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I Want Him All For Myself (But I Won't Tell Him That)

Summary:

It's been a few months since they became roommates, a month since Kim Soleum confessed, and a week since they started dating.

But Kim Soleum's love for him grows by the day, and he began to become more proactive after they confirmed their feelings for each other.

And Baek Saheon is so down bad for him too, and wants to keep him to himself— but he will never admit it.

This fanfic is so OOC, but if you guys still wanna read it, then go ahead hehe

SOLSAH FOR LIFE LETS GO!

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

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"Saheon-ah"

"....."

"Honey~?"

"..... "

The black haired man kept staring at his beloved, who somehow won't respond to his call. Even as far as trying to unlace the other man's hand from his phone.

While his lover was stubbornly holding his phone, not letting go, he sat down beside him, still trying to take his hand away.

His eyes looked pitifull, and his mouth in a small pout, trying to get his lover's attention. Which made Baek Saheon's heart do a triple backflip when he looked at his lover's face for a moment.

But he won't admit it, ever. (Well that's what he said)

The chestnut haired man then went back to staring at his phone, iced coffee on the other hand.

His back resting on the back of the couch of their shared living room, his other legged crossed over his other, forming a number 4.

But actually, he was pissed at his boyfriend for eating the pudding he saved for dessert last night. But he didn't mention this to his lover, because his pride is at stake what pride? and that's why he's deliberately ignoring him.

"Did I do something wrong? Do you need a kiss to feel better?" Kim Soleum asks as he leans his head on his lover's shoulder, his other hand on top of Baek Saheon's lap.

Baek Saheon paused for a moment, contemplating if he should, and was about to look at him—

"Cause I might just give you one if you call me darling."

But he just went and said that, and now he's even more pissed.

"Shut the fuck up before I rip that mouth off your face." He snarls, still looking at his phone, scrolling vigorously.

But the black haired man just stared at his lover's fingers, and played with his index finger which he successfully untangled from his lover's phone.

"Even your poisonous words sound so lovely to my ears, honey~" He says as he tries to kiss his lover's index finger.

".... Maybe you really should get your head checked." He retorts as he pulls his right hand away, much to his lover's dismay.

Baek Saheon sighed in annoyance at his boyfriend, who, after they started dating, started saying such sweet cheesy and goosebump-enducing words that makes his skin crawl and makes him want to lock him up and keep him for himself to gag.

He wasn't like this before... What in the world has gotten into this psychopath's mind???

It's not that he hated it, he just isn't used to it, yet. 


Ever since they started dating, Kim Soleum has been very proactive in showing his affection for him.

To giving him gifts and physical affection in public, to the way his eyes stare at him, and the way he tells him he loves him, and how he's the best thing that ever happened in his life, which earned them a few handful of eyes.

And this made him even more pissed. He should be the only one to see this.


What pissed him off the most was that one time when they went out on a date, and they got separated by a crowd because of how busy that day was. 

Taking advantage of that chance, a girl approached Kim Soleum, immediately asking for his number.

"Excuse me, you're really handsome and cool, can I have your number? "

With those looks and that body, and add that voice of his—of course he would attract a lot of flies people on him.

"I'm sorry, but I already have someone I swore my heart and future to, and they're with me today. They easily get jealous even if he isn't aware that his cute actions show how jealous he actually is, which makes him even more cuter, so I would appreciate it if you back away and leave." He states as he turned his head to the side a bit, staring at someone with loving eyes.

His beloved, Baek Saheon was approaching them from afar, holding his hand up, trying to signal him that he's here.

The girl, looking at him, had a bold idea.

"Eh? Come one, don't reject me like that~" The girl teased him, trying to get closer.

Kim Soleum just stared back at the girl with blank eyes, a small smile appearing in his face, making the girl's small figure shudder.

When Baek Saheon reached the two, he stopped just a few steps away, hesitating for a bit when he saw who was with his lover. His eyes growing skeptical by the minute.

But before he could form a frown on his cute face, Kim Soleum grabbed his lover by the arm, his other hand on his lover's waist and kissed him in front of the girl.

"!!!"

"Mmph???!!" Baek Saheon and the girl were left wide eyed and speechless.

Kim Soleum gives him a long peck before he moves away from his lips, their foreheads touching.

Kim Soleum stared at his lover's confused eyes, followed by a smile forming on his lips.

And just when Baek Saheon thought that it was over, and about to say something, Kim Soleum lets go of his arm, and cups his cheeks soflty, and dives straight into his open mouth with his tongue without warning, exploring every nook and cranny, leaving his lover gasping for air when they separated not much later, a string of saliva left in their passionate wake, making Baek Saheon's eyes glossy as the kiss ended.

Kim Soleum softly caress his lover's left cheek, and plants a small and soft kiss under his lover's left eyelid, which was slightly blind since birth. While his hand still gripped his lovers waist, not letting go— their bodies were still so close.

While the two men were being (one-sidedly) passionate, the girl in front of them gaped in shock, her mouth wide open, and her phone lay stranded on her hands.

Her entire figure was shaking.

When Baek Saheon finally noticed her, his face then showed a hint of horror, especially on what they had just done. Just as he wiped the saliva with the sleeve of his shirt, and was about to address the girl—

"Tha..... uo.... "

"Uh... Huh...? "

"THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! "

"????"

The girl then ran away, leaving Baek Saheon standing, speechless.

Thank you...? What the hell was she thanking for?...

Before he could form coherent words, Kim Soleum drags him by the hand, urging them to continue on their date, with Baek Saheon still wide eyed, mind blank.


That happened 3 days ago. Just 4 days after they started dating.

Does this psychopath know no shame???

If he was gonna do something like that, then they should have just had their date at home then! That way they can do a lot more stu—

Okay brain that's enough.

It's been a few months since they became roommates, a month since Kim Soleum confessed, and a week since they started dating.

And Baek Saheon wants all of his lover's attention, expression, voice, words and gifts—everything, all to himself!

And he gets pissed everytime somebody gets to see his lover like that. Even though he's the only one Kim Soleum had his eyes on, in like, forever

Baek Saheon's gotta admit, he's so down bad for his lover, just as much as his lover is to him. But he would never admit that.

Just as Baek Saheon was lost in thought, his grip on his phone loosen, Kim Soleum took this chance and snatched away his phone, placing it on the table, and finally lacing their fingers together, with him kissing the back of Baek Saheon's palms, catching the chestnut haired by surprise.

"Honey, it really hurts when you keep ignoring me like that..." Kim Soleum's eyes were staring right at him.

His eyes full of longing, and a hint of desire.

Baek Saheon felt a shudder in his being, like something was awakening from within him.

This psycho, he really knows how to shake me to my core.

Baek Saheon placed his iced coffee on the table, and grabbed Kim Soleum's collar by his left hand towards him. 

And just as before the other man could comprehend what just happened, he was pulled by his lover, kissing him, making then both land on top of the couch, the black haired on top of the chestnut haired, they're hands still laced with each other, not letting go.

Kim Soleum's eyes widen, but softens not long after, and then reciprocates the kiss, licking his lover's lower lip, asking it to be let in, and Baek Saheon did.

His left hand caresses Kim Soleums neck, while Kim Soleum's free hand caresses his lover's head, protecting it from bumping against the handrest of the couch.

"Saheon-ah... "

But before Kim Soleum could say anything more, Baek Saheon shut him up with a deeper kiss.

I'll let you slide today, Kim Soleum. Just because you looked especially lovely today.

But next time, you won't be so lucky. Are you sure about that?

They shared a very passionate time that day, and Kim Soleum will never know what made his lover pissed at him as they were back to normal the next day.

Little do they know that what happened was used as a reference by the girl for a doujin of her favorite characters who looked like the two men, which was published a few years later.

Notes:

This fic turned to be longer than I thought. And of course, it's so OOC that I really wanna pull my hair out. But I want cute SOLSAH moments but my writing ain't that good yet so let's settle for something like this instead.

To the people who reached the end, good job! The fic may not be the best but I hope you share the same sentiment of loving SOLSAH as much as I do.

I just really wanna write wholesome moments of them, away from the dangers of the novel y'know? (And I want KSE to call BSH honey)

But anyways, thank you so much for reading all this way! Happy SOLSAH Day!!! (Even though it's a day late)