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                                𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .

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run2her: Festa
> Have you heard from fenomeno? 

foldedd: no why

run2her: She won’t answer my texts.
> I think she blocked me.
> Alright, thank you. 

foldedd: ? why would she do that

run2her: I don’t know
> Well.
> I have an idea. But it’s a long story.

foldedd: ??? type it out fr me then

run2her: She was really upset the other day.
> Her trainer is a jerk.
> very mean.
> She missed dinner because he kept her so late…
> I waited for her but it was still too late. She didn’t eat anything either even though I offered.
> So we went back to her dorm room. 

foldedd: idgi why would she block you bc of him
> wtv look im out rn lmk if u hear from her

run2her: Not because of him.
> I tried to help her feel better.
> I guess she didn’t actually like how I did it
> but I thought we were fine

foldedd: wtf are u talking abt 

run2her: To be honest.
> I don’t know if I can tell you. 

foldedd: ???????
> dream fr im busy if youre gonna tell me tell me but dont dance around shit
> dont pmo 

run2her: I slept with her. Keep this between us. 

foldedd: ?????????????
> ok back WAY up
> explain the whole thing 

run2her: I wanted to help her feel better after the bad training session. We were laying in her bed in her dorm. She was really upset so I decided to try something different to help her… so I performed fellatio on her. It was clinical mostly but I thought she enjoyed it. 

foldedd: do you have any idea how big of a jump that is to make
> look ill try to talk to her but like. way later. bc like i said im BUSY rn
> what a batshit thing to drop on me
> we’re talking about feno? meno? as in fenomeno?

run2her: Yes.
> If you’re going to freak out, just forget about it. In fact, you can just go ahead and block me as well at that point. 

foldedd: i think im having a relatively normal reaction actually?
> dont act like u didnt just drop a nuke on me 

run2her: I suppose.
> Where are you, by the way? You haven’t been home in a week.

foldedd: out n about
> it doesnt exactly matter rn

run2her: Are you doing pills again? 

foldedd: whos asking

run2her: Your big sister. 

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run2her: Do you see what I mean now?

foldedd: uhhh yeah.
> idk what to tell you about it dude im pretty sure you raped our sister

run2her: What????

foldedd: screenshot_0915_1648767956
[ alt text: A screenshot of run2her’s message. It says: 

I wanted to help her feel better after the bad training session. We were laying in her bed in her dorm. She was really upset so I decided to try something different to help her… so I performed fellatio on her. It was clinical mostly but I thought she enjoyed it. ] 

> then just now when u guys were in my hospital room
> her acting really weird in front of everyone? she didnt look at u once. she WOULDNT look at u.
> yeah uhh pretty sure you committed the act of incestuous rape

run2her: Stop saying that. I wouldn’t do that. 

foldedd: :grimacing:
> im js dude 

run2her: Thats really obnoxious of you to say.

foldedd: dream. my guy
> you started texting ME wondering why feno seems so uncomfortable n shit around you
> im jjuuuuuust saying
> its cuz u raped her

run2her: What am I supposed to do

foldedd: no fucking clue 

run2her: Just wonderful. You are no help.
> Could you try telling her I didn’t mean it that way? 

foldedd: TRY TELLING HER YOU DIDNT MEAN TO RAPE HER???
> dream… 

run2her: WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
> ESPECIALLY WITH MOTHER EXPECTING US ALL TO STAY AT THE HOUSE WHILE YOU’RE RECOVERING!
> Our rooms are next to each other 

foldedd: dude i really don’t know what to tell u i mean u should probably yk. give her space the best you can????

run2her: Goddesses above. I can’t give her space when I exist in her space throughout most of her day

foldedd: > best you can. 

run2her: ok.
> You should know mother put up a camera in your room and alarm on your door for when you come back from the hospital. 

foldedd: oh FUH nah
> UGH. ok thanks
> ill have to disable them ig :neutral_face: 

run2her: Gold Ship’s already been tampering with it. The camera, at least
> What exactly happened between you two anyway? I know she enjoys hanging out with you but she was especially quiet when we were at the hospital. Before you woke up

foldedd: ? nothing
> she might have been quiet bc i was in a coma

run2her: That’s not it is it.
> I didn’t really expect things to turn out this way.
> Though it’s not surprising. Point Flag tells her daily that we’re not her “real” sisters. Gold Ship slept in her bed until she was 13 or 14. 

foldedd: wtf are u on abt. 

run2her: I know you kissed her. I know she kissed you back. 

foldedd: SHE kissed ME first i suggest you shut up
> wtf are you getting at
> what are you gonna tell everyone? cuz lets jst remember what u told me u did.

run2her: I guess we all know things we shouldn’t talk about

foldedd: right. 

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cenadryl_chan: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1GLckcXO6wOxdSkbzkMtFxhqhxw9BqlQE?usp=sharing

foldedd: hmm.
> ok my first question is why is air groove here

cenadryl_chan: she’s the love of my life

foldedd: does she know this 

cenadryl_chan: she will one day
> when I get the courage
> but she knows I’m out there

foldedd: ok
> so jw where did these pics of MY girl come from

cenadryl_chan: her icloud
> snapchat mostly, umayon…
> same password as her school account
> might wanna tell her to change her passwords 

foldedd: ok
> are u the only one with those 

cenadryl_chan: as far as I know
> you’re the first one to ask for a link

foldedd: deadass will pay you to delete those. only those
> idgaf abt the others i js dont want jordan on there

cenadryl_chan: ok no problem sorry
> $pillschan

foldedd: festivenakya_confirmation_37963JPY_pillschan.jpg 

cenadryl_chan: theyre perma gone
> delete.mp4
[ alt text: A POV video taken on a cellphone. The cameraman is extremely shaky as they reach for a mouse. They show a dirty computer screen on a desk covered in cups, old food containers, and general garbage on one side, and anime figures, umamusume merch, and a breast mousepad of Air Groove on the other. The cameraman shows themselves putting all of the Tosen Jordan folder into the trash, then going in and clicking on "permanently delete”. The video ends here. ] 

foldedd: k thx

cenadryl_chan: I also have security cams, doorbells, etc. if you wanna see
> webcams… etc
> oh but no jordan she was just in that folder
> uh including the security cams from TT visiting SR’s apartment but I can’t share that with you until I know you’re not trying to turn me into
> you like sell drugs though so i think im ok? 

foldedd: dude ur fuckin nuts
> im into it

cenadryl_chan: thanks
> I uh also have stuff of your sisters should I delete those too

foldedd: which ones 

cenadryl_chan: gold ship + dream journey 

foldedd: nah 

cenadryl_chan: ok

foldedd: actually… u got anything else on dream journey 

cenadryl_chan: I updated her folder with the good stuff 

foldedd: holy fuck man 

cenadryl_chan: whats catching your eye

foldedd: the shit you’ve got on dream
> did nooot know she had all that in her
> but theres a lot idk about dream so.

cenadryl_chan: I didn’t realize how wild she actually was. the guy pays her at the end of that clip btw, the one where she’s giving the guy a blowie in the karaoke booth? its in the 3 second .mov

foldedd: whaaat the fuck

cenadryl_chan: I couldn’t make out what she was saying though
> There seems to be another pov from the guys phone but I can’t find the guy’s id. not sure if it’s a rent a girlfriend situation or secret boyfriend or something. he seems too old for her for the latter so prolly rent a gf…
> this was in her classic year of racing, so. kind of gave up on finding it. too far gone atp

foldedd: huh
> im not rly talking to her rn so no promises but if i manage to figure anything out ill lyk

cenadryl_chan: wow, that would be awesome, thank you
> sorry
> I’ve never had someone be actually interested before

foldedd: i feel like people always underestimate how much of a perv i am

cenadryl_chan: well I couldn’t really find much from you
> I have i think a dick pic, maybe 

foldedd: is it a nice pic
> do u want more
> IMG_7865.png
[ alt text: it’s NF’s penis in her hand. In her other hand she’s got a blunt. She just took this for me. ] 

cenadryl_chan: wow
> I’ve never gotten an unsolicited dick pic before
> thanks 

foldedd: ya ofc 

cenadryl_chan: anyway. any pics or vids you need lmk. I also have passwords n stuff

foldedd: i will keep that in mind thx 

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cenadryl_chan: what kind of stuff do you sell..?

foldedd: what are u looking for

cenadryl_chan: um… nvm sorry 

foldedd: ok? lol

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cenadryl_chan: this is devestating. did you see that interview with deep impact? where she says she and dober are dating???! GIWTWM
> why do umas only go for the big buff studs
> just to be disappointed when it turns out they’re doping?
> obviously she’s doping you dumb bitch, that physique isn’t normal
> not like a mare like gentildonna who’s basically a stud

foldedd: holy goddesses
> no wonder why you have no friends

cenadryl_chan: no do the math and make it make sense
> all these umas want is these big powerhouse studs
> but most of them deflate after they retire
> know why?
> steroids. 

foldedd: u sound like a conspiracy theorist

cenadryl_chan: id rather be a conspiracy theorist then a secretariat glazer and lie to myself
> at the height of my career I never took drugs
> did you know I placed second in the prix de l’arc.
> this bitch hasn’t even gone yet and gets a rich hot princess girlfriend
> has everyone gone fucking crazy?
> you openly take and sell. how are you acting surprised that most are too
> I wasn’t taking drugs. I was running on pure ambition
> and what came out of it?
> nothing.
> I HOPE she gets disqualified off the team for something like that.
> Gentildonna deserves it more anyway… she’s pure… orz 

foldedd: holy FUCK bro
> who are u about to shoot up

cenadryl_chan: sorry I got a little carried away… nobody I don’t even know how to shoot a gun I swear
> sorry
> I’m sorry
> naka dont block me olease I’m sorry

foldedd: LMFAO?
> ur the most pathetic fucking uma ive ever spoken to n thats saying a lot

cenadryl_chan: I know…
> oh, btw I ided the guy

foldedd: oh yea? who

cenadryl_chan: he works at the school now
> Koujima Okino
> Runs Team Spica. He used to train that filly who died on the track and someone else who tried to wipe her record? It’s all fucked now
> Seems like a burn out.
> uma mother and sister though. Dyna Actress

foldedd: LMFAO WAIT
> UR BULLSHITTING 

cenadryl_chan: im positive it’s him, same height, age checks out, appearance…

foldedd: dude
> u cannot be serious
> omfg no wonder she freaked out

cenadryl_chan: she freaked out?
> what all did she tell you again?

foldedd: screenshot_0915_1648768105
[ alt text: A screenshot of messages between foldedd and run2her. It says: 

run2her: I’m not telling you that.

foldedd: why tf not

run2her: I would seriously prefer not to think about it. 

foldedd: tell me what it was about and ill drop it. 

run2her: You have become impossible to speak with.

run2her: It was right after the Derby. Mom said she wouldn’t fund me if I was going to lose to mares. So I started to let guys pay to date me. Nothing sexual. But this guy promised to pay for everything, races and otherwise, if I fucked him.
> so I did.
> he didn’t pay.

foldedd: damn. do u remember his name 

run2her: fuck. off.

foldedd: jackass 

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cenadryl_chan: wow, right after her derby loss? Yeah, timeline adds up big time

foldedd: this is crazy

cenadryl_chan: are you gonna confront him?

foldedd: i mean. prolly not

cenadryl_chan: I was able to find more stuff with them together which helped me identify him
> Looks like they went on a few dates if you consider it that…
> Studs who are into this stuff are fucking lsoers. why the fuck would you degrade yourself to a umafucker’s level? like specifically a studchasing gooner dude
> uh. sorry

foldedd: why would i gaf 

cendadryl_chan: haha true
> she did rape your little sister and all…
> anyway

foldedd: still cant fuckin believe i had no idea

cenadryl_chan: youd be surprised what people are hiding…
> really really surprised…

foldedd: tf are u hinting at now 

cenadryl_chan: if you give me a name i have something about them, I guarantee you
> the security at the school isn’t great. And most of the students have crappy passwords.
> I actually do cyber security at the school

foldedd: bullshiiiit

cenadryl_chan: It’s true. if you can find me in the school staff dictonary i’ll send you some hidden gems I ripped off this breeding app thats in development 

foldedd: ill look later maybe
> anyway, what about sirius s?? 

cenadryl_chan: i was actually looking into a lead about her today
> apparently Tokai Teio is pregnant with either her or President Rudolf’s baby?
> saw them on cams together at school + mejiro estate ntm text logs
> I think they might’ve had a threesome or something 

foldedd: dude ur gonna get ur ass jailed with all this

cenadryl_chan: why? no one knows who i am even if you look me up in the staff book. I work from home
> and not often at that
> how do you even know i operate in Japan?
> I control Tracen Academy’s cameras, I coded their programs, I did all of it. How do you think they’ll catch me when I can just… delete it all

foldedd: yea ok
> i mean i aint snitchin its js funny 

cenadryl_chan: haha, i know
> that’s probably the craziest thing right now thats going on around the school
> ughh… i gtg, my sister is here >_>>
> i cant be on my computer when she comes around but if you need anything, im always open

foldedd: ok

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cenadryl_chan: i need your help

foldedd: what

cenadryl_chan: can i buy
> date rape stuff

foldedd: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
> why

cenadryl_chan: nothing bad I just want to see how they worj
> i swear. I don’t even go outside enough to do something to someone else

foldedd: i mean there’s much better dhit to be drugging urself with 

cenadryl_chan: but can i buy that from you
> either i buy it or I make it honestly… 

foldedd: fuck it i mean ig
> i need money anyway
> its gonna be expensive tho
> and u have to be careful with it

cenadryl_chan: expense really won’t be a problem
> my sister is going to pick it up from you 

foldedd: ok

cenadryl_chan: she doesn’t know what it is just tell her it’s medicine. Are you at your dorm right now cause she can come up

foldedd: yea sure wtv. im home yea
> have her pull up

cenadryl_chan: she says she’s on her way

foldedd: thats ur sister??????????

cenadryl_chan: huh? You know her?

foldedd: duh our circles intermingle 

cenadryl_chan: never thought about that
> she’s my little sister
> my parents made me move here to watch her 

foldedd: makes sense i guess

cenadryl_chan: she can be really bossy sometimes
> but shes pretty and I want the best for her
> her girlfriend is weird though. really annoying
> anyway thanks

foldedd: jus be careful
> if anyone asks you dk me. at all

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cenadryl_chan: have you heard of the mejiro “fucking farm”
> its this secluded place where mares go to get bred by studs and make strong racers or whatever

foldedd: wait what the fucking farm
> hold on i think i heard palmer talking abt this once wait
> i still dk how you get in on it
> seems really exclusive

cenadryl_chan: Your career had to be immaculate.
> Like that’s how Deep Impact and Mejiro Dober really happened and its so dumb
> but they have this insanely detailed operation with all these different plans and charts and pedigree records… more than normal breeding programs do. they don’t give a shit about incest either
> Their security is crazy good I couldn’t crack the live cameras just files mostly and archives. I can look up anyone and find shit
> they write about EVERYONE who goes to Tracen Director is so totally in on it 

foldedd: wtffff
> pull some strings and see if you can get me in the system

cenadryl_chan: actually you’ve been marked potential already. All your family has because of your grandsire. She’s also super active right now
> only issue is your drug use

foldedd: lmao fair
> but whats that got to do with it drugs aren’t related to my babymaking capabilities smfh
> not like its genetic

cenadryl_chan: I think its more you roping Palmer into your partying and you’re like… embarassing as a result
> kek

foldedd: LOL
> ahh whatever
> if i really want to try ts i can just fuck one of my friends

cenadryl_chan: >_>

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cenadryl_chan: hey are you seeing the crap on umayon?! 

foldedd: dude jodas sister was there i need you to do me a solid and find out whats up and if shes ok
> please. were freaking out 

cenadryl_chan: okay. i got you
> Okok. She’s okay, I can see her here
> 87985745.png
[ alt text: a screenshot of a security camera at the train station. There is a red circle around Daiwa Scarlet, who is clinging to Vodka as they stand away from the crowd. Behind them is Tokai Teio, staring at the tracks ] 

foldedd: omfg. okay
> thank you
> holy shit wtf is going on

cenadryl_chan: some psycho pushed bakushin o in front of a train… it’s all on tape… 

foldedd: ffffuuuuck

cenadryl_chan: ik
> can you cut me a favor real quick? Im guessing youre at the school too 

foldedd: yeah for sure wassup

cenadryl_chan: can you find out if air groove is back?
> she was out with the president
> and my sister ig 

foldedd: yea ill check around n let you know

cenadryl_chan: thank you
> I hope Jordan and her sister end up okay that sucks a lot 

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cenadryl_chan: nakayama, it finally happened. this is 100% real and straight 

foldedd: ?

cenadryl_chan: i was sitting in my car and I was eating before I had to go pick up this computer part from this guy who pays for me the dorm bathroom cams and i wasnt paying attention
> BANG BANG BANG on my fucking window
> I jump and I look and its fucking
> its the empress. Standing at my window. begging me to come in. i think oh my god, Pil, you haev finally lost it
> but I unlock the door and she sits in my seat and shes begging me and pleading with me and oh my god all the blood is rushing to my dick and im thinking ive lost it. she started to pass out in my care
> shes bleeding from the back of her head. no phone on her as far as i can tell because she was blubbering about it before she fell asleep
> IMG_000.png
[ alt text: it’s Air Groove passed out in the passenger’s seat. She’s slumped over, sinking into the seat, her head is clearly bleeding. ] 

foldedd: wait
> lol
> what

cenadryl_chan: im going to take he r home with me 

foldedd: do not do that
> dude
> you need to take her to the hospital wtf

cenadryl_chan: but ill never see her again
> im already in my apartments parking garage
> just gotta figure out how to get her upstairs… 

foldedd: nnnnnno
> wtf lol this cant be real

cenadryl_chan: you are not being helpful at all…
> brb

cenadryl_chan: hey sorry i didnt respond this has genuinely taken me two hours hahaha
> check this out
> 5555.wav
[ alt text: A shaky, unclear video as someone puts a camera on a surface. It focuses as the user steps back. A pale Umamusume with horrible, pimply skin and black glasses squints at the camera, her smile thin and uncertain. Her hair is dark bay, her eyes obscured by her messy, smudged glasses. Her smile grew once she was satisfied with the camera. You know who this is.

PSKI: Okay. 

She steps out of the way to reveal she set up a grimy floorbed. The pillows look old and used, the blanket never washed. The walls have an unidentified stain– actually, multiple of those. She’s presenting it like a throne. 

PSKI: Not bad, right? I think she’s going to love it–

PSKI: Oh! I almost forgot… 

She steps off screen, then returns with a fistful of zip ties and thick wire metal rope. She holds them up for the camera.

PSKI: Smart right? She can wear these until she gets comfortable. I’m gonna… I’ve got cinderblocks I can attach them to. I think she’ll… really like it here. With me. 

She disappears off screen again. A moment later, she reappears, dragging a blanket that’s weighed down by what appears to be a trashbag with feet sticking out. The blanket, ironically, has a print that’s from a Live event that Daiwa Scarlet was a part of, so it’s her who’s smiling back at the camera with a cheeky wink. PSKI lets go as she goes to remove the bag. There’s Air Groove, still passed out, dried blood on her shirt. The camera falls and cuts out. ] 

foldedd: wtf
> wtf
> theres still time dude you dont need to do this idfk just leave her outside if nothing else  

cenadryl_chan: why are you acting weird about this
> isnt this like
> you told me countless times how “easy it is” and how “easy they make it”
> How you really want to take Gold City into a sketchy part of town and rape her and make all her makeup smudge down her face. Or keep her in your basement to use whenever you want
> this drops into my lap and you tell me to give it up?
> are you feeling okay, Nakayama. 

foldedd: pil you gotta listen to me man thats different

cenadryl_chan: How is it different. 

foldedd: bc its not fucking real?
> bc its just a fucking fantasy?? its a fucking fantasy
> what the fuck is wrong with you

cenadryl_chan: Wow, you are a total coward!
> You’re saying you wouldn’t take a chance that the universe is giving you?
> Get the fuck over yourself?
> Fucking loser.
> You rape your girlfriend when she’s high as shit and doesn’t know what’s going on
> You destroy your body that’s beyond blessed because your genetics are totally stacked with fucking drugs. Your grandsire is THE Sunday Silence.
> You know she rapes little girls right? All the fucking time?
> dober.wav
[ You won’t click that. ]
> Click it. I know you didn’t.
> Do it.
> Watch it.

foldedd: what the fuck
> what the fuck is actually wrong with you
> im calling the cops idgaf

cenadryl_chan: to… where. You dont know where I live. And you are not smart enough to fucking figure it out.
> You can’t even figure out how to keep your phone private.
> you_are_an_idiot.pdf
[ Alt text: Hundreds. There’s hundreds of screenshots of your chatlogs. It’s never-ending. You talking to Tosen Jordan, you asking Gold City to come over, Sirius Symboli venting, your mother begging you to come home. Plenty of pictures, too, meaningless and private. ]
> I thought we were friends… 

foldedd: holy fuck

cenadryl_chan: and look, I don’t want you to go down with me because I have evidence of you selling pain killers to Material before she died.
> So instead you can go down for raping my little sister.
> Because I have proof that you sold her drugs, and that she was raped the same night, and she never left your dorm building until the next morning.
> Did you know that Thursdays it’s Jordan’s turn to take out the garbage at her mother’s house? So that’s when she takes out your trash too, so she can hide the pills and condoms? 

foldedd: stop talking to me

cenadryl_chan: you’re my best friend, Festa. Don’t ruin your best friend’s dreams from finally coming true!
> I was going to invite you over but never mind.
> I’ve waited my entire life for a day like this. The L’arc was bullshit. Japan has been bullshit. Everything was bullshit. But now things can lighten up for me
> Don’t do this, okay? There’s still time.
> So apologize to me.
> :) 

foldedd: im sorry ok please just stop talking to me

cenadryl_chan: Good.
> I forgive you for now I guess.
> I’ll leave you alone for now.
> Feel free to check the folder soon. Plenty of new content coming.
> Or maybe I’ll just show you.
> :)