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I Took In A Deep Breath As I Made My Way Down The Stairs, Towards The Door To The Apartment Complex Building.
Me And My Annoying Roommate Just Had Another Fight.
It Was About Her Not Paying Half Of The Rent, For Our Shared Apartment.
Can You Believe Her!?
She Keeps Bringing Fuck Buddies Home, Interrupt My Sleep With Their Loud Moaning And Sex Noises.
I Kept Telling Her That I Can't Get Enough Rest And Keep Going On Working My Ass Off To Provide For The Both Of Us.
I've Seen Her Multiple Times With Stacks Of Cash, But Oh Noooo, Weed Is More Important Than Rent.
I Could Just Rip Her Head Off.
Also, She Dares To Tell Me To Get Laid, So That My Thoughts Aren't Always About Rent And ACTUAL Important Things! In This Fucking Economy.
I Wish Everyone Would Just Fuck Off My Sight.
I Groaned Loudly As My thoughts Took The Better Of Me, Again.
I Need To Blow Off Some Steam, And The Day Is Still Young So Why Not Go Out To That Park, Walk And Just Enjoy Myself For Once.
I Wasn't Paying Attention To What Was In Front Of Me And Accidentally Bumped Into A Hard Flat Chest. Shit, I Wasn't Looking Forward.
I Looked Up, It Was Don. The Landlord Of The Apartment Building. He Wasn't In His Usual Outfit.
But Who Cares.
Actually.. He's Looking Really Hot In This tight Black Tank top And His Messy Brunette Hair.
What A Daddy ~ I'm Getting Distracted Again!!!
I Awkwardly Smiled Up At Him And Got Out Of The Way. When Suddenly His Voice Came From Behind, Making Me Stop In My Track.
"Hey Kid, You Look Like There's A Lot On Your Mind. What's Wrong?"
He Said To Me With A Concerned Tone. With Don's Voice, It's Making My Heart Skip Some Beats. (Daddy Issues.)
I Gulped And Turned My Head Slowly Giving Him A Fake Smile.
"Everything Is Alright. I'm Just Busy With Work At The Moment. Talk later!"
I Lied As I Skipped Towards The Exit, Still Feeling His Eyeballs Gaze Eating Me From Behind.
"Work? But Isn't It Your Day Off? Maybe I'm Just Thinking Too Much Of It."
I Hear Him Say Before I Skipped Away. Phew, I Avoided That.
If Only I Could Do That To All Of My Problems.
I Wish I Could Just Disappear And Not Think Too Much Of Them...
I Sighed As I Kicked Some Rocks Away, I Looked Up At The People Around me.
Some Are Frowning, Some Are Glued To Their Phones. And The Love Birds.
I Cringed.
Just Seeing Them Holding Each Other Pisses Me Off, And I Just Have To Make A Face.
Why Do I Care So Much That It's Effecting Me This Way?
Sigh. When I Stopped Approaching People No One Came To Me.
I'm Always The Person Who Didn't Belong With Anybody. I Didn't Click With Anybody, It's Like I'm Destend To Be Alone.
That's Why I Stopped Approaching People And Stopped Making A Fool Out Of Myself, Nothing Was Working With Me Anyway.
Being Alone Is Fine.
...
This Is A Joke. I'm Better Off Killing Myself.
I Always Thought About Suicide.
I Shook My Head Trying to Perish The Thoughts As I Walked Towards The Park Path.
The Sunlight Was Still Up, Making Me Feel Warm.
I Looked Up At The Clear Sky And Smiled A Little.
I Walked Along The Path For A While, Enjoining The Sun And The Fresh Air From All Of The Greens Around Me.
It's Making Me Smile And Think That It Isn't So Bad But Only For A moment.
I Walked for A While Until I Spotted A Bench And Made My Way To Sit Down.
I Took In A Deep Breath And Let It Out Trying To Relax My Mind.
But My Head Keeps On Wandering About Problems, Making Me Furrow My Eyebrows And Grab My Head To Squeeze It.
"Could You Stop Thinking For A Fucking Second!? What Is It With You?!"
I Could Feel People's Eyes Stares At Me, But I Didn't Fucking Care.
I Don't Care That I Looked Like A Crazy Person. I Needed To Keep Myself From Killing Anyone Or Myself Right Now.
As Soon As I Began To Calm Down A Bit With My Eyes Were Still Closed, When Suddenly Someone Sat Right Beside Me.
Our Knees Were Practically Touching.
My Eyes Snapped Open And I Was Ready To Yell At Whoever This Asshole Was, But They Cut Me Off By Raising Their Hand.
"Hello! I couldn't help It but notice you were in a lot of distress. Is everything okay?"
I Raised My Eyebrow. Since When Does Anyone Just Walk Up To Someone And Ask If They're Okay?
This Never Happens, Not In My Case At Least.
"What The Actual Hell? First Of All, It's None Of Your Business. Can't You See That I'm Busy Over Here? So Why Don't You Take Your Caring Ass Somewhere Else?!"
He Looks At Me Completely Hurt And In Shock, His Face Changed Into The First Expression That I Saw Him With.
Concerned, He Placed His Hand Down On His Lap.
"O-Oh, I'm Very Sorry, I Didn't Mean To Offend You Like That... I Was Just So Worried About You."
He Said.
Really? That's it? Worried? Since When Do people Like That Existed?
Oh Right, The Universe Just Wants To Torture Me Some More.
I Sighed And Frownd Looking Away From Him.
It's My Bitterness About Life That Made Me Rude, But I Don't Care Anymore.
"I'm Fine. Leave Me Alone. I Have Alot On My Mind."
He Relaxed Gaving A Soft Smile To Me, Scotched Himself Even Closer Than Before, Which Made Me Look up at him With Rage Again.
I Pushed Myself To Stand Up And Get Away From This Weirdo.
"H-Hey! Wait up!"
He Dares To Even Call For Me Too!?
I Turned To Him And Was Faced With A Large Height. Uh.. Definitely Didn't Expect Him To Be That Tall Since He Was Sitting Down.
"I Said Leave Me Alone You Weirdo!"
I Say And Was Already Taking My Leave. But He Grabbed My Wrist Firmly, Making Me Stop.
I Looked At Him Enraged And Disgusted. But Then I Got Confused By The Way He Was Looking Down At Me.
His Bugs Eyes Were Sharp, Focused On Mine. Eyebrows Were Furrowed.
I Felt Something Strange...
It Was Like Something Squeezed Inside Of Me. Was It My Guts? Or Was It My Heart? I Have No Idea.
Why Was I Feeling Like This All Of A Sudden Anyway?
I Was So Confused.
He Noticed My Confused Staring At His Face. Then He Realised That He's Been Firmly Holding My Wrist.
He Retreated His Large Hand Quickly, His Face Was Blushing Hard.
What A Creep.
"I'm So Sorry! But I'm Just.. I Am Really Interested In You. Ah.. Will You Go out With Me?"
What...?
WHAT.
"WHAT!? HOW? WHY?!"
I Couldn't Possibly Believe My Eyes And Ears!
How Is This Man Interested In Me Just Like That?
"Um.. I Just Know I Do. W-When I Saw You Sitting Here, I-I.. Uh.. I Just Wanted To Approach You.. I Didn't Think It Would Be That Unpleasant... Unpleasant F-For You Of Course!"
Holy shit, This Guy's Actually Interested In Me? Look How Much He's Stuttering.
Because Of Me, Heh..
That's Kind Of Cute.
I Could Just Laugh Out Loud At That.
And I Did, I Actually Did Laugh My Ass Off At His Reactions. Which Made Him Even More Embarrassed.
Ah... I Hadn't Laughed Like This In A Long Time.
I Guess That's A Good Start?
"Fine! Fine! I Accept. Satan's Asshole. I Hadn't Laughed Like That In A Long Time."
I Wiped My Imaginary Tears And Calmed Down.
"Okay Since You Made Me Laugh, I'll Let The Way You Approached Me Slide."
As Soon As I Said I Was Cool With Him I Could've Sworn His Pupils Became A Heartshape For A Split Second. But Maybe It Was Just My Imagination.
He Smiled From Ear To Ear And Hugged Me Ever So Tightly. I Felt Something Hard Poking My Stomach.
Okay Don't Overthink It, It's Probably Just His Wallet Or Something Else.
I Didn't Hug Back, He Stepped Back Quickly Realising His Action.
"Oh!!! I'm So Sorry I Am Just Really Excited!!"
'Yeah I Can Tell That You Were.' I Thought, And Rolled My Eyes Then Stared At Him.
"Ah... Anyways, How About We Meet At The Diner Downtown!"
He Said To Me While Rubbing The Back Of His Bald Head. I Furrowed My Eyebrows.
"The Diner Downtown? Which One? There's Many."
He looked Me Dead In My Eyes And Said.
"Oh, You Know.. The One That You Work At! I Will be Seeing you at 7! Good Bye For Now! ... I Love You So Much."
And With That, We Split.
He Was Gone From My Sight Lickety Split. I Wish I Had Heard What He Mumbled Before Running Off.
I Didn't Think Much Of It And Walked In The Opposite Direction Of Where He Ran Off To.
Then I Stopped In My Path To Recall What The Man Had Said To Me.
"The one you work at?" Wait... How Did He Know That I Worked At A Diner?"
I Knew It. He Was A-
"Fucking Stalker."
End Of Chapter One.
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