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Soo idk why i decided to write a pepesicola fic before exams cuz lol i got 0 life
Enjoy >:33
(this is my first fic so it probably sucks and maybe i didnt write characters right hehe :O)
HoNK >:0)
[GG] : Dave..I think you gotta see a therapy…or just rose u know
[GG] : your situation is getting worse and worse
[GG] : even cool kids takes a rest
[GG] : Dave are you listening???
[TC] : nah
[TC] : its soo fucking dumb
[TC] : thanks for help anyway
[GG] : welcome!!
[TC] : bro just came
[TC] : with dinner
[TC] : it feels strange that he came way earlier than usual
[GG] : okay then
[GG] : I won't interrupt your time with your brother
[GG] : Bon Appétit! :D i like french works hehe
[TC] : thanks jade
[TC] : gnight
- - [gnosticgardner] ceased Pesturing [TurnTechgodhead] at 21:13 - -
Your brother just entered the house..Holding Pizza in one hand and some groceries in the other..Wait ... is that an Apple Juice?? It’s weird enough that he didn't forget to feed you,away from buying juice for you.Well then…
He gives you a stare and throws the juice in your direction,you quickly grab it but you decide to keep it for later.
Your brother cleans the messy table quickly from the boxes of meals and his dolls.Then places the pizza box in the middle and opens it
The Pizza sends a straight line of hot air.Fresh 3 Cheese pizza.Probably what you needed after months of Mcdonalds and Instant noodles that makes you wanna throw out from how much you ate them.
You are Hungry.But you still doesnt touch anything,for a moment.Your brother sounds..Confused? It's impossible to tell after his shades and his dead cold gazes you barely see through them.
He gives you a sign you can read as “C’mon??”,then his patience ends,he grabs a slice and starts to eat,pouring some cola in a cup and drinks.
You – finally – grab a slice,then eat slowly,it’s not too hot now,good.
Your Brother is scrolling though the TV channels,searching for anything interesting,but nothing really gets his eye.
For a quick moment,you see some kind of an old movie,the type that John would yap about for hours,jeez,his taste in movies was forever horrible,but still,you can’t change his mind about them.
After thinking about it,you miss seeing your friends,you went together to some games events,but this was way longer before..
Uh,better keep this subject for later…
In the middle of your thoughts,you remember your juice,finally something that gives you a rush of dopamine,you went to where you always hide a stack of juice and other snacks,just in case if your brother went for a week and you found nothing to eat,since cooking isn’t really your thing,still you know how to cook some basic meals but you barely find the Ingredients at home,and when you start messing stuff by yourself,you just end up with some unconsumable shit and a totally huge mess.
Jade already told you to try and eat something new,she heard that mother's food always feels special,but both of you never tried this feeling,maybe food from a friend might give the same feeling at least?..Both are related to logging and stuff,huh?
Time Skip
It’s 11 am by now,Your brother is snoozing quietly in the couch,you wander around the house,you don’t wanna jump on that damn bed,or whatever shit you sleep on instead,so you - soo uncharacterly - grab a trash bag and start wandering around the house and collecting all the junk you find on the way,Rose told you already that messed up spaces only gives you Negative energy,so you start cleaning (and throwing some of your brother's puppets because you REALLY REALLY wanna get rid of them.He wouldn't notice,he got A LOT OF THEM,WHAT’S WRONG ON DITCHING SOME???)
(creator note : In my playlist its playing “BIG SHOT” rn lol :P)
Time Skip
It’s Almost 1 pm by now,and you are still awake,the TV is still ON but you don’t find anything that’s interesting,and you got nobody to talk to,All of your friends are asleep by now,and about karkat,well…You two had an argument yesterday and he’s kinda pissed off,you should probably keep some space for him now
Wait,you forgot that Jade can text you when she is asleep,how dumb you are to forget something soo important like that???
You get to your Computer and start texting Jade
- - [TurnTechgodhead] started Pesturing [gnosticgarder] at 1:03 - -
[TC] : couldn't fall asleep
[TC] : u are..Right?
[GG] : yeah :D
[GG] : ur having a problem right?
[GG] : i can stay here talking to ya until you pass out
[GG] : hehe
[TC] : yeah
[GG] : soo you got something to say
[TC] : well..dunno.I kinda felt too lonely
[TC] : everything feels strange today,especially my brother
[TC] : like,he got me a pizza and juice
[TC] : its strange
[GG] : i think he noticed you are kinda off lately
[GG] : he still cares about you dave
[GG] : i can tell
[TC] : jade
[TC] : i swear if hundred of people came straight to say such shit i wouldnt take it from them
[TC] : but ill take it from you
[TC] : I can always count on your sense
[GG] : hehe
[GG] : thanks dave <3
[TC] : no problem
[GG] : i know he probably miss you too dave
[GG] : all of us
[TC] : yeah
[TC] : hope he’s fine now,in some other cool heavenly thing
[TC] : flying around some damn fluffy clouds
[GG] : my grandpa told me once that when i miss someone soo badly
[GG] : i gotta look up to the sky
[GG] : and you will see their face forming there
[TC] : your grandpa is probably a wise man
[GG] : yeah :D
[TC] : okey then,ill be now an idiot searching for their stupid nerd friend in the sky
[TC] : its the last thing i ever thought about
[TC] : i feel soo dumb
[TC] : jeez
[GG] : dave dont pretend to be cool now nobody is seeing this
[GC] : uh
[TC] : i dont really think soo
[TC] : but anyway
[TC] : ill be a totally fucking stupid guy looking at the stars in some hope to see their friend smiling like a jerk and making fun of how miserable i look
[GG] : well,ur not miserable
[TC] : jeez all this shitty emotional talk made me soo sleepy
[TC] : i gotta jump on my damn bed before i stay up like a freakin’ owl
[GG] : okay then
[GG] : Good night dave
[GG] : hope you might have a sweet dream today :D
[TC] : thanks jade
[TC] : you really helped me
[TC] : :)
- - [TurnTechgodhead] ceased pesturing [gnosticgardner] at 1:39 - -
(creator note again : dunno why i remembered sua s’song when i was typing this line TwT)
You – FINALLY – get into your bed,hiding under sheets and shrinking your space as small as you can,you silently hope all what jade said was right and you will finally get rid of these damn nightmares every night
After several minutes of turning around you finally give up and close your eyes…
and here you totally lose any kind of mind and switch to the Unconsciousness mode
and nobody is gonna judge you here,or make you stuck behind some masks
Or soo you hoped
and now..
Dave sees nothing but darkness
Until…
He felt..A wave of cold air
In the middle of July??
He just opens his eyes..But he doesnt see scary things or replay horrible days,it’s just.
“Heaven..” he gasped...
He sees,an ancient tree..Leaving her shades on him,it’s totally different from the extremely hot days in texas.Which felt,soo weird that gave him goosebumps
Dave finally opens his eyes fully and get up,although he was literally laying on dirt,but his hair was suspiciously clean
and then…
When he gets up,another sweet wave of air filled with flowers scent from the field ahead him..
What’s this place? What am I doing here?
and then in one gaze
All his questions had an answer…
To be Continued...