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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Why don't you ever want me to touch you?" Naim says, his eyes flicking back up when he finds his words.

    Ryan seems to take a moment to process the words before his face does a weird, stuttery thing, and he whips his head away from Naim's scrutiny. "That's not--" he shakes his head, like he's trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Don't worry about that, Naim." He says, glancing at Naim from the corner of his eye.

    Naim feels his brows furrow. "What?" He asks, because it's all he's thinking, and when Ryan doesn't respond, he adds: "I wanna make you feel good."

    Ryan looks back to him quickly, shaking his head. "You do. You make me feel good." He says, voice adamant, and it makes Naim believe him, however foolishly. "So... Why does it have to be more than that? More than what we do now?" He looks at Naim through his eyelashes, warily, like he's worried how he'll respond. If he'll yell.

    Naim doesn't yell. He watches Ryan for a while before relenting. "...Okay." he sighs, and he knows that Ryan can tell he's not truly done with the subject.

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    Or: Trials/Tribs of coming out to your bf you have to spend forever with.

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.

    "Hello?"

    A single ragged sob echoed over the line. 

    It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.

    After a long day, Ryan receives a call.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Naim has been followed by the entity since childhood. Ryan has not. They meet, for the first time, at university.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.

    He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    “It scares me, a little,” Naim said suddenly, soft as a confession.

    Ryan frowned. Cigarettes forgotten, he shifted onto his side so he could look at Naim properly, but he didn’t speak. Not yet—he knew from the way Naim was frowning that he was trying to untangle the chaos in his brain.

    “Now that we’ve gotten this far, it makes me… Hope.”

    “... For more?”

    Naim couldn’t meet his eyes, but Ryan didn’t push it.

    “... Yeah.”

    He didn’t think he could handle it if he met Naim’s eyes right now, either.

     

    (A long conversation after sex, four years after the boys left that shithole of a town behind.)

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    26 Jun 2026