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She watched the dance practice with a smile on her face. Each one of them caught her eye, their body control visible despite the baggy clothes. The speed at which they learned the choreography was satisfying to watch. It was clear with every movement they worked hard to learn the performance and build that muscle memory.
It didn’t hurt that they were all attractive, each in their own way. She watched as they’d throw quick little flirty moves into the dance and it was doing things to her insides she couldn’t put a name to. Additionally this practice room had several mirrored walls and the effect was transfixing. The music finally stopped, staff advising them to take a break as some of the members had engagements to head to.
Bang Chan walked over, a small towel around his shoulders as he dabbed at the sweat on his forehead. “Hey, thanks for watching. I feel like the members were more motivated knowing we had an audience today.” His smile was radiant and she could get lost in it forever.
“Oh, I was happy to be here.” She said, quickly pulling him into a tender kiss. She didn’t linger, not wanting to make it awkward with the rest.
“What are you up to next? I didn’t ask before I came over, sorry.” She watched as he grabbed a drink.
Before he could answer a staff member walked over. “Sorry to interrupt, you have a meeting and then a quick press event.”
He looked at her after nodding to the staff member, “Sorry, I was about to say what he just said. I’ll be busy most of the afternoon but maybe we can meet back at my place for dinner?” She could see the apology all over his face.
She responded as the staff walked away. “Yeah, no problem. I hope the meeting goes well. If not maybe I can help make sure the day ends on a high note.” She winked at him with the last bit of her sentence and a playful smile crossed his face.
“Oh I’d love that regardless of how this meeting goes.” He leaned in to her close and whispered. “Maybe I’ll cancel the meeting?”
She laughed lightly, responding right away. “No, don’t do that. I don’t want you to get in trouble or anything. I’ll find something to do for the afternoon.”
An expression crossed his features that she couldn’t quite place, and he did a quick sweep of the room. She looked to see what he was looking at. I.N and Hyunjin were leaving through the door, engaged in what looked like deep conversation. Seungmin, Han and Lee Know were already gone. Changbin was sitting on the ground, leaning up against the wall with his eyes closed and Felix was talking with a staff member while packing up his bag.
“Did you like the dance practice?” He looked back at her as he said this and she immediately felt the heat come to her cheeks. “I noticed you weren’t just watching me.” She didn’t realize he had watched her that closely since he had seemed so focused on the choreography.
“I sort of can’t help it to be honest. Hyunjin and Changbin were especially,” She paused looking for the right word. “Expressive.” She could feel the heat in her face and knew without looking into a mirror that her cheeks would already be rosy.
He laughed, easily and relaxed. “Oh I have no issue with it. I actually wanted to say that I have no issue with you and the guys at all.” With his final words he looked right at her again, holding her gaze.
The implication hung in the air between them for a moment before she gathered up the courage to clarify.
“Are you,” She stopped, thinking over her question. “Are you saying you don’t mind me looking at any of them?” It wasn’t what she wanted to ask but her courage left before she would ask further.
“Yeah, that. More so what I’m saying is I don’t mind if you are with any of them.” He emphasized the word with. She understood the meaning. The surprise must have registered on her face as his smile grew even wider.
“We chatted a long time ago about how we would never keep each other from experiencing anything good. I’m secure enough with us to know that this wouldn’t hurt us and I know they wouldn’t hurt you. As long as you’re with me at the end of the night I’m happy with whatever, and whomever, you decide to do.” He leaned in to whisper, “It might help you to know they’ve all complimented you always.”
She stood, frozen to the spot in shock. Was he essentially giving her a pass to be with any member? All members? The sudden thoughts in her head brought the heat more intensely to her cheeks and he clearly noticed. He looked around once more and pulled her in closer.
“I love you. You have my blessing if you decide to have some fun. I’ll see you for dinner.”
He kissed her one more time before grabbing his bag and leaving the room, smile still on his gorgeous features.
She took a moment to process what he just said. She was his but also free to be with any member and he wouldn’t mind. He actually gave her a free pass, and in a sense all of them as well. And they had been thinking of her? She was lost in her thoughts for a moment about that.
Shaking the thoughts of out her head she looked around the room to find it was just her and Changbin left. He was still sitting up against the wall, chest rising and falling with his breathing as he relaxed.
She looked at him, his handsome face relaxed with eyes closed. He was wearing a simple outfit for the practice today since they weren’t filming, just sweats and a t-shirt. His shirt was tight over his muscles which she’d often admired.
Maybe Bang Chan wasn’t lying. There was only one way to find out.
She swallowed her fear and walked towards him tentatively. When she got closer he registered that someone was in the room and opened an eye. When he saw it was her he opened the other and smiled at her.
“Hey, I didn’t realize you were still here.” He said, sitting forward off the wall and reaching for his water bottle.
“Yeah, Chan had a meeting so we’re meeting up later for dinner. I’m free for the afternoon it seems.” Her voice felt shaky and she took a breath to steady herself
He took a swig of water and smiled up at her. “Oh nice, any plans?” As he asked he started packing up his bag unhurriedly.
“Nothing concrete.” She took a deep breath, it was now or never. Calming herself she dove in.
“Listen, Chan said something and I’m thinking he was probably playing a joke on me but I wanted to ask. It’s a bit awkward though. ” Her words came out fast and she could only imagine what he was thinking.
“Oh? What did he say?” He stopped packing his bag to look at her, suddenly looking worried.
“I’m sure he wasn’t being serious but he mentioned that you all talked about me.”
At this Changbin looked down at his bag. She continued. “He said you all talk about being with me.”
He let go of his bag and got up, turning himself to face her. His expression didn’t indicate he was making fun of her so she felt a little relieved. His body was very still though, tension visible.
“He did?” His voice was quieter than before. He almost sounded scared, as though he was bracing himself for an outburst.
“Yeah, but I understand if it’s a joke.”
Changbin looked her up and down and carefully responded, hand scratching the back of his neck. “He wasn’t joking. If you are bothered by it I’ll tell the members to stop. We would never want you uncomfortable.”
She was surprised, somehow having it confirmed was more than she expected. Knowing now that it was true, that the members had chatted about her and being with her, she could feel her body respond. She felt flush already and he hadn’t even made a move.
“Oh. I’m not bothered by it, just surprised. I didn’t know you all felt that way.”
Changbin watched her carefully, the slightest shock across his face. His arm dropped down and then, cautiously, he said “So you’re okay with it?”
She found herself smiling back and then without meaning to she looked him up and down admiring. She realized it must have been obvious when she found herself back on his face to find him looking at her like she was a snack. Warmth raced through her body.
“Are you,” he started to say, hesitantly and quietly. “Are you into the idea?”
She blushed and softly responded back. “I’m open to everything.” She didn’t lose eye contact, though it made her nervous, with how he was watching her
He swallowed and a hint of smile crossed his face. “You know,” He took a step towards her, eyes locked onto hers as he came forward. “I have the afternoon free.”
He let the statement hang in the air between them a moment before continuing. “But I want to make sure that you are fully into this idea. I don’t want to do anything to hurt you.”
She watched him move closer and could feel a chill run through her body. She wondered if he could tell. Her breathing was faster, her heart pounding so much she was sure he could hear it.
“I get to taste you and still be with Chan? I think that’s called heaven really.”
Changbin smiled and she felt her heart skip. “Normally I’m not into sharing, but for you I can make an exception.”
He closed the last bit of distance and pulled her in close for a soft kiss, his strong arms encircling her around her waist. When she responded in kind, her hands wrapping around his shoulders and her fingers in his hair, he deepened the kiss with a moan she felt rumble through her whole body. Shortly she found herself pushed up against the wall, the kiss making her knees weak. He kept a hand around her hip, holding her to him, and another braced them both against the wall.
He pulled back for a second, ever so slightly, and looked at her in the eyes.
“One last time, you’re okay with this?”
In response she grabbed his shirt and pulled it off and over his head. It wasn’t a smooth motion, his arms caught up in the process he wasn’t expecting. The smile on his face was infectious when he surfaced. He recovered quickly and had her back in the kiss as her hands explored his defined chest. His hands slipped to cup her buttocks and she had no doubt if he wanted to lift her he could in an instant.
He pulled back again and his eyes were heavy with desire as they searched hers. His hands went to pull at her shirt; she could tell he was aiming to get her into the same state he was in.
She bit her lip and looked to the side to find she was looking at herself. The mirror wall reflected her up against a wall with Changbin slowly pulling her shirt out of her jeans. Watching what was happening from this perspective she suddenly realized where they were. She placed her hands on his upper arms and said “Wait, what if someone comes in?”
He smiled and responded teasingly. “Maybe we’ll ask them to join.” And he kissed her, but pulled back a moment later.
“On second thought, I want you to myself for right now. One moment.”
He stepped away and walked over to the door, locking it quickly and closing the blinds on the window in the door. When he turned around she felt a jolt in her stomach. His eyes were radiating need like she couldn’t have imagined.
He started making his way back to her with slow but deliberate steps. Just before he reached her she felt daring and pulled her shirt off herself. He stopped for a moment and just looked over her body. She could see appreciation on his face in the fact that she hadn’t worn a bra.
He closed the distance and, instead of kissing her mouth again, went right to her breast, caressing her nipple with his tongue. His hand quickly cupped the other, playing with it teasingly. A moan escaped her lips as she leaned into the feeling. She could feel herself getting wet the longer he sucked and massaged and she wasn’t sure how much longer her legs would hold her up.
After some time he kissed his way back up to her mouth and while he was distracting her his hand found the front of her pants. Slyly he popped the button and his hand slid down under her panties to feel her. He found her wet and she could sense the smile in his kiss.
Without warning he slid into her, two fingers expertly navigating their way while his thumb rubbed small circles on her clit. Now she knew she wasn’t going to be able to stand much longer, already dropping into his hand unintentionally. She wrapped her arms around him for support and moaned into his kiss. Breaking the kiss he started licking her neck, turning up the tingling sensation in her body. The pleasure was building within her quickly.
She felt her knees go weak as she hit the climax, her body vibrating against him. She could feel him smiling into her neck, placing small kisses there on her skin. He mercifully stopped playing and just held her, his fingers slowly retreating. Her hands held onto him, keeping her steady.
After a few deep breaths she looked over at him to find him smiling from ear to ear. He let her go, now that she was able to somewhat stand, but he stayed close. Now that she was watching he slowly licked her off his fingers, keeping eye contact the whole time. She flushed again, flustered so quickly by such a simple move.
She noticed again that he had his shirt off, his muscles still slick with sweat after both dance practice and whatever they just did. However his track pants were still on, with a sizable tent now showing.
With a quick smirk she dropped to her knees in front of him and grabbed his pants with her hands. She nudged them down as she looked back up at him. The expression on his face was heady.
Within a moment his member was free from the confines of his pants and boxers. She reached out with a hand to grip it; feeling for the first time just how hard he had gotten in the time it took them to change their relationship. Playfully she reached out with her tongue, still maintaining eye contact with him as best as she could, as she licked the tip teasingly.
With the first lick he moaned, closing his eyes. Smiling she took him in her mouth. She moved her tongue around him as she sucked, hoping the sensation would drive him mad. He braced himself with both hands against the wall as she did, giving her a better angle to get at him.
She kept going, enjoying the moans coming out of him now. Her hand moved up and down the base and after a few moments she switched to sucking on his balls. He moaned harder and she gripped his member harder as he did.
“I’m close” he said suddenly, and she switched back to sucking on him. He moaned, and gripped the back of her head with his right hand. She stopped moving and instead matched his thrusting. In a moment he spent himself into her and she could feel the salty sperm down her throat.
She pulled back and looked back up at him. He was looking at her again, one hand still braced against the wall and he breathed deeply. Quickly she hastily planted a kiss on the tip, knowing full well he would be sensitive. He pulled back, looking at her with a playfully warning expression.
“I don’t understand how Chan get’s anything done when you’re nearby. I’d be way too distracted”
She smiled, pulling herself up in front of him. “Maybe that’s why we’re so good together, I remind him to take breaks.”
Changbin smiled, nodding. “That makes sense.”
He pulled up his pants and locked eyes with her again. “I think we should go get some ice cream, for all the hard work we just did.”
She couldn’t help but smile and moved to find her shirt from its discarded location nearby. “Ice cream sounds excellent.”