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Satoru often went on missions alone. He couldn't remember the last time he and Suguru spent some time together. Whether it was on a mission or not, Satoru still missed hanging out with Suguru a lot. That summer had brought a distance between them.
Satoru still remembered how peaceful it was before that summer. It was just the two of them, being the 'strongest' exorcizing curses as if it were a silly little game. Satoru wanted things to return to the way they were. But he knew it was impossible.
Their innocent youth was defiled.
Satoru was too busy dealing with tough missions all on his own to realize that his Alpha best friend was slowly spiraling away from him. It was one night when Suguru came to find him. Satoru was so happy that night because they got to hang out again.
It was late at night. They were both alone at the school dorms. Most of the Jujutsu High students were dead or missing. The atmosphere at the school was more than depressing. Only darkness surrounded the school grounds.
Haibara, a first-year student, was killed during a mission. Satoru also learned about it yesterday. There would be more work on his shoulders after that.
''Satoru,'' the Alpha simply said his name while entering Satoru's room. Satoru was roommates with Shoko, since both of them were Omegas. But Shoko wasn't there that night. It was just Satoru and Suguru in the room.
''Suguru, what is it? We barely hang out lately. Sorry, I'm busy. There isn't a day that goes by that I'm not working. Damn,''
''Do you enjoy doing this?'' Suguru continued, as he was sitting on Satoru's bed, close to Satoru. Their shoulders were slightly touching.
''Huh? Suguru, listen, I'm not feeling so well today. I even abandoned the mission I was assigned today because I was feeling all hazy-''
''I'm not feeling so good either. Lately, I can't stop thinking of ruining you.''
''What?'' Satoru let out a squeak, not expecting Suguru to say that. Suguru's voice was low, almost growling at the end of his sentence. There was also a change in his scent. Satoru could tell that it was overflowing in his room. Suguru's scent was becoming more intense, making Satoru feel quite dizzy.
''I can't stop thinking about kissing you, Satoru.'' Suguru had various thoughts in his mind. Most of them consisted of killing all non-sorcerers, others were thoughts of kissing Satoru and pounding him to the bed until he screamed his name. It was a feral instinct inside him that was driving him crazy.
Was his first Alpha rut triggered? Either way, Suguru felt like a feral beast. He didn't know how to control this feeling, how to make it go away. But his body was instinctively telling him what the right thing to do was: go to the Omega he cherished, which was Satoru.
''Suguru, are you on drugs?'' Satoru let out a giggle. Ah, it had been a while since Suguru heard that sound. Lately, Satoru was too busy perfecting his techniques or working like a dog on missions alone. Suguru rarely heard Satoru's giggles anymore. And he had missed that sound so much.
''I know you feel the same way about me, Satoru. Don't you remember what you told me that day?''
''Right,'' Satoru could feel his face heat up a little. A year ago, before all of this had happened, when they were enjoying their youth together. Satoru had abruptly confessed to Suguru, asking him if he wanted to be mates. Suguru laughed it off, thinking Satoru was messing around with him as always.
Why would the strongest Omega from the notorious Gojo Clan want to be with him? Suguru was a strong sorcerer, sure. But he wasn't part of any influential clan. His parents weren't even sorcerers. Compared to Satoru, Suguru was a nobody. That was what Satoru's family believed anyway.
''It's t-true, I do like you. I mean, I've always wanted to be your Omega. We can talk about it more tomorrow, Suguru. There's this tough mission that I'm on so-''
''There's no time for this, Satoru.''
Suguru lifted his head so he could gaze at Satoru. He had the urge to kiss Satoru until their lips were all bruised.
''Are you going somewhere, Sugu-'' Satoru wondered, as they were now gazing into each other's eyes. Ah, Satoru's sparkling blue eyes. He wasn't wearing his glasses that night. Suguru was glad he got to see Satoru's pretty eyes for one last time.
''Satoru, don't say anything,'' Suguru murmured, now leaning closer and closer to the Omega's face. Their noses were almost brushing past each other. Satoru's eyes were slightly widened, being so close to the Alpha he liked.
And then, Suguru closed the gap between them, their lips meeting. Satoru instantly melted against the kiss, allowing the Alpha to cup his face and deepen their kiss. It felt like he was resting against a soft cloud while kissing Suguru. His first kiss with the one he loved...
Satoru liked it so much!
Their bodies instinctively grew closer as they fell onto the bed, with Suguru towering over Satoru's large body. Suguru enjoyed having the Omega beneath him, trapped like this. Maybe because Satoru was the strongest, but he had him all trapped, looking up with sparkling eyes like this.
In Suguru's eyes, Satoru would always be an innocent and pure Omega. It was the Omega he loved, the Omega he wanted to protect from this harsh world.
''S-Suguru, what now?'' Satoru wondered, looking up to the Alpha with beaming eyes. It almost made Suguru smile a little. It had been a while since he had the urge to smile like this, ''Should we get undressed? Want to see me naked?''
''Sure,'' Suguru let out a soft chuckle at Satoru's eagerness. Their hands soon began to undress each other eagerly. It was the first time seeing each other all naked like this. Satoru's body beneath Suguru's resembled a work of art, Suguru was sure of it.
His hands couldn't help but wander all over the Omega's body, exploring every inch. He could feel Satoru squirm under his touch, and he liked it. It was pretty fun teasing Satoru like this, seeing all of his cute reactions.
And when his hand slipped between Satoru's legs, he let out the prettiest sounds. Satoru was slightly trembling, his face getting quite flushed, while Suguru was touching and rubbing against his most intimate parts.
Satoru was a whiny mess beneath him, while Suguru was throbbing to enter the Omega and become one with him. It didn't take long for Suguru to do that. He teased Satoru's entrance for a few seconds, enjoying how Satoru trembled against his length, and then fully pushed in.
Satoru gasped softly at the sensation. It felt pretty uncomfortable and strange at first, having something so big inside him.
''Satoru, it'll be okay. Be good for me....you're always so good...for me...'' Suguru murmured as he lowered his body so he could be closer to Satoru. His face nuzzled against Satoru's neck, starting to plant soft kisses all over. The Alpha could feel Satoru's hands wrap around his shoulders, nails digging into his back as Suguru began to thrust.
''S-Suguru, I like it. Wait, it still hurts a little. I've never f-felt such pain before a-ah, is it because I'm always on my Infinity, b-but I like it. Are you also going to k-knot me? I've h-heard about it, you know. I'm not that naive. Y-you must think I'm still the naive Omega you met two years ago, but-''
''Hush now, Satoru.’’
As his body moved, rutting onto the Omega, Suguru's lips had found Satoru's again. The Omega moaned into his mouth as they passionately kissed each other. Satoru was slowly getting used to the unfamiliar sensation and was starting to enjoy it.
Their lips remained glued as their bodies were moving in sync, now one with each other. Only the sounds of their hungry kisses and their bodies meeting could be heard in the lonely school dorms. The atmosphere in the room felt too thick and hot, and their scents had mingled with each other.
Suguru was unable to stop his body from moving, his movements becoming faster and harsher. He was worried he was hurting Satoru, but the Omega kept moaning, telling him how good it felt. Well, Satoru had always been loud, so it was no surprise that he was this vocal during their mating as well.
And Satoru's pretty sounds only made Suguru want to pound him more.
''Satoru, I'm close. Can you feel it?'' Suguru grunted as his lips had returned to Satoru's neck, wanting to give the Omega an official mating bite. His thrusts were becoming sloppy. He was going to knot Satoru and bite him at the same time!
''Y-yes, yes, please. Knot-'' and Satoru was a whiny mess beneath him, begging for his knot.
''Satoru,'' Suguru couldn't help but cup Satoru's flushed face, gazing directly into his pretty, teary eyes, while giving him one last thrust. Satoru let out a whimper as he could feel some of the knot already fill him up.
Then, the Alpha's head collapsed near Satoru's neck again, biting down on his pretty, flushed skin.
''Suguru!'' Satoru's voice was loud, as he could feel Suguru's mouth latching on his skin, biting down harshly. The Alpha's knot was also starting to spread inside Satoru, flooding his womb. The Omega's body began to tremble again, embarrassing Satoru a little.
He couldn't understand why he was trembling like this over Suguru's knot. He was feeling quite overwhelmed, so he tugged onto Suguru's back for some comfort. Their bodies were locked anyway.
If only Satoru knew...that this would be the first and last time they'd be like this.
''Su...Suguru, does this mean we're mates now? You're my Alpha, right?'' Satoru asked, sounding so happy. It made Suguru's heart sink a little. For some reason, he couldn't be happy, even if he had just knotted the Omega he loved.
There was something inside Suguru that wouldn't allow him to be happy.
''Sure, we are. This bite is proof of our bond. It'll probably go away only if I die.''
''Silly, what are you saying?'' Satoru whined, giving Suguru's back a smack for talking about death, ''Y-you are inside me and you're talking about dying. Listen, Sugu, I-''
''Satoru, just remember that I love you.''
Suguru was gazing directly into Satoru's eyes while hovering over him. Satoru remained frozen for a while, with his sparkling eyes all wide. For some reason, it felt like Suguru was saying goodbye to him. As if he was leaving somewhere far away...
But no. Satoru couldn't accept that. He was probably jumping to conclusions!
''You should rest now, Satoru. I have to prepare for a mission. I'm visiting my hometown.''
''Ohh, really? Are you going to see your parents, Suguru? It's been a while, right? When was the last time you saw them? Two years ago?’’
After their bodies unlocked, Satoru was happily chatting with Suguru. The Omega felt like the two of them could slowly go back to normal, to how things were.
''...I'll probably see my parents, yeah.''
''Can I join? I want to meet them, Sugu-''
''No, I wish to go alone this time, Satoru. Maybe next time.''
But Suguru was surprisingly cold and distant again. Satoru couldn't understand what was going on with his Alpha friend, with the Alpha he had just mated with.
''Okay...? Are you leaving then? So soon?'' Satoru was slightly pouting on the bed, while Suguru was putting back his school uniform, ''What about us? Our relationship, Suguru.''
''We'll talk about it tomorrow, Satoru.''
''Hmphh,'' Satoru remained pouting on the bed, as the Alpha was slowly walking to the door. Suguru glanced back one last time, trying to show off a weak smile to the pouty Omega. Satoru didn't realize it back then, but Suguru wanted to cherish that moment.
Because after that, Suguru wasn't coming back to that school.
''.....Suguru killed everyone at the village, Satoru.''
''Huh?''
A few days went by, and Suguru was gone. Satoru felt like his whole world was falling apart when he had the principal telling him that Suguru had massacred a whole village. His ears were ringing. His head was killing him.
''...His cursed energy was all over the place. He was behind this, Satoru. His parents were also-''
''No, this can't be right! Just a few days ago, he was telling me he was going to visit his parents and-'' Satoru was clenching his fists so hard that blood was coming out. He felt like collapsing. The fact that the Alpha he loved and had mated with a few days ago was now sentenced to death.
This couldn't be real, right?
Satoru had to find Suguru and get a proper explanation. Satoru wanted to believe that all of this was just a misunderstanding or a sick joke.
''Gojo, I've found Geto. Want to talk to him? He's here in Shinjuku.''
With his heart racing like crazy, Satoru found Suguru in the streets of Shinjuku, surrounded by hundreds of people. The two of them were facing each other, ignoring the busy crowd that was passing by them.
''Explain yourself, Suguru! You--is it real? It can't be, right?!'' Satoru was screaming his lungs out at Suguru, who was a few meters away from him. The distance between them grew bigger and bigger, but Satoru just failed to notice it.
''...Satoru, I wanted to see you for one last time. Don't forget what I told you that day.''
''N-no, you don't love me. If you did, you wouldn't be doing this,'' and there were already a few tears rising in Satoru's eyes.
''I can't explain it to you, you won't understand how I feel, Satoru. I've already made my decision. It is something I must do. To create a better world for...'' Suguru didn't finish off his sentence, but what he wanted to say was to create a better world for us.
''S-so what? How could you kill your own parents?!''
''My parents are no exception. They are non-sorcercers after all.'' Suguru's voice was cold, as was the expression on his face. Satoru felt like he was facing a cold murderer in front of him instead. He felt sick. He was going to vomit soon.
''Are you just going to kill half of the population then? What then? What is the point of this, Suguru? I don't get it! I don't get it at all!''
Satoru felt like he was going crazy, not understanding any of Suguru's logic at all. He had the urge to grab Suguru and take him somewhere far away so they could be alone. In his heart, he still believed that all of this was just a sick joke, or a very bad nightmare.
''You can kill me if you want. It'll have a meaning. I don't mind if you're the one to kill me.''
Satoru's eyes widened while staring down at his hesitating hands. He could kill Suguru on the spot if he wanted. Slice him up in a few seconds, the way he did to Toji. But he didn't have the heart to do that.
Suguru was the Alpha he loved, his best friend, his one and only.
He couldn't kill Suguru, even if he had become a stranger, even if he had become a murderer.
''Gojo...you should eat something. You might be strong, but you're still human, you know.''
''I don't want to eat. Maybe I should just die,'' A few days later, Satoru was holed up in his room, hugging his knees. His eyes were all red and puffy from crying. The mating bite Suguru had given him was also itching. Satoru wondered if it was itching because their bond was falling apart.
But the bite still remained there.
''Gojo, please.'' Shoko just let out a sigh, not knowing what to do with her friend anymore, ''It's not your fault this happened. Geto was already far gone. We just failed to realize it. He pushed us away. He didn't open up to us either. How could it be our fault?''
''N-no, but you don't understand. A few days before he went to that village, he came to my room and we--I thought we could go back to normal. I thought Suguru was approaching me again. I noticed he was distant lately, but I thought he was just tired. I'm also damn tired and I often have nightmares and my head is killing me all the time, but i still-''
Shoko just let out another sigh at Satoru's rambling.
''It doesn't change anything, Gojo. He probably made his decision before that night. He came to see you one last time. As a farewell...''
''Whatever,'' Satoru choked up a few cries again, plopping back to the bed, curling up in a ball.
The Omega remained in his room for a few weeks. He barely ate and slept. Shoko had to force food down his throat to make sure he didn't die from starvation. He also refused to go on any missions, which did make the higher-ups a little mad.
But Satoru didn't care.
''Oi, Gojo. Are you puking again? I just managed to make you eat, geez.''
And then, the morning sickness had begun.
Satoru couldn't understand what was going on with his body. While growing up, he rarely got sick. He was always on Infinity, not allowing anything to defile his body.
But now, there he was, unable to stop puking.
''By the way, Gojo. That time, Geto came to your room. Did you two... mate?'' Shoko asked Satoru one day, starting to connect the dots together. Satoru just sighed, looking up to her all grumpily.
''Y-yeah, we did. Can't you see my mating bite? Look at the huge ass bite that idiot gave me! H-he was pretty cold that night, but I was still happy. I was a damn fool to believe that we could go back to normal after this and-''
''Gojo, you might be pregnant.''
''Shoko,'' Satoru just whined, ruffling his hair, ''Now is not the time to make jokes.''
''I'm not joking, idiot. Think about it. You keep vomiting. And not to mention that your scent has changed.''
''What about my scent?'' Satoru tilted his head, not understanding what Shoko meant. He hadn't realized it, or couldn't. The fact that his sweet vanilla scent also exuded milk now.
''Let's do a test then,'' Shoko suggested, wanting to make sure. Satoru complained about how lame her idea was the whole day, but after a short visit to the pharmacy, Satoru was left with three pregnancy sticks, and all of them were positive.
He remained frozen on the bed, but then, he quickly got up because he had to vomit again. Only the retching sounds echoed in the bathroom. Shoko kept asking him what he was going to do after that.
But Satoru already knew the answer to that.
He was going to keep this baby.
Even if Suguru was gone. Even if Suguru was currently a wanted criminal on the run.
''...Please come to your senses, child. You cannot keep the baby of a wanted criminal. As the Omega of our clan, you are expected to give us an heir, but not this way.''
Soon enough, Satoru's family discovered his pregnancy. Satoru was still 17, so he was still supposedly under their care. Satoru only got to meet his family members under strange conditions. Last year, for example, they met again to ask him to work on his techniques and perfect them.
It was just after Satoru had almost beaten death while encountering Toji. His clan never asked him if he was okay and insisted on perfecting his techniques and becoming stronger instead.
Now, they were telling him to get rid of this baby.
But Satoru wasn't going to let them. He was going to keep this baby no matter what.
He couldn't stand living under the same roof with his clan, so he ran back to the school. He figured it'd be a safer environment there. It was strange being back in the school dorms, because everything reminded Satoru of Suguru.
But he still felt more comforted being there than being with his family.
He still refused to go on missions. Now that he was carrying a child, he wanted to be careful.
''Hey, Gojo. Got any weird cravings lately? I noticed your morning sickness has stopped now.''
''Mm, thank god it's over. But look, Shoko! I think I'm gaining weight, I have a bump!''
Satoru was resting against his bed, one hand trailing down to caress his very small baby bump. According to Shoko, he was now in the second trimester, so his stomach was slightly growing. His morning sickness had also stopped.
''I suppose,'' Shoko let out a soft sigh, staring at Satoru's small bump, ''Gojo, do you know...that there's a bounty on you?''
''Yeah,'' Satoru shrugged it off casually, ''There's always been a bounty on my head since I was born, Shoko. This isn't anything new to me. People have been trying to kill me since I was a newborn. But I'll protect my baby well this time!''
''So this is normal to you?'' Shoko let out another sigh. She wanted to bring out her pack of cigarettes to smoke, but then she remembered about Satoru's pregnancy. She'd have to smoke when she was alone from now on.
''I don't mind. I'm used to it,'' Satoru showed off an awkward smile to his friend. It was true that various people and organizations had been after him for years now. Because he was a sorcerer born with the Six Eyes, everyone was after him.
Now, the whole Jujutsu society was also wondering if Gojo Satoru's baby would also have the Six Eyes or not. Would the baby be as strong as him? Two strong sorcerers having the Six Eyes to their grasp would be insane. They couldn't allow that!
But their many failed attempts didn't scare Satoru. He remained hidden in the school dorms most of the time, and even if he had to encounter assassins, he'd face them and get rid of them right away.
Even if he was carrying a child, Satoru was still very capable and strong.
''Why are you guys so desperate to kill me and my baby anyway? So mean,'' it was another day where Satoru had left the school grounds for a while, when he got ambushed. Well, it ended with the two assassins getting sliced up on the spot.
Satoru only got pissed off because he had to clean up the mess he had caused. He tried avoiding doing this in the public eye, but he couldn't help it this time. He just wanted to buy some mochi that he was craving and almost got killed instead!
He'd have to send Shoko on errands next time.
''Who sent you this time?'' While cleaning up all the blood on the grounds, Satoru could sense a familiar energy. He abandoned the blood on the streets and followed his senses. He ended up in an alley, which led him to the familiar energy again.
Satoru was sure that was Suguru's residual cursed energy. His scent. He could sense all of it.
And just like that, he collapsed and burst into tears.
Was Suguru following him? Did he know about the baby?
Satoru wondered how the Alpha was doing. He missed him so much, even if he was a wanted criminal. He wanted to see him again and hide in his arms. Maybe he was feeling overly emotional due to his pregnancy, but he couldn't stop crying.
''Gojo, I'll buy your stupid mochi for you next time. Just stay put for now. You're in the third trimester now. You should be careful. Gosh, look at your bump. It will burst soon.''
''Right? I'm all round now. It's weird. I feel like I'm a damn watermelon or something. I've been skinny my whole life, so this is weird. Heh, I wonder how Suguru would feel if he saw me like this, I mean-'' Satoru paused after realizing that he had blurted out Suguru's name again.
Lately, he kept bringing up his name so casually, almost forgetting that Suguru was long gone from his life. Sometimes, Shoko could hear Satoru cry himself to sleep. And she knew it was because of Suguru.
''Oi, Gojo. Are you okay? You don't look so good.''
It was the middle of the night when Satoru woke up in a pool of sweat. There was also wetness between his legs. And his body felt very uncomfortable and heavy. Satoru was aching. He felt so bad that he wanted to cry. He was distressed and wished Suguru was there to comfort him.
Just then, Shoko realized that Satoru was probably going into labor! He was going to give birth soon!
''Oh dear. Let's go, Satoru... I'll take you somewhere safe. Remember what I told you about childbirth? I can't heal you with RCT, but don't worry, I'm sure you'll be fine. Your body is strong. Let's go...'' After that, Satoru was soon transferred to a safe space where he would give birth to his child.
It was a room that was sealed with sorcery, making it impossible for any unwanted guests to trespass. Shoko also created a nest and placed Satoru there. Satoru had learned that RCT was useless when it came to childbirth. Shoko claimed it was Mother Nature punishing Omegas in this universe.
Nonetheless, Satoru felt a little nervous.
The first time he was scared in his life was when he encountered Toji. The second time was when Suguru left him. The third time....was that moment, giving birth to his child.
It was a pain he had never felt before. All he could do was scream as Shoko kept telling him to push and push. He was holding onto her tiny hand, squeezing it to death. Shoko felt like her hand was going to melt, but she still tried her best to comfort her friend.
''Gojo, I can see it! You're almost there....'' Shoko continued encouraging her friend, and after many long hours, the baby had arrived. Satoru felt like he could finally breathe after hearing the baby's first cries. He was covered in blood, sweat, and tears, but he was so happy his baby was finally born.
Shoko made sure to check on the baby, and after cleaning him up, he wrapped him in a blanket and handed him over to Satoru, ''Gojo, I think he's an Alpha.''
''O-oh, yes, he is,'' Satoru sniffled, as he gently held the pup in his arms. He felt like crying after feeling the pup's tiny head nuzzling close to his chest, ''He has Suguru's scent.''
''...Got a name for him?'' Shoko asked, trying to change the subject. She could tell Satoru was about to cry over Suguru again.
''O-oh, yeah. I was searching for names a few weeks ago. I want to call him Yuuta.'' Satoru said, while gazing down at his pup with a soft, weak smile. He was feeling exhausted and was struggling to keep his eyes open. But he was so happy now that he was holding the baby in his arms.
It was the maternal love he was feeling.
''Gojo Yuuta. He is my cute Alpha pup. Heh, Shoko. He has my eyes. They're so blue and sparkly.''
''Sure,'' Shoko let out a chuckle, as Satoru remained with the Alpha pup in his arms and cooing at him.
Soon enough, Satoru couldn't take it anymore and had to rest. Shoko assured Satoru that she'd take care of the pup until he woke up and was able to nurse him. Satoru was naturally exhausted, so it didn't take long for him to collapse.
He was feeling peaceful now that he had given birth to his baby.
He'd cherish Yuuta the most in this world. Yuuta was going to be his little treasure.
AUTHOR NOTE; Hi guyss so this was the first angsty chapter mostly as an introduction hehe let me know if you like it so far! the next chapter will include gojo raising his baby yuuta (also geto being a cult leader dad oops) the time travel won't happen yet !