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    Carol and Zosia Meet before the joining AU

    Carol is in Berlin for a writing residency, she becomes friends with a group of her residency mates who introduce her to Zosia, a young ex-pat who lives with more confidence than Carol has even been able to muster.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “I didn’t keep most of the memories. Other people’s memories. I get flashes of big things, births, deaths. Except about you.”

    Carol feels the confusion slip onto her face. Nervousness creeps up her spine again. “Me?”

    “I know everything that anybody has ever thought about you, Carol. Every memory. Every feeling. Helen. Your ex-girlfriends. Your dentist. It’s like I have a Carol encyclopedia in my head.”

    Carol had thought that she was done experiencing fresh horrors. What a nightmare it is to realize that she is not. “Oh, god.” She says.

    “Oh, god,” Zosia agrees.

    After they manage to break Zosia free of the hive, Zosia and Carol try to navigate the field of landmines that is their relationship.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Turn me back. Please, please, Carol. Please, I want to go back!

    Carol reaches for Zosia, then doesn’t.

    “I don’t think that’s possible,” she says.

    Or: One more take on deplurb’d Zosia for your reading pleasure :)

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    03 Jan 2026

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    So, about that one little regret…

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    25 Jun 2025

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    Van Palmer's in her forties, come home again to take care of her ailing mother and get her video store off the ground. Taissa Turner's in her forties, fresh off a divorce and a failed Senate bid, in need of a low-stakes job. Neither have seen the other in twenty-five years, but old habits--and first loves--have a way of coming back to claim you when least expected.

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    A year in the life of a friends-with-benefits arrangement that will certainly not spiral out of control.

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    05 Apr 2025