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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Shane walks over and sits on Ilya’s lap, welcomed by Ilya’s outstretched arms. Conversation continues around them, but all Shane can do is focus on Ilya.

    “Are you having fun?”

    Ilya looks up, starry-eyed, at Shane. “Yes, Solynshko,” he smiles. “But I did not like that you left for so long. You know that I cannot survive without you for more than five minutes.”

    “God, you are so dramatic.” He flicks Ilya’s shoulder. “Also, we were on and off fuck buddies for almost a decade, who only saw each other a few times a season.”

    “Ugh, do not remind me,” Ilya groans. “Worst decade of my life.”

    Usually, a comment like that wouldn’t get under Shane’s skin. But after what Svetlana told him, he couldn’t help but feel uneasy.

    Worst decade. Was it the worst decade?

    OR

    Svetlena tells Shane about Ilya's life in Russia. Shane doesn't know how to handle this... and it sends him spiralling. He needed to fix it. He needs to be better. He'll do anything to make it better.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.” 

    “Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing. 

    “I love you so much. You know this, yes?”

    “Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.

    "When you see me," Ilya supplied.

    “I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”

    “Bye, Shane."

    “Bye.”

    The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Peace is coming. But what is peace when all you've known is war?

    --or--

    Shane finds Ilya deep in the hurt of healing.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    A squawk, followed by an incensed, “Jesus! It’s Hayden! Hayden Pike! Shane’s best friend? A guy you’ve played against for years?”

    Oh. This is… not good.

    Ilya very slowly lowers himself down on the bed, spine straight. “Why are you calling?”

    Pike huffs. “Trust me, I don’t want to be.”

    “Okay, then, why? How do you know… Lily?”

    A beat. Then, “You’re Lily.”

    Protectiveness rears its ugly head. Severely, Ilya declares, “This is none of your fucking concern.”

    “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: when Shane gets hurt on the ice, Hayden Pike reaches out to Boston Lily.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    A relationship was made of the little things, the feelings sewn together into gossamer threads of tiny little ordinary moments.

    Here then forgotten in a breath, a sigh, a blink, a cry.

    In the aftermath of The Ottawa Centaurs plane crash (?) Shane revisits the best hits of his life with Ilya.

    All the Spoilers for The Long Game....Please read the tags

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    16 Jun 2026