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    "A-Cheng," he whispers, forehead touching Jiang Cheng's own. His fingers — now deathly pale, so unlike the sunkissed boy of before — are warm against Jiang Cheng's cheek. "I've missed you too."

    "Don't get caught again," Jiang Cheng says, because he can't trust himself to say anything else without screaming or crying.

    "I won't. We are the twin heroes of Yunmeng, remember?" His thumb presses down on Jiang Cheng's bottom lip, insistent and blood smeared. Jiang Cheng opens up with practiced ease, eagerly waiting, but still he shudders at the first metallic taste of blood. "I'll be by your side, always."

    After the war, Jiang Cheng sticks his hands into blood-drenched soil and tries to rebuild his sect from ruin. It would be easier if he didn't have to watch his brother be consumed by the heavy price of his own unfathomable powers.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.

    But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    The group chat of Shane Hollander's tenants.

    (Four girls bound by a shared roof, a lack of any sports knowledge, an NDA, and a smoking hot Handyman(?))

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    29 May 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    17 May 2026

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    Five years into their marriage, Shane and Ilya’s love finally fractures under the weight of Ilya’s worsening depression. After a night apart, Ilya returns only to ask for a divorce, leaving Shane blindsided and devastated. As Shane struggles to understand what went wrong, Ilya convinces himself that walking away is the only way to protect the man he loves even if it destroys them both. While separated Ilya and Svetlana find themselves in a difficult situation leaving Shane heartbroken by the news.

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    11 May 2026

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