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"just don't okay?.....just don't'',Stiles fumed whilst trying to get away from Derek's strong grip
but Derek didn't seem to want to let go
"just let me go Derek...this isn't ---'' ,Stiles said but Derek still didn't seem to get the message
because instead of letting go,Derek was pushing him hard up against the wall and staring right
into his honey brown eyes,they were so close,and oh god Stiles couldn't breathe,so he huffed a
puff of breath in Derek's face
''uh.....did you use mouth freshener before coming here? 'cause you're breathe smells so
good''.,Derek teased,breathing in.
"don't change the subject asshole and let the fuck go of me you dip-",Stiles was about to finish
his sentence when Derek covered his mouth with his own,sucking his lips into his mouth like he
was some kind of a delicious lollipop,Stiles tried to squirm away from the kiss,but Derek had
trapped him between himself and the wall,his both arms on either side of Stiles with palms flat
and heavy on the wall and one of his legs wedged between Stiles legs,pressed hard against his
groin,fuck Derek was such a manipulating shit Stiles couldn't even believe he was attracted to
this asshole,but whatever,his body hated him anyway and reacted sexually towards emotionally
stunted,grumpy alphas,NOT HIS FAULT!!!
Stiles didn't really want to kiss this cheating,manipulating shit of an alpha right now but Derek
didn't pay attention to his protesting attempts of getting away,'cause the asshole even
deepened the kiss,pushing his tongue inside stiles mouth,both hands on Stiles chest,moving his
hands frantically in circles and just pressing him further into the wall,as if that was even
possible,but that didn't stop him from trying and after a while Stiles melted into the kiss and
stopped trying to squirm away,'cause the kiss went on for an entire eternity,or was it ten ??
fifteen minutes,Stiles couldn't tell,but Derek just seemed to kiss him and kiss him until his anger
wedged away from him and he was just .....ugh,he didn't even know what he was supposed to
feel right now,cause after all that kissing and touching and all the........ugh,he hated Derek,did
he mention?,yeah he didn't know why he loved this asshole,but the kissing? yeah that was a
good solid reminder,thanks body,thank you for being so supportive of emotions,fuck just
fucking fuck,he hated everything right now,especially his cock,'cause it was hard as a rock,and
if something wasn't done about it soon,he was damn sure it would just fall right off,that traitor..
and it was as if Derek was reading his mind because hell-O his hands were moving towards his
jeans and wow is he wait......did Derek just unzip and unbutton his pants? wow really
asshole? really ???? fuck that shit,Stiles wasn't taking any of this bullshit anymore,so he pushed
Derek away from himself,zipped up and buttoned his jeans,and got away from that wall
because there's no telling if Derek would try the funny sexy-pushing-against-the-fucking-wall
thing again or not so yeah,caution was necessary to be taken.
"What the hell do you think your doing? huh??",Stiles shouted,anger flooding his
senses,clouding his judgments.
"what does it look like,im trying to give you what you want",Derek deadpanned.
"and what do you think is it that i want?",Stiles fumed.
Derek tried to move closer to Stiles again but Stiles backed away,
"Please just let me Stiles,i ......",Derek said,eyes flashing red.
"don't okay,just don't.....i can't.",Stiles said,all teary eyed.
"this can't go on like this,if you want to be kissing one of your betas,go ahead,i won't stop
ya,but just know that from now on,i won't answer to you or your pack,I'm done....",Stiles fumed.
"ugh....shit",Stiles cringed,pinching the bridge of his nose when he saw Derek tearing
up,seriously,he had never seen him crying before.This didn't feel right,this looked really wrong,and felt
even worse.
"Are you.....are you breaking up with me?",Derek asked sadly and teary-eyed.
"i just can't not okay,not after watching you kiss Erica,i just can't.....i can't just go around all day
pretending that you don't look like what you look like,and that no one else is going to get
attracted to you but me,and that you won't be attracted to other people because you're in a
relationship with a lanky,skinny,loud-mouthed guy like me,Derek,it stresses me out so
much you have no idea,this happened today with Erica,and now i can't trust you enough for
this to not happen again with someone else,and i just.......i just can't ....it hurts too much so I'm
quitting,now go kiss and fuck whoever the fuck you want to,I'm out",Stiles replied and started to
speed away and out of there but damn werewolf speed,'cause Derek grabbed him by his
waist bringing him flush against himself,and then he's kissed him with such great passion that
he hadn't been kissed before,and now this really is melting his brain and turning it into
goo,'cause he just totally forgot what he just said because kissing is hazardous like
that,especially when you're being kissed by an alpha werewolf and when Derek hale is that said
alpha,then you've got no choice but to give in,that's just how the nature of things
work,seriously.
But fuck it,he's Stiles Stilinski and he does not take shit from anyone,even if that anyone is his
boyfr.....EX Boyfriend,yeah,he fucking meant all the shit he just said,and he's not about to
change his mind because of some serious werewolf-tackling,braincell-destroying kissing,nope
he's not,he's determined as shit when he wants to be.
"this was the last time you got to do that,i won't be letting you anywhere near me or touch
me..fuck Derek you can't just make someone feel like that and and go on and cheat on
them,that is some utter cruelty right there,and i refuse to take it,nope,not anymore...",Stiles
said,tears running down his heated-up-from-anger pink cheeks,he wiped his red swollen mouth
from the back of his hand,the fabric of his hoodie soaking up all the liquid he leaked from his
mouth and eyes.
Derek is looking at him with such hurt and mixture of something that looks like guilt and love??
in his eyes,the guy surely atleast likes him,thats why he started dating him in the first place,but
Stiles wasn't sure if that was love in his eyes or not,nope Stiles didn't think Derek loved
him,nope not like that,not like he loved Derek,wait,did he just??...welp,there we go,he just
confessed he loved Derek Fucking cheating Hale to himself,internal monologing be damned.
They hadn't had sex yet,sure all the kissing and hand and blow jobs were nice,but no,not
actaul penetration,so it wasn't too late for Stiles to get out of this,'cause he knew if real sex
was involved,doing this would be far too fucking hard for him than this,so thank fuck its
not,because it would've been more fucked up than this.
Now Derek is speaking so Stiles has to stop his internal monologue to listen,
"Stiles.....you don't understand......this wasn't what it looked like,...i've never.....i'd
never...",Derek says all butthurt and whatnot.
"im sure there's nothing left for me to understand,what i saw looked pretty clear to---",says
Stiles.
"no Stiles...please let me explain.....i've never,...i've never kissed anyone like that,but you and
never would,please believe me,Erica attacked me,and as soon as she did,you came
in.....and........and it looked like something else,but i pushed her away right then,hell i even
threw her i think,thats how pissed off i was,and then you came in,and it all became more
messed up that it really was......im...so sorry you had to see that....its normal for a beta female
to want to establish sexual relationship with their alpha,gives them power over other betas and
she was just drived by pack dynamics,instead of real emotions and or physical and romatic
feelings towards me,and no i don't love her,or anyone else nor do i want to kiss or be attracted
to anyone else in my entire life,because i love you,and will do so for the rest of my life,if thats
what i have to do to keep you with me but if you still want to leave you can,i wont pressurize
you,or physically overpower you to stop you.im so sorry that i hurt you Stiles,i honestly didn't
mean to..",Derek says,voice cracked,broken.
And wow that was probably more words than Derek must have spoken in his entire life
combined and Stiles couldn't believe how stupid he was,what an idiot he was being right
then,how couldn't he see that before,wow,awkward!
Goddamn he felt like a stupid idiot,feeling so guilty now,that he looks into Derek's eyes he sees
pure truth,love and adoration and its like he's swimming in rainbows,and being cuddled by
bunnies and kitties and everything is so beautiful in this wonderful world.
"I love you Stiles,only you,even though,i haven't said much before to let you know,i just
thought that my actions were enough,but clearly i was wrong,so now i will use my words,'cause
clearly,for a guy who speaks as much as you,not that its a bad thing,then words are surely
needed.And Stiles,yes,i couldn't stand Erica kissing me,because i've already found my mate,and
its you....."
Now Stiles is speechless,he can't say anything,not even a word,he's just standing there,gaping
like a fish and wow,that's a first for him.
"i ......i don't know what to say,.....",Stiles says.
"you dont have to.....just let me-"Derek says,coming near Stiles,grabbing his neck and bringing
their mouths close.
"just dont ever leave me unless you really have to,and not because of stupid shit like this,you
have to trust me Stiles,its only you",Dereks whispers.
Stiles nods and says,"i won't,and i do".
And then Derek's closing the distance between their mouths and yeah.....welp there goes his
cock again,hard in no less than a second.