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Gripped Tight and Raised

Summary:

Rewrite of 4x01 “Lazarus Rising.”

The sparks still fly, the knife still fails, and the angel still walks through the door.

But this time, when Castiel pins Dean to the hay and says he’s going to ruin him for anyone else, he means it in an entirely different way.

Dominant!Cas claims a very bratty, very overwhelmed Dean right there in the barn.

Slow burn tension snaps into rough, desperate sex with wings, grace, and a bond neither of them is walking away from.

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The barn smelled like dust and old hay and the sharp bite of gunpowder residue from all the rounds Dean had already wasted. Every trap, every sigil, every holy relic he and Bobby had scoured the country for, laid out like a goddamn buffet and still useless. The lights flickered. Wind that shouldn't exist inside four walls rattled the tin roof. Dean's grip on Ruby's knife was white knuckled, heart hammering so hard he felt it in his teeth.

Then the door blew open.

Not exploded, blew open, slow and deliberate, like the night itself was stepping aside for whatever was coming through. Sparks showered from the rafters. Bullets hung mid-air for one impossible second before dropping to the dirt like dead birds.

And there he was.

Castiel.

The name hadn't been spoken yet, but Dean knew it anyway, the same way he knew the thing wearing the unassuming tax-accountant trench coat wasn't human. The air around him bent, thick with ozone and something older, heavier. His eyes were too blue, too calm, like the center of a storm that was about to rip Dean apart.

The hunter stabbed first and asked questions later. The knife slid home, then stopped, caught by two fingers like it was a plastic toy.

"You're not a demon," Dean snarled, yanking back. The blade didn't budge.

"No," the angel said. Voice low, steady, scraping across Dean's nerves like gravel wrapped in velvet.

"I am not."

He stepped forward. Dean swung. The punch never landed, Cas caught his wrist mid-air, twisted just enough to make the hunters shoulder scream, and suddenly Dean's back was against a hay bale, arm wrenched up between his shoulder blades, knife clattering away.

The angel's body pressed in close, too close, chest to Dean's spine, one hand pinning both of Dean's wrists at the small of his back, the other braced beside Dean's head on the prickly straw.

Dean's breath came hot and fast. "Get the fuck off me—"

"No," Cas said again, quieter this time, mouth brushing the shell of Dean's ear. Not a request. A fact.

Dean bucked, furious, terrified, something else he didn't want to name twisting low in his gut. "I said—"

"I heard you." Cas's grip tightened, inexorable.

Grace crackled under his skin, warm and electric, flooding Dean's veins like whiskey and lightning.

"But you've spent thirty years thinking you were the strongest thing in any room you walked into. Tonight you learn differently."

Dean's laugh came out ragged. "Yeah? That your big pla? Pin me and gloat?"

Cas leaned in closer, lips almost touching the nape of Dean's neck. "No," he murmured.

"My plan is to ruin you for anyone else."

The words hit harder than any punch. Dean's whole body went still, cock traitorously interested despite every alarm bell screaming in his head.

He tried one more time, voice cracking. "You don't want this."

Cas's hand slid from Dean's pinned wrists, grace flaring to keep them locked, and came around to cup Dean's jaw, tilting his head back against Cas's shoulder. The touch was gentle. Possessive.

"I have wanted this," Cas said, low and certain, "since the moment I pulled you out of hell. Every mark on your soul called to me. Every scar I healed, I left my name on."

Dean's breath stuttered. "That's not—"

"It is." Cas's thumb brushed Dean's lower lip, parting it. "You can fight me, Dean. You will lose. Or you can stop pretending you don't want to lose."

Dean swallowed hard, pulse thundering in his ears. The hay scratched at his cheek. Cas's body was furnace hot against his back, grace licking along his skin like it was tasting him.

He didn't say yes.
He didn't have to.

Cas felt the shift, the moment Dean's shoulders loosened a fraction, the moment the fight drained out of him and something else rushed in to take its place.

"Good," Cas whispered, and the hand on Dean's jaw slid down to collar his throat, not squeezing, just claiming. "Very good."

Dean's eyes fluttered shut.
He was so fucked.

Dean's heart was slamming against his ribs so hard he was sure the thing behind him could hear it. The hay bale scratched at his face, coarse and itchy, but it was nothing compared to the heat of the body pinning him, solid, unmovable, radiating something that made his skin buzz like he'd grabbed a live wire.

He forced a laugh. It came out shaky, too high, nothing like the cocky bark he'd aimed for.
"Ruin me for anyone else?" he repeated, voice cracking on the last word. Internally he was screaming at himself, what the fuck does that even mean, Winchester? You want him to bend you over and fuck you stupid right here in a barn? With Bobby on standby? Jesus Christ, get a grip.

He swallowed hard. "Big talk for a guy who looks like he wandered off the set of an insurance commercial."

The angel didn't smile. Didn't even blink. His mouth was still dangerously close to Dean's ear, breath warm, voice a low rumble that went straight to Dean's dick despite every ounce of self-preservation yelling abort.

"Do you want me to show you?"

Dean's whole body jerked, like the words had hooked into his spine and yanked. He bucked again, harder this time, trying to throw the guy off, but it was like shoving a brick wall. The hand on his pinned wrists tightened; the other slid from his jaw to the front of his throat, thumb pressing just under his jawbone, tilting his head back until Dean had no choice but to bare his neck.

"Get—off—me" Dean snarled, but it sounded breathless, pathetic. His hips rolled back without permission, grinding against the unmistakable hardness pressed against his ass, and he hated how good it felt. Hated how his cock was already half hard in his jeans like some desperate teenager.

"Stop pretending," Cas murmured, calm, certain.

"You're shaking."

"I'm pissed," Dean snapped, but his voice wobbled again. Fuck.

Cas's grip shifted, grace flaring warm under his skin, flooding Dean's limbs with heavy, liquid heat that made his knees want to buckle. Dean's next struggle was weaker, more show than fight, and they both knew it.

Dean's breath sawed in and out. The barn was spinning a little. He could feel how easily this thing could snap his neck, could crush him, could do whatever the hell it wanted, and instead it was holding him like something it intended to keep.

He licked his dry lips. "If you're not a demon," he rasped, "then what the hell are you?"

The answer came soft against his ear, utterly serious.

"My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord."

Dean barked a laugh, sharp, disbelieving, a little hysterical. "Yeah, right. There's no such thing."
There's no such thing as angels."

The air in the barn changed.

It got heavier, thicker, like the moment before a lightning strike. Something vast unfurled behind Dean, something enormous, invisible, but suddenly the space around them was full of it, pressure and heat and the faint rustle of feathers bigger than the goddamn roof. Wings.

They folded forward, curling around Dean's body like living shadow, cocooning him in warmth and ozone and the scent of thunderstorms.

Dean's laugh died in his throat.

At the same moment, a ribbon of pure grace slipped around his neck, not tight, just there, warm, pulsing, possessive. Like a collar made of starlight and intent. It didn't choke him. It claimed him.

Dean's cock throbbed, traitorously, painfully hard now. His mouth went dry.

The angel's voice was quieter than before, deeper, resonating in Dean's bones.

"Still think there's no such thing?"

Dean's eyes fluttered. His hips rolled back again, helpless, seeking friction. The fight completely drained out of him in a rush that left him trembling.

He swallowed once, hard.

"Then fucking show me," he said, voice raw, angry, desperate. "Quit talking about it and hurry the hell up."

The wings tightened around them both.
"Good boy," Cas whispered, and Dean felt the words branded into his skin.

The wings tightened, vast, invisible, but so goddamn there, folding around them until the barn felt like a cathedral built just for this. The grace at Dean's throat pulsed once, warm and possessive, then slid lower, a hot ribbon that wrapped around his cock through his jeans and squeezed.

Dean's knees buckled. A choked, furious sound ripped out of him.

"Motherfucker—"

Cas spun him around and slammed him chest first over the nearest hay stack, the impact knocking the breath from Dean's lungs in a rush. Prickly straw stabbed through his shirts, but Cas was already on him, one hand fisted in the back of Dean's jacket, yanking it down his arms and off in one violent pull. Buttons popped from Dean's flannel, pinging into the dark.

Dean snarled, twisting. "You feathery dick, I'm not some—"

The grace snapped around his wrists again, pinning them above his head against the hay. Another tendril slithered under his t-shirt, shoving it up to his armpits, then higher, until it tangled with his bound hands. Cool air hit his back; Cas's mouth followed, hot and open at the base of his neck, teeth scraping.

Dean's hips jerked forward, grinding against rough straw, cock aching. "Quit fucking around and do something already."

Cas's belt clinked open behind him. The sound of a zipper. Fabric rustling. Then Cas's bare cock slid between Dean's thighs, thick and burning hot, dragging up the seam of his jeans like a threat.
Dean's bravado cracked. "Jesus—"

"No," Cas said, low and lethal, mouthing along Dean's shoulder blade. "Not Jesus."

Grace flared bright and sharp, slicing through Dean's belt like it was tissue paper. Jeans and boxers shoved down to mid-thigh in one rough yank. Cool air kissed Dean's exposed skin; he shivered hard, ass clenching on nothing.
Cas didn't give him time to adjust. Two slick fingers, grace, not spit, pushed inside him without warning, thick and burning and perfect. Dean's back arched, a strangled curse tearing loose.

"Too—fuck—too much—"

"You'll take it," Cas growled against his spine, wings flaring wider, feathers brushing Dean's sides like velvet lightning. Grace curled inside him, stretching him open faster than should've been possible, stroking that spot until Dean's thighs shook and his cock leaked against the hay.

Dean tried to hold onto the anger, the snarl, but it melted into a whine. "Cas—goddamn it—"

Cas added a third finger, scissoring, grace pulsing in time with his thrusts. The wings folded closer, cocooning them, blocking out everything but heat and pressure and the thick drag of Cas's cock nudging at his entrance now, replacing fingers.

"Please," Dean gasped, pushing back, desperate. "Just fucking do it—"

Cas slammed home in one brutal thrust.
Dean's shout echoed off the rafters, raw and broken. The stretch burned white hot, perfect, too much and exactly enough. Cas didn't pause, pulled out and drove back in, setting a punishing rhythm, hips snapping like he'd been starving for this for centuries.

The hay scraped Dean's chest with every thrust, straw poking skin, but he didn't care. Grace wrapped tight around his cock again, stroking in time with Cas's thrusts, milking him mercilessly. Wings beat once, twice, the pressure of them pinning Dean down harder than any hands could.

"Mine," Cas snarled, voice layered with power, teeth sinking into Dean's shoulder hard enough to bruise. Grace flared inside him, flooding every nerve with molten gold. "Say it."

Dean was gone, babbling, writhing mess, pushing back into every thrust like he'd die without it.

"Yours," he sobbed, voice wrecked. "Fuck—yours, Cas—please—"

Cas fucked him harder, deeper, grace tightening around Dean's cock until he saw stars. The wings shuddered, feathers brushing his sides, his face, his lips, like Cas was marking him everywhere at once.

Dean came with a strangled cry, untouched except for grace, spilling over hay and Cas's invisible claim. Cas followed a thrust later, burying himself to the hilt and spilling hot inside him, grace pulsing bright enough to light the barn gold for one blinding second.

They stayed locked together, panting, wings slowly unfurling. Cas's mouth found the bite mark on Dean's shoulder, licking it gentle now, reverent.

Dean laughed, shaky, wrecked, utterly ruined.
"Told you there's no such thing as angels," he mumbled into the hay.

Cas's arms slid around him, pulling him upright, still buried deep. Grace soothed the burn, the scrapes, the ache.

"Keep telling yourself that," Cas whispered against his ear, wings folding around them both like a promise.

Dean melted back into him, boneless, and didn't argue.

The hunters arms were locked around Cas’s neck like he’d never learned how to let go. His face was buried in the crook of the angel’s throat, breath still coming in shaky little puffs against sweat damp skin. The hay scratched at his bare knees, but he didn’t care; he just held on tighter, fingers twisted in the collar of that stupid trench coat like it was the only thing tethering him to the planet.

“You’re the one who saved me,” he whispered, voice cracked open and raw. “From downstairs. From… everything.”

Cas’s hand settled between Dean’s shoulder blades, steady and warm, grace humming soft and content under his skin. “Yes,” he said simply, like it was never in question. “I gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.”

Dean pulled back just far enough to look at him. The barn was dim, only a sliver of moonlight cutting through the cracked boards, but Cas’s eyes caught it and threw it back brighter, ancient, terrifying, beautiful. Dean stared like he was seeing him for the first time all over again, lips parted, pupils blown wide. He looked drugged. He looked lost. He looked like a man who’d just been handed the thing he’d spent thirty years pretending he didn’t want.

Cas brushed a thumb over Dean’s cheekbone, gentle now, reverent. “We are bound,” he said, low and solemn. “You and I. No one else will ever touch you. Not while I exist.”

Dean’s laugh came out wet. He leaned in and nuzzled under Cas’s jaw, lips dragging slow across stubbled skin. “Don’t want anybody else,” he mumbled, words muffled against Cas’s throat.

“Never did.”

Cas’s grace flared soft gold, wrapping around them both like a blanket. He eased Dean upright, steadying him when his legs wobbled, and started dressing him with the same careful hands that had torn the clothes off minutes ago. Jeans pulled up gently over bruised hips, boxers settled into place, flannel draped over trembling shoulders and buttoned with deliberate care. Every touch was tender, worshipful, like Dean was something holy now instead of something ruined.

Dean just stood there and let him, dizzy and overwhelmed, emotions spinning too fast to name.

When Cas was satisfied Dean was covered, he dressed himself with a thought, suit pristine again, tie knotted, trench coat settling over his shoulders like nothing had happened. Only the faint flush on his cheeks and the mark blooming dark on Dean’s shoulder said otherwise.

The barn door creaked.

“Dean!” Bobby’s voice cracked like a shotgun. He burst in, Remington already up and cocked, eyes wild behind his cap. “Get the hell away from him, you son of a—”

“No!” Dean threw himself in front of Cas without thinking, arms out, chest heaving. “Bobby, no—don’t—”

Bobby’s finger tightened on the trigger. “He’s got you—”

Cas didn’t even look at him. Two fingers rose to Bobby’s forehead, grace flaring soft blue. Bobby’s eyes rolled back and he dropped like a sack of potatoes, gun clattering to the dirt.

Dean exhaled shakily, adrenaline spiking and crashing all at once.

Cas’s hand settled on the small of Dean’s back, warm, grounding. “He’ll wake in a few hours,” Cas said quietly. “He’ll be unharmed.”

Dean nodded, still staring at Bobby’s unconscious form. Then he turned, grabbed Cas’s hand, and laced their fingers tight.

“Let’s get outta here,” he whispered.

Cas pulled him close, wings unfurling unseen around them both, and the barn dissolved into starlight and wind.

They were gone.

Notes:

Thanks for reading my filthy little “what if” of the barn scene!

I’m currently planning to leave it here as a one shot (because that final image of them vanishing into starlight feels perfect), but if enough people scream for a part two (maybe the drive in the Impala, the first night in a motel, or Cas proving exactly how thorough angelic aftercare can be), I’ll happily write it.

So: do we end it here, or do you want more? Let me know in the comments ♡