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    shades my past (all parts of me) by

    Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

    06 Feb 2026

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    Neil finds himself crossing paths with people from his past more than he'd prefer.
    The Foxes don’t know the protocol for this - these people know Neil, but it's not Neil that they know.

    Or:

    5 times Neil was recognised, and the 1 time they actually knew him.

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AHHHHH THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD
    Every chapter, every character, I absolutely adored it
    The writing is just 🤌

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    Beach Trip by

    Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

    23 Feb 2026

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    The Foxes are excited to plan a team bonding trip to the beach; a fun weekend in the sun and a welcome break from school and Exy.

    Neil learns how quickly memories of the past can catch up to you and how hard it can be to voice them. Nothing about the beach has ever been good for him.

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    01 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I haven't even read chapter 3 yet, but holy shit
    This is one of those fics that is absolutely life-changing, although I'll probably never reread it. (purely bc of the intensity, for my own sanity it might be best to limit myself to a max of once a year)
    This feels so much more real, so much more genuine than any other fics with the "beach trip to a no from Neil" premise that I've ever read before. The raw emotion and the language, absolutely amazing how it conveys everything. To the extent of me getting emotional, not even over the fic, but over this from my own life that make me emotional. That's how convinced I am of the emotional state of this fic. Currently crying over the past and everything that is gone. I miss my life.
    God, this is genuinely just the fic. The one. And I'll think about it for a long, long time. Gonna actually leave this bookmark public, that's how much you should read this fic.

    Finished reading the fic... God, I love it. Probably one of the best Andrew characterizations I've read, I love that he isn't just violence, he is reason, he is reaction, he is acting based on his own past experiences. Ahhhhh

  3. Public Bookmark 6

    I'll Listen to Anything by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Feb 2026

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    Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    But that doesn't mean no one leaves them... - Set during Ep 5 after Ilya's father dies.

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    15 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Amazing concept and execution

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    Yuna's Boy by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    23 May 2026

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    5 times Yuna Hollander makes Ilya feel like he’s finally home, and 1 time Ilya returns the favour.

    It had been an intense few months for Yuna, emotionally.
    Knowing the baggage the two of them carried for so long, secretly, and knowing that her son was torn up about it long after it came out was enough to make her cry every night - it did, for a while.
    She’d wake up in tears, thinking about her gentle, tender hearted boy, who’d only ever loved one person.
    He loved this abrasive, loud, imposing hockey player, who was now standing in Yuna’s guest room, misty eyed and quiet under her hand, the complete opposite of himself on the ice.
    He loved Ilya, who loved him, and who had so much love taken from him.
    He was standing next to Yuna, who had more than enough to give.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Im going to cry this is the sweetest, most adorable, well structured fic with beautiful representation ;)
    Never felt more connected to Ilya as a fellow emigrant, the foods mentioned, his initial guardedness around the "adult" Hollanders
    Im going to cry in the arms of whoever surprises me with olivie

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    your fave is problematic by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    21 Jun 2026

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    your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov
    Admin note: POST IS WIP
    1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
    2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
    3. He’s supportive of the porn industry, which is notably exploitative and misogynistic.
    [cont…]

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
    #first celeb ever to get cancelled for bisexual pegging porn im crying #also not be that person but that was amateur porn #so???

    torontoszamboni reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    so you’re also saying that the women were amateurish at their job???

    subhollander reblogged ⇄ torontoszamboni
    quick tell me what amateur porn means

    hunter4life reblogged ⇄ subhollander
    then let’s talk about the fact that he liked that tweet as a pr stunt to distract from the f-slur????

    russianlovemachine reblogged ⇄ hunter4life
    #shane: what are you doing #ilya, swallowing: public relations

    Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.

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    08 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "do you think vladimir putin is in ilya’ walls?" Is the best line I've read in my life and for the fear of putin living in my walls I don't think I'll be going back home anytime soon