweeps through Hell, all overlords are forcibly reverted into childhood versions of themselves — minds, memories, instincts and all.

Alastor, the infamous Radio Demon, is no exception.

But what the Hazbin crew finds in his place is not a miniature version of the chaos-loving overlord. Instead, they meet the boy he once was: silent. Haunted. Traumatized. Bruised.

No powers. No static smile. Just a ten-year-old child clinging to safety and flinching from shadows.

What was once a terrifying predator turns out to be a survivor of one — a boy broken by abuse, shaped by cruelty, and left to build himself into a monster so it wouldn’t happen again.

Now the crew must face a truth even harder than the curse:
Alastor wasn't born a monster. He became one.

Notes:

This is my first chapter. This story will have implied things, I will provide trigger warnings for each.

Chapter Text

It was just another morning at the Hazbin Hotel.  

 

Until it wasn’t.

 

It started like any of ‘em did — Husk grumbling behind the bar, Charlie humming too brightly in the lobby, Vaggie constantly three seconds from violence, and Niffty sweeping some invisible stain from the baseboards like the fate of hell depended on it.

 

Angel Dust was halfway through a very promising cup of espresso — sugary enough to kill an archduke — when the television flickered.

 

"BREAKING: Curse sweeping through Pentagram City. Multiple reports say all overlords have begun to transform into their childhood forms." 

"Eyewitnesses describe erratic behavior, vulnerability, and memory loss associated with the curse’s effects, but so far—”

 

Crunch.

The teacup in Charlie's hands shattered.

 

“Alastor,” she breathed.

 

Everyone froze.

 

Because the parlor, for once, was missing one very specific sonic terror.

 

No unsettling laughter.  

No static hum in the walls.  

No unnecessary jazz.

 

“...He ain’t come down for breakfast,” Husk muttered, rubbing one bloodshot eye. “That’s not like him.”

 

Angel’s heart started doing this prickly thing in his stomach.  

A curse, huh? Overlords turned into toddlers? What, were they gonna deal with crayon Vox next?

 

But the back of his neck itched — cold.  

Wrong.  

Instinctively wrong.

 

 “Someone should check his room,” said Vaggie, already halfway to the stairs.

 

Niffty skipped fast behind her.  

Charlie followed quick.

 

But Angel didn’t move.

 

Not until he did.  

Not until he saw Husk glance toward the ceiling — just one twitch of concern, like maybe he knew something the rest of them didn’t — and then Angel was up.

 

Espresso abandoned.  

Joints tense.  

Tail flicking.

 

Because something was wrong with the radio station in the walls.

 

And someone had to go see.

 

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They reached his door — third floor, end of the hall.

 

It was silent.

 

Unbearably so.

 

Usually you could hear Alastor’s presence before you saw him. Humming, grinning, the warm churn of broken vinyl and teeth.

 

Now?  

Not a sound.

 

Charlie raised her hand.

 

Knocked. Once.

 

 “Alastor…? It’s us… We saw the news. Are you—”

 

 Crrrrrrreeaaak.

 

The latch clicked.

 

Not from her hand.

 

He’d unlocked it. From the inside.

 

Everyone froze.

 

The handle turned.

 

Angel stood back as the door swung in on its hinges — heavy, ritualized wood groaning like it hadn’t moved in centuries.

 

At first?  

Nothing.

Just darkness. Blankets. Static in the air too low to hear, like a sadness humming through the floorboards.

 

And then—

 

Two red eyes.  

 Just... peeking.  

From beneath the blanket of an enormous high-backed chair.

 

The room was unchanged.  

Rich velvet. Wall-to-wall shadows.  

But the creature inside?

 

Different.

Smaller.  

Wrong.

 

Angel took one slow step forward.

 

 “...Smiles? That you…?”

 

The boy didn’t answer.

 

Maybe ten years old, maybe less.  

Too thin, like he hadn’t eaten in days.  

His crimson hair — long, tangled — spilled over his shoulders in shadowy curls, half hiding his face.

 

The red pinstripe coat was too big for his frame. His knees were tucked to his chest. His deer-like ears — usually so proud — were flattened so tight to his head they nearly vanished into his messy hair.

 

Still smiling.

 

But it wasn’t right.  

It was the kind of smile you forced when the belt was coming.  

The kind of smile that begged: Please don’t touch me, and maybe it'll be okay.

 

And every instinct inside Angel Dust froze.

 

Those bruises — they weren't from any fall.  

The purple shadows on his jaw. His neck. One cheekbone swollen slightly.

 

His hands were hidden under the blanket. Like they were covering himself. Or hiding a truth.

 

And still—

 

 He flinched.  

 When Niffty stepped in.

 

That was all.

 

A jolt. Like the door slamming open triggered something mean in his head.

 

Angel stepped in suddenly, tossing one arm in front of her, voice low.

 

 “Whoa— hey, Niff. Go help Husk. He uh… he needs you.”  

“But I could clean—”  

“Now, sweetheart.”

 

To her credit, she nodded, backing out with a bright glance that didn’t reach her grin.

 

Vaggie and Charlie stood near the door now — worried but not pushing.

 

It was Angel who went closer.

 

Slow.  

Measured.

 

He knew that cower. 

He knew how someone could stuff themselves into blankets like armor. Knew that look in a kid’s eye when touch didn’t mean safety, when parents meant terror, when eye contact was more dangerous than any gun.

 

“Hey,” Angel said. Soft now. Real soft.  

“It’s me, toots. Just me.”

 

The kid didn’t answer.

 

Didn’t blink.

 

Didn’t breathe.

 

Just hugged his knees closer.

 

That smile? Still there.  

A trembling line across pale skin.

 

But when his eyes followed Angel’s movements—  

He watched the way the demon kept BACK.  

Never too close.

 

Angel crouched at a safe distance and let silence settle for a second.

 

“You know who I am, don’tcha…? Not… ‘cause you remember.”  

 “But ‘cause it’s safe to.”

 

Still nothing.  

Still shaking.

 

But one thing was clear as sin now:

 

This kid didn’t know who he was.

Not in full.  

Not past age ten.

 

Whatever Alastor had become in Hell — whoever the Radio Demon was — this child, wrapped in red stripes and bad memories?

 

He wasn’t him.

 

He wasn’t a predator.

 

He was a victim pretending not to breathe too loud.

 

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Angel Dust swallowed the bile rising in his throat.

 

And sat. 

Not closer. Just there.  

On the floor. Against the wall.

 

Giving space.

 

Because years ago, he would’ve killed for that.

 

Minutes passed.

 

No one moved.

 

Charlie, like a whisper, tapped Vaggie’s hand, and gestured with a look — “Let him be.”

 

They left the door open.

 

Only Angel stayed.

 

No jokes.  

No flirting.  

No mask.

 

Just this.

 

One boy.  

One memory of pain too big for his bones.  

One spider demon survivor freshly broken inside.

 

Angel leaned his head against the wallpaper. Looked at those trembling red eyes half-hidden under blanket layers like the world was still trying to eat him.

 

And offered the bravest, scariest thing he could:

 

“You’re safe now, baby."  

"Swear on it. Anyone ever tries to hurt you… you let me know."  

"I’ll make sure they can’t try again.”

 

For the first time…

 

…child-Alastor blinked.

 

Didn’t smile wider. Or laugh.  

But didn’t flinch.

 

Just… watched him.

 

A spark behind the red.

 

Angel smiled — small. Not fake.

 

 “You don’t gotta talk. Don’t gotta do anything.  

 "I’m just gonna sit here, alright?”  

 “Sit here ‘til you stop shaking.”

 

A long breath.

 

Shaky. Careful.

 

One nod.

 

Barely a tilt of the head.

 

Angel stayed there for two hours.  

Didn't move.

 

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