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Have I Made You Proud? (Take a Look At Me Now) by M00NMINS
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
21 Sep 2023
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Sometimes you just know and you just love. Sometimes you suspect and hate based on that. Sometimes you know and you hide it because the world won't accept you for who you are. Sometimes you suspect and it inspires you to be proud of your own proclivities not only for yourself but for others as well. Sometimes you're so blinded by your own mental cataracts that you can't reach out a hand. Sometimes you need that hand to snap yourself out of it. Sometimes you have to be told and it angers you that it has ruined your perception of perfection. And sometimes it helps you realize something about yourself.
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The moment each member of Henry's family realized he was gay.
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07 Jul 2026
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Flight of the Bumble Bea by 1_NoName_among_many
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
01 Jun 2021
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I think the tags say it all.
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07 Jul 2026
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You’re A Pond And I’m An Ocean by MaryaDmitrievnaLikesSundays
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Dec 2020
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But then he met Henry’s eyes, and they were so vulnerable, so scared, so young, and he knew what Henry was going to say before he even said it.
”I’m gay,” Henry whispered, a tear finally slipping down his cheek. “I’ve—I’ve never told anyone that before. Fuck. Fuck.”
”Henry...” Shaan started. He couldn’t finish. He was prepared to deal with mass shootings and PR scandals. He had no idea what to do when a grieving teenage royal was coming out to him.
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Or, when Bea checks herself out of rehab, Shaan gives seventeen-year-old Henry the strength he needs to go find her.
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07 Jul 2026
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Don't Hand Me Things by Lokis_Minion_Gurl
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
22 May 2016
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Tony Stark does not like to be handed things. Steve Rogers doesn't understand why and he has made it his mission to find out.
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29 Jun 2026
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Trust (sometimes takes a while to realise) by LittleMissAgrafina
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
15 Nov 2021
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"You should know by now that only Rhodey, Pepper, and Happy hand me things, Birdbrain."
Hearing those words, every head in the room whipped around to face Tony, and he looked back at them in bewilderment.
"What? Why are you all looking at me like I kicked a puppy and then denied that I did?"
Natasha stared at him. "Peter hands you things all the time. It's not just Pepper, Rhodey, and Happy."
Tony's expression became even more bewildered if that was possible. "What? No I don't. I'm pretty sure I would have noticed."
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"5 times someone noticed Peter handing something to Tony + 1 time that Tony noticed"
Comfortember Day 15. Scars + 25. Mental Health
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- Part 12 of Comfortember 2021
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28 Jun 2026
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For What It’s Worth (You Have Me) by JAWorley
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Sep 2023
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May and her boyfriend kick Peter out of the car on the side of the road in another state in the middle of the night. It’s freezing cold and Peter doesn’t know where he is or how to get home. He can’t call May, Ned isn’t home, and the only other number he has belongs to Happy, who has explicitly told him not to call him unless it’s a life or death emergency. And hypothermia isn’t an emergency, is it? Is it??
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Peter calls Happy, he yells at Peter for calling so late at night, and Peter breaks down. Happy and Tony feel guilty for not looking closer in the two months since Germany and realizing that Peter needed help. Minor fluff at the end with a hopeful ending. In response to Sicktember 2023, Whumptember 2023, and Whumptober 2023.
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- Part 2 of Whumpy Fics
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- English
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28 Jun 2026
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knowing your enemy by Anonymous for ThisPolarNoise
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
16 Sep 2023
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Jack stumbles into his life again.
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- English
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28 Jun 2026
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Any Stone Presidents by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan & Related Fandoms
13 Oct 2023
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A weekend in Baltimore.
It’s just an old story, between sub captains. They wouldn’t understand.
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27 Jun 2026
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Bread, Salt and Whiskey by Acucena for simplecoffee
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
18 Dec 2023
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Jack Ryan finally meets Marko Ramius again one year later, at the final decommissioning of the Red October.
Since he just recently moved into his new house he decides to invite him over for a little housewarming Thanksgiving get-together.- Language:
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22 Jun 2026
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Stories For Other People by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan & Related Fandoms
19 Jan 2024
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A safe house in Maine, two long weeks, and a love affair.
He doesn’t know how he could ever tell him, if he could ever tell him, that he envies a drop of water because it has kissed his lips.
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21 Jun 2026
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Prices (To Be Paid In Full) by Acucena for simplecoffee
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
18 Dec 2023
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Jack Ryan knows the entire endeavour is probably a mistake pretty early on. Not quite as early as speaking up in that meeting, but shortly after when he was sent to try and execute the mission himself, not-a-field-agent-but-an-analyst notwithstanding.
He manages, in the end, but there is a price to pay for it. Luckily, he doesn't have to pay it alone.- Language:
- English
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20 Jun 2026
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Beary Pleased to Meet You by misura for DestielsDestiny
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
19 Dec 2023
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Marko meets Stanley's brother.
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- English
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18 Jun 2026
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Sweet Like Medovik by 17 pansies (17pansies) for mswhich
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
16 Jul 2024
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“Ryan.” Ramius looked rather pleased to see him, Jack thought, immediately chiding himself for imagining such a thing. “What brings you to York Cliffs?”
“Just a neighbourly call,” Jack told him. “Thought I’d see how you were settling in.”
“The Admiral sent you?”
“Kind of. I think he gave me your address just to get me out from underfoot.”
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18 Jun 2026
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We'll Always Have Montana by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
18 Jul 2024
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After a time, after more time, Bart Mancuso thinks that Red October will just be something that happened to him, another story he can’t tell. He thinks it will fade into memory, like everything else, and he doesn’t know why that bothers him, doesn’t know why it aches somewhere in the pit of his stomach, when he lets himself think about it for too long.
“I don’t want you to regret this.” Bart says, quietly. “For you to end up hating me.”
“I am never going to hate you.”
“Are you ever going to love me?”
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18 Jun 2026
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Every Minute, Every Hour by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
11 Oct 2024
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Marko Ramius will always be their captain, always be her widower, always be a foreigner in this new country. He does not count on becoming anyone’s beloved, anyone’s baby, anyone’s darling…and yet, mercifully, happily, he does.
“From here on in, their lives are their own. So’s yours, for the record. You can do anything you want.”
Anything, he thinks, is a remarkably capacious suggestion, when they are sitting too close, his knee jammed against his thigh, beneath the too-small table. What are the limits of freedom? Where do they start and end? He does not have any idea.
“You’re gonna be fine.” The commander assures him. “You’ll find your way.”
And that may be the first time he lets himself believe in any American dream.
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17 Jun 2026
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love is for the ones who love the work by Lyrinka
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990)
13 Jun 2026
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A collection of missing scenes.
Or: Two anxious people in an increasingly stressful situation.
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15 Jun 2026
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Feast of the Seven Fishes by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
22 Dec 2024
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Marko Ramius had expected many things from his new life in America. Safety. Stability. Rest. Comfort in his old age. He had never thought of love, of joy, of friendship, and yet he finds all of these, and in one person.
“I’ve spent every day of my life, since that Christmas, just wanting to be loved again.”
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13 Jun 2026
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My Love, Goodbye by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
01 Feb 2025
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And he remembers learning English, and all of the words, all of the expressions that he never thought he would use, all of the words he has wished, in this new life, that he could more easily remember. He tries to recall all of the strange, unfamiliar words which he had never thought he would use. He had loved her as he had learned foreign languages, applied every word to her, to them, and not ever dreamed of this, of using these strange, lovely words with another person. And yet here he is. Here they are.
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12 Jun 2026
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A Life With Choices by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
23 Jun 2025
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Lives are about choices, and Marko Ramius must confess that he has made both wise and unwise decisions, in the past. But the choices that led him to America, and into the arms of his American lover, were all the right ones.
“You’re going to fuck up my life, Mark.”
“More than you can ever know.”
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10 Jun 2026
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The Beginning and the End by singingIthoughtIwasdancing
Fandoms: The Hunt for Red October (1990), Jack Ryan Series - Tom Clancy
25 Nov 2025
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“You shouldn’t worry at all, about me.” His lover tells him. “We all survived Red October, we’ll survive to the end of the world.”
Through motel rooms and sailor’s bars, a life together.
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07 Jun 2026