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    Unspoken things grow in the cave of Shane’s chest, lapping over with new mineral layers the way a cluster of particles swells into crystal over eons. He knows that’s where the power comes from, from the relentless tug of the secret between hope and fear, evolving, expanding, fueled by the stewing uncertainty.

    He’s only making it worse for himself. At this rate, if he ever confesses to Rozanov, there’s no end to what it might destroy.

    Or: Old secrets are dangerous things—strange, unpredictable magic that Shane has never been skilled at controlling. He's spent years swallowing the words that could eviscerate his life as he knows it.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    A lot can happen in six months of no contact. For Ilya, it was vodka, distractions, and pretending he didn't care. For Shane... well, Ilya is about to find out. They’re supposed to just present an award and get it over with, but one look backstage is all it takes to completely wreck Ilya's carefully built denial.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    "Moya lyubov"

    Shane's breath caught in his throat. The growled, almost tender endearment washed over him, made his already straining erection even harder, made him desperate with want. He had to drop his eyes to the ground. Ilya was truly one of his safe people and one of the fortunate few he could maintain eye contact with, but, like this, with those glaring blues staring back at him, something deep, something old and primal, inside his mind told him to drop them in submission, and Ilya thrived on it. A pleased rumble filled the air as he took a step towards his boyfriend "You know it is dangerous to run from me", he purred and stalked closer to the paralysed man. Still on all fours, Shane gasped when a large hand wrapped its fingers underneath his chin and forced him to look into the eyes of the predator, claws catching dangerously on his supple cheeks.

    "Especially on full moon."

    Shane was a brave man. This much he knew. He could face almost anything. Almost. What he didn't count on was being chased through the woods by a ravenous beast. How is he going to get himself out of this one?

    AKA Ilya is a werewolf and finally indulges Shane's sexy curiosity. Gratuitous smut ensures

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “You’re not looking,” Shane whines from the other side. Ilya turns. “Y-You don’t like it?”
    He swallows nothing, nostrils flared. There’s slick all over the omega’s chair. Ilya would lap it all up. He’d eat him, too. Leave no trace.
    But he has to break free first.
    “Let me take these off,” he clinks his restraints around for a moment, “and I will show you how much I like it.”

    or: ilya rozanov sets up an emergency appointment with a rut clinic and ends up breaking a few rules for his assigned omega.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.

    In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.

    In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.

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    13 Jun 2026