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Dear Jun,
You should be grateful, as you are the first person I’m writing a letter to. I know I’m a songwriter for our group, but I’m not good at expressing them if I don’t send it anonymously. You know, half of my songs at this point are always about you.
I’m sorry. I’m such a coward for not telling you in person, always writing them, hoping you notice. I wish I could tell you in person right now. I wish I could go back in time to tell you.
The flowers you got for me every now and then were beautiful. Even though I act as if it was a hassle, I ask someone to preserve them every time. Honestly, I treasure every waking moment of us together. I preserve every moment with you in my memory. The movie nights were always enjoyable; your cooking was always delicious with every burn. Everything with you is good, beautiful—you name it.
I’m sorry. Until the end, I can only say that I’m sorry. I’m not good with words like this. I’ll just tell you in person when we meet again. Please wait for me and see me from above. I hope the day we meet again will be soon.
P.S
I was angry at you for not telling me about your illness until your last breath. Even when I noticed and asked you, you said it was nothing. I hate the fact that you lied to me. I won’t forgive you easily.
P.S.S
The day you collapsed in the practice room, the hospital found a box with the ring inside your pocket. My name and yours are engraved. You should have given it to me sooner, as you won’t wake up forever after that day. Stupid.
P.S.S.S
About that ring, I’m using it right now. You should’ve told me in person with one knee. Forget becoming your boyfriend, I’ll marry you on the spot.
P.S.S.S.S
I love you.
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The letter was found by Pepper a few days later in Jun's grave. Pepper plans to tell Jun the last time Dylan visited he got hit by a driver on his phone, near the cemetery. Pepper smiles a happy smile after a long time, thinking that he doesn’t need to tell Jun anymore. Jun and Dylan already meet each other anyway.