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So there's a lot I want to get off my chest.
First off:
I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry to everyone who liked this thing. I could really tell there were some really passionate fans of this fic, and I'm sorry that you won't be able to see this story blossom like I wanted it to, or like you expected it to, at least for now. I don't want you to feel bad for me. I didn't stop because of pressure or expectations. I just haven't been in a good mindset lately. Mere existence has been kicking my ass, and it's been hard waiting to make what I want.
Secondly:
This fic doesn't work. It just doesn't. As much as I like it, and as much as you like it, the way I made most of the characters was so comedically overexaggerated that I can't take it serious. I've written myself into a corner where I feel like I'm practically writing puppets instead of characters. I really don't like the way this turned out, which seems to be a common thing with my fics lol. It happened to the first scarred too. Which brings me to...
My third point:
Third time's the charm? I hope?
I don't want to have this set and stone. I don't know what will happen in the future, or if I'll just get a sudden "I hate my fic" wave again, but I feel like I've improved enough to finally have this fic reach it's full potential. But there's one thing, and it's that I'd have to do a whole overhaul of the fic. Change EVERYTHING. Which means I won't be editing these chapters. Instead I'll just be making a whole new fic for the third time. I know I'm asking for too much. It must be frustrating as hell to hear me say I want to attempt a rewrite a second time, and you must not believe in me, since I proved unable to give a comfortable conclusion to each story. But please, just trust me. When/If I make a third fic, I hope to see at least some of you here. Wether it be Kudos, Comments or just reading the fic. I've grown to love this small community of people who constantly comment on my fics, and I'd like to see you there when I give my final attempt at making this.
Once again, I'm sorry I couldn't tell the story you all wanted to see. I wanna make it up with this, and besides, I've wanted this fic to be great a while ago. The only reason I got hurned out is because I drove myself into a corner.
I appreciate you all, and I hope to see you in the future.
-Bean (Very cool gal)