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Fighting to be Flawless (Thinking You'd Hate Me If You Knew)

Summary:

Mira and Zoey were there, but they weren't running to her with open arms. They were standing in a rigid, lethal defensive phalanx. Mira held her gok-do, the long, elegant staff-blade leveled directly at Rumi, her feet planted in a perfect combat stance. Beside her, Zoey’s dual blades were unsheathed, humming with a cold, predatory blue light that Rumi had only ever seen directed at the demons.
They were shielding the girl behind them.
The "Other Rumi" was slumped against a stack of flight cases, her face a masterpiece of curated terror.

or

The demons don't just impersonate Mira and Zoey at the Idol Awards

Notes:

Hey everyone, this is a short fic that I've had in my head for a few weeks. I'm currently working on another multi-chapter fic. Not currently sure when I will start posting that one, but in the meantime I wanted to go ahead and post this.

This is a huge change coming off of my last fic and much shorter. But hopefully you'll enjoy this. As always thank you for reading. If you want to say hi you can find me on Tumblr at SirenRadio!

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“We know what you are,” Mira hissed, her voice cutting through the music like a blade.

“A demon,” Zoey sneered.

Staring at Rumi with menacing smiles Mira and Zoey say, “A mistake since the day you were born.”

In an instant, Rumi’s world crumbles. They know. They hate her and they know. The women she loves more than anyone else in this world hate her.

The patterns don’t just glow, they explode. Under the intense violet spotlights, the neon marks spread like fire across Rumi’s skin, stretching and reaching across her body and face, pulsing in time with her panicked breath. The monitors behind them magnifying her shame to the entire world.

The scream that left Rumi’s throat was piercing, shattering the lights above the stage. She didn’t think. She didn’t look back. She pivoted and bolted, leaping from the edge of the stage into the shadows, her only thought to flee.

The transition from the blinding stage lights to the cold, industrial concrete of the backstage tunnel felt like falling into a grave. Rumi’s breath came in ragged, burning hitches, her lungs struggling to pull in the oxygen-depleted air of the arena’s underbelly. On her skin, the patterns weren't just glowing anymore; they were searing. A pulsing neon violet, they felt like molten lead beneath her pores, branding her a monster in the eyes of the millions who had just watched the broadcast.

She rounded the corner, her boots skidding on the polished floor. She was desperate for safe harbor. "Mira! Zoey!" she cried out, her voice cracking with a terror she could no longer mask.

She skidded to a halt. Twenty feet away, under the flickering, sickly yellow of the fluorescent lights, her world came to a sickening stop.

Mira and Zoey were there, but they weren't running to her with open arms. They were standing in a rigid, lethal defensive phalanx. Mira held her gok-do, the long, elegant staff-blade leveled directly at Rumi, her feet planted in a perfect combat stance. Beside her, Zoey’s dual blades were unsheathed, humming with a cold, predatory blue light that Rumi had only ever seen directed at the demons.

They were shielding the girl behind them.

The "Other Rumi" was slumped against a stack of flight cases, her face a masterpiece of curated terror. She wore the same stage outfit, the same silver glitter on her cheekbones, but her skin was flawless, pale, and unblemished by the glowing geometric patterns that now cursed the real Rumi.

"Don't let it near me!" the Imposter shrieked. The voice was perfect, the same pitch, the same breathless quality Rumi used when she was overwhelmed. The creature pointed a trembling finger at the real Rumi. "You see the marks! It’s a demon... it’s trying to take my place! It's trying to kill me!"

Mira’s grip on the gok-do tightened until her knuckles were white. The tip of the blade, shimmering with Honmoon energy, vibrated inches from Rumi’s collarbone. "Stay back," Mira warned, her voice thick with a protective rage that made Rumi’s blood run cold. "How dare you take her shape? How dare you look like her?"

"Mira, no," Rumi gasped, her hands flying up in a panicked gesture of surrender. The patterns on her palms flared brighter with the spike of her adrenaline, casting a rhythmic, ghostly violet light onto the concrete walls. "It’s me. It’s really me. I can explain the marks, I swear, I—"

"You know what you have to do," the Imposter hissed from behind the two hunters. The creature’s voice dropped into a low, authoritative silk, mimicking Rumi’s 'leader' persona with terrifying accuracy. "Finish it, Mira. Don't listen to its lies. Kill it before it gets away."

Zoey stepped forward, her blades crossed in a lethal 'X.' The coldness in her eyes felt like a physical weight on Rumi’s chest, crushing the air out of her. Zoey, who always knew when Rumi was having a nightmare before she even woke up. Zoey, who knew the exact rhythm of her heart.

Desperate, Rumi looked past the blade, locking eyes with Zoey, pleading for the soul-deep connection they had spent years building.

"Baby..." Rumi breathed.

The word wasn't a defense. It wasn't an explanation or a tactical move. It was a fragile, breaking sound, a soft, jagged plea that carried the weight of every secret kiss in the van, every whispered promise they’d shared in the dark of the practice rooms. It was the sound of a heart actually shattering in real-time.

The air in the hallway seemed to freeze.

That specific, breathless catch in the throat, the way Rumi’s voice thinned and trembled when she was truly, utterly terrified, was something no shapeshifter could ever perfectly replicate. It lacked the hollow resonance of the void. It was too raw. Too human.

Zoey’s blades wavered. The lethal 'X' opened, the blue light lowering just a fraction. She flicked her gaze back toward the ‘Rumi’ standing safely behind them, then back to the trembling, glowing girl in front of her.

"Mira," Zoey whispered, her voice trembling. "Look at her eyes. Mira... that’s her. That's our Rumi."

Realization hit Mira like a physical blow. She looked at the 'Rumi' behind her, the one who was perfectly composed in her terror, the one whose eyes held a faint, oily shimmer. Then she looked back at the girl with the glowing skin, whose eyes were swimming with a pain so blatant and profound it was almost unbearable to witness.

"Rumi?" Mira breathed, the tip of the gok-do finally dipping toward the floor, her expression shifting from rage to a horrific, dawning confusion.

Behind them, the atmosphere curdled. The air grew frigid and smelled of ozone and rot. The Imposter’s face didn't crumble; it transformed. The terrified mask melted into a sharp, vicious smirk that didn't reach its eyes.

"Too slow," the Demon spat, its voice dropping an octave into something monstrous.

Before Mira could whip the gok-do around, the creature lashed out with a blur of dark, violet-tinged energy. It struck Mira across the shoulder, not a killing blow, but a violent warning, sending her staggering sideways into Zoey.

"Mira!" Rumi screamed, her instinct to protect her girls overriding her own fear. She lunged forward, hands outstretched to catch them, to shield them from the monster.

But as she stepped into the light, the girls didn't reach back. Even as they regained their footing, they scrambled away from her touch, their backs hitting the cold brick wall. Mira clutched her shoulder, her eyes wide and wet, tracking the violet glow of the patterns on Rumi's skin as if they were radioactive.

"Don't," Zoey choked out, her blades held up in a weak, shaking defense. "Just... stay back. Don't touch us."

"I was trying to help," Rumi whispered, her hands hovering in the air, the purple light of her skin making her look like a ghost shrouded in dark.

"Help?" Mira’s voice was a jagged shard of glass. "Rumi, we've spent our lives hunting the very thing that is written all over your skin. You lied. Every day. Every night we spent together... was any of it real? How can we even tell your lies from the truth anymore?"

The Demon watched the scene with a cruel, delighted grin. "Enjoy the fallout, little hunters," it mocked, its voice now a dissonant harmony of a thousand screams. "The world saw what you really are, Rumi. Let’s see if they love you when you’re a monster."

With a sudden, violent swirl of thick purple smoke, the demon vanished, leaving nothing but the smell of sulfur and a deafening, ringing silence.

Rumi stood alone in the center of the hall, the glowing patterns on her skin the only light in the darkness. She looked at Mira and Zoey, seeing the fear and the betrayal etched into their faces, and she knew she couldn't stay. She turned and ran, the sound of her own sobbing swallowed by the shadows of the arena.

****

The penthouse was a sanctuary of glass and silver moonlight, suspended high above a city that was still screaming in the wake of a miracle. Outside, Seoul hummed with the aftershocks of the Honmoon’s rebirth. Inside, the air was static, heavy, silent, and thick with the scent of ozone and unsaid things.

They stood in the center of the living room, still clad in the brilliant, pristine white outfits that had manifested during their final performance. The fabric didn't just catch the light; it seemed to generate its own, a soft hum of energy that clung to their skin. Rumi stood with her arms bare, the stage jacket she had discarded at the arena left behind in the dust of the battle.

Without the fabric to hide them, the patterns were fully revealed. They were no longer the jagged, toxic violet that had screamed of a curse. Now, they were a soft, shifting opalescence, a pearly, translucent white that caught the moonlight and turned it into something sacred. They were etched across her skin with a delicate permanence, reminiscent of scars, beautiful, iridescent reminders of a wound that had finally closed.

Mira and Zoey stood several feet away. The excitement and thrill of finally achieving their goal, the pulse of the fan cheering as Huntr/x reunited at the arena muted into the background as they now face the truth of their new reality.

"I thought you were going to kill me," Rumi said. Her voice was a fragile thread, barely holding together in the vastness of the room. "Back in the tunnel... when the demon was behind you. I saw the Honmoon flare up in your hands, and I didn't even try to fight it. I just thought, 'at least it will be Mira who does it. At least I’ll die looking at the people I love most.'"

The words hit like a physical blow. Mira flinched so hard she nearly lost her footing, her breath hitching in a jagged sob. She turned, her face pale and her eyes red-rimmed. The usual stoic mask of the group’s protector was gone, replaced by a raw, bleeding vulnerability.

"Rumi, stop," Mira choked out, her voice thick. "Do you have any idea what that did to us? To realize we were holding our weapons against our own heart? I haven’t been able to stop my hands from shaking since we left that hallway."

"But you didn't trust me," Rumi whispered, her own tears finally carving tracks through the silver glitter on her cheeks. "And why would you? I've spent my life being told I’m the thing we’re trained to destroy. I’m the monster that wasn't supposed to exist."

"That’s not it!" Zoey snapped, her voice breaking with a raw, burning hurt. She stepped toward Rumi, her hands trembling at her sides. "It’s not the patterns, Rumi. It’s the silence, it’s the lies. We’ve slept in the same beds for years. We’ve shared every secret, every nightmare, every hope. Or at least, I thought we did. How could you look us in the eye every single morning knowing you were hiding half of who you are? How could you let us be so close and yet so far away?"

"Because I was terrified!" Rumi’s voice finally broke the dam, rising in a desperate plea. She held her bare arms out, the opalescent patterns flaring with the rhythm of her racing heart. "I’ve had these marks since I was born. Celine told me that they were wrong, that I am wrong.  I was part demon, a mistake of nature, I was never supposed to be here, and that I had to hide them until we turned the Honmoon... I grew up believing I was a ticking time bomb. I thought if I could just get us to the golden Honmoon, I could be fixed. I could be normal. I could be worthy of the two of you."

She took a staggering step toward them, the moonlight dancing off the iridescent "scars" on her skin.

"I spent every second of every day terrified that if you saw them, you wouldn't see Rumi anymore, you wouldn’t see me. You’d just see another demon for your blades, another thing to destroy and banish from the world. I was scared of the duty you were sworn to. I was scared that if I told you, you’d have to choose between doing your duty as hunters and your love for me... and I was so, so scared that you would choose your vow. I hated the lies. I hated every secret. I wanted to tell you so many times. But I let my fear override my trust in us. I love you more than I love my own life, but I was so afraid of you losing you. Losing your love. Losing us. And for that... I am so, so sorry."

The silence that followed was heavy, but it was no longer cold. It was the silence of a wound finally being opened to the air to heal.

Zoey, sweet overactive Zoey, and always the most impulsive with her heart, was the first to break. She let out a small, jagged cry and threw herself forward, her arms locking tightly around Rumi’s neck, her face buried in Rumi’s shoulder as she sobbed. "You idiot," Zoey choked out. "You absolute, wonderful idiot. We would have chosen you. We would have fought the whole world for you. We would have fought Celine, any demon, anyone who tried to take you away from us. We would have fought the gods themselves."

Mira moved then, too. She stepped in to encompass them both, her long arms wrapping around Rumi’s waist and Zoey’s back, pulling them into a singular, protective circle. She leaned down, pressing her forehead firmly against Rumi’s, her eyes closed tight as she let her own tears fall. With Zoey wedged between their chests, the height difference felt like a familiar puzzle piece finally clicking into place, like coming home.

"We’re angry, Rumi," Mira whispered, her voice vibrating against Rumi’s forehead. "And we’re hurt. It’s going to take time to learn how to trust that there aren't any more shadows, any more secrets between us. We have to learn who we are all over again."

She pulled back just enough to look Rumi in the eye, her hands resting on the opalescent marks of Rumi’s forearms. "But we aren't going anywhere. You aren't a monster, Rumi, and you’re not a mistake. You’re our leader. You’re our light. Our love. Patterns or no patterns."

Rumi collapsed into the embrace, the three of them sinking onto the floor in a heap of white silk and shimmering skin. The path to healing wouldn't be finished by one conversation, and there would be many more long, tearful talks in the weeks to come. But as they clung to one another, sharing soft, tearful kisses and hushed apologies, the truth was finally out.

Rumi didn't have to hide the light beneath her skin anymore. She was seen. She was known. She was loved. And for the first time in her life, she was finally, truly home.

**** 

The morning sun over Seoul was a soft, buttery gold, spilling across the floor of the penthouse and catching the dust motes dancing in the air. For years, this time of day had been a ritual of concealment for Rumi. It had been the hour of high-collared turtlenecks and heavy foundation.

But today, Rumi sat at the marble kitchen island wearing nothing but an oversized, thin white tank top and a pair of soft shorts. Her arms were bare. Her collarbones were exposed. The opalescent patterns, those shimmering, pearly "scars" that now defined her skin, caught the sunlight, turning her into a living prism.

"Is that the hazelnut roast?" A sleepy voice drifted from the hallway.

Zoey appeared first, her hair a chaotic nest of dark tangles. She skidded across the hardwood in her socks, heading straight for Rumi. Without a word of greeting, she tucked herself under Rumi’s arm, wrapping her small hands around Rumi’s bicep and resting her chin on her shoulder.

"You’re glowing," Zoey mumbled, her thumb tracing the iridescent line of a pattern that swirled near Rumi’s elbow. She did it the way one might touch a favorite piece of jewelry. "It’s distracting. How am I supposed to wake up and concentrate when you’re being all... radiant?"

Rumi laughed, a genuine, belly-deep sound. She leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of Zoey’s messy head. "It’s just the sun, Zoey. Drink your coffee."

"It's not just the sun," a deeper voice countered.

Mira walked in, looking significantly more awake but no less soft. She was wearing a simple black t-shirt, her tall frame leaning against the doorframe for a moment just to take them in. She walked over, closing the distance. She reached out, warm hand covering Rumi’s where it rested on the counter. She pressed her forehead to Rumi’s in what had become their favorite silent language and pressed a lingering kiss to her lips.

"You look happy," Mira whispered.

"I am," Rumi breathed, closing her eyes and soaking in the warmth. "I feel... light. Like I’m finally taking a full breath for the first time in twenty years."

Zoey squeezed Rumi’s arm, her eyes sparkling. "Well, enjoy the peace while it lasts. We have choreography rehearsal at noon, and I told the stylists we’re doing sleeveless sets for the entire world tour."

Rumi smiled, a bit of color touching her cheeks. The public still had questions, unsure of what actually happened that night at the Idol Awards, but as she looked at her girls, her lovers, her protectors, her home, she realized she wasn't afraid of the questions anymore.

"Sleeveless, huh?" Rumi teased, tilting her head.

"Absolutely," Mira said, her thumb stroking the back of Rumi’s hand. "Why would we hide something so beautiful?"

The three of them stood there in the quiet kitchen, a tangle of limbs, shared breath, trading sweet kisses, bathed in the golden light of a new world. The monsters were gone. The lies were buried and secrets revealed. And in the heart of Seoul, three hunters, one girl with stars beneath her skin, finally sat down to breakfast together, completely, honestly, and beautifully seen.