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    A wing AU in which Chuuya is forced into having a roommate, Dazai falls off buildings, and Oda makes them quit the mafia.

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    “What’s your problem?” Chuuya pressed. “You drink. You swallow whatever pills the Boss throws at you like candy. But one little joint and you’re acting like a grandma.”

    Dazai’s smile froze.

    “Chuuya,” Albatross said lightly, pushing himself up onto his elbows. “Maybe chill.”

    “What? I’m just saying,” Chuuya said. He turned back to Dazai, annoyance lighting his cheeks. “You’re the one acting like I’m about to shoot up heroin in front of a kindergarten. It’s weed. You already do every other drug under the sun.”

    The words hit harder than they should have. Maybe because they were true. Maybe because they weren’t, not in the way Chuuya thought. For a heartbeat, Dazai couldn’t hear the wind or the waves. Just the pounding in his own ears.

    Every other drug. Like it was a hobby. Like it was something he did for fun.

    “Chuuya doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Dazai said, voice flat.

    or: Chuuya smokes for fun. Dazai takes drugs to die or because Mori tells him to. When a stupid joint on a hill turns into Dazai admitting the difference, Chuuya makes a new rule: if the Boss drugs you, you don’t go curl up alone. You come find me when it’s over.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Dazai is trapped in Meursault. Fyodor was an intriguing enemy until he wasn’t. Everything eventually loses its edge… except for one grumpy dwarf he misses more than he should.

    Or - the fic we needed, right after yesterday’s chapter.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “I am a god,” Chuuya replies. “And you are a human. A mortal.” Usually he doesn’t go around telling people that, but he is starting to not mind this particular human.

    But, instead of bowing down and apologizing, Dazai laughs. It’s a full-blown, ugly, real laugh.

    “You think you’re a god? Ah, great. Mori didn’t tell me you were delusional.” A hand pats his shoulder. “That’s alright, Chuuya. I don’t mind if you’re a bit bonkers. I’m sure we’ll get along just fine.”

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    5+1 fic of Chuuya telling Dazai he is a god and the one time Dazai believes him

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Neither of them are sure who leans in first, but their foreheads press together as they share warm breaths between each other.
    Then Dazai utters something Chuuya never thought he'd hear.
    “I love you.”
    Immediately, Chuuya shoves Dazai back, pushing him away in every sense of the word.
    “No you don’t. You don’t get to say that.” Chuuya’s voice drips in hurt. In betrayal. In accusation.
    Dazai doesn’t argue back.
    “I don’t think you understand what you’ve done to me. You don’t get to disappear from my life without a fucking word then show up again after I finally accepted it only to pull some bullshit like this.”

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    How Chuuya and Dazai exchanging numbers at 15 follows them through separation and brings them back to each other

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    19 Jun 2026