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Petunia Dursley did not think of herself as a cruel woman.
Unfortunate, perhaps. Put-upon. Undervalued. Married to a man who thought beige was a daring decorative choice. But not cruel.
The baby, however, complicated things.
He had arrived on the doorstep of Number Four, Privet Drive like a parcel no one had ordered and no one could return. Wrapped in blankets. Silent. Infuriatingly neat. And accompanied by a letter written in that spidery green ink she had hoped never to see again.
Petunia had lasted exactly one month.
Thirty-one days, technically. She had counted.
The boy did not cry very much, Nothing like her Dudley and that was part of the problem. He observed. Large green eyes, Lily’s eyes, watched everything as if taking notes for a future exposé. Once, when Vernon tripped over a toy truck and blamed the baby, the child had blinked at him with such measured judgment that Vernon left the room muttering about “hostile infants.”
Petunia fed him. Bathed him. Held him at stiff, uncomfortable angles as though he might explode into glitter. And sometimes, in the dim hours of the morning, when the house was quiet and Vernon’s snores rattled the windows, she found herself studying the lightning-shaped scar on his forehead.
Magic had taken her sister.
Magic had made Lily special.
Magic had left Petunia ordinary.
And now magic had left this child on her doorstep.
On the thirty-first day, Harry performed what Petunia would later describe as “the teacup incident.”
She had placed him in a pram in the kitchen while she prepared tea. The kettle whistled. The china rattled faintly. When she turned back, one of her best teacups hovered two inches above the counter, spinning lazily in the air like it was considering a career in ballet.
The baby was not touching it.
He was merely staring.
The cup tilted toward him.
Vernon fainted.
The cup did not shatter when it fell. It simply righted itself midair and settled primly back into its saucer.
Harry gurgled.
Petunia stared at him for a long, silent moment. Something inside her hardened, but something else, something smaller and more dangerous, softened.
She knew this story. She had lived this story. It began with strange things and ended with her sister laughing in a world Petunia could never enter.
“I will not do it again,” she whispered, though she wasn’t sure to whom she was speaking.
That evening she packed a small bag. Baby clothes. The letter. A blanket. She hesitated before adding a photograph of Lily she had kept hidden in the back of a drawer. It showed Lily at eleven, grinning wildly, hair untamed, already halfway to somewhere extraordinary.
Petunia pressed her lips together and slipped the photograph into the bag.
Vernon did not ask questions when she said she was “handling it.” He had developed a survival instinct around anything unusual.
London was grey the next morning. The orphanage stood between a laundrette and a boarded-up shop that had once promised Fresh Eels. The building was old brick and tired windows, but it was clean. Respectable. Dull.
Perfect.
Petunia stood at the door longer than necessary.
Harry was awake, watching her.
“You will hate me,” she told him quietly. “One day.”
The baby blinked.
“But you will not hate yourself.”
She did not believe she was capable of loving him. She knew that much with cold precision. Every time she looked at him she saw Lily stepping into a world that had never opened for her. The resentment coiled tight and poisonous.
But she also knew that staying would turn that poison on him.
And that, she found, she could not bear.
Inside, a matron with tired eyes and capable hands accepted the child without fuss. There were forms. Questions. Petunia answered them in clipped, efficient tones. Yes, the parents were deceased. No, there were no other relatives willing to take him. No, there were no medical concerns.
She did not mention floating teacups.
When it came time to hand him over, she hesitated.
Harry reached out with startling certainty and grabbed her finger.
His grip was strong, As strong as a three month infant could muster anyways.
Petunia swallowed.
“You are not my son,” she said under her breath. “And I will not lose myself trying to be anything like a mother to something like you.”
She gently pried her finger from his grasp.
For the briefest moment, as the matron carried him away, the lights in the hallway flickered. Not dramatically. Just a soft tremor. A suggestion.
Petunia stiffened.
The matron didn’t notice. Harry did.
He stared at the ceiling with fierce concentration, as though memorizing the architecture for later conquest.
Petunia turned and walked out without looking back.
Outside, the wind caught her hair and she stood very still on the pavement. No lightning struck. No owls descended. No music swelled. The world remained stubbornly ordinary, The way she preferred.
She exhaled.
“Goodbye, Harry. Let this truly be our last encounter, for both our sakes.”
Approximately 9 years later
