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arrhythmia

Summary:

After a Potions disaster gifts Harry heightened senses, he discovers an inconvenient truth: Draco Malfoy’s heart races whenever Harry is around.

Clearly, the poor boy is terrified of him.

Obviously.

Chapter 1: thump-thump

Summary:

A mishap at Potions class leaves Harry's senses reeling. Everything is louder, brighter, sharper—and unfortunately, that includes people.

Especially Draco Malfoy.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

There is a damp chill in the dungeon that, each time Harry sits, seeps through his robes and settles against his skin. The high, narrow windows let in a wash of grey light that strains downward, pressing against the stone as if it yearns to reach him. It longs to spill over the worktables the way sunlight longs to spill across the Great Hall at breakfast—stretching into long, pale bands that catch on goblets and polished wood, unburdened by history or damp or dungeon walls.

Harry exhales and straightens, shoulders stiff. He feels faintly cheated—for having survived a war, only to end up here, fifteen minutes early, waiting for Potions to begin.

Potions has always been an exercise in controlled misery for Harry Potter, but post-war Potions carries with it a peculiar, almost mocking brand of irony.

The dungeon remains unchanged in all the ways that matter: the damp breath of ancient stone, the bitter tang of scorched herbs that never quite dissipates, the low-ceilinged weight of a room heavy with the lingering sense of academic regret. Only now, after the war, the stakes are theoretically lower. No brooding professor prowls between cauldrons, muttering darkly about mischief and malice. No Death Eaters lurk behind shadows ready to pounce. The worst thing that could happen, according to Professor Slughorn, is “a mild combustion event and a very embarrassing hospital wing visit.”

Harry is not reassured.

“Today,” Slughorn booms, clapping his hands together with theatrical delight, “you will each be brewing a Draught of Debilitation. It’s a potion designed to weaken an enemy in combat by suppressing their senses.” He pauses, then with a mischievous glint in his eyes, warns, “Precision is key. One wrong ingredient and—well! Boom!

Ron leans over from his side, snickering quietly. “Brilliant,” he murmurs. “Nothing like starting class with the promise of exploding cauldrons. Really sets the tone.”

Harry groans under his breath.

Hermione, sleeves already rolled to her elbows with that familiar air of firm determination, shoots Slughorn an approving nod. “It’s a very delicate potion. The balance between powdered moonstone and crushed asphodel is especially tricky.”

Harry hums in vague agreement, nodding along with what he hopes passes for attentiveness. He adopts the posture of a model student—eyes on the board, hands near his supplies—while his thoughts, traitorous things that they are, drift promptly elsewhere.

If elsewhere means Draco Malfoy.

Draco sits alone at his workstation where shadow swallows most of him whole, as though the dungeon itself has conspired to cradle him in its cold, unforgiving arms. Torchlight skims his profile in sharp, silvered lines, catching in his pale hair with a careless brilliance that makes him impossible to ignore. He looks, at least to Harry, like a restless ghost stitched together from the cold remnants of the war.

Draco is thinner now with angular shoulders that make his robes hang loose in ways Harry can’t stop noticing. Violet shadows bruise the hollows beneath his eyes, and Harry wonders, not for the first time, if it’s the ghosts of too many sleepless nights, or too many memories that refuse to leave Draco alone.

A memory surfaces in Harry's mind, unbidden and sharp:

The Ministry hearing, a few moons ago. All cold light and sterile stone. Harry at the center of it all, wand clenched in his hand as though it could anchor him, delivering testimony that should have been easy and instead felt like pulling teeth.

“Why did you do it?” Draco had demanded afterward. His voice had been edged with suspicion, honed almost into accusation. “Why testify for me?”

Harry had met his gaze with a calmness steady enough to deceive. “Someone had to.”

“And it had to be you, didn’t it?” Draco’s lips had pressed into a thin line, bitterness threading through his words. “Saint Potter, always saving his enemies from damnation. Just had to save the poor little Death Eater one last time.”

Harry had felt his jaw tighten instinctively, a familiar flare of anger sparking and then settling, tempered down with effort. "You don’t deserve Azkaban. You were a boy who had no choice, Malfoy.”

“Didn’t I?” Draco had snapped, a ghost of old bravado and a new pain in his tone. “I had a choice, Potter. I just made all the wrong ones.”

So now Harry finds his gaze straying toward Draco’s general direction, every so often, as though a wayward planet caught helplessly in another’s gravity.

Harry tells himself it’s nothing. Just mere curiosity, the kind you reserve for people you used to know, for people who seem impossible to read. He tells himself he’s only trying to understand who Draco Malfoy has become beneath the wounds left by the war.

Draco is changed, but they all are. Everyone wears shadows now. Harry wonders if Draco is haunted by the same things he is, if his nights are cut through with the same fractured memories, the same cold weight of fear that drags Harry’s breath short in his sleep.

Harry tries not to stare too much.

He really does.

So he buries himself in the task at hand—measuring ingredients, rereading instructions, narrowing his focus to the slow, familiar rhythm of brewing. He tells himself, sternly, that he’s survived Voldemort and a war and can absolutely survive one blond ex-nemesis quietly stirring a potion fifteen feet away.

But Draco tilts his head, frowns at his cauldron with the kind of intense, quiet concentration that makes Harry’s rational thoughts scatter around as if startled birds.

Absentmindedly, Harry grabs a pinch of something and dumps it into his cauldron.

Hermione’s head snaps up like a viper. “Harry!”

“What?” he blurts, still staring.

“That’s valerian root! Moonstone comes first!”

Harry blinks. Looks down at his potion, then back. Draco, predictably, chooses that exact moment to push a delicate lock of hair behind his ear, eyes narrowing in meticulous focus.

“Oh,” Harry says faintly. “Right.”

Ron groans, following Harry’s gaze. “Oh, brilliant. He’s got that look again.”

“What look?” Harry demands, dragging his eyes away from the blond Slytherin with visible effort.

“The unhinged, obsessed one,” Ron says with a grimace. “The exact same look you had in sixth year when you were convinced Malfoy was running an underground wizard crime syndicate.”

“I was right!” Harry protests.

“About the crime syndicate, yes,” Ron allows. “Not about staring at him like he’s about to confess undying love or—well—murder you. Hard to tell which.”

Hermione smacks Ron’s arm. “Focus! Harry, you’ve already ruined the consistency. Don’t—Harry, don’t add that—”

Too late.

He tips in the next ingredient. The potion lets out a wet, ominous glorp that sounds suspiciously like a tiny scream.

“Oh no,” Hermione whispers, voice thin with dread. With her quick wit, she manages to pull Ron by his sleeve and duck just in time.

The cauldron explodes.

Lavender liquid erupts like a gleeful, faintly vindictive geyser, launching itself at Harry with horrifyingly perfect aim. His robes cling instantly, soaked through with a sticky warmth that refuses to let go. Thick streams slide down his hair, leaving a slick, metallic halo that gleams under the dungeon lights, while his glasses smear into nothing but a slippery, fragrant blur. Even his soul feels damp, dripping with both indignation and the mortifying, undeniable comedy of it all.

Then, from nowhere—

The dungeon snaps into hyperactive focus.

Harry’s senses flare into unbearable clarity. Dust motes look like tiny crystals suspended mid-air, catching the light and gleaming with sharp, punishing brilliance. Around him, the cauldrons blaze an aggressive, bilious green, their surfaces gleaming with a hostile glare. Even the powdered ingredients laid out on the benches seem alive with color—purples and blues so saturated they ache behind his eyes.

And then the sound crashes all at once.

The slow dripping of water from the sink, drip drip drip, echoes long after it strikes porcelain. Robes whisper against stone as students shift in their seats, fabric rasping far too loudly within the suffocating dungeon. Voices murmur all around him—dozens of them, layered and overlapping—until every sigh, every careless footstep, lands in his ears with the intimacy of a secret breathed directly into them.

Then the smells.

Merlin, the smells. The herbal bite of asphodel hits first, sharp and invasive, like tiny daggers driven straight into his sinuses. Hermione’s ink-stained fingers carry the faint tang of parchment and quill, Ron’s three-day-old breakfast smells aggressively of sulphur and rotten eggs. And threaded through it all is Slughorn’s cologne—thick, floral, and nauseating enough to make Harry reconsider breathing.

Harry’s senses revolt. His vision wobbles with the intensity of it all, and he feels simultaneously drunk, electric, and achingly alive.

From the far wall of the dungeon, a sound reaches him. A gasp, soft enough to be imperceptible, but to Harry's newly sensitive ears it rings with all the subtlety of a roaring Howler.

Harry turns slowly, almost involuntarily.

Draco is staring at him from the edge of the dungeon, body taut, suspended somewhere between hesitation and concern. His eyes are wide, alight with worry and the shape of something Harry doesn’t want to name. The pale curve of his cheek, the subtle tilt of his jaw, the faint tension in his shoulders—every detail screams at Harry’s senses. Draco’s hair catches the torchlight like spun silver, and even the faint scent of him—clean, sharp, faintly earthy—caresses its way through Harry's heightened senses.

His chest aches with it. His brain scrambles, attempting to process that Draco, somehow, impossibly, is brighter, sharper, more incandescently beautiful than ever.

“Fuck,” Harry breathes.

Chaos immediately erupts around him. From the center of the dungeon, Slughorn flaps forward like a startled hen. “Potter! Are you all right? That potion was highly unstable! My word, you’re glowing!”

“I can hear everything,” Harry says faintly. “And smell… everything. And see—wow. Wow, I can see everything.”

Hermione grabs his shoulders. “Harry, how many fingers am I holding up?”

“Four. And there’s a hairline fracture in your wand core casing.”

Hermione freezes. “That’s… not normal.”

Ron waves a hand in front of Harry’s face. “Mate? You all right?”

Harry blinks at him, trying hard to focus. He groans, clutching his head as if it has suddenly become too heavy to carry alone. “I’m fine,” he says in a voice strained but calm enough to reassure. “Just… everything is overwhelming.”

Ron squints, then crouches slightly and offers a steadying arm. “Let’s get you up,”

Harry lets himself lean into it, allowing Ron to haul him upright. He sways like a ship caught in bad weather, knees weak beneath the relentless assault of sensation, but eventually he’s standing. Ron’s hand remains firm on his shoulder, a small, blessedly solid anchor in a world that has suddenly become far too much.

His gaze drifts back to Draco.

The boy hasn’t moved. Still lingering at the edge of the dungeon, still watching Harry with that impossible, exquisite intensity.

The air between them hums. Every small detail—the pale hair brushing Draco's collar, the faint warmth radiating off his skin, the subtle scent clinging to him—sends a strange pang that buries deep in Harry's chest.

“Something’s wrong,” Harry says urgently, pressing a hand to his head. “My senses—they’re stronger. Way stronger. And Malfoy—” He swallows, voice catching. “Malfoy looks different.”

Draco blinks, visibly startled by being dragged into the conversation. “I look—what?”

Slughorn’s face drains of color. “This is indeed unfortunate,”

“Well, can you fix it?” Ron asks, voice wedged between curiosity and terror.

“I’m afraid we’ll have to ask Madam Pomfrey about that,” Slughorn chirps far too grimly.

Harry winces, one hand cradling his head as the dungeon tilts beneath him, the world pitching just enough to threaten nausea. Somewhere through the haze, Draco remains—hovering at the edges of his periphery, not quite close, not quite gone. The worry he tries to disguise is almost tangible: the faint crease between his brows, the way his eyes keep drifting back to Harry, never lingering long enough to betray him. Harry feels all of it, each fractured glance and restrained concern landing like a slow, exquisite torment—delicious and cruel in equal measure.

This is going to be a very, very long year.

 

 

The walk to the hospital wing is an ordeal.

Harry becomes acutely aware of every step his shoes make against the stone floor, each scuff cracking through his skull like a drum struck inches from his ear. The torches hiss too loudly. The portraits murmur his name with unsettling clarity. Even the gentle swoosh of Ron’s sleeve brushing against his arm sends a spark skittering up his spine, static snapping against bare skin.

“This is what being a bat must feel like,” Harry mutters, eyes squeezed shut in a futile attempt to defend himself against the world.

Ron keeps pace beside him, voice deliberately hushed. “Right, well—on the bright side, if Hogwarts ever needs nocturnal security, you’re overqualified.”

Behind them, Professor Slughorn fusses and frets, dabbing at his forehead with a handkerchief already damp with worry. “Terribly unfortunate, terribly unfortunate,” he murmurs, glancing at Harry as if he might suddenly sprout a second head. “Though I must say—fascinating reaction! A mysterious potion that could grant a wizard incredibly heightened sensory perception. Fascinating, indeed.”

Hermione shoots him a look sharp enough to curdle milk. “Harry almost exploded.”

“Yes, well,” Slughorn says weakly, “it was a very educational explosion.”

The hospital wing announces its presence before Harry sees it. There is a palpable shift in the air, cleaner and sharper, laced with the familiar bite of potions and antiseptic magic.

Madam Pomfrey looks up the moment they enter, her sharp eyes narrowing with immediate recognition.

“Mr. Potter,” she says dryly. “Back again. I was beginning to think you’d forgotten where I worked.”

Harry manages a sheepish smile. “Missed you.”

She sniffs. “Of course you did. Come along, then. Let’s see what new and inventive way you’ve found to endanger yourself this time.”

Her wand traces practiced arcs in the air as she murmurs diagnostic charms. The magic washes over Harry in blinding waves—too bright, too loud, too much—like a torch shone directly into his nerves. He winces, breath hitching as every sense flares in protest.

“Oh,” Madam Pomfrey says slowly. “That’s… unusual.”

“That’s not a good unusual, is it?” Harry asks.

“It’s not a fatal unusual,” she says briskly. “Which is, I suppose, progress for you.” She peers at him over her spectacles. “Your sensory perception has been heightened to an absurd degree. Sight, sound, smell—possibly touch as well.”

She turns away, already rifling through a cabinet. “I cannot fully reverse this without knowing exactly what potion you brewed. Not what you intended to brew, Mr. Potter, but what you actually created.”

Slughorn perks up, then visibly deflates. “Ah. Yes. That is the trouble, isn’t it?”

“We’ll need to backtrack every ingredient,” Madam Pomfrey continues. “Order, quantity, interactions. Otherwise, I’d be treating blind.”

Hermione straightens at once, purpose snapping into place. “I can help with that. I’ll make sure to write notes about things I remember Harry did for his potion. Like mistakenly adding valerian root before moonstone, for one.”

Slughorn slouches with the same grim resignation of a man being gently stabbed. “Oh dear. Oh, that’s—yes. Quite painful to hear aloud.”

“And he over-stirred after the asphodel,” Hermione adds apologetically, “and I think he may have miscounted the simmering time because he was—”

She stops herself, glancing at Harry.

“Distracted,” Ron supplies cheerfully.

Harry buries his face in his hands.

Madam Pomfrey gestures toward a bed. “Lie down, Mr. Potter. You’re not staying overnight—try not to look so disappointed—but I am keeping you under observation.”

“Observation,” Harry repeats faintly.

“Yes,” she says firmly. “You’re allowed to attend classes, but with accommodations. Reduced exposure to strong stimuli. No explosions. And absolutely no brewing without supervision.”

Slughorn nods vigorously. “Of course! I’ll keep an eye on him. Both eyes. Possibly a third, if necessary.”

Madam Pomfrey presses a small vial into Harry’s hand. The liquid inside shimmers faintly, pale blue and soothing to look at. “This will suppress the worst of the sensory overload if it becomes unbearable. Don’t expect miracles, it won’t return you to normal, but it should take the edge off.”

Harry uncorks it and takes a cautious sip.

The world softens, just a fraction. The torches dim; the air feels less sharp around the edges.

“That’s… more manageable,” Harry says, voice small and relieved. “Thank you, Madam Pomfrey.”

“You still have that stupefied look on your face, though,” Ron teases from his chair.

Harry flashes him a crooked grin. “That’s just called being charming.”

Madam Pomfrey fixes him with a look that has ended far greater nonsense than his. “Mr. Potter, you are to report back immediately if symptoms worsen. None of that heroics nonsense. No pushing through. Understood?”

Harry nods, chastened. “Yes, Ma’am.”

As she turns away, he exhales and mutters under his breath, “Right. Just another perfectly normal Tuesday at Hogwarts.”

 

 

Dinner should be simple. Dinner should be safe.

The moment Harry steps into the Great Hall, it becomes neither.

The doors swing open and the world detonates.

Heat hits him first—thick and immediate, rolling off a thousand floating candles like a physical wave. Each flame burns with aggressive cheer, their golden light ricocheting off goblets and plates until it splinters into something sharp and blinding. The ceiling glitters. The tables gleam. Everything is bright, insistently so.

Then the noise collapses on him all at once. There is laughter erupting in great, barking bursts; dozens of conversations stacking on top of one another; chairs screeching; silverware clanging against china in relentless, metallic rhythm. It all braids together into one enormous sound, a living thing that swells and presses and rattles around inside his skull.

The clashing smells of roast beef, shepherd’s pie, buttery rolls, pumpkin juice, treacle tart—all of it swarming together, sweet and savory at war with each other. Each scent is vivid, rich, demanding. Harry’s stomach twists in on itself, a tight, unpleasant knot, and he tastes the bitter sting of bile rising from the back of his tongue.

Even with Madam Pomfrey’s potion dulling the edges, it’s still too much—far too much—like standing beneath a waterfall and trying to breathe.

Ron notices immediately. “Blimey,” he mutters, stepping closer. “You all right, Harry?”

Hermione’s hand is already on Harry’s sleeve, firm but gentle, anchoring him in place as neatly as any grounding charm. “Harry?”

“I—” He swallows. His mouth tastes like metal and honey and panic, all tangled together. He forces his gaze downward, fixes it onto the familiar stretch of the Gryffindor table. “I think I’m going to grab something and eat somewhere else,” he says suddenly, “Just for tonight.”

Ron frowns. “We can go with you.”

“Yes,” Hermione adds immediately. “Or we can eat later, or—”

Harry shakes his head, a small, apologetic smile tugging at his mouth despite everything. “No, it’s fine. Really. I just need…” He gestures vaguely at the Hall, which responds on cue with another thunderous wave of noise. “Less of this. I’ll see you back at the common room, yeah?”

They hesitate. Hermione studies his face with the intensity of someone calculating potion ratios and worst-case scenarios, eyes wide and searching.

“I promise,” Harry says softly. “I’m okay.”

Reluctantly, they let him go.

Harry moves fast—snatches a slice of treacle tart before the smell can overwhelm him again, and slips back out of the Great Hall like a criminal fleeing the scene. The doors swing shut behind him with a ruthless thud.

The corridors feel like a mercy.

Harry drifts through them without much thought, letting instinct guide him away from noise and light. Hogwarts at dinnertime is strangely hollow. Most students are packed into the Hall, their laughter muffled and distant, echoing faintly through the walls. A few students pass by, silhouettes in motion, but no one slows. No one calls his name. The silence, for once, does not demand anything from him.

Eventually, he slips into a small courtyard tucked near the Quidditch Pitch, a place that seems to exist mostly by accident. The lamplights here are spaced too far apart to be useful, casting pale pools of gold surrounded by generous shadow. Towering oak trees line the edges, their leaves whispering softly in the evening breeze, as though the castle is confiding secrets into the night.

It’s quiet.

Harry exhales for what feels like the first time all day, letting the tension slip from his shoulders in a slow, reluctant exhale, and sinks onto the low stone bench.

He takes a bite of the treacle tart.

At once, the sweetness blooms across his tongue; rich treacle with deep caramel notes, warm and indulgent. The pastry flakes delicately beneath his teeth, buttery and soft without being greasy. He tastes it all—the faint bitterness that keeps the sugar from cloying, the slow, molasses-heavy finish that lingers like a promise.

It’s decadent and grounding and utterly, absurdly sublime. The sweet taste brings back to Harry’s mind memories of Hogwarts when he was younger, back when the world sat lighter atop his shoulders.

Harry hums without meaning to, eyes fluttering shut.

Maybe, just maybe, there’s an upside to this whole sensory nightmare after all.

He eats slowly, letting the quiet and sweetness wrap him in a pocket of comfort he hadn’t realized he’d missed.

Halfway through the slice, a new sound cuts through the calm.

Footsteps.

Soft. Careful. Muted against stone and earth, the sound of someone approaching with deliberate restraint, as if whoever is making them would rather be absorbed by the shadows than risk being noticed at all.

Harry tenses instinctively. It's a reflex, a habit, the seventh-year residue of being hunted by an evil overlord with an obsessive desire to kill him. His hands hover above the tart as his body stiffens, pulse skidding unpleasantly. His senses—still buzzing, still wrong—stretch outward, latching onto every whisper of sound and scent and motion.

The leaves rustle.

Fabric brushes against bark, a soft rasp of wool on wood.

Someone inhales. The sound is sharp and shallow, unsteady.

And then—

Draco Malfoy steps out from between the oak trees.

Lamplight spills over him, catching on silver-blond hair, sharp cheekbones, eyes darkened from something heavier than lack of sleep. He looks even thinner in this light, shadows clinging to him as if the war never quite loosened its grip.

Their eyes meet.

And suddenly—

thump-thump

thump-thump

The sound crashes into Harry’s awareness, loud and impossible to ignore. For one wild, dizzying second, he thinks it’s his own heart, beating itself senseless against his ribs.

Then the reality of it strikes.

No.

The rhythm is wrong. Too fast, too erratic. Skipping, stumbling, scrambling over itself like it’s trying to outrun something it can’t quite see.

It belongs to Draco.

Harry tenses, breath lodged in his chest as his senses zero in mercilessly, the world narrowing to that frantic, traitorous sound in Draco’s chest.

“I—” Draco starts.

He looks unsettled. Not the sleek, polished Draco who glides through Hogwarts corridors with a sneer; not the meticulously practiced version who endures the Slytherin table with a rigid spine and perfect posture. This Draco looks suspended mid-fall, furious and frightened all at once. His pale eyes flicker with something sharp and defensive, his fists clenched so tightly his knuckles are white. He looks balanced on a knife’s edge, one breath away from either punching Harry square in the face or bolting for the trees and vanishing entirely.

Harry swallows and listens.

The heartbeat is uneven. Rapid. Too fast to be anything but fear.

Clearly, Malfoy is terrified.

Of me, Harry realizes, the thought sinking like cold water into his chest.

Of course he is. Why wouldn’t he be?

Harry Potter—the savior of the wizarding world, the hero who killed Voldemort, the boy who watched Draco burn and lose everything. The legend who walked away from the war with friends and a gleaming future, while Draco walked away with nothing but scars and silence. Harry's presence must be a reminder of everything Draco lost.

He must hate me, Harry thinks dimly. Hate me so much it rattles his bones. Hate me enough that even his heart doesn’t know what to do with itself.

The silence stretches, taut as a wire.

So Harry does the only thing he knows how to do when everything is too sharp and too loud and too much—

He smiles.

He flashes Draco a lopsided grin he often reserves for interviews at The Prophet, one he knows can disarm and make an admirer out of a suspecting audience.

“Er,” Harry says lightly, as if they’re old friends and not archenemies with inconveniently entangled fates. “Hi.”

Draco bristles instantly.

His heartbeat stutters—thump-thump thump-thump—then spikes, wild and sharp, a startled bird beating itself against bone.

“Well,” Draco sneers, voice snapping brittle as frost, “this is just pathetic. Eating alone now, Potter? What, finally been abandoned by your loyal entourage?”

Harry winces internally but keeps his shoulders loose, his expression easy. “I chose to be alone,” he answers mildly. “Big difference.”

"Giving the couple some alone time, then?" Draco curls his lips. "How very heroic of you."

thump-thump

thump-thump

Harry supposes there ought to be some irony in this. Draco looks perfectly composed—spine drawn up straight, every word smooth and precisely sharpened—while his heart is nearly tearing itself apart in his chest. For all Draco's careful control, his body betrays him completely, broadcasting fear and fury in a frantic rhythm he clearly does not want Harry to hear.

The awareness leaves a sour twist in Harry’s gut. He shouldn’t be privy to the sound of Draco’s heartbeat. It feels too intimate, too exposed, like he’s touching something fragile without permission.

Harry shrugs, deliberately casual. “Crowds are a bit much tonight. Senses are acting up.”

Draco’s eyes narrow immediately, clever and searching. “Potions,” he says at once, the word crisp with certainty.

“Yeah.”

A humorless smile tugs at Draco’s mouth. “All these years and you still can’t tell moonstone from valerian root.”

Harry rubs the back of his neck, sheepish despite himself. “In my defense, they look a bit similar when you’re... distracted.”

Draco doesn’t speak for a long moment. His heartbeat hiccups—once, twice—before launching into a faster, more frantic rhythm. He looks like he wants to ask something and is deeply offended by the impulse.

Instead, he scoffs. “But what could have possibly distracted the great hero of the wizarding world?" The sarcasm sits sharp on Draco’s tongue. "Must have been something terribly important.”

Harry lets out a soft laugh. “Oh, you wouldn’t believe,”

Draco rolls his eyes. “Some things never change.”

Harry laughs. Soft at first, just a huff of breath through his nose—but it builds. Until it becomes a full-bodied chuckle that curls into the quiet and refuses to leave.

Draco stiffens, clearly thrown. “What,” he snaps, “is possibly funny about that?”

“Sorry,” Harry says, still smiling as the tension finally begins to ease from his shoulders. “It’s just… comforting, I guess.”

“Comforting?” Draco echoes sharply.

“Yeah,” Harry meets his eyes, earnest and unguarded. “I’d rather have you insulting me like this than not talking to me at all.”

Draco’s heartbeat stumbles violently, slamming so hard Harry actually flinches.

thump-thumpthumpthump

Oh. Oh no, Harry thinks. I shouldn’t have said that. I really, really shouldn’t have—

Draco steps back as if Harry’s words physically shoved him. His expression shutters closed, masked by sheer terror, the sneer dropping away into something raw and unreadable.

“You’re impossible,” he mutters, voice low and rough.

He turns sharply and strides back into the trees, footsteps retreating fast and uneven, like he’s afraid if he slows down even a little, something might catch him.

Harry exhales, sagging back onto the bench.

The courtyard settles into silence once more. The lamplights continue to flicker around him, and the night insects resume their quiet chorus. Dinner sits forgotten at his side, cooling rapidly.

Yet Harry’s senses linger stubbornly on the echo of that frantic heartbeat, replaying it over and over, a private rhythm he can no longer unhear.

And he suspects, dimly and with a growing, treacherous warmth in his chest, that this—

this awkward, ridiculous, heart-racing mess—

might be the beginning of something far more complicated than potion accidents and heightened senses.

 

Notes:

In an alternate universe, far, far away, another version of me is sitting at her desk, diligently writing her dissertation and responsibly preparing for the start of her new job. She is hydrated. She is focused. She is thriving.

Unfortunately, this is not that universe.

In this reality, I am writing a fic.

A few days ago, I stumbled upon a criminally cute drarry fanart on Twitter, and, well—the rest is history. It was a slippery slope of spiraling downwards the drarry rabbithole, and I was just full of this creative, inspired energy to write. And so I sat on my desk, opened my laptop, and got my ass into writing (and in the process ignored my dissertation).

This fic is a fun love letter to Harry and Draco. I’ve written them before in much angstier circumstances, but I decided they’ve suffered enough. They deserve a rom-com. Frankly, we all do.

PS. The plot is inspired by a superbat fic!

As always, thank you so much for taking the time to read the fic. I appreciate your kindness and look forward to reading your comments! Let me know your thoughts about the fic and whether you'd love to see more :)