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    He wants Yusuf to hold his hand again. Grab his ankle. Flick his ear. Thrust his sword into his chest and breath into his mouth.

    Yet, they have the long ocean of eternity ahead of them. These whims are nothing but a swell under their ship: gone as soon as they come. Nicolo knows better than to jump overboard and drown alone trying to chase them.

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    Alternate title: "You'd Feel Pretty Weird If You Developed a Crush on the Only Other Immortal You Know, Right?"

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    “We cannot let anyone see us die. We cannot let them see us heal. We must get out of this city, away from them. If they catch you, they will kill you. If they see what you are…it will go as badly for you as it would for me. Neither of us is safe with them, you understand? You need me to help you get past them, away from this place. I need you to help me out there, in the desert, until we reach a port. Do you understand? We are the same. We must get out.”

    He stopped; he was not sure how to make himself any clearer, and the Saracen was not evidently interested in conveying anything other than his loathing. Nicolò waited, and after a long, uncomfortable moment, the Saracen finally responded. He spat an incomprehensible sentence in Arabic, heavy with disdain, and thrust his bound hands forward. A demand to be released? That would make sense. Nicolò hesitated.

    “Do you understand me?” he pressed, repeating his gestures. “We are the same. We go together? Away from here? Both of us?”
    The Saracen repeated also; his Arabic phrase, and the twisting of his wrists against their bindings. Nicolò nodded, and crouched before him.

    “I am going to free you,” he said. “Please help me.”

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    Shivering, Nicky draws in tighter on himself. The room they’re being held in is small, but it’s drafty. The vents keep letting in more bursts of air, and they took Nicky on his evening run. He’s wearing shorts and a T-shirt, and the sweat has long-since become cold and clammy against his skin. He has no real concept of how long they’ve been in here, but he knows it’s been at least three hours. That makes it past midnight. There are goosebumps on his knees.

    To his left, Joe shifts.

    Nicky starts.

    “It’s okay,” Joe says, voice hushed. It’s an improvement over the first hour, when he wouldn’t stop calling for help even though there was clearly no one listening. “We’ll be warmer closer together.”

    Romance novel blurb: Kidnapped together, sons of rival business moguls Joe al-Kaysani and Nicky di Genova find common ground...and maybe more.

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    Rajan's first San Francisco Pride doesn't go quite as expected

    This is a standalone fic but can be read as part of the Further Adventures in Mumbai series.

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    For most of Leonard McCoy's life, he was sure he only had one soulmate, just like almost everyone else. He was fourteen when that went to hell in a handbasket when he woke up with a bruise on his eye that was most definitely green and not red like all the others. And there's only one alien species that he was aware of that had green blood - Vulcans.

    So apparently he had two soulmates, one who was very much human like himself and another that was not. As if it wasn't already going to be hard enough finding one soulmate, life had to throw in a second one on an entirely different planet into the mix.

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    Soulmates AU where you get superficial marks and bruises on your skin in the same place your soulmate is hurt.

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