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4 hours late! The clock had just struck 11 PM, and Jerry Generazzo let out a long sigh as he drummed his fingers on the steering wheel. He knew, as mayor, he might run a little late but four hours? That was beyond late. It was borderline ridiculous.
An urgent zoning dispute had landed on his desk at 7:00 sharp, the kind of headache that couldn’t wait until morning. He had promised her he’d be there. She’d graduated college today, for crying out loud. And after everything they’d been through with the glade, he didn’t want to let her down. Better late than never, he told himself, glancing at the neatly wrapped gift resting on the passenger seat. He hoped she’d like it.
The traffic light turned green, and Jerry eased forward, the quiet hum of the engine filling the car. It was strange, really. Four years ago, Mabel Tanaka had been the fiery nineteen-year-old leading protests against him, the girl who’d hopped a beaver-shaped robot just to stop his beltway project. Now, at twenty-three, she was a college graduate… and somewhere along the way, after he’d scrapped the development and turned the glade into a protected nature reserve, the two of them had built something real. A genuine friendship.
He found himself caring for her more deeply than he probably should. He was genuinely happy she’d been offered the research scientist position at the wildlife institute. She was going to do great things there, he could already picture her out in the field, passionate and determined, just like she’d always been. A small part of him hoped he might get to see her more often now that she was done with her studies. That thought made him shake his head sharply, fingers tightening on the steering wheel.
Why am I even thinking like that? She was twenty-three.
He was forty-three. He needed to keep those thoughts where they belonged, locked away.
Jerry pulled into the familiar driveway of the old house that had once belonged to Mabel’s grandmother. Thanks to her grandma’s will, it was now fully hers. The place was almost completely silent. All of the guests had clearly gone home.
As he stepped out of the car, the cool night air brushed against his face. One single light glowed warmly from the living room window. The lawn was covered in a colorful assortment of party debris, plastic cups, streamers, and a few abandoned balloons drifting lazily across the grass. It had been a college graduation party, after all.
He grabbed the wrapped gift from the passenger seat, smoothing down his shirt a little nervously before walking up the path. His heart beat a bit faster than it had any right to.“Mabel?” he knocked on the door and whispered softly, not wanting to startle her. “Are you still awake?”
Jerry knocked lightly on the front door, then tried the handle when no one answered. It was unlocked.
“There he finally is! Mayor Jerry!” Mabel’s voice rang out from the living room couch, bright and a little too loud.
She tried to stand up quickly but stumbled, catching herself on the arm of the couch. Her hair was its usual wild mess, even crazier after a night of partying. She was wearing just a simple gray shirt and leggings, looking far more relaxed (and rumpled) than he’d ever seen her in public.
“Mabel?” Jerry said, concern creasing his brow. He set the wrapped gift down on the side table and moved toward her quickly, offering his arm to help steady her. As soon as she was close, the strong smell of alcohol hit him.
“Mabel, are you drunk?”
She giggled, leaning into his side for support. Jerry had never seen her like this before, not even during the wildest days of her activism. She was always so focused, so fiery. Seeing her this carefree and messy made something twist warmly (and worriedly) in his chest. “Come on, easy there,” he murmured, voice gentle as he guided her back toward the couch. “I think you’ve had more than enough for one night.”
“Why are you sooo late? You’re the mayor! You should always be on timeeeee. You missed the whoooole party, Jerry!” He rubbed the back of his neck, offering an apologetic smile.
“Yeah, I know. Being the mayor means I’ve got a lot of important duties to handle before I can go partying.”
Mabel’s face instantly fell, her big brown eyes filling with sadness. “You’re saying I’m not important?”
Jerry’s expression shifted to pure panic. “No—no, no, no! That’s not what I meant at all. I just meant that… um…” Words were failing him spectacularly. The confident, smooth-talking mayor was suddenly at a loss.
“I’m not impor-tant!” Mabel wailed, her voice cracking as fat tears started rolling down her cheeks. She flopped back onto the couch, covering her face with a blanket.
“Mabel, you know that’s not true,” Jerry said gently. “I just didn’t choose my words carefully. You are by far one of the most important people in my life.” He glanced out the window toward the glade. Hundreds of fireflies danced softly in the darkness, their tiny lights flickering like magic.
“You changed my whole outlook on life… and how I see things.” Mabel slowly lowered the blanket from her face and looked up at him. Jerry turned back to her, their eyes meeting in the soft glow of the living room lamp.
“You are one of the most annoying, passionate, caring, and energetic people I’ve ever met,” he continued with a warm smile. “And I couldn’t be more proud of you for graduating college.” He smiled as she slowly leaned up toward him, still a little unsteady from the alcohol.
Her face grew even more flushed, the pink deepening across her cheeks, not just from the alcohol, but from his sincere compliments. “You really mean that?” she asked, looking up at him in a way he had never seen before. It was softer, warmer, almost vulnerable.
Jerry’s own cheeks heated up as he suddenly became aware of how close their faces were on the couch. “Y-yes,” he managed. “Now how about we get you to bed? You need to sleep that alcohol off… I can give you your gift tomorrow.”
He tried to sit up, but Mabel gave a sudden yank on his necktie, pulling him back down. In an instant, his face was only inches from hers, her fingers still gripping the silk fabric tightly. “Tell me, Jerry,” she said, her voice much more serious than anything she’d said all night. “Do you see me as nothing more than a kid… or actually as a woman?”
Jerry swallowed hard, his face now bright red. His heart hammered in his chest. What is she doing? She was clearly drunk, but the look in her eyes made his thoughts scramble. “I-I…”
She bit her lip, eyes locked on his. “I can show you the real woman I am.” She pulled him closer… and closer…
Smooch!
She was kissing him. Jerry’s eyes flew wide open while hers stayed closed. His brain struggled to catch up with what was happening. Was this a dream? If it was, why the hell was he dreaming of this?
Mabel held onto him tightly, her fingers still curled around his tie as she continued to kiss him with tipsy enthusiasm. Her lips are so soft, he thought, dazed. She tasted like alcohol and surprisingly the good kind he liked.
Is that my favorite rum? Did she buy it just for me and drink some?
The realization hit him hard when she gave another firm yank on his tie, pulling him even closer. This wasn’t a dream. This was really happening.
As he felt her tongue starting to slip into his mouth, Mabel suddenly stopped. Her grip on his tie loosened, and she pulled away. A second later, she passed out completely.
Jerry quickly caught her before she could slump hard onto the couch. He let out a long sigh of relief as he carefully lifted her into his arms. He carried her down the hallway to her bedroom, gently laid her down on the bed, and tucked the blanket around her.
He brushed a few wild strands of hair away from her face, still trying to process everything that had just happened. His heart was still racing.
Jerry closed her bedroom door quietly behind him and walked to the kitchen. That’s when he saw it, his favorite rum bottle sitting on the counter with a bright note stuck to it:
DON’T open, this is for Jerry!
He couldn’t help but smirk. Clearly Mabel had gotten impatient waiting for him and decided to drink some as payback. The thought was oddly endearing. Jerry grabbed a glass from the cabinet and poured himself a much-needed drink after everything he had just experienced.
He carried it back to the couch where they had been sitting and took a huge gulp, leaning back with a heavy sigh. His tie was still loose from Mabel’s tight grip. As he shifted to get more comfortable, he felt something poking him from underneath.
A book wedged between the cushions. He reached down, pulled it out, and examined it. It was a plain notebook with a light grey and blue cover and no title on the front. Curious, he set his drink down and opened it. The moment he saw the handwriting, he knew exactly what it was Mabel’s journal.
Jerry flipped through a few more pages and smiled softly at the cute doodles she had drawn in the margins. Little animals, flowers, and silly cartoon beavers wearing hard hats. They were scattered around her class notes, and he couldn’t help but find them adorable.
As he kept browsing, he tried to remind himself again: He was way too old for her. She was only twenty-three, so young, full of energy and potential. She deserved someone closer to her own age, someone who could treat her right. She was completely out of his reach. That kiss… it was just the alcohol talking.
He flipped further toward the middle of the journal and froze. There, on the page, was a surprisingly good sketch of him. It was Jerry in his white collared shirt, sleeves rolled up, picking up trash in the glade during the big cleanup four years ago. Beneath it, in Mabel’s handwriting, it said: “I don’t hate Jerry that much anymore.”
He turned the page and found another sketch, this one of him standing at a podium, giving a speech about the new plans to protect the glade. Her note beside it read: “I didn’t even interrupt him this time. He genuinely wants to save the glade. I guess I don’t hate him anymore.”
Jerry smiled softly. “At least I’m out of the hating stage,” he joked to himself, raising his glass in a mock toast before taking another sip.
He turned the page and let out a quiet chuckle. This sketch showed him in a different suit, the one from their picnic together. There was a big smear of mayonnaise on his coat. He remembered that day clearly; he’d been so annoyed because it was a brand-new suit, but he ended up laughing with her anyway. Mabel’s note beside the drawing read: “It’s good to know that he does have a bit of humor in him.”
He kept flipping through the pages, smiling more with each one. The journal captured little moments from the past four years they had spent together. It felt surprisingly good to see that she thought of him as a close friend too.
Then one page made him pause, his eyebrows lifting in surprise.
It was a sketch of him in his swim trunks from the day they opened the river to the public during one of the hottest days of the year. He was slicking his wet hair back. Mabel’s handwritten note beside it said: “I was expecting him to have a dad bod… but he actually doesn’t look half bad.”
Jerry shook his head with a soft laugh and flipped the page. His smile slowly faded as he landed on a new sketch.This one showed him shirtless with a loosened tie, with jeans and his favorite cowboy hat on his head. He was leaning against the barn door at his ranch, the day he had taken Mabel there to meet his horse. It was clearly drawn from her imagination, but the detail was… impressively accurate. A speech bubble came from his mouth: “Say Mabel, you want me to show you the ropes on how to ride around here?”
Jerry’s eyes widened. Why was she drawing him like this? He kept turning pages. There were more. Many more. All of him. His heart started beating faster, a rush of heat climbing up his neck and into his face.
Eventually he reached a page marked at the top in bold letters: “R-Rated Section.” He hesitated, nerves and curiosity warring inside him. Taking a slow breath, he closed his eyes for a second, then turned the page.
There he was, fully naked, hand wrapped around himself, pumping with his head tilted back in pleasure. The note beside it read: “Jerry totally has a huge cock. It has to match his ego.”
The next sketch showed him biting his lip, still completely naked, eyes dark with lust. Her handwritten note underneath said: “I bet he’s such a dominant in bed. He acts all cowardly on the outside, but behind closed doors… he would be a total monster.”
Jerry turned the page again and his breath caught. This sketch was far more explicit, a highly detailed drawing of him and Mabel together, bodies intertwined in a very lewd position. The sight made him bite his lip hard. He could feel his pants growing tighter as heat pooled low in his stomach.
The handwritten note beside it read: “Why is he so hot? He makes me so hot… I don’t know what to do. Damn it, Jerry!”
The rest of the pages were more of the same, increasingly explicit drawings of the two of them making out and having sex in different positions. Jerry felt like he was flipping through a dirty magazine back when he was a teenager. He never imagined Mabel saw him like this.
She thinks I’m hot…
The thought repeated in his head, sending another rush of arousal through him. It had been a long time since he’d felt this worked up. His breathing grew heavier as he stared at the pages. He bit his lip, glancing once toward her closed bedroom door, before sliding one hand down and slipping it beneath the waistband of his pants.
Ring! Ring! Ring!
Jerry’s phone buzzed loudly in his coat pocket, violently jolting him out of his trance. The journal flew out of his hands as he startled, a few remaining drops of rum spilling onto the floor. He fumbled desperately and managed to catch the notebook just before it hit the ground, his heart hammering in his chest. Thankfully, his glass had been nearly empty, so the spill was minimal, just a couple of drops on the hardwood.
He quickly snatched up his phone, glancing nervously toward Mabel’s bedroom door before answering in a hushed whisper. “Hey, Mom,” he said quietly, not wanting to risk waking her. “Yeah… I’ll be home soon. The party’s already over.” His eyes lingered on her closed door for a moment. “It was… eye-opening, to say the least.”
He hung up after a short goodbye, then slowly dragged his hand down his face in a long facepalm. The weight of everything that had happened tonight, the kiss, the journal, the very explicit drawings, settled heavily over him.
He shook his head, guilt crashing over him like a cold wave. What the hell was I doing? He had been seconds away from jerking off right there in Mabel’s living room while looking through her private journal. Even if every drawing was of him… it was still completely wrong. Invasive. Really wrong.
Jerry noticed the empty glass still sitting on the couch, a few drops of rum dripping onto the floor. He picked it up carefully, carried it to the kitchen, and rinsed it thoroughly in the sink. After drying it, he placed it back exactly where he had found it. He then grabbed a paper towel and wiped up the small spills on the floor before turning off the living room lamp. The journal still lay on the couch, forgotten for now.
What a hell of a night this turned into. The memory of Mabel’s sudden, drunken kiss flashed through his mind again. Jerry quickly shook it off, running a hand down his face with a heavy sigh. He needed to pretend that never happened, for both their sakes.
As he looked around the dimly lit room, he finally noticed just how messy the house still was after the party. He also realized, with a pang of guilt, that he had completely forgotten to give her the graduation gift. Then a light bulb went off in his head.
A small, determined smile tugged at his lips as he walked out the front door. He locked it behind him using the spare key she had shown him under the mat not too long ago. Before stepping off the porch, he paused and glanced back at the quiet house one last time.
“I’ll be back tomorrow morning,” he murmured softly to himself. With that, he climbed into his car and closed the door. The sound echoed gently through the still night air as he drove away.