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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Love is a story that you tell yourself.

    Dean and Cas are together... kind of. Maybe. Dean probably should have figured that out by now.

    In which Dean flashes back to the night Cas came back from the Empty.

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    Listen, the first half of this was building up to go somewhere plot related, but who has the time? Maybe I'll write the other half someday, but for now this is stand alone sex and angst

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Cas said “I love you” and Dean said “Do you wanna fuck me?” but functionally, what’s the difference, if they both meant the same thing?

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    In which Dean could have what he wants if he just learns to ask for it.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.

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    Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.

    Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either. 

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Dean is a Kansas farmer who only wants to work his land and care for his infant daughter. With his wife gone and his brother moving on to a life beyond the homestead, Dean finds himself in need of another pair of hands. Castiel, a lonely drifter freshly arrived in town, may prove the solution to Dean’s troubles. Over the course of four seasons, the two men face the everyday challenges of prairie life, and learn to overcome the betrayals of their past to discover a new definition of family.

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    16 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    Dean is so determined to be normal about Cas and what Cas said, so determined for things to get back to normal, that he starts counting his victories. First, he can touch Cas just like he did before--easy. He can comfort him after a nightmare--no problem. He doesn't even think about the fact that Cas is in love with him when Dean's moving around the bunker post-shower, as dressed down as he ever got before, just boxers and his robe closed over them. He's not even worried. Not even thinking twice about what Cas might see. Very natural, very cool; he can be cool about this.

    It's just that, along with that, he can't stop thinking about the fact that Cas is in love with him. And when they start watching that fucking schmoopy ass show with Jack, Dean can't stop thinking about that kid, Nick, and where his story's going to go. Why does it matter so much to him anyway?

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    aka Dean watches Heartstopper, and it fixes him.

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    18 Feb 2026