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Silence is what enveloped his room, his brows, both raised in shock, his eyes went wide, his mouth agape as a video played in front of him—his mouth closed, then open, then closed, his lips trembled as a rush of sudden unexplainable feeling of pain in his heart, it ached for some reason as his wide, shocked eyes landed on a knight in the video, a flicker of fuzzy memories and feelings before the sudden unexplainable pain drowned it altogether. “D3rLord3…?” He spoke, as if remembering someone he had 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 about. “ N..No, it can’t be..” He remembered 𝙃𝙄𝙈 now, how could he have forgotten him? His savior and the liar who still protected him till the very end. Tears flooded his vision as they trickled down his face. “Derek..oh..Derek.” He muttered the name of a person who's no longer 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, the person he cared 𝖺̶𝗇̶𝖽̶ ̶𝗅̶𝗈̶𝗏̶𝖾̶𝖽̶ left him. He hated how he fell for his trick, heck, he couldn’t even bring himself to read the damn final letter of 𝘋𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘬 𝘏𝘶𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘴. He wanted to truly have a bond with Derek and yet… this had happened. Why must his luck with life be this bad? 𝘞𝘩𝘺? The person who 𝗁̶𝖾̶ ̶𝖿̶𝖾̶𝗅̶𝗅̶ ̶𝖿̶𝗈̶𝗋̶, he admired and owed something to. D3rLord3 knew everything about him, and he didn’t know anything and everything about Derek 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭, only a glimpse of it. In the end, he could only utter a sentence that made unexplainable pain worsen, “There’s no next time, but I’m glad and thankful too, Derek.” He sniffled as he wiped his tears, he sorrowfully smiled but 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 moved on from it. He 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 forget Derek. 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.